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Have no idea about God. Think your tears are real? Did Jesus say you must accept Him…? Bodily sickness is from darkness.
Church with Jesse Lee Peterson, Sunday, March 1, 2026
* 📖 Biblical Question: Did Jesus say you must accept Him as your Lord and Savior to be born again?
* 📝 Assignment: Next time you cry or feel any emotion, check yourself…
* 📝 Additional Assignment, for one week: Keep your mind with your body. Know where you are and what you’re doing at all times.
* 🗓️ Men’s Forum first Thur, Mar 5, 2026, 7pm at BOND, L.A. https://rebuildingtheman.com/events/
TIMESTAMPS
* (0:00:00) - 00 - Small talk off-mic… Welcome
* (0:01:30) - 01 - Would you pay $1M for stolen mother?
* (0:05:41) - 2A - First-timers: Luck?
* (0:08:22) - 2B - Forgive late mother?
* (0:10:32) - 3A - Mimi: You don’t want to live a life of belief
* (0:15:04) - 3B - Mimi’s work: Do you believe you’re DEI? Forgave…
* (0:20:16) - 04 - Have no idea about God. Let ideas go. Being alone
* (0:22:59) - 5A - Gym story. Doug the doormat: Thoughts get intense. Forgive them…
* (0:28:50) - 5B - Story: Calm down. Think your tears are real? Ladies discuss…
* (0:40:21) - 6A - Biblical Question: Did Jesus say you must accept Him…?
* (0:45:19) - 6B - BQ: Tongues story, cults. AI? Word-concept fallacy?
* (0:53:15) - 6C - JLP on BQ: Jesus never said it. Be perfect.
* (1:03:36) - 6D - “No one comes to the Father, but by me.”
* (1:05:40) - 6E - Most religious people don’t know God or believe in Jesus
* (1:14:39) - 7A - Jesus allowed worship…? “No man is good.” Greater works…?
* (1:25:57) - 7B - She forgave her mother, but not Hispanic father yet
* (1:31:09) - 7C - JLP: They’ve put Jesus in the way of knowing God
* (1:36:39) - 7D - “No man is good.” Jesus was not a man…?
* (1:38:54) - 8A - Sickness in the body. “Idiopathic disease”? Belief?
* (1:43:07) - 8B - Atheist visitor?
* (1:47:11) - 8C - Genetic disease? Out of the Light, in darkness
* (1:52:21) - 9A - “Slap ya mama” good pie. Sign of the cross: Rituals
* (1:56:52) - 9B - “Everybody’s schizophrenic”: Emotions are crazy!
* (2:00:30) - 10 - JLP: See what happens. Assignment: Next time you cry…
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would you pay a million dollar for your mama?
I think so.
You would, why?
Uh, because she's my family.
Oh.
How about you?
I would.
You pay a million dollar for your mama?
I pay anything for your mama.
Yeah, I love your mama.
How about you?
I don't know.
I have to be in that situation.
I don't have a million.
I don't know.
But how about if you had it?
If I had it, um...
I don't know.
I don't know.
So you'd ask you if you were paid a million?
I have to see how much of my heart shouldn't get full.
That has a whole million?
Would you pay a million?
Only if it's okay.
We don't need to mind it.
Oh, Jay, say yes.
Oh, okay.
So what?
Only if I get back $1.5 million a year,
that's about it.
Only if we get what?
If I get back $1.5 million a year,
that's about it.
Music
Amazing.
Good morning.
Welcome to Fellowship.
I am Jesse Lee Peterson.
You can get involved by going to our YouTube chat line
and hate will pass on your questions and comments to me.
I asked the question of my experts on the show.
I asked them,
if someone stole your mother,
would you pay a million dollars to get her back?
And they didn't know what to say.
Well, a couple of them said,
yeah, no.
Would you pay a million dollar for your mama?
Not at all.
You would not pay a million dollars?
You would just let the kind that would keep her?
Yeah.
I would warn them first.
Yeah, no.
That's amazing.
For sure.
Raymond, you pay a million dollars to get your mother back.
That won't be necessary since he passed away.
But how about if she wasn't dead?
And someone kidnapped your mother
and would you offer a million dollars to get her back?
I would think myself,
is she worth it?
I would ask my answer at this qualifying no.
Really?
That's amazing.
Would you pay for your mother?
If I had the funds, yes, I wouldn't.
So if you had a million dollars
and your mother would tend out
and you would give a million dollar to get her back?
Yes, I would.
And why?
Because she's my mom no matter what.
Do you need a mama?
Do I what?
Do you need one?
It's not that I need or don't need.
It's just still my mother.
But if you don't, do you need a mother?
No, I don't need.
So why do you get it?
Why do you pay a million dollars?
Because I wouldn't want her to be kidnapped
and I would want to save her.
No.
But then she's going to die of probably next year or so anyway.
Still, she's my mother.
She's the woman who raised me right or wrong.
That or not, I would want to save her.
Let's say, just for the fun of it,
they came up with your father and your mother
and they said, okay, you can only get one back for a million dollars.
Who would you choose?
Probably my mother.
You would why?
Because she was the one always there with me.
For example, I grew up, she raised me.
And she's maybe weaker or woman.
And it's a tough one to respond.
But yeah, I would save my mother.
So you would tell the kidnapper, I want my mama back.
You can keep your daddy.
Of course, I want both of them.
If I only have one choice and I can do only one,
it would be my mother because she's probably
being more scared and terrified.
And my father probably would be more strong.
And probably my father probably would want the same
to save my mother.
Really?
That's amazing.
It is.
I just wonder, because this lady,
mother was stolen according to her report.
And they haven't found the mother yet.
And so she offered a million dollars.
I'm like, what the?
They had already offered 200,000.
I guess the people they want, 200,000.
So she offered a million.
Did you hear about this story?
No, I didn't.
A woman out of Arizona.
Did you hear about that?
Some lady out of Arizona.
Anybody know the story?
What?
Yeah.
Something happened.
Gearth 3, something like that.
Her mother was stolen.
They see offered a million dollars.
Amazing.
Yeah, as far as I know.
They haven't found a yet.
Amazing.
So, how y'all?
So we see how much y'all love y'all, mama.
Any questions before I get rolling?
Yes, sir.
Change the mic for me.
Is this your first time here?
Yes, my first time here.
What's your first name?
My first name is Cedric.
And how do you hear about a Cedric?
A friend of mine showed me a clip of yours long time ago.
Oh, OK.
Like 10 years ago.
But then, lately, I was trying to get rid of my anger
and live on a strict and narrow path.
It came across again and I've been listening for a while now.
Where are you from?
I'm originally from Rwanda, Africa.
Oh, yeah.
But I traveled here from Tucson, Susanne,
to Gearth 3's neighborhood.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, in Tucson, Arizona.
That's where we live.
Right on.
Yes.
So you knew about this story, huh?
Yes, yes.
We've been following it's now an area, so.
Right on.
Yeah.
OK.
So you had a question.
Yes, yes.
I was having a chat with my colleagues,
my friend last night.
And we talked about luck.
What is the role of luck?
For folks who want to live life right?
How do you think about it?
Is it something you ignore or you put yourself in luck?
In luck people?
I don't know what to make of luck.
What do you think about luck?
Luck, yes.
People who live life based on luck.
No luck for people.
OK.
You don't want to live a life based on luck.
You want to live a life based on absolute knowing that it's fine.
But is that such a thing as luck?
No.
No.
It's a made up word because that's what Satan does.
He make up words to deceive the people.
Oh, that was good luck.
That wasn't good luck.
Interesting.
Thank you.
Do you live by luck or do you walk in the light?
For me, the way I approach it, I don't think about it.
And when it happens, I don't give it so much credence.
I just move on as if I was supposed to happen
and I didn't have anything to do about it.
Basically, I ignore the existence of luck.
Even though I know it's a thing people talk about.
It helps me not to think too much.
I haven't thought of that word.
It's so long I forgot that word, is this it?
That's amazing.
It kind of stayed with me last night when we were having a chat
and I was like, OK, maybe when I get a chance I'll ask this question.
Do you drop your anger?
Yes.
You have no anger?
Zero.
Right on.
Yes.
Are you doing the prayer and everything?
Yes.
Right on.
Well, cool, man.
Thank you.
We'll stay with it.
Appreciate it.
Thank you.
Any other?
Yes.
Hi.
Good morning.
Jenn.
Jenn.
Welcome, Jenn.
Thank you.
So my question is on the forgiveness part, my father is still alive.
So I called my father and I had the conversation with him.
And that was great, actually.
And then my mother died.
So I don't know how to process the saying, I'm sorry for resenting you
and all that without being able to physically do so.
The way you do it is to get to know yourself and you will see that you can't help yourself.
That's something else is controlling you.
And you don't want to be the way you are.
You don't want to be angry and jealous or whatever.
Your mother had the same problem.
Couldn't I help herself, right?
And so because you became like her, it will help you understand that she did the best she could.
She could not help herself.
And that will cause you to forgive her since she's dead.
Just realize she could not help herself.
Is that clear?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Are you doing the prayer and everything?
Yes.
Yes.
Have you dropped your anger?
Yes, but I still find it crops up.
But I mostly catch it.
Oh, good.
Yeah.
If you can catch it, this is you.
And this is the anger.
If you can catch it and just catch it, do nothing about it.
Just be aware of it.
And live with it, walk with it, sleep with it.
Don't take out on anyone.
Just take the pain and do nothing about it.
The light of God will come in and destroy the darkness.
It will take it away from you.
And eventually, I promise you, you will have no anger.
No matter what people are trying to do to hurt you, they can never touch you.
But you got to let the light destroy the darkness.
Anger is evil.
So stay with it.
Thank you.
Amazing.
Is he else?
Not right now.
All right.
Yes, ma'am.
Good morning, Jesse.
Good morning.
What's ironic is that your interaction with this lady actually just answered the question.
So I already got answered my question.
So my question was just for matter of fact, the question was how do you unbelieve something?
And I know that belief and lies are kind of in the same vein.
But we're talking about those kinds of beliefs that people shape a lot of their identity on.
Like, I'm black and because of that, I won't have the same opportunities as someone else.
Or, you know, a colonizer stole my land and I'm owed something.
That's why I don't, you know, do whatever I need to do today.
Or I'm a mother and I'm a nurturer.
So all of those identities, but you, your interaction with this lady,
helped me to see that the answer to that is how do you unbelieve something is to let the light shine on the darkness?
And it just has no where else to go.
The lies will start to reveal themselves.
And then, you know, there's just, there's nothing left.
Absolutely.
One thing for sure, you don't want to live a life of belief.
Right.
You know, people tell others, I hear the Christians say, believe in Jesus.
You ever heard that?
Believe in Jesus and you shall be saved.
And they believe in Jesus, nobody says.
They live a life of belief, never being saved.
I think that's one of the reasons why it became a question for me is because I see that interactions with people that I find to be in my social circle.
There's just some strong beliefs that would be really difficult for them to let go.
Just because it kind of really guides how they make a lot of decisions in their life.
And so that's why I had to read the heart.
People don't let things go because they don't want to let things go.
You don't think that if they saw it a different way that they would?
If they saw it, but they don't want to see it.
Okay.
The human beings love the thrill of life.
They love being angry.
They love being happy.
They love being sad.
They love crying.
They love having fear.
They love looking for love.
They love this and love that because it's all about the thrill.
The ego, human nature, love, the reals.
And they don't want to let that go.
But isn't that why you tell us not to judge because at one time we were all without...
We're not judged.
It's just because you see that.
I see that people love the reals.
I'm not judging them.
I understand.
But isn't it true though also in that same vein that we all were without all of those things at one time?
The real us didn't have any of all of this that was taught to us, that was given to us by our moms and dads.
Wasn't there a time when all of us kind of were connected to the light and didn't have all of these issues or all these thrills that we were so addicted to?
