From Classified Intel to Cosmic Healing: Jessica Brodkin on Trusting Your Weird

Jessica’s life is a masterclass in breadcrumb-following: from MIT → CIA weapons of mass destruction analyst → stand-up comedy → full-time energy healer and Reiki teacher

She shares how debilitating migraines ultimately pointed her toward Reiki, complex PTSD healing, mediumship, and a life guided by intuition. Along the way we talk about attunements that feel like psychedelics, babies who show up as “little stars” before they incarnate, why Reiki is “the jazz of healing,” and how to tell the difference between intuition and fear.

I’ve known Jessica for nearly a decade, and her story still makes my jaw drop. She’s been an inspiration to me as I step into my weirdness. I’m so excited to share her magic with you.

In today’s episode:

1. Jessica’s unconventional path: from the CIA to comedy to Reiki

2. How a health crisis cracked her open to a new way of being

3. What a Reiki session really feels like — and why it’s been called a “sober psychedelic”

4. Developing intuition (even if you were trained to ignore it)

5. The link between trauma, sensitivity, and spiritual gifts

6. Surrender vs. control: the spiritual practice no one warns you about

7. Parenting, purpose, and healing intergenerational pain with humor and grace

8. Why integrating all your parts — even the weird ones — is the real work

Three nuggets I’m still chewing on

1. Critical thinking belongs in the healing room. Woo and logic were never meant to live in separate zip codes.

2. Intuition feels calm, even when the message isn’t. It’s direction and a built-in safety check.

3. Surrender isn’t the same thing as passivity. And loosening the grip often moves us faster than white‑knuckling our way to “results”.

Connect with Jessica

Sessions & trainings: http://www.loveandlightservices.com/

Instagram: @jessicabrodkin

Timestamps

00:00 – Intro

02:50 – Opening Blessing & Spiritual Invocation

03:58 – How Jessica and Allison Met

05:30 – Jessica’s Wild Career: CIA, Comedy, Energy Work

07:06 – How Jessica Got Recruited to the CIA

09:14 – WMDs, Iraq War Era & Early Agency Life

11:15 – Physical and Mental Breakdowns at the CIA

13:00 – Discovering Reiki After Debilitating Health Crisis

14:23 – Jessica’s Mystical Family Roots & Alternative Medicine

16:00 – Two Major Life Collapses & Seeing Spirits

18:00 – Misdiagnosis, PTSD & Awakening as a Medium

20:05 – Jessica’s Lifelong Relationship with Comedy

22:00 – Launching Her Stand-Up Career in a Tough Industry

24:00 – Becoming a Healer: From Spirit Messages to Self-Taught Reiki

25:45 – What a Reiki Healing Session Feels Like

28:00 – Sober Psychedelic: Energy Shifts Without Medicine

29:20 – Predicting Allison’s Children in Early Sessions

31:00 – Feeling Future Baby Souls & Energetic Attachments

33:00 – Spirit Guides, Ancestors & Energies That Join Sessions

35:00 – Drumming with Guides & Teaching Reiki Experiences

37:00 – The Power & Disruption of Reiki Attunements

38:15 – Psychedelics, Shadow Work & Letting Go of Control

39:20 – Intuition vs. Fear: How to Tell the Difference

41:00 – Building a Relationship with Your Intuition

43:30 – Developing Intuition Through Play, Nature & Stillness

45:00 – What Jessica Is Still Unlearning & Healing

46:50 – Advice for Seekers on the Path of Meaning & Purpose

48:15 – Accepting Duality: Joy, Darkness & the Monstrosity of the World

50:00 – Spirituality & Critical Thinking: Why We Need Both

51:10 – Where to Find Jessica & Her Current Offerings

52:03 – Roasting Tech Bros at Comedy Shows

52:26 – Closing Gratitude

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