Lazzio The Proud Papa, and The Adventures Of The Flying 18-Wheeler!

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Welcome, welcome, welcome to the fierce female network. I'm your host fierce

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Got some hot music for you got some hot music for you. It is Thursday, January 22, 2020, 26 y'all

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Y'all know what I'm gonna say up in here. The eastern standing time zone is the time zone.

There are rocks. My socks. I'm honey. You know, I got to push it up to the ATL to my home team.

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and my honor bear member in India. Coral horn. But tiny. Listen, listen, listen. Well,

y'all I'm feeling real good feeling very good. I'm just coming in off the heels of my first

interview first kick off interview four last year. The proud Papa and the adventures of

the flying 18 well of the flying 18 well. Yeah, I'm so excited about this book. I am

so excited about this book. It is my very first children's illustrated book. Never

have never have I've never written a children's illustrated book. So it's going to have full

illustration of that just at the first interview during the marketing, the marketing promotion

and the ads for the book. So listen, you guys. Listen, you guys going to be promoting it.

Of course, all year long. That's all you're going to be hearing from me. Last year,

all the proud Papa and the adventures of the flying 18 well. Yes, indeed. So listen,

and the kick off the kick off was January else. The kick off was supposed to be two weeks

ago. But there was a problem with the video when I came on to do the first interview, the

camera camera wasn't working. It was a technical issue with the camera. So, so, so, so, so,

so I had to postpone postpone it. And so anyway, did the first interview today and it was

a lot of fun, a lot of fun. It's going to be exciting. And so this book, I've got a life

lesson. Don't you worry. I got a life lesson. So listen, sit your far babies down. Sit

all your far babies down. I'm going to get to the life lesson. So listen, you all listen.

You know, this book is all about, it came into fruition because there's a, it's a two

part story. The book was written many years ago, about 15 years ago, when I was living

in Marietta, Georgia. And I was on a date. I was just telling a oldest, the person who was the

holes on his show. I was telling him how the book came into fruition. How I was on a date with

this guy, Aaron, little Jewish guy, Aaron. And he had drove down from Texas to Georgia. And we

was on a date weekend date. And we, we were talking about his farm animals. He was telling about

his, for his ducks and chickens. I was like, farm animals. He said, yeah, I got ducks and chickens,

everything like that. In some kind of way, we came up with this story, the original version of

this book was Gerald the Hawking Goose and the adventures of the fly and went a bagel. So listen,

listen. And I'm telling you, I wrote that thing and got it finished. But, but, but let me say this,

fast forward, that was 15 years ago, the original version was Gerald the Hawking Goose and

the adventures of the fly and went a bagel. And then fast forward, I moved back up here

to Chicago for various reasons. And then my, my, y'all know the story, my brother passed away

December 23. And then I said, I started to think and I put out the manuscript. I said, wait a

minute. Wait a minute. Because I kept saying, I kept asking, God, why is this book not published yet?

I wanted the book to go ahead and get published. And I'm like, why am I in a holding position?

Here's the life lesson. Here's the life lesson. Y'all wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Here is the life

lesson. Y'all know the certified life coach trained by Dr. Monique Caradine was on air personality

fox 32. No, okay. So listen, here is the life lesson. Sometimes you can be in a holding position

and you don't know why. You don't know why. I kept on saying to the Lord because I talked to God

pretty much about everything. I kept saying, why is this thing ain't published? I've been holding

this manuscript, you know, for 15 years, this still ain't published. And once I got back up here,

I moved back up to Chicago. And then, you know, I was standing with when my aunt me and my mother

was standing with my aunt. And that's the reason I'm telling the story this way. Stay with the story,

stay with the story. So my aunt lost her, her husband. And let me tell you something. I had the

ending, the last couple of chapters. It was like two or three chapters had an all-written out,

but I hadn't typed it up. Had typed it up. And so I had the notebook. I had no book in my room.

And so she had packed up all of her husband's things. Y'all, y'all, y'all, y'all in salvation.