The real you don't love thrills at all.
It's the far you that love it.
The real you have never been into thrills.
Okay.
It's just that people think that if we all think we're in that farthest state, we all think that our thrills are who we are.
And that's why we hold on to them.
Okay.
I have one more question, Jesse.
So the real you don't love thrills, the real you is of love.
And that's the same for everyone.
Everyone.
Right.
Okay.
They just don't know it.
Right.
Okay.
My last question is...
And I don't know why I'm afraid to ask it.
I don't know how to ask it.
But can the devil ever tell the truth?
No.
No devil.
No saying.
That's why I don't know why I was like, wait a minute.
I don't know why I was apprehensive to ask that because sometimes when the thoughts come in your mind, you think to yourself,
well I think to myself, I can't speak for everybody else, but I think to myself, oh there's truth in that.
That's true.
But it's a thought.
So it can't be true.
Right.
But he doesn't, he doesn't ever tempt us with the truth.
No.
It's always with the lie.
Always with the lie.
Okay.
He's all lies all the time about anything.
Okay.
He cannot be, he hates the truth.
Okay.
Really, he hates it.
Okay.
Amazing.
Amazing.
Thank you.
Are you happy at work now?
Yes.
I am doing much, much better.
I was a hot, hot mess the last time I came in here.
I know.
I was, I was in the midst of a storm that the not me created.
And I thought it was me and tried to fight my own battles.
And in the minute I took my hand off of it and God was able to kind of come in and realign
and shed some, some strong light that I needed.
Because I was, I was a mess.
I was a mess.
I was a mess.
I was a mess.
I was a mess.
That's what you said.
You said, oh, Lord.
I could, you could visibly see the mess around me.
Oh, walking in the dark.
Yeah, I know.
I know.
So, but this was a great place to come when you need the hospital.
Do you believe in now to your DEI?
You know, I, I think.
I do feel.
You could go ahead and show down.
She thought you would be.
Yeah, it worked.
I, you know, because I just, I was so limited.
But it wasn't me.
Her brought to her.
No.
I'm not going to fire you doing an amazing job.
And if Satan told her, he'd just tell you that.
He's going to get rid of you.
She believed the lie.
Even though the boss said you're doing fine at work.
Is that amazing?
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
But anyway, go ahead.
No, I think for me, I was, um, I was trying so hard to figure it out.
And, you know, we don't really discuss what happens in the women's forums at all.
Yeah.
But one of the things that, that kind of revealed itself in our exchange was that,
and I just lost it.
Oh, that's so annoying.
What about her?
Yeah, I think.
Yeah, it was, um, oh, I just lost it.
But it was, it was something to do with the, the meeting with my boss and, um, not,
oh, that's what it was.
I have a tendency to have a picture in my head.
And if that picture is not played out, I don't believe anything else.
I only believe that.
Oh, yes.
And that's, you know what I mean?
Like, I have to learn to stop building pictures in my head.
They're not real.
And they're just, it will never have that look.
Life will not have the look that's the picture in my head.
But I love painting pictures in my head.
All two of those saints love the pictures.
Sure.
In their head.
Sure.
And it gives you a sense of control.
It like, you get to pick the shade, the perfect shade of blue.
And you get to determine what, you know, if the grass is blowing in the wind this way,
or that way, all of that stuff is just not real.
Right.
And I was saying in my head, if this is my promotion, if this is where I'm at,
and this is where my life is, it has to look like this.
And that's just, it was the farthest thing from the truth.
She got a race right away.
She started with a D.E.R. race.
She thought they gave her a race because you were black.
Yeah.
She believed that.
Mm-hmm.
I would have been like, okay, where is this one?
That is the same, but that's the devil.
Okay.
Did you forgive your mother?
I did, but like the woman was saying, my mom passed away when I was a little girl.
And like the pictures in my head, when you told me that I had to forgive my mom,
I created a picture of what that was supposed to look like.
I even, she, you know, her grave site is far away from me,
but I even made a trip and did all this stuff that was not real in the sense that
it was checking all the boxes, like I was there, I brought flowers, I cried.
But ultimately, I still had not forgiven her because I couldn't understand
or place myself in her shoes and understand that I had that same evil inside of me.
But the minute that I started really, really digging deep into me and getting to know myself
and really knowing that I'm no different, then it was easier for me to say, yeah, I was wrong.
You know, I couldn't say I was wrong.
I was like, that lady was crazy.
She was mean, she was violent, she was, she destroyed everything around her,
and yet she was my mother, and I just couldn't, I couldn't relate.
And yet, once I started working on myself, I was like, shame on you, you are just like her.
So yeah, it took me connecting to myself more or working on myself in a different kind of way.
Good, we'll stay with it. Thank you, Jessie.
All amazing.
Amazing.
Any other questions? Come in. Yes, sir.
This one's for Mimi.
So, when I first got my job, literally the first day, the devil told me I'm going to get fired.
It's been four years now, and the devil still tells me the same thing.
And I'm at the exact same job.
I just wanted to let you know that.
It's dangerous to mess.
Oh, that's for sure.
I just ignore it now.
Right on.
Yes, sir.
So, how do you describe the difference between an idea versus a thought?
So, when can I have an idea?
Like, she's talking about pictures in your head.
Like, if I need to do something, but I don't have the right tool or whatever,
I know I could have an idea.
I could use this instead, Mickey Mouse it, make it work.
Right.
That's a practical thought. That's fine.
If you're working on your car or you're baking a cake or you use ideas about that,
but you don't live about that.
Well, what about?
When you bake the cake, you put the spoon down.
What about ideas and sense of like writing a song or artwork or contentures?
Always using it as a tool, but not to live out.
Or get any sense of identity from it at all.
Because you're never going to know God as long as you have ideas about God
or about his son or about that.
You know, psychological, emotional life.
Those things are keeping you in ideas.
You gotta let go.
Everything you've been taught about God.
I have no idea about Him or salvation or anything if you want to be free.
But He gave you the ability to take care of yourself on earth.
So He gave you the knowledge to do practical things in life.
But you don't live by them.
You should have any idea who you are at all.
You should have no idea about tomorrow.
No idea about what you want or don't want.
No idea about anything but just live, stay present.
Keep your mind where your body is and life is happening for you.
It is amazing.
It's really mine.
But you gotta let all other ideas go.
I'm almost there.
I'm sorry?
I'm almost there.
Almost there?
Yeah, I do.
Like, I don't think about tomorrow.
I just, I know I have work and I do it.
And the weekend comes.
I don't do anything.
I just stay home and it's not a big deal.
I like it.
I don't like care to go out anymore and only go to the store.
You will get to the point that you would love being alone.
And then if you're out with people, you have fun with that too.
But you won't cry at the end of the night because now you have to go home by yourself.
Or you have to go home to that me wife.
Or blah, blah, blah, blah.
You're gonna love being by yourself.
You're gonna love it.
It's pretty fun.
So stay with it.
Well, I don't think you just.
All right.
Yes, Joe.
Joe had his hand like this.
Yesterday I was at the gym.
And I was just playing.
I didn't be a friend of mine.
A friend of mine.
We were playing around.
And so.
This is one black guy at the gym.
He was a mess.
And so he always jump, you know, tease us about superstar.
And then so yesterday we saw him at the gym.
And I did this.
And some guys saw me doing that.
He went, oh, he's like, what are you doing on that hatred?
I'm like, what hatred?
That's racist.
I'm like, what?
I'm just saying, he got all men about nothing.
And I love the Jews.
But he was mad.
What a mess, huh?
Joe just reminded me of that.
Yes.
I don't really have a question or anything.
I just wanted to say, tell about my week.
OK.
And I don't know how to really word it.
But.
So are you all being doormats?
Let me see the doormats.
Oh, I can't wait to hear the doormats.
Okay.
Yes.
Yeah.
So being a doormat is not that as easy as I would have thought.
But I've been, I've been doing it.
And it's, it's kind of amazing how much mess has happened
since being a doormat.
And I haven't had to do anything to bring it on.
It just finds me.
It's like.
Say to find you in your head and inside of other people to attack you.
Definitely.
Yeah.
And they're both happening.
I've seen people who seemingly never had an issue with before,
all of a sudden there's some sort of work issue.
Right.
Like they're out of their lane in my lane trying to make things
that I'm supposed to make work work.
And so you have to deal with people.
But I've been, I've been noticing the more I.
They quiet and watch them do whatever they're doing.
The more they drive themselves right into the wall.
They can't help it.
Yeah.
And, but I also notice about me.
I'm like on one hand on the thoughts are amazingly strong.
And the feelings, the feelings that come with those thoughts are
intense in the sense that they can make you,
they can almost make you overreact in a split second.
I kind of think of it like this.
Part of the reason why we're not allowed to yell fire in a room like this.
It's like illegal to do that because people panic.
And those thoughts can make you do just that.
Those thoughts can make you do that dumb thing or say the wrong thing
or act the wrong way in the wrong time.
And even if that other person was the one that's really wrong,
you just displayed all of it and you're the one that looks wrong.
And the other person doesn't even get looked at hardly.
That's right.
But the thoughts, my mind and the thoughts are totally intense.
And I notice that I'm like totally, when I am aware of it,
I'm aware of it, but I'm also unaware of it in the same,
seemingly the same second.
So I find myself, I was sitting there chatting with somebody the other day
and he's talking about how frustrated he is with my work and all that.
And I'm sitting there just as calmly as I could sit.
And I'm literally inside, I'm like a boiling cauldron.
And I could barely sit there, but I'm doing it.
So you felt the anger from them telling me they were not happy with your work?
Yeah. And this person is not even my boss, nothing.
They mean nothing, really.
So why were you angry there?
I don't know that I was angry, but I was like wanting to say something back.
If I think about it, I wasn't angry because I was able to just kind of see
where they were coming from.
And I remember the thoughts telling me, you don't know how to fight.
And so once I realized that was a lot, I kind of calmed,
I kind of brought myself to now again.
And then I was able to ask a certain question, he couldn't even answer the questions.
Like he cues me of something, so I said, OK, blah, blah, blah, blah.
What do you mean by this?
What do you mean by that?
You couldn't even answer the questions.
And then wouldn't answer the questions.
And so it's like the thoughts, so like I'm in my thoughts, and I become aware of it.
And then I'm in my thoughts.
And it seems to happen just so fast, it's the strangest thing.
I'm like in this whole conversation that lasted a minute or two,
in and out of my thoughts, probably, I don't know how many times,
but in, out, in, out, in, out.
It's...
It's crazy.
It's crazy.
It's crazy.
Take the pain.
Yeah.
And when I do, that's when they just, they can't handle it.
It's so interesting to kind of see it, like for real see it,
like being aware enough to see it.
That's why I quite said, forgive them.
They know not what they do.
Because it's those thoughts that possess amazing.
I had a family member called me, she had my phone number,
because she had a family member.
And so yesterday morning, my phone ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing,
and we were like, I was sleep.
It ringing, ringing, so I asked her, and she was like,
I'm going out of my mind.
I was like, why?
What's wrong with you?
I'm like, what time is it?
It was like four or five in the morning there.
And she was like, I'm going out of my mind.
I'm like, why?
Because when I woke up, the devil was already talking to me.
And I can't help it.
I don't know what to do.
And so I said to her, come down and take the pain.
Let the devil talk and be aware of him talking.
Get up and go about your day.
And at the end of the day, she learned so much from that.
Because she didn't know she should not be fighting with the thoughts.
But be aware, you can't do anything about the thoughts.
When you fight with the thoughts inside of your head,
when inside of other people head about anything,
it's just two devil's fighting.
And that's what the devil wants you to do, fight.
God said, lay your weapon down.
And I'll fight you about it for you.
Meaning that you fight the demons inside of you
and inside of other people.
