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Welcome, welcome, welcome to the fierce female network. I'm your host fierce
messing and today is Thursday Thursday Thursday Thursday Thursday Thursday Thursday
baby. Welcome to the fierce female network honey. Listen, it is Thursday all up in here.
Got some hot music for you got some hot music for you. It is Thursday, January 22, 2020, 26 y'all
5.30 p.m. on the center standard time zone and 6.30 p.m. on the eastern center time zone.
Y'all know what I'm gonna say up in here. The eastern standing time zone is the time zone.
There are rocks. My socks. I'm honey. You know, I got to push it up to the ATL to my home team.
Must give a shout out to my team fierce nation, international dog. Oh, I didn't work in
team on the planet. They are based in Kenya, Zimbabwe east and west after the UK and Germany
and my honor bear member in India. Coral horn. But tiny. Listen, listen, listen. Well,
y'all I'm feeling real good feeling very good. I'm just coming in off the heels of my first
interview first kick off interview four last year. The proud Papa and the adventures of
the flying 18 well of the flying 18 well. Yeah, I'm so excited about this book. I am
so excited about this book. It is my very first children's illustrated book. Never
have never have I've never written a children's illustrated book. So it's going to have full
illustration of that just at the first interview during the marketing, the marketing promotion
and the ads for the book. So listen, you guys. Listen, you guys going to be promoting it.
Of course, all year long. That's all you're going to be hearing from me. Last year,
all the proud Papa and the adventures of the flying 18 well. Yes, indeed. So listen,
and the kick off the kick off was January else. The kick off was supposed to be two weeks
ago. But there was a problem with the video when I came on to do the first interview, the
camera camera wasn't working. It was a technical issue with the camera. So, so, so, so, so,
so I had to postpone postpone it. And so anyway, did the first interview today and it was
a lot of fun, a lot of fun. It's going to be exciting. And so this book, I've got a life
lesson. Don't you worry. I got a life lesson. So listen, sit your far babies down. Sit
all your far babies down. I'm going to get to the life lesson. So listen, you all listen.
You know, this book is all about, it came into fruition because there's a, it's a two
part story. The book was written many years ago, about 15 years ago, when I was living
in Marietta, Georgia. And I was on a date. I was just telling a oldest, the person who was the
holes on his show. I was telling him how the book came into fruition. How I was on a date with
this guy, Aaron, little Jewish guy, Aaron. And he had drove down from Texas to Georgia. And we
was on a date weekend date. And we, we were talking about his farm animals. He was telling about
his, for his ducks and chickens. I was like, farm animals. He said, yeah, I got ducks and chickens,
everything like that. In some kind of way, we came up with this story, the original version of
this book was Gerald the Hawking Goose and the adventures of the fly and went a bagel. So listen,
listen. And I'm telling you, I wrote that thing and got it finished. But, but, but let me say this,
fast forward, that was 15 years ago, the original version was Gerald the Hawking Goose and
the adventures of the fly and went a bagel. And then fast forward, I moved back up here
to Chicago for various reasons. And then my, my, y'all know the story, my brother passed away
December 23. And then I said, I started to think and I put out the manuscript. I said, wait a
minute. Wait a minute. Because I kept saying, I kept asking, God, why is this book not published yet?
I wanted the book to go ahead and get published. And I'm like, why am I in a holding position?
Here's the life lesson. Here's the life lesson. Y'all wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Here is the life
lesson. Y'all know the certified life coach trained by Dr. Monique Caradine was on air personality
fox 32. No, okay. So listen, here is the life lesson. Sometimes you can be in a holding position
and you don't know why. You don't know why. I kept on saying to the Lord because I talked to God
pretty much about everything. I kept saying, why is this thing ain't published? I've been holding
this manuscript, you know, for 15 years, this still ain't published. And once I got back up here,
I moved back up to Chicago. And then, you know, I was standing with when my aunt me and my mother
was standing with my aunt. And that's the reason I'm telling the story this way. Stay with the story,
stay with the story. So my aunt lost her, her husband. And let me tell you something. I had the
ending, the last couple of chapters. It was like two or three chapters had an all-written out,
but I hadn't typed it up. Had typed it up. And so I had the notebook. I had no book in my room.