The army of whoever was came to take it. It's a point to the story. Came and got the boxes.

Came and got the boxes. Let me tell you something. They took more than the boxes. And I really got

really pissed, hard, upset. And I said, well, so I didn't realize it until maybe a couple weeks later.

I went in the room, I looked around. I said, where's my notebook? Where's my notebook? Because my

notebook had the last two or three chapters of journal, The Honking Goose. Now, remember,

my brother hadn't passed it. I had the last chapters in that notebook, journal, The Honking Goose,

original version. And then the notebook disappeared. I'm like, what in the world does it disappear?

And I said, I can't rewrite that. Because I'm like, how, I couldn't remember the three,

the last three islands. I knew the last island was the healing. I stayed with the story. This is a

life lesson. So I started asking God. I said, what is, why? Why is this? I can't find this notebook.

The notebook is gone. It's gone. So listen, I forgot about the notebook. I forgot about

journal, hockey goose, forgot about all that. So life just, you know, start taking it to always

start doing what we were doing. And then fast forward again, then my brother, old whose brother

in the past can weigh yada yada yada. Well, to make a long story short, I said, well, ain't this the

cats pajamas. Now the book is, you know, it's read, it's edited, it's changed all around. I'm

like, ain't there something here? And I'm not saying that something unusual is going to happen

when things are in a hole that does not mean that. Please don't think, don't get it twisted.

And so, you know, things happen. He passed away. And I went through counseling because life was

all mishmash and all crazy and wow, and all that great. And my counselor kept saying, well, you

got to, you know, celebrate him. You got to externalize it and find something else is, you know what?

I said, this is really strange and wild. I'm going to take journal, the hockey goose and the

ventures of the flying one, a bagel, and turn it into last year, the proud papa and the ventures

of the flying 18 willer. And now the book has come to life like nothing. I got so excited

because my brother, my brother's first name is Lazario. That's, that's his real name. And

matter of fact, each and every one of these shows is in dedication to Lazario Manson. So listen,

his first name is Lazario, but his birth certificate, it says Lazio. I said, well, the book is

going to be Lazio. His name is on certificate, which is incorrect. I said, the book is going to be

Lazio, the proud papa because he was one awesome proud papa Lazio, the proud papa and the ventures

of the flying 18 willer. And my mother is in the book. Now, now listen, stay with this story,

stay with this story. How wild is this? My mother is in the book. She was never ever in the book.

There was a mother goose in the book. There was a mother goose. There was the little kid

that was flying the engine. And then there was the mother, but it wasn't my mother. And so then

when I started rereading the main school, I said, wait a minute. So how long? And so I made the other

person, my mother leaning. My cousin calls my mother and leaning. I said, well, what do you figure

here? Ain't leaning and Lazio is in the 18 willer together. I'm like, well, how does this turn

out? So my mother is in there. And she before Lazio comes, comes to fruition. She's pregnant

in the in the story. She's pregnant. And she gives birth in that first like that first chapter.

She goes, she squats down, you know, the character. She squats down. And the egg comes out and she

takes her old cane. She takes her cane. And she waps the egg. She waps the egg and outcomes Lazio.

Leaning and Lazio is flying that 18 willer together. It wasn't written at the beginning.

So what all the chat and I said, now it's time to publish. I said, it's time to publish.

It's time to publish and start the marketing. And so if anybody knows, you market your book

before, wait before you don't go running off and publishing your book because you don't even know

where you're going to go to the market and sell it. You got to do your marketing and you're

advertising first. And then you run to the races to the press. So listen, what's the life lesson?

The life lesson is this sometimes God will put you in a holding pattern and you don't know why

you'll put you in. It's just like an airplane. Sometimes an airplane is still. It's not moving.

It's in a holding position, holding position. I want to say it that way. A holding position.

Sometimes God will have you in a holding position and you don't know why. You don't know why he's not

letting you advance forward. You don't know why he's not letting you run off to the races.