No one will be able to touch you.
It just possesses.
That's all it is.
It is pure wickedness.
It wants your soul.
And it's real, real free that you may find God.
The devil loved for you to praise God
and lift up over hands and swear about
and read the Bible and quote,
he is so happy with him with you who you're doing that.
He is his little demons like having a party.
When you're praying to Mother Mary, Mary pray for me up there.
Who thank Mary in the seed for them in heaven?
They're people who thank that.
They thank Mama Mary as his inner seeding.
You know, you gotta be crazy, right?
Who cry?
And think that tears are real.
You know what I've done that?
You shared in tears and you thought they were real.
Yeah.
Three honest people only.
Why did you think your tears were real when you were crying?
It's when I was young.
I was like 14 and, you know, friends die and stuff like that.
What?
My friend died.
Oh, okay.
It was like a really big deal and I was speaking at a funeral.
And I remember as I was giving the speech,
I started like tearing up and crying.
And I thought it was real at the time,
but I could see it.
So I saw a nonsense.
Okay.
What do you think your tears, who hand here?
Here.
Will you cry?
What do you think your tears are real?
Well, because I can feel them, taste them,
and I don't know, it creates a whole physical response.
Right.
But I know now that the crying is BS,
but I still find myself, I used to cry all the time,
like, over everything and anything, just because I could.
Women love the cry.
Oh, I love to cry.
But now I don't find myself crying.
They go through the corner with your child, they cry.
Yeah.
They know they go to them and they lie.
It's crazy.
Yeah.
When I learned that, I was like, oh my gosh.
Well, anyway.
Now, every once in a while, I have this very deep sadness
over not being able to express this apologizing
to my mother in person.
Because I see her as such a fragile,
she was so lost herself,
and I would love to be able to have that conversation.
So sometimes that makes me so sad that I will sob over it.
But then I stop, you know.
Right.
But yeah, tears to me filled, it's like a,
I feel like they're very real.
I think they're there for a reason.
They are.
It's like a cleansing process.
They are there for a reason.
Yeah.
They are there to deceive you.
They are there to keep your ego alive.
Because a crying person is only crying for themselves.
It has nothing to do with the dead daddy or the dead mama
or the dead or the loss of a husband or wife
or a friend or anything.
It's about their own ego.
Yeah, and I can see that now too,
because it's my sadness,
because I can't do what I want to do.
Right.
Yeah.
It's all lies and it's evil.
So a cry,
and I'm sorry, me and me, we're going to get to you in a minute.
But later, that adventure crying.
Yeah, you know what?
I hear her when I listen.
And I always feel bad too, because I'm like,
I can totally relate.
So you've learned it now that it's not real?
Yes.
Absolutely.
There's no reason to cry.
There's no reason to cry at all.
But we'll get to that in a minute.
And about your mother,
and you feel really bad that you can't,
and who's feeling bad about that?
Whoever I think I am.
Who do you think you are?
Well, I know I'm nobody.
I mean, I know that it's an ego that feels that way.
I don't know who I am, honestly.
Right.
I'm still in that process of,
I don't know who I am.
Okay.
And I'm not attached to any,
I used to be very attached to oldest.
I'm a nurse, I'm that.
But not anymore.
Okay.
We'll stay with it.
Yeah.
It will be made clear.
Okay.
Just stay with it.
Just let the light clear your mind of the darkness.
Stay with it.
Yes, ma'am.
The lady behind.
You thought your cry was real?
Yeah.
Just like the lady here,
I was always crying about things.
And just like you said,
it was always because everything that would happen,
I would make it about me.
And it was always about me.
Like I had less than somebody else,
or I should have had more.
Yeah.
And now that I leave a space when the first dot comes,
it's easier not to just go with the tears,
because I didn't leave that space.
Before.
And I was just crying as soon as the feeling came,
as soon as the thought came,
and now when the feeling comes,
I'm able to question it,
and to just look at it,
and to realize that it's not real,
it's not me,
and that everybody goes through this,
it's easier to,
I don't cry as often anymore,
and it's amazing,
because I used to cry in a split second,
just like you said.
Yeah.
I noticed that the devil wanted to make you cry sometimes,
because he don't want to leave,
so he makes you feel sad.
Oh, whatever he's right.
Yeah.
But don't cry.
Yeah.
It was not real.
Definitely.
I used to, I told this story before,
I had to date a lot.
I was a slap maker,
everywhere.
And every time I broke up with a girl,
I could not break up with her,
unless I had another girl waiting in the wing.
I was a cheater.
But I didn't care.
I needed a woman to make me feel good.
And so,
but whenever I broke up with one,
if I didn't have one already,
I would literally get in my car
on a Saturday afternoon or Sunday afternoon,
and drive all the way up the dining coast
from LA to Santa Barbara.
It's a beautiful drive.
Anybody have done that?
Next time you get sad,
drive that coast,
and put on sitting by the dock of the bay,
oh Lord,
and I would cry all the way up there,
and all the way back.
And I thought I would cry it over the woman,
but I really cried over being with her.
It was all about me.
Because as soon as I got a new one,
I forgot about the old one.
And so, it was all about me.
All crying is evil.
It's all about you.
Nothing to do with anyone ever.
Yeah.
Evils made a home in us,
and we just got to see it,
so we could overcome it.
Every human being is possessed.
That's why God said,
if we give them,
they know not what they do.
They're not working on themselves.
They can't see it, not them.
Yeah.
Amazing.
No.
Yes, me, man.
About the crying,
like you said,
I used to cry quite a bit,
and after that mess of a show,
or show of a mess that I came in here with last time,
I think I took this a lot more seriously,
and I started doing the silent prayer a lot more,
and just a lot more.
And what's interesting is this week,
I had a water bottle,
and I was driving and trying to open it.
And it was one of those like metal tops
that was like perforated,
but it was really sharp.
So I went to open it,
and it sliced my finger like smooth open.
Like it didn't stop bleeding for like 10 minutes straight,
just blushing, like gushing blood.
And this was a time when I should be crying.
And I told,
I saw the injury,
and I was like,
I should, this is going to hurt.
This is going to hurt really, really bad,
because look at all the blood,
and I should be crying.
And I told myself like,
wait, what if I didn't cry?
What if I, or, I didn't say this in real time,
but like I was thinking to myself,
my body is hurting,
but I'm not my body.
And so what's interesting is,
since that cut, right,
immediately when I thought that,
once did I not cry.
And secondly, it never really hurt.
Even when I ran water over it in the shower,
I told myself,
oh, it's going to hurt.
And I'm like,
before I even get a shower,
I'm like, oh, it's going to hurt so bad.
And then I said,
but you're not your body.
Like so, what's interesting is the injury,
the cut on my finger,
and it went deep.
It never, I didn't really hurt,
because I was able for the first time ever to see
that I am not my body.
Yeah.
And also with the gentleman that was saying,
like, if he was writing a song,
and what's the difference between writing a song
and painting a picture,
because you need those to write the song,
I think the difference is that in practical thoughts,
you stay in the present,
and any of those other thoughts,
they try to take you from the past or into the future.
Like writing the song is just,
hey, I need words to write a song,
but when you let the thoughts take you away
and paint that picture,
now you're determining what the tone or the pitch is
when you sing it, who's going to be in the room,
what's the temperature in the room when you sing the song?
Like all those other details,
that's what I was describing when I talked about the pictures
that I've been painting.
It's always like taking me to the past or the future.
Absolutely.
God gave you the ability to make music.
He wanted to make beautiful music.
The gift to make music come from God.
Is this an awful fall asleep?
We use music for the wrong reason.
We use it to escape and to feel pitiful and all that,
rather than enjoying it,
but not to use it.
So you became a...
Do you want to tell me about it?
What's that life for you?
It's pretty relaxing, I guess you could say.
Meaning what?
I don't know, life becomes a lot more straightforward.
Absolutely.
People pounce on you and you're not bothered about it anymore.
You don't like take it,
but you just don't let things ignite a fire inside you.
What do you mean you don't take it?
It's not that you're necessarily being cowardly per se.
You're just not engaging in unnecessary stuff.
It's a coward that want to fight.
It's the one of love that don't want to fight.
As long as it's not physical,
there's never a reason to fight.
Amazing.
Do you want to deal with the people who are questioning for the week?
Do you know what it is?
Can you repeat it?
I know generally I just don't know the details.
Jesus said,
you must sell Him as your Lord and Savior to be born again.
Yes.
Why do you say yes?
I mean, there's the famous verse about,
I think it's John 3, 16,
says that whoever believes in Him shall be saved,
shall not perish, but have eternal life.
Okay.
But when did Jesus say it?
That was Jesus speaking.
No, that was John.
No, it was in John, but Jesus was speaking.
He was speaking in John?
Like in the chapter.
Sorry, in the book of John.
So it was written or something?
Yeah, it's written in that book,
but Jesus is saying that.
Repeat what he said.
For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son
so that whoever believes in Him shall be saved.
Oh no, that's not yet.
The question is,
did Jesus say you must accept Him
in order to be born again?
You must accept Him as your Lord and Savior
in order to be born again.
Did Jesus say,
not a Christian have you come down to the front of the church?
Mm-hmm.
And they ask you,
do you believe that Jesus was born?
Right?
Look how they do it now.
Do you believe that Jesus was born and died for you
and your Lord and Savior
and rose again and all that?
And you say yes, right?
Mm-hmm.
You ever done that?
I think probably.
Yeah.
When did Jesus ever say you must accept Him
as your Lord and Savior to be born again?
When you say born again,
what does that mean?
Are you talking about salvation or what?
Did Jesus say you must accept Him
as your Lord and Savior to be born again?
Mm-hmm.
I'm not sure a word for word,
but that may be like a word concept fallacy.
What's the point?
Meaning like,
if he may have not said the word exact
or said the term exactly born again,
but he may have said,
like, you know,
if you believe in me,
you'll be saved,
which in turn sort of means similar things.
Okay.
What is it?
Either whatever refer to the biblical question right here.
Did Jesus say you must accept Him
as your Lord and Savior
in order to be born again?
So from what I'm learning now,
I say no.
Then why do you say no?
Because...
Yeah.
You ought to look all,
A.I. have found it.
I want to find where Jesus said,
and I'm not saying he didn't say it at this point.
I'm just asking.
Where Jesus said,
you must accept Him as your Lord and Savior
to be born again.
Go ahead.
Because my Bible thumb being family keeps telling me that
if I don't then I'm going straight to hell.
So I don't believe Jesus would say that,
because I don't think Jesus was into titles.
He didn't want people to worship Him.
So I don't think He would ever say something like that.
And if He did,
then He would go tell...
He would say,
go tell everyone.
But He said,
don't say anything to anyone, right?
I mean, I just started reading the Bible.
I'm learning.
Are you out of Bivothumper?
Me?
At one point,
were you a Bivothumper?
No, no.
I never even went to church, Josie.
Oh, this is like my first church.
What a mess.
Yeah.
No, no, no.
Yeah, no.
I just started reading the Bible.
Okay.
Amazing.
Are you all learning the white behind?
Did Jesus say,
you must accept Him as your Lord and Savior
to be born again?
I don't know the answer to that.
Oh, you don't?
No.
Okay.
How about a young lady right here?
I don't think He said that.
And why?
Why don't they?
He said it.
Well, I don't feel that He would say that.
But I know all these Christian churches try to...
I know a lot of these Christian churches will have...
We've been to a Christian church where they've said, like,
come forward and, you know,
if you want to be saved or you want to be baptized,
we had went to this church before.
And these people called me on stage
and we're speaking in tongues.
And the next thing I know,
I'm like crying and I'm on the floor
and what they said, like,
I don't even know what they were saying.
And this image of what I think Jesus like flashed in my mind.
And then the next thing I know I'm on the floor
and I'm crying and crying and crying.