And so she had packed up all of her husband's things. Y'all, y'all, y'all, y'all in salvation.
The army of whoever was came to take it. It's a point to the story. Came and got the boxes.
Came and got the boxes. Let me tell you something. They took more than the boxes. And I really got
really pissed, hard, upset. And I said, well, so I didn't realize it until maybe a couple weeks later.
I went in the room, I looked around. I said, where's my notebook? Where's my notebook? Because my
notebook had the last two or three chapters of journal, The Honking Goose. Now, remember,
my brother hadn't passed it. I had the last chapters in that notebook, journal, The Honking Goose,
original version. And then the notebook disappeared. I'm like, what in the world does it disappear?
And I said, I can't rewrite that. Because I'm like, how, I couldn't remember the three,
the last three islands. I knew the last island was the healing. I stayed with the story. This is a
life lesson. So I started asking God. I said, what is, why? Why is this? I can't find this notebook.
The notebook is gone. It's gone. So listen, I forgot about the notebook. I forgot about
journal, hockey goose, forgot about all that. So life just, you know, start taking it to always
start doing what we were doing. And then fast forward again, then my brother, old whose brother
in the past can weigh yada yada yada. Well, to make a long story short, I said, well, ain't this the
cats pajamas. Now the book is, you know, it's read, it's edited, it's changed all around. I'm
like, ain't there something here? And I'm not saying that something unusual is going to happen
when things are in a hole that does not mean that. Please don't think, don't get it twisted.
And so, you know, things happen. He passed away. And I went through counseling because life was
all mishmash and all crazy and wow, and all that great. And my counselor kept saying, well, you
got to, you know, celebrate him. You got to externalize it and find something else is, you know what?
I said, this is really strange and wild. I'm going to take journal, the hockey goose and the
ventures of the flying one, a bagel, and turn it into last year, the proud papa and the ventures
of the flying 18 willer. And now the book has come to life like nothing. I got so excited
because my brother, my brother's first name is Lazario. That's, that's his real name. And
matter of fact, each and every one of these shows is in dedication to Lazario Manson. So listen,
his first name is Lazario, but his birth certificate, it says Lazio. I said, well, the book is
going to be Lazio. His name is on certificate, which is incorrect. I said, the book is going to be
Lazio, the proud papa because he was one awesome proud papa Lazio, the proud papa and the ventures
of the flying 18 willer. And my mother is in the book. Now, now listen, stay with this story,
stay with this story. How wild is this? My mother is in the book. She was never ever in the book.
There was a mother goose in the book. There was a mother goose. There was the little kid
that was flying the engine. And then there was the mother, but it wasn't my mother. And so then
when I started rereading the main school, I said, wait a minute. So how long? And so I made the other
person, my mother leaning. My cousin calls my mother and leaning. I said, well, what do you figure
here? Ain't leaning and Lazio is in the 18 willer together. I'm like, well, how does this turn
out? So my mother is in there. And she before Lazio comes, comes to fruition. She's pregnant
in the in the story. She's pregnant. And she gives birth in that first like that first chapter.
She goes, she squats down, you know, the character. She squats down. And the egg comes out and she
takes her old cane. She takes her cane. And she waps the egg. She waps the egg and outcomes Lazio.
Leaning and Lazio is flying that 18 willer together. It wasn't written at the beginning.
So what all the chat and I said, now it's time to publish. I said, it's time to publish.
It's time to publish and start the marketing. And so if anybody knows, you market your book
before, wait before you don't go running off and publishing your book because you don't even know
where you're going to go to the market and sell it. You got to do your marketing and you're
advertising first. And then you run to the races to the press. So listen, what's the life lesson?
The life lesson is this sometimes God will put you in a holding pattern and you don't know why
you'll put you in. It's just like an airplane. Sometimes an airplane is still. It's not moving.
It's in a holding position, holding position. I want to say it that way. A holding position.