You're just because it ain't time. It's not time. It's not time. And that's not to say that it was

meant for my brother. The God knows it wasn't meant for him to die. I'm not saying that at all.

Don't get it twisted. That wasn't meant for him to be not in this world. It happened. But you know,

so listen, we don't have control over things. And so God will keep you in a holding position

because things happen, y'all. Things happen. Things happen. But God will take you. The point is

this since y'all get things twisted and mixed up. Let me put it this way. God will take your pain.

He'll take the pain that you're going through and he'll give it some purpose. That's the point.

That is the point. That's why I'm certified in taught life coach. God will take the pain. Of

course, we don't want people to pass wind stuff like that. But he'll take all that pain that's

on the inside and he'll give it some purpose. He'll slap some purpose on it and it'll help you

to help help you to help whatever you're going through. So listen, I got some hot, some hot music.

I got some really, really hot music. It is some good stuff. So listen, y'all remember now God will

take that pain. He'll slap some purpose on it and not only will it heal you, it will heal the masses.

It will heal the masses. And listen, that book has even greater meaning and purpose right now.

What is going on right now? There's a lot of pain going on. Folks, as my brother-in-law,

you should say, folks, it's getting up out of here. Folks, it's getting up out of here fast,

quick, and in a hurry. It's like they've been snatched up. You know what I'm saying?

So listen, that children's book can bring a lot of healing. And God knows I was walking around

like a powerful soul. And let me tell you something. So it took some time. God had to get me to

the girls. I'm like, oh my Jesus Christ. So listen, it will bring a lot of purpose to a lot of

other people because folks is going through stuff. People are going through grief. People are going

through pain. People are going through sickness. People are going through a lot of different things.

And a lot of their meeting is in that book because those children that's in the book are suffering

with all different maladies and diseases. So listen, listen, listen, hey, hey, that's what it is.

That's what it is. And that is the life lesson for today. And so the song that's coming

up right now is feels so in love.

I love.