I used to think that was like some spiritual thing.
I don't know why they pointed me out to come.
Because you need to be saved.
Yeah, maybe.
But I don't know.
I don't know that I think about it.
It's a little scary.
Yeah.
It's a little scary.
Like, you know, that picture of Jesus in my mind
that I'll...
It'll never leave my mind.
It's not who I know.
You know, the picture that we see of Jesus
or whoever it may be.
It wasn't the same that flashed in my mind.
But no, I don't think Jesus would say that.
It doesn't even make sense that he would say that.
And I feel like...
This is just a little off topic.
But I used to see people that I know are family members
be rural, you know, like Jesus freaks.
And it didn't even make sense.
It doesn't...
It seems like it's fake.
Like, it's a facade.
How...
I don't know.
It just felt like it was fake.
And at one point, I used to be a little...
I guess you could say envious of how devoted they were.
But the more I got to thinking about it,
they'd never dropped their anger.
They'd never...
They still would gossip amongst themselves and with family.
And so I think of them now.
And I'm like, well, they're kind of like a little coat
within themselves, you know, thinking that they're better than others
when in reality we're all the same.
We're all...
You know, we're all...
Absolutely.
Yeah.
Amazing.
Thank you.
Yesterday, and I think I saw it.
You have to see your hand.
I looked it up on the head.
Okay.
Yes.
It was John 3.
Jesus say, you must accept him as your Lord and Savior
to be born again.
I don't think he did that.
Not where I've...
Anywhere I've found, but...
I wanted to be born.
If I wanted to be born again.
I did a little Googling.
I'm a little old school.
Right.
Okay.
I was going to say that was John 3.16 brought up.
You know, I read that one a little bit different.
What did he say?
He said...
Because it says something like,
not everyone who says to me,
Lord, Lord will enter the kingdom of heaven.
But only the one who does the will of my father.
Oh.
You know what you refer to, too?
I've now referred to the very famous John 3.16.
Oh, okay.
Well, no, that's all right.
We'll come back to you with that.
I thought the one that was brought up
was not everyone who says to me, Lord, Lord.
And that one, I read a little different,
because I've heard this one brought up
in response to this biblical question.
I feel like in that one he's saying,
not everyone who just says,
I'm a Christian who says,
I believe, in Jesus,
who says Jesus is Lord will be saved.
So it's not just words, sir.
Well, he would definitely refer to the people
who had not returned to love.
They just had ideas about him.
They read about him.
They say, Lord, Lord,
but their hearts are wicked.
And so as those people,
he say, get away.
Because they don't have a pure heart.
Amazing.
So did he ever say,
you must be born again?
I mean, it's up to me.
And you're Lord to save you.
I don't think he did in that one.
And the one I mentioned,
especially is telling you,
it's not words.
It's not just confessing with your mouth.
All right.
Amazing.
Yes, me, me.
You, me, you are a bava thumpe at one time, right?
Oh, yes.
I mean, there's not too many people
that share my skin color.
That isn't in this country.
I know.
All blacks are bava thumpe.
We are all trying to get to heaven.
Yeah.
We care about what's happening on earth,
but we are all set for heaven.
And so before you just read AI,
did Jesus ever say
that you must have stopped,
you know, as your Lord has saved you
to be born again?
No.
And I knew that.
I knew that after coming here
and really like,
my mind being blown
with some of the discussions that we've had.
And it really just kind of shattered all of those lies.
When it comes to that,
you know, you remember me telling the story
of what I was expecting when I got here.
I was looking for the choir,
the pulpit.
I was looking for the altar call telling me
that I just have to, you know,
come down and all that stuff.
So I was looking for it.
And I found the truth.
And what was much different
than what I was expecting.
And did you think about
when you were bava thumper?
Yeah.
Did you ever read anywhere
where Jesus said,
you must have stopped me
as your Lord has saved you?
No.
To be born again.
No, but I had the same experience
as this woman here in the middle
that I would look at people
that were so committed to their walk with Christ
and that they were so like saving souls for the Lord
that I was kind of envious
that I couldn't be that way.
And what I realized is that
it was like this kind of like,
like this shield around them
that, you know, because they have,
you know, going out there
and saving souls for the Lord,
that they could never be questioned about anything.
They didn't really, you know,
really like to be questioned.
Their faith was their faith.
So I asked the question exactly how you said it.
When did Jesus say you must accept him
as my Lord and Savior to be born again?
And I even put saved in parentheses.
And it says,
if you look at the actual text of the Bible,
he never shows those exact words.
He points to his conversation with Nicodemus
where he says,
truly, truly, I say unto you,
unless one is born again,
he cannot see the kingdom of God.
Unless one is born of water and the spirit,
he cannot enter the kingdom of God.
So that's when he refers to it.
And then he also says,
this is what we remember.
This is what you're talking about.
And I think every black church
that ever is in America.
But if you confess with your mouth
that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart
that God raised him from the dead,
you will be saved.
So I think that's one of the times
that we refer to that him referring to,
you know, him believing in him as Lord and Savior.
But all of that to say.
There is no where that Jesus said that.
It is, A.I. says it itself.
The modern phrase except Jesus
as your Lord and Savior
is a theological summary that developed later.
But it's not direct,
it's not a direct quote from Jesus.
Amazing.
What did you say at first about that from John?
Oh, I said that might be like a word concept fallacy
because like if I say, you know,
something specific like,
oh, I want to get that,
I want to get a burger for lunch.
And, you know, someone says,
oh, you didn't say you wanted to,
you know, go out for lunch.
Like, I didn't say those exact words.
You know, I was just trying to get across
that like, Jesus can try to get a point across
without exactly maybe saying those words.
Oh.
And there have also been like translations
so you could probably find a way
if you want to translate like the coin A Greek
over to maybe those exact words
if you really wanted to.
So far I haven't found,
this whole week I've had so many people,
family member to everyone,
but no one has ever pointed
to where Jesus said that.
Those words exactly that way.
And yet so many people have gone
and accepted Jesus Lord of Savior
and it has never worked for them.
They're still lowland,
they're still afraid,
they still have anger,
they still have fear.
And that's because Jesus never said it.
He never said that
you must accept me as your Lord of Savior
in order to be born again.
And yet it's been taught everywhere.
And it's a sad way to live.
And that's why I really want to encourage people to
you got to start looking for yourself.
You got to, you know,
have to, but if you want to be free,
you got to forget all that you've been taught.
Really?
And let this fear of truth teach you
because you've been truly lied to you.
You've been lied to.
We've been taught to suffer.
We have never been taught to be free.
They are pretending and we've been taught about freedom.
But we have never been taught to be free.
We've only been taught to be enslaved.
And it's been passed on from generation to generation to generation.
East family member, East family,
passing on to the next children and the next children.
What a sad way to live when we can all be free.
And we can pass if we were perfect.
You know, Christ said, be perfect.
How many people you hear say, be perfect?
You hear people say, no, I'm not perfect.
They'll say that right away.
Have you forgiven your mother?
No, I'm not perfect.
Have you gotten over anger?
They've quickly said they are not perfect.
But Christ said, be perfect.
He told all he would be to be perfect.
But you don't hear anyone saying that they are perfect.
When, in reality, they are perfect.
They don't know it.
We're all perfect.
And the reason we're perfect is because we are created
in the image of God.
That may says, who just agree with that?
Nobody just agree?
Why don't you just agree?
You just agree?
Thank you.
Don't be afraid.
It's a fellowship.
It's not a contest.
We're here to edify one another and talk.
But why do you disagree?
So it's not that I'm disagreeing.
But doesn't the perfection only come up to being born again?
Who said that?
No, I'm just saying.
Because I've heard that too from the Christian.
The religious people.
No.
The profession has happened in a moment you were born.
And it always that way.
You're always perfect.
The moment you were born,
it's just that when you're being made angry,
you go away from it.
You lead professions and go into the darkness.
But that's why we come right back to the light.
You're back to normal.
You're back perfect again.
Yes.
Let me sense.
Yeah, it does.
Just think about this.
We are the mind of God.
God thought about us and we came.
We are His mind.
God's mind is perfect.
And that's why if you have a practice stand present,
being aware of what you are,
what you're doing at all times,
you're going to see that you and everything in the earth
is the same.
You're the same.
God thought of us and we came about.
That's why Christ said that we are His brothers and sisters.
Because we are the mind of God.
We are created in the image of God.
But you forgot that image because you've been lied to.
You've been made to be angry.
You've been made to believe a lie.
And you don't know you're the mind of God.
And in Him all things are perfect.
As it is in us,
but we forgot we've been lied to.
And I remember at one time,
I used to be afraid to say I'm a son of God.
How much am a son of God?
That doesn't make sense.
But I'm really a son of God.
And you are too.
You are His daughter.
You are His son.
And so when Christ said,
when Christ said,
talked about being born again,
Christ never said,
do you believe in Jesus?
You must, whatever they said.
I'm tired of reading it.
Christ said,
even to Nicodemus,
he said,
keep my commandment.
His requirement,
if you love me,
you'll keep my commandment.
You will love your neighbor.
You will love your enemy as yourself.
That's why,
when you go and you forgive your mothers and your fathers,
you come back to a profession.
You start to wake up because your heart is of love now,
which is of God.
God is love.
And I've only said that we do it.
We play God because our hearts are wicked.
And so we play God.
We judge others.
We judge ourselves.
We think we know what we want.
But when your heart is of love,
you no longer judge.
You just live, right?
And that's why you must forgive.
Christ said,
follow me by
loving me, loving God,
with all your heart,
solely my,
along with no one else or nothing else,
and to love your enemy.
Don't judge.
Those are the requirements for salvation.
You can claim it,
name it,
and enter the cows going on.
But if your heart is still has any anger at all,
you are of your father to devil.
You're not going to have peace.
You've got to have love.
We were created to love one another,
not to hate one another.
But because we've been made to hate,
we hate as little children,
we become haters,
as little lovers.
And Christ's message was about that.
He came here to tell us
that we are free,
and that we are possessed
by the demon of Satan.
That's why whenever the disciples
got off course with him,
he was telling him,
give it to me, Satan.
You are of your father to devil right now.
I remember there was somewhere in the Bible where
I think it was John.
I could be wrong.
John was a mess.
John was like,
went over to Jesus,
and he said something light.
Jesus, when you go to heaven,
and you're sitting at the right hand of your father,
when I come to heaven,
when I get to heaven,
can I sit at your right hand?
And you're like,
get away from him.
He rebuked him,
because he knew he was other devil.
That was a devil speaking to him.
The disciples lost it at times.
They were jealous of each other.
Especially if there would be
something that would be jealous
of the ones that seem to be close to God.
There was this guy called
down Thomas, right, James?
And Jesus told him a secret?
I don't know.
Down Thomas,
there were one day in Jesus,
you know that down Thomas,
he could believe that he tested the man.
Right?
Anybody know about down Thomas?
He could believe that.
He could believe that he rose
until he touched his thing in the hand.
But anyway,
Jesus had a,
one of them owed to the side
when they had told him a secret.
And he told him not to tell anyone.
And so the disciples said,
I don't know if Jesus told him
not to tell him,
but he didn't tell anyone.
And they were asking him,
well, what did Jesus tell you?
He wouldn't tell them that they got mad.
Because they thought he was closer to Jesus.
But that's human nature.
That's the devil in you.
The devil is always
lying to you about everything,
about you and every human being on the planet.
And so that's why Christ said,
if you want to be saved,
keep my commandment.
Pick up your ego and follow me
so that the ego can die.
And to love your neighbor
as yourself.
And not a 9.9% of people
hate their neighbors.
They don't love them at all.
Yes, ma'am.
They say they love you.
Husband and wife say,
they love one another
until they get mad.
They love you just
long, you're happy
and you're feeling good, right?