Sometimes God will have you in a holding position and you don't know why. You don't know why he's not
letting you advance forward. You don't know why he's not letting you run off to the races.
You're just because it ain't time. It's not time. It's not time. And that's not to say that it was
meant for my brother. The God knows it wasn't meant for him to die. I'm not saying that at all.
Don't get it twisted. That wasn't meant for him to be not in this world. It happened. But you know,
so listen, we don't have control over things. And so God will keep you in a holding position
because things happen, y'all. Things happen. Things happen. But God will take you. The point is
this since y'all get things twisted and mixed up. Let me put it this way. God will take your pain.
He'll take the pain that you're going through and he'll give it some purpose. That's the point.
That is the point. That's why I'm certified in taught life coach. God will take the pain. Of
course, we don't want people to pass wind stuff like that. But he'll take all that pain that's
on the inside and he'll give it some purpose. He'll slap some purpose on it and it'll help you
to help help you to help whatever you're going through. So listen, I got some hot, some hot music.
I got some really, really hot music. It is some good stuff. So listen, y'all remember now God will
take that pain. He'll slap some purpose on it and not only will it heal you, it will heal the masses.
It will heal the masses. And listen, that book has even greater meaning and purpose right now.
What is going on right now? There's a lot of pain going on. Folks, as my brother-in-law,
you should say, folks, it's getting up out of here. Folks, it's getting up out of here fast,
quick, and in a hurry. It's like they've been snatched up. You know what I'm saying?
So listen, that children's book can bring a lot of healing. And God knows I was walking around
like a powerful soul. And let me tell you something. So it took some time. God had to get me to
the girls. I'm like, oh my Jesus Christ. So listen, it will bring a lot of purpose to a lot of
other people because folks is going through stuff. People are going through grief. People are going
through pain. People are going through sickness. People are going through a lot of different things.
And a lot of their meeting is in that book because those children that's in the book are suffering
with all different maladies and diseases. So listen, listen, listen, hey, hey, that's what it is.
That's what it is. And that is the life lesson for today. And so the song that's coming
up right now is feels so in love.
I love.
Haramets, you laugh
Sun on your shoulder
Time just slips in head
Your hand finds mine
Like it always knew the way
Little things you do
Still in my breath away
Every old scar
Turns into a map to you
Every hard night
Feels like it was leading to you
Make me feel so in love
So in love
Like I've been wondering
She is just to find where your heart is
You make me feel so in love
Like the world slows down for us
You make me feel so in love
Talking in the car
Engine off
But we stay
Stay, stay
Street shots fade
We still got things to say
You trace my palm
Like you're reading every line
See, I'm right here
And I know that you are mine
Every doubt fades
When I'm leading into you
Make me feel so in love
So in love
Like I've been wondering
She is just to find where your heart is
You make me feel so in love
You make me feel so in love
Yeah
This is a dream
Baby, don't wake me
If this is a chance
Promise we take it
Good, every part of me
Reach us out to you
Reach us out to you
Every beat
Every, every breath
We only want you
True
You make me feel so in love
So in love
So in love
In love
So in love
So in love
All right, all right
That feels so in love
I love that song
That song is so hot
I love it, I love it, I love it
Got some more hot stuff for you
This is botan language
I love it, baby
Trapped in my mind
Thoughts were racing
Sitting back in person
In aclimated
No de actin' shady
Ain't no actin' vader
Ain't no navigator
Looking back I made it
Know that man I made it
Ain't no fabrication
Yeah, you just mad I said it, yeah, yeah, you just mad I did it
Baby, I could have, tell you all these things
All this pain, the body language
All these nights alone, they won't leave me alone
Tell me what you know, tell me where you go, what you run it from
I've been running from
I've been running from
I've been running from
I've been running from
I've been running from
I've been running from
I've been running from
I'll be running from baby
Feeling out of control
Like I'm losing my soul
Feeling heavy within
I don't wanna feel no more
And I don't wanna go home
Home, house and house of sin
And I don't wanna go home
Home, house and house of sin
Let me offer this ride
And I know what it cost
But I can't pay the price
Cause I can't pay the price
And I don't wanna go home
Home, house and house of sin
And I don't wanna go home
Home, house and house of sin
I can't pay the price
I can't pay the price
I can't pay the price
I can't pay the price
I can't pay the price
I can't pay the price