Haramets, you laugh

Sun on your shoulder

Time just slips in head

Your hand finds mine

Like it always knew the way

Little things you do

Still in my breath away

Every old scar

Turns into a map to you

Every hard night

Feels like it was leading to you

Make me feel so in love

So in love

Like I've been wondering

She is just to find where your heart is

You make me feel so in love

Like the world slows down for us

You make me feel so in love

Talking in the car

Engine off

But we stay

Stay, stay

Street shots fade

We still got things to say

You trace my palm

Like you're reading every line

See, I'm right here

And I know that you are mine

Every doubt fades

When I'm leading into you

Make me feel so in love

So in love

Like I've been wondering

She is just to find where your heart is

You make me feel so in love

You make me feel so in love

Yeah

This is a dream

Baby, don't wake me

If this is a chance

Promise we take it

Good, every part of me

Reach us out to you

Reach us out to you

Every beat

Every, every breath

We only want you

True

You make me feel so in love

So in love

So in love

In love

So in love

So in love

All right, all right

That feels so in love

I love that song

That song is so hot

I love it, I love it, I love it

Got some more hot stuff for you

This is botan language

I love it, baby

Trapped in my mind

Thoughts were racing

Sitting back in person

In aclimated

No de actin' shady

Ain't no actin' vader

Ain't no navigator

Looking back I made it

Know that man I made it

Ain't no fabrication

Yeah, you just mad I said it, yeah, yeah, you just mad I did it

Baby, I could have, tell you all these things

All this pain, the body language

All these nights alone, they won't leave me alone

Tell me what you know, tell me where you go, what you run it from

I've been running from

I've been running from

I've been running from

I've been running from

I've been running from

I've been running from

I've been running from

I'll be running from baby

Feeling out of control

Like I'm losing my soul

Feeling heavy within

I don't wanna feel no more

And I don't wanna go home

Home, house and house of sin

And I don't wanna go home

Home, house and house of sin

Let me offer this ride

And I know what it cost

But I can't pay the price

Cause I can't pay the price

And I don't wanna go home

Home, house and house of sin

And I don't wanna go home

Home, house and house of sin

I can't pay the price

I can't pay the price

I can't pay the price

I can't pay the price

I can't pay the price

I can't pay the price

I can't pay the price

And I don't wanna go home

My house is a house of sin

And I don't wanna go home

My house is a house of sin

Alright, alright, alright, that is house of sin

House of sin, house of sin

I love this song, it's too hot

Listen you guys, it's just I am almost out of time

I gotta get on up out of here

It's been a stone cold blast

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Keep pressing forward

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To enter to a certain car

Take the chance

Go on, throw yourself

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Take the work of life

And don't just watch

But we'll go by

There is so much for you to do

Don't keep doing the safety

What you can is all we need

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Things will work out right

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Things will work out right

Don't give up

Continue to try your best

And one day you'll succeed

One day you'll wake up to find

That you're in the knee

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Things will work out right

And don't give up

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Things will work out right

Don't quit drinking

Or maybe power

To know your doubts

And continue on

Try to keep moving straight at hand

You only have one life to live

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Things will work out right

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Things will work out right

And don't look back

Keep the wheels in motion

Go on, set your sights

Stay on track

Live with some devotion

Go on, set your sights

And don't look back

All right, all right, all right, listen

Don't look back, don't look back

You know something that's just like what I was saying earlier

You know, God can have you in a whole position

But that don't mean look back

Listen, God can hold you up

You might be going really fast

Really fast and I ain't going nowhere

Listen, God will keep you in a whole position

But that don't mean look back

Sometimes you gotta sit still and be quiet

You gotta sit on be quiet for a minute

But that don't mean keep turning round looking back

this name. That's just life lesson number two. Just because you're in a whole

position that don't mean that you got to be looking back. You ain't supposed to be

looking back. You know what you supposed to be doing? You supposed to be in

preparation. It's time of preparation. That's what that is. He's trying to prepare

you for something great and something much better. When he got you in a whole

position, hey, it's time for you to prepare. Well you say, why are you going to

prepare for? You don't know what's coming. That means, you know, get yourself

together. Work on yourself. Do something positive. Do something that

you know what I mean? It don't just mean sit there and twitle your thumbs. It

means that you got to get up. You got to do something. You don't get up. Brush

your hair. Look around. See what you can change. You know, let me say this. Then we'll

get on up out of here. That reminds me of, and then I'm going with

story. It's going to be a real quick one. Then I got to get on up out of here.

That reminds me of a friend I dated. Marshall. Oh my goodness. Me and Marshall. We

was just, you know, two peas and a part, two peas and a part. Marshall was

something else. Marshall was the kind of person in this is real name. That's

real name. Marshall was really something else. He was named his mother named him

after Marshall on a gun smoke. That's how he got his name. He was something else.

He could not stand to be in a holding position. He always had to be doing

something. Anytime you go to his house or wherever,

everything is going to be moved all around different. He was the kind of man that

everything's got to be changed. Round front just got to be different. Every week is in

everything is totally different. You walk in there. I'm like, well, I'm like, well,

well, it's such a such. Oh, I put it over here. You know, it's worse than a woman. So it's like,

well, how many times you're going to change this place around? So every other week,

every other week, he's got to change everything to make it look different. He couldn't stand for

stuff to be the same all the time, all the time. So listen, listen, the point, what's the point,

what's the point of Marshall? Marshall couldn't stand being in a holding position. He had to do things

a little bit different. The point of that is to say this, when God got you in a holding position,

you might need to do some things different. Just like Marshall, do something different,

find something new to read a book and go to a different restaurant, try something new.

You know, it better yourself. You know, that's what it's about. That's what it's about. So when

you're in a holding position, better yourself is find something different to do my dear.

So it's like I get on up out of here. It's been a stone cold blast. And it's always, it is

peace, love, and love.