The moment you disagree
or get mad,
it changes,
just like that.
Because we would never love.
Love don't change.
Because love
is understanding.
You understand it.
It's not that person
that's saying that
or acting that way.
It's something that's
driving them.
And because you become one
you and the father
are one,
you know that this person
is being interviewed by a demon.
So you're not going to judge them
because you know
it's not them.
They're walked away from the light
and they're into darkness.
And you won't judge them.
No matter what.
Even if people that chase an ice,
they are doing it
because they're into darkness.
They cannot see.
If they could see,
they would not do that.
But yes, ma'am.
What does it mean when it says
no one can come?
No one can come
to the father except through me.
When you're able to see,
let me use this as a example.
You know sometimes you are
here to true
and it just makes sense.
Without words.
It makes sense.
You have had that?
Yes.
So Christ came with a message
like that.
He spoke this message
and we used to see it.
The message that was given to them
by the father
to bring to us
to tell that he would be
you're free.
All of your sins have been wiped away.
There's no reason to worry.
You possess,
but it's not you.
When you hear that,
it makes sense.
You're going,
you're hearing the words
from the Son,
but you're going to the father
because you see the truth.
And that's what he meant by that.
Understood.
But mostly we hear that forgiveness word.
They reject it.
It doesn't make sense.
People tell me all the time.
Anger is my power.
I gotta be angry, right?
Anger is pure evil,
but they've been taught.
So when the message comes to forgive,
they don't believe
because they think they need the anger.
They think it's real.
But for that man or that woman
that want to overcome evil,
they're here to act.
And they don't think,
wow, that's so true.
I've been mad on my life
and got nowhere.
And they'll change just like that.
It's because they can see it
without words.
Amazing.
Any question about that?
No.
Does that help or make sense at all?
Yeah.
It's kind of what I was thinking,
but I just want to clarification.
Yeah.
Amazing.
Yes.
That's all I had.
Yes, man.
And then here.
Way over the corner.
Yes.
Is it not a distinction,
like a major distinction
between like Jewish
and Christian religion
about believing in Jesus Christ?
Like they, he, he, like,
and there's a difference between
the Jewish belief about Christ
and...
Well, like, just don't believe
Jesus is the Son of God.
They don't believe,
they even fulfill the prophecy.
Most religion people don't believe
in Christ.
They don't believe in God.
So you've got to find out
in all religion.
The Christians believe
that Jesus is God.
You're like, did you?
So believe that Jesus is God.
You don't believe in Jesus.
Because Jesus made it clear
that he was the Son.
Jesus even wrote a donkey into town
because he didn't want
the people wishing for him.
He knew that if they wish
of him, that they would never know God.
Because they have made him
into a God.
And he worked hard
to stay away from people like that
and make it clear.
And so the Jews
that don't believe in God,
they're just wishing
their rabbis
and others who have told them,
I mean, that don't believe in Jesus.
They're just wishing
their rabbis who told them
something else.
And they believe
into a lie
and it hard not to believe,
it's hard to believe the truth.
Unless you really,
really want the truth.
So it's no different.
They just been lied to as well.
Okay.
Because I do think
the sentiment, like,
give your life to Christ.
Like, they mean well.
Just in past churches,
it just has not,
I have not been able to receive it
because of the theatrics.
When I see people
in the front, like,
screaming and crying.
And it's just, you know,
it just feels,
it doesn't feel right,
but I feel like the sentiment
is there, like,
he did die far since.
He did show us a way out.
So that's,
that's why I'm a little confused.
Because I do feel like
the saying is correct.
It's just not.
You believe that?
What's saying is correct.
The biblical question?
Like, did Jesus say that?
I feel like him just saying,
I'm the son of God,
not saying that.
Like, him coming and fulfilling the prophecy.
That's what I feel like they're saying,
like, give your life to Jesus.
Like, just to let go,
live like Jesus.
I just feel like it's not the right messenger
and it's not received
because there's so much theatrics.
And like,
so much emotion involved.
You mean the Christians are the Jews?
The Christians.
Like, Christians Church,
I have, like,
gone up to the front,
but it's always been
kind of making fun of them a little bit.
It's all ego drama.
But don't make fun of them.
They can't see them.
It was in the past,
but yeah.
I was like, this is probably not good
to be making fun people.
They're trying to find themselves.
Right, they really,
they,
the people who listen to the preachers,
they want it.
That's why they go to church.
They want help.
But the Christians,
the Christians are no different
than the rabbis,
Jewish rabbis.
They are there for themselves.
That's why,
Christ even said,
don't have a teacher
and what they do,
they teach you.
They don't point you back
to the teacher within.
You said, let no man teach you.
But if,
Christ said,
the kingdom of heaven is within.
Don't look over there.
Don't look over there.
Don't look over there.
And people look at the book
for the kingdom.
They're looking at this place
of that place.
When it's already in them,
it's already there.
But they never look
on the inside,
so they never find the kingdom.
We already have the kingdom.
It's already in us.
The devil and his workers
don't want you to know that.
Everything is done.
Christ said,
it's finished.
It's done.
And there's only one devil
that you must do,
and that's the illusion death
of who you think you are.
That's the death.
That's the only death
that Christ died from.
He died from the ego death.
All these phrase ideas
so that we can die from it.
And when he did it,
he defeated the devil.
And the devil really
don't have an authority
over you at all
unless you believe him.
And he'll make you act out.
He'll make you do it.
But if you don't believe him,
you won't act out when he says.
He has no power
because he's been defeated.
Okay.
So, it seems like maybe
Jesus is being put on a pedestal
where he was humble himself
and he said,
everyone can be like me,
everyone can...
So, we know.
Because it does kind of seem
to be that Jesus
is put on a pedestal.
Like, people put him on a pedestal,
like he's trying to...
He would always do that
because human nature is evil
and it's always looking for out of leader.
And so, anyone that sounds smart,
he's going to put him on a pedestal,
just like that.
And then when the person
will live up to their idea,
then they judge the leader
and they go find another leader.
That's his human nature.
That's the devil.
And Jesus didn't want that at all.
Jesus said the same thing
I'm doing,
the healing and stuff like that.
Greater worse than I'm doing it.
You should do it.
Why would God tell somebody
you go do greater worse than I am?
If you think you're God.
What a mess, huh?
Yeah, that...
Because I have seen that a lot,
like you've talked about it before,
people think Jesus is God,
or he said he's the Son of God.
So, that's a great distinction.
And so, you ask them,
okay, where does Jesus say he's God?
And they'll read the Bible
and make up stuff in it.
What it means is,
this is what it means.
Why are you reading something else into it?
That's what the devil does.
He reads into it.
But because you don't understand
the language of the devil,
you think it's your language.
You think it's true.
Jesus was never God.
He was just Son.
In the beginning, that was the Word.
The Word was God.
God was Word.
Absolutely.
But the Word was God.
Mine.
And Jesus came from His mind.
God...
Jesus...
God thought of Jesus
and Jesus appeared.
He created Him from the mind.
And so, Jesus is the Word.
You are the Word.
I'm the Word.
We're all the Word.
Because we're the mind of God.
And when you stop wishing the devil,
you're going to be a perfect love.
You're going to love everybody.
The Word will speak through you.
And the Word will reach those who are looking for it.
Because we're the sons of the adornous of God.
Amazing.
Yes, ma'am.
I want to disagree, ma'am,
to end it.
This is fellowship.
Nobody get put out.
Nobody call it inward or anything.
And no race is up in here.
So fellowship.
You disagree?
I want to hear.
Yes.
Jesse, what I realized with my Bible...
I have a lot of relatives who go to church every Sunday
and they're Bible Thumpers.
And they treat the church the building,
a man-made building with so much care.
And they think it's just perfect.
They don't drop anything on the floor.
They don't curse in there.
They don't get angry in there.
But as soon as they come out,
the body that God created,
they curse.
They put all these drugs in them.
And they drink.
And they have anger.
And they don't see themselves perfect,
which God created.
But the building that a man made,
they treat it like it's perfection.
That's because people have told us
that the building is it.
We don't know that our body is it.
We don't hear that.
So we don't grow up knowing that our body is the temple guy.
And it's there that we should worship Him
and everything.
We've been told differently.
Yes.
And what I'm realizing now is,
I used to pray to St. Mary.
Because Jesus is his mom.
Oh, okay.
Because my grandmother used to tell me,
when I was a little girl,
you know, if you want to pray to God,
you want to wish for something,
pray to St. Mary,
and it'll happen.
And I did my whole life.
That's what I did.
And my father,
he was not a religious man.
And he used to always tell me,
when I was young,
he used to tell me, you know,
Jesus was just like one of us.
He discovered, he knew about God.
And that's what he was preaching.
He was just like you, just like me.
And I never wanted to hear my dad say those things
because I thought he's speaking against God.
Because, you know, that's, yeah.
So at this age now,
I'm just realizing all these stuff.
And it's, I mean, it's really amazing.
Jesus came to bring us a message
of how to get back to the Father.
Yes.
Do you think that worship
should be only accepted by God?
Do I think worship?
I don't know.
Do you think only God should be worshiped?
Yes.
Well, I don't know.
I don't even know worship.
Meaning that we should love Him.
I mean worship as in,
I guess it would have to be some sort of divine worshiping them
like they're like greater than you.
You know?
Do you think that only belongs to God?
I hear the quiz, but I don't understand it.
Give me the example of worshiping God.
Sort of relying on God for your salvation.
We rely on God?
Yeah, I guess like should you worshiping just sort of means
like believing that the thing that you're worshiping
is greater than you and can offer you some sort of like
divine benefits,
whether that's salvation or something like that.
I'm trying to, I'm black as well,
so you maybe make it sense.
We should only worship God.
We should, because all things came from Him.
Okay.
I was, I was going to mention that
there's more than a handful of times,
just sort of counter-signal what you said,
where Jesus actually gets worshiped
and doesn't review the worship.
He doesn't review them?
Yeah, he allows worship.
People will worship them.
I know what you mean.
There are many times when they worship Him,
and He didn't say anything because He understood they couldn't see.
They didn't know that He was not God.
And so there are no different than human beings who are today.
They're lost.
And so, even when it comes along,
especially a man with a message like that, right?
They're going to call Him everything to worship Him.
But He knew that,
and that's why He tried,
He knew that they couldn't see.
They couldn't help Him.
So He can't go around everyday,
rebuking everybody.
You know, don't worship Me, don't worship Me.
I'm not this and that, right?
But He understood that they could not see.
So within Himself, He knew He was the Son of God.
And He knew that all things that were happening through Him
was not Him, but it was from God.
So He didn't accept the wish of As of God,
because He understood it.
Would you say that maybe it would have been sort of beneficial,
I guess, in the Bible for them to have,
for Jesus to have said,
like, oh, please don't worship Me,
because Jesus does make Himself clear many times,
even against what someone's doing.
Could I sort of ask why He wouldn't have just said,
now don't worship Me?
When He said that wasn't,
that I can remember off hand,
is that, remember they call Him good.
Good, and He says, no one's good.
Good, good.
He said, no man's good.
Why do you call Me good, right?
Only God is good.
And so there was time when He would go out to Him,
but He would avoid people.
He wasn't saying that He wasn't good, though.
He was just saying, why do you call Me good?
No one's good, but God.
You could interpret that as,
as Him asking the guy a deeper question,
like, do you think I'm God?
What?
I was saying, yeah.
I was saying that He doesn't necessarily in the,
you know, why do you call Me good?
No one's good, but God.
He doesn't say, I'm not good.
He just asks, why are you calling Me good?
No, He made it clear that the man called Him good.
And He said, why do you call Me good?
No man is good.
Are you saying that that wasn't direct back and forth?
No, I'm saying that He doesn't say
that why do you call Me good?
I'm not good.
He says, why do you call Me good?