I can't pay the price
And I don't wanna go home
My house is a house of sin
And I don't wanna go home
My house is a house of sin
Alright, alright, alright, that is house of sin
House of sin, house of sin
I love this song, it's too hot
Listen you guys, it's just I am almost out of time
I gotta get on up out of here
It's been a stone cold blast
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Here's another great song
Don't look back y'all
Keep pressing forward
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
To enter to a certain car
Take the chance
Go on, throw yourself
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Take the work of life
And don't just watch
But we'll go by
There is so much for you to do
Don't keep doing the safety
What you can is all we need
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Things will work out right
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Things will work out right
Don't give up
Continue to try your best
And one day you'll succeed
One day you'll wake up to find
That you're in the knee
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Things will work out right
And don't give up
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Things will work out right
Don't quit drinking
Or maybe power
To know your doubts
And continue on
Try to keep moving straight at hand
You only have one life to live
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Things will work out right
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Things will work out right
And don't look back
Keep the wheels in motion
Go on, set your sights
Stay on track
Live with some devotion
Go on, set your sights
And don't look back
All right, all right, all right, listen
Don't look back, don't look back
You know something that's just like what I was saying earlier
You know, God can have you in a whole position
But that don't mean look back
Listen, God can hold you up
You might be going really fast
Really fast and I ain't going nowhere
Listen, God will keep you in a whole position
But that don't mean look back
Sometimes you gotta sit still and be quiet
You gotta sit on be quiet for a minute
But that don't mean keep turning round looking back
this name. That's just life lesson number two. Just because you're in a whole
position that don't mean that you got to be looking back. You ain't supposed to be
looking back. You know what you supposed to be doing? You supposed to be in
preparation. It's time of preparation. That's what that is. He's trying to prepare
you for something great and something much better. When he got you in a whole
position, hey, it's time for you to prepare. Well you say, why are you going to
prepare for? You don't know what's coming. That means, you know, get yourself
together. Work on yourself. Do something positive. Do something that
you know what I mean? It don't just mean sit there and twitle your thumbs. It
means that you got to get up. You got to do something. You don't get up. Brush
your hair. Look around. See what you can change. You know, let me say this. Then we'll
get on up out of here. That reminds me of, and then I'm going with
story. It's going to be a real quick one. Then I got to get on up out of here.
That reminds me of a friend I dated. Marshall. Oh my goodness. Me and Marshall. We
was just, you know, two peas and a part, two peas and a part. Marshall was
something else. Marshall was the kind of person in this is real name. That's
real name. Marshall was really something else. He was named his mother named him
after Marshall on a gun smoke. That's how he got his name. He was something else.
He could not stand to be in a holding position. He always had to be doing
something. Anytime you go to his house or wherever,
everything is going to be moved all around different. He was the kind of man that
everything's got to be changed. Round front just got to be different. Every week is in
everything is totally different. You walk in there. I'm like, well, I'm like, well,
well, it's such a such. Oh, I put it over here. You know, it's worse than a woman. So it's like,
well, how many times you're going to change this place around? So every other week,
every other week, he's got to change everything to make it look different. He couldn't stand for
stuff to be the same all the time, all the time. So listen, listen, the point, what's the point,
what's the point of Marshall? Marshall couldn't stand being in a holding position. He had to do things
a little bit different. The point of that is to say this, when God got you in a holding position,
you might need to do some things different. Just like Marshall, do something different,
find something new to read a book and go to a different restaurant, try something new.
You know, it better yourself. You know, that's what it's about. That's what it's about. So when
you're in a holding position, better yourself is find something different to do my dear.
So it's like I get on up out of here. It's been a stone cold blast. And it's always, it is
peace, love, and love.

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