
Episode 98: Who Am I Now? Identity, Surrender and the End of an Eclipse Cycle
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Jaisa and Rachael hit record on this one at the kitchen table, mid mental breakdown, on the theory that they could not possibly be the only ones.
August 27 was the lunar eclipse in Pisces, and it closed an eclipse cycle that opened in September 2024. Which happens to be the exact month Spirit Outspoken launched. Two years of the Virgo Pisces axis doing its work, and neither of them came out the other side as the same person.
In this episode they get into what that cycle has actually been asking. Virgo wants order and analysis and the reassurance that if you just get everything right, you will be safe. Pisces wants surrender, and faith in what cannot be proven or controlled. Sitting between those two is deeply uncomfortable, and this is an honest account of that discomfort from inside it.
Rachael talks about the chameleon years and what it costs to finally have a voice. Jaisa talks about grieving an identity she spent a career building, and the strange experience of feeling something in your body long before your mind catches up.
If you have mutable placements, or you have just felt unrecognizable to yourself lately, you are not alone. Come lament in the comments.
If you enjoyed this episode be sure to check out:
Episode 65: Created with Purpose - Faith & Astrology w/ Debra Silverman
Episode 80: Finding Her Voice: How Songwriting & Healing Led to True Faith w/ Alana Springsteen
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