No one's good, but God.
When He said, no man is good.
He wasn't talking about, I'm not good.
No, He didn't say, I'm not good.
But who was He talking about that?
He was just saying, talking about men.
He was saying, no man is good, but God.
I don't understand what you're saying, though.
If I said to you, good Father,
and you said, why do you call Me good?
No man is good.
You're not talking about you?
If the presumption is that Jesus, like, let's say,
as a hypothetical Jesus was God,
if Jesus was God, He could have said,
why do you call Me good?
No one's good, but God, to get the guy to think,
I guess, why am I calling Him good?
Maybe He's God or maybe He's not?
Well, He can only be good if He's God.
So, therefore, if I call Him good,
I'm calling Him God, basically.
Dad, no, you may say it.
It's a little bit complicated, I'm concerned.
You think Christ would play that kind of game on people?
He does do a lot of metaphorical scene making.
So, he'll explain things with parables, I guess.
So, he does sort of play those kind of games.
So, if I'm here, you can rightly use it in there.
When this man said that to Jesus,
he said, don't call me, I'm not good at why you're coming good, right?
He wasn't saying, I'm not good.
He said, why do you call me good?
No man is good, right?
You don't think he meant himself?
I think there's a good argument that he was just asking the guy a deeper question,
but there's also an argument to say that he was saying, no, I'm not good.
And when you get the other argument that first argument from?
From the fact that he didn't deny it.
He didn't rebuke the man by saying, I'm not good.
So, when he said, I'm not good, he wasn't denying it?
He didn't say I'm not good.
He said, no man is good.
He said, no man is not good, right?
Oh, the God is good.
I'm saying that he could be saying, no man is good, but God,
to try to get the guy to think, well, I guess if I'm calling Jesus good,
then that must mean that I'm calling him God.
I don't understand that.
If the man is calling Jesus good, then...
You may be making sense.
So, who understand what he's saying?
Let me start an anchor baby first.
What does he say, an anchor baby has his own mic?
If I could put it in a different way for you, I feel like you got it,
but just imagine...
You feel like what?
I feel like you maybe got it, but if I could put it in another way for you.
Imagine that same conversation where the first meaning you'd get is he's saying,
he's not good, the same with everybody else, but imagine if someone...
Imagine if someone asked him the same question and he said,
oh, what do you know that nobody else knows?
Are you trying to say, right?
Like, cheeky, like, are you trying to say, I'm God?
But that's like what you would call maybe a stretch, am I?
But he doesn't play those kind of games.
Right, it's like, to go with that meaning, it's kind of a street.
You're going with the least, less likely, like,
you're stretching the meaning, I think, to make it work.
You're stretching it?
No, I think you could view it as progressive revelation,
like God reveals himself differently to the Israelites over time.
So if through the traditional teaching, the idea that Jesus would be God
under the normal Christian teaching, you could view that as Jesus
slowly sort of creeping the idea that he's God into the minds of some of these Israelites,
so that eventually they get to reveal to them over time,
oh, my gosh, Jesus was God.
You could view it like that.
It's sort of a part of a progressive revelation.
Oh.
You believe Jesus is God?
I think, yeah, Jesus would be the sun within the Trinity.
Oh, sorry.
I think, yeah, Jesus is the sun within the Trinity.
Yeah.
You believe it's within the Trinity?
Yeah, I believe he's God.
Yes.
Oh.
And why do you believe that?
Because I believe the sort of traditional interpretation of the Bible.
Did Jesus ever say he would God?
Not directly.
No, but he made things that you can imply and based off of other writings in the Bible.
I guess you can sort of take that as one of many conclusions.
Did Jesus ever have to go off and seek the Father's will?
As an incarnate man on earth, yes.
As what?
As an incarnate man on earth, like as opposed to being sort of spiritual.
And when he was on earth, yeah, he was sort of lesser out of, you know, compared to the Father
because he was limited to being a man on earth.
So when he went off to seek the Father's will, he's doing this Father's will, not his own.
Who?
Where was the Father?
The Father was in heaven, but he was on earth.
So the Father was in heaven on earth?
Yeah, the Father was everywhere, but he's seeking the Father basically spiritually.
But Jesus was limited to his human nature.
But if he were God, why would he be limited to anything?
Because he wanted to live the life of a human and, you know, do the traditional what we understand as the sacrifice.
Jesus sacrificed.
He wouldn't have been able to do that unless he became incarnate and became a man and lived his life.
So do you believe you could do greater work than God?
No.
But Jesus said you could do the greater work than what he's done.
So he also says no one is good but God.
But how about you could do greater work than him?
I don't believe I could do greater work.
But he said you could.
Where did Jesus say I could do that?
He said that something like, don't be all carried on over me.
The work that I do, something like the greater work share you do because the Father sent me.
Yeah, but the idea would be, the idea is that you do those because...
Do you ever read when he said greater work you could do?
Yeah, I don't think...
Where is that in the Bible?
I don't know exactly.
Would you ever read it?
I've heard of it before.
I've heard that quotation before, yeah.
I don't think the greater work means that I could do something.
It would be through the prerequisite of God.
So like I only do something because God allowed that to be.
But with God saying you do greater work than him?
Yeah, but I don't think it means like I would be greater than him.
I could do things through God.
So you don't think he met what he said?
I don't believe maybe your interpretation about like greater works, for say,
is what actually may have been the intention of that.
I think it means greater works like you can do good works as well.
That's what it means.
I don't know how I would be able to do greater works than God.
I don't know how that would be possible.
Because you think he's God, but if you knew it was his son, you would see how that's possible.
Oh, I see what you mean.
Okay, you're saying like Jesus said was talking about the greater works,
therefore if you can do greater works than him.
Because he said the work that he was doing, it wasn't him,
but the father and him working through him, and you could do the same.
Would God tell you that?
I'd have to look more into it, to be honest.
I'm not quite versed in that right now, so I'd have to look into that.
Okay.
But I'll look into that after this.
Right on.
I love it.
Yes, ma'am.
Did you want to add to that?
No?
Okay.
Did you forgive your father?
Me?
The last time I saw you, when he said supposed to go if we give your mother a father somebody.
Am I right about that?
Yes.
I just remember.
I don't remember you saying about my dad, but I did actually, he was witness.
So I did forgive my mother.
Didn't get to my father yet, but I will.
And so you went to your mother?
I did.
And what happened?
Where'd you say it?
What happened?
I kind of gave her a rundown of where I went and how it went, and then I told her that,
like, hey, I'm just letting you know, like, I forgive you.
I don't remember the conversation exactly, but I did say the words, like, I forgive you.
And Milo was there.
Myles was there.
So he's my witness, and she took it well, so.
And what did she say?
I don't remember.
She passed out after that.
I don't remember.
Right on.
Are you doing the prayer?
The silent prayer at all?
No.
I'm not.
We'll start doing the prayer.
Do you do a little huberdah?
Are you a Christian?
Yes.
Do you do a little huberdah?
Are you a Christian?
Yes.
Do you do a little huberdah?
Are you being the Lord and coming on right?
And then calm down and then do the silent prayer.
Okay.
And sequence one word for you.
Okay.
Thank you.
And why have you forgiven your father?
I just haven't gotten to it.
Why not?
It's like, it's pretty common in like Hispanic households where it's like, the father is
kind of like, not as emotional in the sense of like, hey, like emotional as in like, sad
or like, when things happen, like, like, when it comes to like talking about like emotions
and what that may like be to somebody else, it's kind of like an uncomfortable conversation.
So it's like, it's not as easy like telling my mom like, hey, I forgive you, like, I love
you.
Like, telling my dad's kind of like, more stern.
And so it's a harder conversation to have.
Did you hold anything against him?
No.
So you're not angry at all.
No, because I understand.
I understand through his perspective, like, his childhood and his upbringing.
So I understand why he is the way he is, as well as my, like, mom and my other family.
Like, I understand, like, why they are the way they are.
So I don't really hold anything against them because I understand why.
Oh, okay.
But it will still help to have a conversation with them.
I think it would.
And then you're going to be afraid, but shaking your boots anyway.
It'll be the last time you have a shake again.
Really.
The fear will start to disappear.
All right.
Thank you.
So I recommend, do what you want, but I recommend it.
Okay.
Right on.
And so, any question about anything?
No.
And it just agree with me about what you've heard so far.
Not that I can think of as right now.
I believe Jesus got.
I do see my last perspective.
I do think that, like, it's like, I'm not well versed enough to really have that conversation.
Yeah.
So I think.
You could that way.
I don't think I'd be the best person to answer that question.
Oh, okay.
Amazing.
You got to see your hand.
Yes, Rayma.
Okay.
Let me take Rayma for example.
Well, you work on your duties, Simon Perr.
You know, I planted a devil, but pretend you're praying to God.
And then be still and know the truth.
All right.
Amazing.
I'm glad you were with him, man.
Because a lot of, a lot of ladies are afraid to face their parents like that.
But the father, her husband or boyfriend are afraid of the mother too, so they won't even go help.
They won't be able to help her.
So, right on.
Yes, Rayma.
Okay.
You said about, oh, whether we, uh, we should work it in Jesus.
Jesus.
Yeah, he told me, I believe he told us carefully not to do that because that'll be playing.
And that'll be like playing God.
And I can point a very interesting example.
I noticed, uh, there's a couple of days ago.
Well, I was driving a part, uh, driving a shopping mall.
I noticed a couple of cars were draped with the uncentred flag of Iran.
And I'm, I know, I know that people are around trying to celebrate their freedom.
And I wish them well.
And yet I'm concerned about them because they're doing something or fought them.
Jesus told him not to do.
But, uh, uh, uh, weren't supposed to be met.
And people are on the pedestal of that step when they should be fighting for, uh, fighting, uh,
learning how to free themselves in the first place.
So, um, they're lionizing people.
People like Trump in the same way their parents are lionizing the original Eilatola.
They're putting, uh, putting men on their pedestal when they should find God within themselves.
And so, how does that relate to Jesus?
We, uh, that's exactly what, uh, what we were, um, we did to Jesus in many way, uh, ways.
We believed that Jesus is God when we should realize that He's the Son of God.
Oh, okay.
Amazing.
It's amazing to me that, and I understand it, that, uh, people have been convinced that Jesus is God.
And because of that, they're never going to know God.
And you, my friend, was going to be friends, right?
We, uh, we're still buddies.
But, they have really put Jesus in the way of knowing God.
We're quite clearly set that we, we almost be born again.
But, the way to that is that we got to love God with all our hearts so they might, and love one another.
It's just about love.
That's all about.
And then when we, all of love, we are one with God.
And it's the same word that the Father did.
Our brother.
He even said, He was our brother.
He even said, every saying, my father owned,
Y'all own it too, because we're brothers.
Brothers and sisters, we own it too.
But we've been taught to see Jesus in a different way and to stop at us from knowing God.
Really?
Jesus made it clear He's no different than us.
He, He never sinned at all that.
That's the thing about Him.
He was impossible for Him to say, He never sinned.
But He came so that we can be captured, delivered from sin.
That's why He said, all of us sins have been wiped away.
But we've been taught to believe that we are still sinners.
And we are all saying, right away, I'm a sinner.
And then you tell, the Bible says, the sin is of the heart.
Forgive.
You shall be forgiven of the heart, right?
You'll be free.
You won't play God.
But the people think the vices are the sins.
So you say, yes, I say, what's your sin?
I smoke cigarettes.
Or I smoke pot.
Or I get high.
Or I have sex.
Or I do this or do that.
They think that's the sin.
They don't know that if their heart, once they return to it and father with love,
that old nature will be destroyed.
Because if you didn't have an angry heart, you could not do that other stuff.
We have to overcome that first, that heart.
And then we'll one with God and then he'll destroy that old nature.
And you will see it was never you.
It was always something else driving you.
It was never you.
You will lose the desire of the old nature and have a brand new nature.
I mean, so I see a bunch of hands.
So we got to make a little shorter now because of time.
Yes.
Amen.
And then we'll come around really fast.
Christ said, if you want to be saved, follow me.
Pick up your cross and follow me.
Love God.
Love your neighbor.
Die from the ego.
And you're free.
You're really offering.
Because you're already free and don't know it.
Because you believe in life.
Yes.
Well, one of the things that with the discussion with the gentleman about progressive revelation,
what's interesting?
He used that word.
It lost me.
Well, but what's so interesting?
I'll be using the progressive here and there.
I need you to hate this, playing that.
But what we can also remember is that God told us through, you know,
that his thoughts were not our thoughts.
And progressive revelation is only found in the thought.
And so I think sometimes it's helpful to remember what Jesus came here to do.
First and foremost is to set the captives free.
And how does he do that?
But he does it through truth.
And a lot of the stuff that we believe, if it comes from a thought, it's a lie.
And so we really can't get to the truth.
And he's actually much more simpler than we try to make him out to be
because we attach it or wrap it in our thoughts.
But if we get out of the thoughts, then we really kind of get to
what it was he was trying to do.
There is no interpretation.
Jesus was very clear.
And it's really interesting because when I got here...
He had a message.
He came with a message of freedom.
How to be free.
Yeah, because I went to private school.
I went through all of the rights of being a Catholic except for death.
You know, I did all of them.
You were a Catholic one, didn't you?
Oh, yeah.
I did baptism.
I did birth, baptism, reconciliation, confirmation.
The only thing I didn't do was marriage and death.
So I did all of it.
And the thing about it is that all of those things that I did,
it didn't necessarily bring me any closer to him.
All it did was keep me in these thoughts,
being able to have this concise conversation about progressive revelation,
being able to say what Mary will do to intercede for me.
All of that comes from thoughts.
And it's interesting because...
Because of time.
Make a long story.
Okay.
When he says to be still and know,
you can't be if you have your own thoughts about what being is.
When you say you did everything, but what?
So in the Catholic religion, you have rights.
And there's a bunch of them.
And the last two was marriage and death.
Those are the last two rights that I haven't done as a Catholic.
You had to marry the Pope.
You just have to be married.
And you have to...
Oh, you have to get married.
And that last right is when you die.
Like, leader?
Yes.
Oh, what a man.
I know.
Okay, I saw hands in here.
Did you want to respond to this as she said?
Okay.
The black shirt.
Yes.
If I'm not mistaken, was it said...
That you guys were just speaking about was...
Jesus said, uh...
I'm not good.
No man is good.
Right.
How is that interpreted in any other way other than him saying,
I'm a man?
I don't know.
I don't know.
It's literally cut and dry.
And I don't know how it can be taken out of context.
I don't know.
You need smoke pot in this one.
That's like saying, like, if someone said one plus one is two,
but if you look at it in context...
I've never heard it when you were saying that.
But if he says, I'm no good, man is no good,
that quite literally means I'm a man.
Maybe they have progressive religion.
Yeah, I don't know.
I just...
Yes.
Right here.
I was going to say the way you could view that is,
if Jesus, under the context,
imagine Jesus was God, even if you don't believe it.
Would you say to imagine it?
Yeah, like just for a hypothetical.
Okay.
If Jesus was God, he would be...
He would be more than just a man.
He would be God incarnate in man.
So he wouldn't just be a man.
That would be the sort of response to that.
I don't know.
Let me smoke on that.
What does it do you any good to think that Jesus is gone?
Like what does that do for you?
How does that help you in your journey?
Yeah.
It wouldn't be about like a personal help or benefit.
It would be more about like what I believe the truth would be.
So if I thought Jesus was or wasn't God,
it would be through my like personal...
I guess my intent to try and find what the truth was,
not necessarily to see what was the most like,
initially gratifying for me.
Okay.
Amazing.
Thank you.
You're not seeing other hands over...
Oh, right here.
Yes.
So I work with bodies.
I work with people.
You work with bodies?
They're broken bodies.
They did?
No, before they die.
Oh!
Trying to save them and make them whole again, right?
But I've heard you talk to people that have illnesses,
and so I'm trying to...
A lot of times when I meet my patients,
I'm often looking for what the spiritual cause of the illness is.
But if the body...
I just hear that the body is the temple.
Right.
Okay.
So if the body is the temple,
why does the body break or become ill or have all these issues that it has?
Because we believe the mind about sickness.
It tells us we're sick and we believe it and we feel sick.
We become sick.
Sickness is another deception from Satan.
Because in God's mind and in God there is no sickness.
Only healing, only health, love and everything perfect.
But we believe that.
And then there are all things that make our body sick to the way we eat.
But the devil is telling us we're sick and that's why we believe it.
And because we believe it, the body reacts to it.
100% because in him there is no sickness.
And we don't know who we are yet.
It's up to the people waking up.
So we don't know and see clearly that we are the mind of God.
We are the sons and the daughters of God.
And so we are outside of that light.
So we are seeing ourselves in a different way.
And if they have noticed about sick people now, they get sick and then they make a...
They make a thing out of it.
They start an order they can call, help the cancer person.
Or so they keep it alive.
But the mind convinced us that we're sick.
It's all into mind.
And we never believe it.
I'm not there yet.
I don't know yet.
Maybe I hope so.
I'm working on it.
And we never saw sickness believe the lie about sickness.
We'll never get sick.
Satan is a...
There's even us in so many ways.
When they help with a church and teachers and everything.
Yeah.
Even if it's something that came...
You did nothing to cause it.
Like what?
Like an idiopathic disease.
The disease that has no...
They can't define how it was caused.
You said an idiot disease.
Idiopathic.
Oh.
Don't we speak that white language to me?
How am I supposed to know an idiot disease?
You can call it an idiot disease.
You said that even if they didn't know where it came from.
Correct.
Apparently they don't know where cancer starts.
Cancer rate.
They don't know the reason for it.
Well, yeah.
I think they do know the reason for that.
Because something disrupts the cell cycle.
And so then the cell replicates uncontrollably.
But they don't know that it's that cause of cancer.
Like what's starting all that?
Am I wrong?
I could be wrong.
But I asked a doctor to about it at the gym the other day.
He said that they don't know the reason for cancer.
They know something that's fast of it.
But they don't know the cause of it.
Is that true or not?
No, I don't think that's true.
I think there are...
What's the cause of cancer?
It's that your cell cycle gets disrupted.
Something trips it.
And what trips it?
Some kind of an assault to it, like a chemical.
Let's say you drink a lot of alcohol and, you know,
the lining of your esophagus gets disrupted and then cancer grows.
Oh, okay.
Or you smoke cigarettes, you know.
I know that it has some...
The body can be afraid about what we eat and they're trying to change that now.
But I believe that if we never got angry,
let's say you never had the spirit of anger.
And you always overhead love.
I don't think you can ever get sick.
Okay.
Cause I know anger just affects every fiber in the body.
Yes.
Because it's pure evil.
So it's a fat divided for sure.
Okay.
Let me go here first and then I'm here and here and we'll wind it real fast.
Yes, sir.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Right there.
Take the mic for me.
You didn't have a question?
No, no.
I'm just listening.
What are you thinking about?
Jen's questions about illness.
And what do you say to that?
I mean, I kind of agree more with her
because it's like if someone's sick and they say they cough on you,
even if you're not angry and you believe everything and you're a good person,
you're still going to get sick, right?
You can't control it.
But do you think if you never had the thought of sickness in you,
it would be possible to get sick?
Yes, because it's...
I think sickness is separate from belief.
Believe in what?
Like do you ever get a cold?
Oh, I know what I do.
What happened in a long time?
But I do.
Well, let me ask.
Do you believe that you are created in the image of God?
I guess.
Do you believe that?
No, no opinion.
No, no, no.
You say you talk like that.
I mean, I'm personally not religious.
I'm rather communicate with you.
Do you believe you believe you are created in the image of God?
I mean, I guess in the Christian faith, right?
That's something that...
Don't ask about the Christian, the Christian law.
Do you believe you?
What's your first name?
Misha.
What?
Misha?
I'm sorry.
Misha.
Do you believe you are created in the image of God?
You.
No.
You don't believe it?
No.
God says you are.
In Genesis, everybody says you are created in the image of God.
Why don't you believe that?
Because that's an individual religious belief.
If you choose to believe it, you can believe it.
But it's a choice, right?
To have that belief.
Oh, I see.
So, you believe in God?
Personally, no.
Oh, you don't?
No.
Oh.
I mean, it's here curious, very curious kind of about...
But it's only you here?
Yeah.
Oh.
And so, do you have anger?
Well, everyone does in my opinion.
How about you?
Yes.
And why?
It's just a human reaction to circumstances.
You love your anger?
No.
Why don't you let it go?
And if you don't love it?
Well, you always work to let it go, right?
It's a work in progress.
How do you work to let it go?
Accept it for what it is and move past it.
Well, I don't know to me.
Like, if you're angry about what's...
I don't know, your family or something, right?
You need to accept that the emotion is there.
And then, over time, allow yourself to forgive and get over it.
Have you done that?
Depends on what?
But, yeah, I mean, I'm working on things.
Everyone is.
You still have it?
I think, I guess, during certain, like, when you're stressed, right, you get angry.
It's a normal reaction.
Amazing.
So, you're not a...
You believe in God?
Personally, no.
Oh, you said no.
And why not?
Just not something I've really kind of gotten into.
Oh, okay.
You believe in Satan?
No.
You don't believe there's a devil?
No.
You don't believe there's a God or devil?
Neither, yeah.
So, where do you come from?
My parents.
Where'd your life come from?
My parents creating me.
And where did your breath and your body come from?
It's just the cell, like, as Jen said, cells replicating and building and biology.
And where did the cells come from?
If you go back to, like, billions of years ago from, like, single cell organisms, right?
It's just evolution over time.
And where did they come from?
That's...
I don't know about that far, because we live in the present.
How do we see that far past?
That's amazing.
Well, right on, man.
You hold on to that.
Eating question about anything?
No, no.
Okay.
I saw some hand in here then.
Oh, right here and then over here.
Yes.
I just had a question about what you think about, like, genetic diseases and illnesses.
I do think that, like, anxiety and things like that can cause, like, certain illnesses to your body.
Like, the more you're stressing, it causes, like, physical effects to your body.
But I'm wondering what you think about, like, genetic diseases, where you...
It's out of your control.
It's just...
You're bound to get it at some point, because it's in your genetics.
You know, so I can't...
I'm not a doctor or anything.
So a lot of that mess, I don't know.
And I understand.
But what I do know, without a doubt,
if you never, ever lived in darkness,
let's say your parents never traumatize you as a little kid, right?
And so you stay with the light, with God.
Okay.
But what kind of disease your parents have on genetic, genetic, or that?
It will never touch you.
Because sickness is evil.
And an evil cannot enter into the light.
And so, but because without a light,
we pick up what they have and all this mess going on.
And especially if we're angry.
But if you never got angry,
I don't think I have AIDS.
I don't think I have whatever disease they have,
it will not touch you because you're in the light,
for sure, and without a doubt.
Because sickness is not in God,
so it's not in His children either.
Because you were created in God's image.
Do you believe you...
Do you see that you were created in God's image?
I do.
And you know that in Him,
there's no sickness, no disease,
no worry, no past, no future, no sadness, no nothing.
Yes, but I think what confuses me is that,
you're claiming that if you are not angry
and you follow through God,
then you won't get any illnesses.
But I'm saying that, like, let's say,
pass through genetic diseases and stuff like that,
you are...
You said what does that say?
Genetic diseases that you will get this disease.
Because it's through your bloodline.
You're bound to get it.
So there's...
I can't hear you.
Hold on.
Yes, because of the time...
I think what she's saying is,
why are these genetic diseases passed on?
Like, if my mom had cancer,
maybe I'll get cancer.
I think that...
Because we have darkness, that's why.
Right, yeah, it's being transferred.
I guess you could say, like...
What do they say, like, curses?
Generational curses is being passed on.
If you're thinking about that,
don't think about it.
Just be in the light.
Don't take on what your mother passed on to you,
the anger, the hatred,
or whatever else.
Don't even think about it.
If you think about it, then say,
and I'll give it to you.
If you really want to think about it too much,
say, and I'll give it to you.
Don't live like that.
Live in the light.
Think positive.
Well, that wasn't really my question.
Although I do understand what you're saying,
my question was more as, like...
Take the knife of her in your back.
Because of time.
How do you prevent that?
Because you are most likely, like, through science
and whatnot, like, through doctors and studies.
It's a genetic disease.
You are going to get that, because it's in your family,
it's in your blood.
How do you prevent that?
Although I do believe that you can prevent
maybe illnesses through, like, stress and anxiety,
because that's proven, like,
if you put stress to your body,
because you're stressing and getting anxiety and you're angry,
then you will probably, like,
it'll cause some physical effect to your body,
but there is just some things that are just out of control,
like genetic diseases.
Well, what I'm trying to tell you is that,
because you're in the darkness,
you're subject to everything that's dark.
But if you were in the light,
you're not subject to the darkness at all,
because disease sickness is a dark spirit.
It's evil, right?
And so, whatever's in them,
would not affect you if you were in the light.
But because you're in the darkness,
creating their image, it will affect you.
So you think you can prevent a genetic disease
from getting passed down?
If you're in the light, yes.
Okay.
But if you're in the darkness, no.
Okay.
No, no, I'm aware.
I'm not a doctor, so I don't know all the signs.
Okay.
What do you doubt that?
I don't know.
I have to look at that.
This is a good question though.
Thank you.
But all the way we get worried, sick,
and all that stuff,
is because we were being destroyed by evil.
Evil has our mind and body, and it destroys us.
But if we're in the light,
evil could not touch us.
No matter what,
it wouldn't be those genetic things for you.
Did Christ ever get sick?
No.
Uh-huh.
And he healed the sick people.
They had all kinds of genetic stuff, right?
And they shouldn't touch him,
because he of the light.
And so, are you,
if you come back to the light,
no darkness can touch you.
It won't even come to you,
because the darkness hates the light.
It can't happen.
Okay.
Amazing.
I like that though.
Uh-huh.
Yes, sir.
Is there else?
Any other?
That's it?
No.
That was it.
Thank you.
Uh-huh.
Uh-huh.
Hi, Jesse.
Last week.
Yes, we've been to the pie.
Oh, yeah.
I said on it,
when you gave me this,
he gave his wife made a sweet potato pie
for I'm an anniversary,
36 years apart.
It was so good.
I said, this sweet potato pie is so good,
making one of the slapping your mama.
And my family member saw it.
We were saying that,
and now they mad.
They're like,
what did he come back here to Indiana?
Mama is dead.
But I would just plan.
But they mad at me for saying that.
I thought everyone knew that,
it was so good,
making one of the slapping your mama meant,
it was a good thing,
not a bad thing.
But maybe they just play.
I hope you're all playing.
Okay.
Hey, Jesse.
So, um,
it's been two,
well, not anymore.
I'm over it,
but two weeks,
where I've been wanting to do this.
Do it.
Pray.
Like, is this called a thing?
I don't want to call this thing.
Do the cross thing
whenever you're going through a happy...
Oh, you call it?
I grow up.
Yes.
I'm not Catholic,
but...
But you grew up Catholic.
Okay.
So,
based on what I've always experienced,
when you do this,
when you have that feeling in you.
And for two weeks,
I've been wanting to do that.
And one time,
I was in the car,
and I started,
because I've been working on myself,
and we're going up floors, right?
So, I started out on the basement,
I'm at Mimi's party on the first floor,
and then I'm going up and up, right?
And when I'm in the car,
and I'm going through some wonderful,
then I'm overcoming,
and I want to do that.
Pray, or whatever,
with the cross.
I noticed that,
I thought,
and I stopped,
and I said,
who am I praying to?
Or what am I doing that for?
Yeah.
And I realized,
that's like Jesus.
We're doing a cross,
because that's Jesus on the cross.
But,
my real guy is the father.
So,
I told myself,
don't do that.
Like, that is,
it's one of those thoughts,
those feelings,
how full of it.
And plus,
we've been taught to be that way,
to do that too.
All right.
So, there's a habit thing.
But Christ said,
we don't need to do rituals anymore.
Everything is done,
it's finished.
So, you don't have to put the,
the black dot on your head.
None of that.
You don't have to break the bread,
and eat the wine.
You don't have to do the crossing.
All rituals are done with.
We don't need to do that.
It's our spiritual now.
So, I sit still,
and I just endure,
or just let it,
let it happen.
Yes, it is.
And Leo.
Yeah.
And then,
three days later,
another big accomplishment happens.
The same thing.
I'm over it.
I don't want to do it.
I don't.
If I have a little bit of
scared in me,
which I don't,
but if I were,
then I'm thinking again,
and it goes across.
I should do the cross,
and pray.
And then I'm like,
no, just face it.
Just endure.
Absolutely.
And same with sickness.
Like, I would think,
like, hey,
genetic sickness,
we're this and that.
But I'm like,
if I am of the lie,
and I,
and I find,
to stop doing what is,
and find a way,
and just live,
a doctor is going to find the cure.
And I didn't do anything.
I was just being me.
Right on.
That's it.
No, we'll stay with it.
Thank you.
It's interesting that,
God said,
we are created
in His image.
And everything about Him is perfect.
But yet,
the mind and the teaching have taught us
that we are this and we are that.
We get sick.
And it's just not true.
It's that we've been taught wrong.
It's just not true.
But,
without a suffering,
till we find the light.
Absolutely.
Let me take for us this going then here.
Then we got to end it.
Yes.
A lot of times,
I've heard that women,
pregnant women are born with babies,
with diseases and they're dying.
And the baby comes out
and the baby's pure.
With no diseases,
AIDS and all kinds of diseases,
mothers give forth babies and they're pure.
Right on.
Well, I've heard of the genetic disease.
I don't know how I work,
but I do know that
if we were never in the doctor,
we would never get sick.
We only get sick because we're in the doctor, too.
Yes, sir.
It's all helping reminding me a couple things.
I have a friend from the past.
They said that schizophrenia runs in his family.
And then eventually,
when I was in high school,
he became schizophrenic.
But then the reason why he became schizophrenic
is because he started doing LSD,
acid, and all these drugs.
And then they keep saying that
all it runs in his family,
but maybe if he wasn't so messed up
and he didn't do all that stuff,
maybe he couldn't prevent it.
Well, he never got angry.
He would never do the drugs.
He would never.
But everybody is crazed,
Cisco franicking,
because they're angry.
Yeah, and then his...
Every angry person is crazy.
Emotions are crazy.
But then he was clinically diagnosed with schizophrenia.
Well, they do that to make money.
Yeah.
And then his uncle also has schizophrenia,
but they don't talk about...
He did the same thing.
He was all messed up into crazy drugs and stuff like that.
And then another thing...
Well, they don't do that because they need you to need them.
Yeah.
And so a lot of the guy knows you like that.
You've got to come back from medication.
You've got to come back from more treatment.
You've got to...
In just a way, the Catholic Church
religion uses people.
They put you in a box.
That's why the Bible
is nothing like the original Bible.
It's set up to deceive you now
to keep you in prison,
to control you.
It's not set up to lead you back to God,
to make you free.
It's set up to keep you in prison.
And the more you read the Bible, the worse you get.
You don't get better.
Nobody get better from read the Bible.
They only get worse.
Because they read the pages on the Bible,
they think that's it.
They don't go beyond the words on the Bible.
And to the...
Christ said,
the kingdom of heaven to this side of us
is finished and done.
Live from with them.
But if you just read the pages on the Bible
and stop there,
that's all you're going to get.
The knowledge of it,
but never understand it at all.
And then I have another thing where I recently,
I had to really...
Like a hero, I've been coming.
So recently,
I had to really be a doormat
with a health-related thing.
So even with health-related things,
I had to be a doormat
or something came along that made my body feel
whatever it will.
And then I had to just sit in it
and not overreact to it.
And I can see like,
while I'm in that state,
I can see that it's not me that's sick.
It's something going on with my body.
But it's not me that's sick.
That's right.
And then like...
That helped me when I said it earlier.
And I had to really...
It's not her.
Yeah.
And then like,
when I stay with that light,
I just naturally like,
somehow something comes along
a remedy will come along,
and I just use it,
and it fixes it.
Yeah.
And then not only that,
I had to avoid staying out of my head
because it wants me to overreact.
Oh, you need to go to the hospital.
You need to go to the ER.
Oh, you need to do this.
And then if I had done that,
I might have had...
I might have been given drugs or something
and then...
Make a lot of...
We're like totally out of town.
Okay, sorry.
You want to make this short, isn't it?
Yeah.
And then...
That's about it.
Well done.
Well done.
Well done.
Amazing.
Are you alright?
Yeah.
You're just quiet today.
Yeah, no.
Okay.
All right, fine.
Listen.
Christ brought us this message.
A message of how you can return to the Father.
And yes, He and the Father won.
The Father's in Him and He's in the Father.
And so is you.
So are you.
I said, bless, I'm blessed.
So is you.
So are you.
If you come back to the Father,
you and the Father will be one.
You will be in the Father and the Father will be you,
but you won't be the Father.
All right?
But you've got to come back to the Presley.
You've got to drop the anger.
You've got to stay present.
Pick up your ego, your cross.
Go all the way to the cavalry with that cross.
Die from it.
I love your neighbor.
Ask yourself.
Stop judging.
Stop judging yourself and others.
See what happened.
You can prove me wrong.
Make me into a liar.
Never judge yourself or anyone else again.
And see what happens.
Just don't do it.
And see what happens.
Just stop judging.
And see you're going to want to make you judge yourself and others.
You're going to scream.
You're going to yell.
But don't do it.
Christ said to pray for one another.
Not hate one another.
Not judge one another.
The sinners of the heart.
Pick up your cross.
Love God with all your hearts on the mic.
I love your neighbor.
You're going to be just fine.
You've got to drop the anger.
All right?
Anger is evil.
And so my assignment this week is
the next time you cry.
The man or the woman.
Because when men are crying, they're lying too.
But the next time you cry,
check yourself while you're crying.
Be honest with yourself.
And look at the thrill you're getting.
It was going on with you.
And you're going to see how wicked you are.
Crying people are evil, evil, evil people.
Really?
They are wicked.
And so the next time you cry,
see the thrill, the wickedness of you.
And so that's your assignment.
Sorry, baby.
You had it bad.
You were evil.
But watch the tears.
The next time you cry, see what happens.
Be honest about it.
Go on and cry if you want to cry.
But at least be honest.
And I'm giving these assignments
so you can see what's going on inside of you.
And if you can know you, you can be free.
See what's going on inside of you.
All right?
So watch the next time you cry.
And any kind of emotion.
Watch all your emotions for a week.
And you're going to see every emotion is a thrill.
And that you love those threals.
And that those threals are evil.
All emotions are just threals.
And you love the threals.
Feel good, feel good, feel bad, feel bad for someone else.
Cry over this life, over this carry on.
Or just threals.
And then you die from it if you watch it.
All right?
Stay with us, stay with us, stay with us.
I'm out of time.
The next form is this Thursday.
It is the first Thursday of the month at 7 p.m.
Come on down guys.
And thank you for your support.
Bye.
Amazing.
Amazing.
Thank you.
Thank you.



