The Deserved End of ImAllexx | Internet Anarchist

0:00Despite watching his entire platform crumble in a matter of days, and avoiding the situation for over a year, I'm Alex has finally returned to share his side of the story. However, would said response be enough to turn the tide of public opinion, or will it reignite the controversy and drag his reputation down even further? This video is my response to allegations made by my ex-girlfriend Alice Hez, who I was in a relationship with for the majority of 2023. Alice hit me, kicked me, emotionally verbally and physically abused me, as well as threatened me and blackmailed me constantly for our relationship. Hi, I'm the internet anarchist, I create weekly YouTube documentaries, and today we'll be going over the recent developments in the web of controversies and allegations surrounding the YouTuber I'm Alex. What was revealed in his latest response video, how it affects the allegations from Alice and why fans seem to hate Alex even more now? Last year, I made a video discussing the laundry list of allegations and evidence directed

1:00at the creator I'm Alex by his ex-girlfriend Alice Hez. To give a super brief overview, Alice released an 80 page document in a handful of videos that revealed a truly disturbing side of Alex. During their nine month relationship, it was alleged that Alex constantly abused, emotionally manipulated and threatened Alice in the worst ways imaginable, from calling her a dumb whew to saying he would quote Breco Nick. Alex left nothing on the table when it came to being a horrible partner. Now, when it's too late, you admit that you did everything fucking wrong. But when it actually matters, when you should lay down like a good fucking dog, you don't have to do it, you're fight for some reason, I don't know why you fight, because you're losing, because you end up admitting that you fucked it all up anyway, so it's just fucking weird, and I know that you're gonna end up admitting that you fucked it all up. alleged verbal abuse was only the beginning for Alex, as he eventually resulted to alleged physical violence by the end of their relationship, according to Alice hit hit on two occasions, when they initially moved in together, and right after they broke up.

2:02Alex's toxic behaviour wasn't limited to his then girlfriend, as he was discovered to be still stalking another one of his exes and kept intimate images of them. After their time together, Alex was radically toxic, and it was only after they separated that he began showing Alice some tenderness, specifically with a 24 minute recording begging her to come back. I could do no wrong, I felt like I was the fucking, you know, I look at me, I do all this fucking work, I do everything, I try to do this, and you know, just nobody's appreciative, and you know, I know you appreciated it, and I know that you appreciated the effort I used to put in, and then I just stopped because I had you, and you're my girlfriend and we lived together, and the more further we got through our relationship, the less effort I put in. Unfortunately for Alex, that bridge had already been burned, and more aspects of his life were about to grow up in flames. Following Alice's expose document, the entire incident turned against Alex, from viewers

3:07disliked bombing his videos, to losing around 200,000 subscribers. Alex's deplorable behavior behind the scenes was eating away at the platform he worked so hard to build. To make matters worse, his closest friend's released statements disavowing him and supporting his ex, at this point almost nothing was left of Alex's reputation, career or community. This fall from Grace was only made worse by Alex's refusal to address the situation initially, and many speculated that he would never respond at all. Fortunately for Alex, he did have a response planned, however, would it be enough to save his reputation, or would it condemn him even further? On the 20th of March 2025, Alex would finally return to the internet with a two hour long video titled My Response. This video is my response to allegations made by my ex girlfriend Alice has, who I was in a relationship with for the majority of 2020. Alice hit me, kicked me, emotionally verbally and physically abused me, as well as threatened

4:09me and blackmailed me constantly for our relationship. Alice has continued to harass me by posting false information about me, as well as fabricating stories about our relationship online to this day. To start things off, Alex addressed the claim from Alice that he was under police investigation and delisted in the Claire's Law database. According to Alex, there couldn't have been a police investigation since law enforcement never contacted him, and his name was not on the Claire's Law website. Furthermore, Alex highlighted how Alice shouldn't be able to share any information about an ongoing investigation, and even if she did, her private comments on the issues kept contradicting each other. Alice wrote all of these messages, and posted the document knowing that the police investigation was aligned, as it would not be possible for Alice to share any information if there's any point in an ongoing case. From Alex's perspective, the supposed police investigation was only included to height in the severity of the situation publicly, and pushed the narrative that he was a criminal. While there was a possibility of that being the case, the way Alex was presenting Claire's

5:13Law was nowhere near accurate. You see, Claire's Law doesn't operate like typical criminal records, and it is not as severe. Claire's Law is simply a paper trail that police in the UK can reference in the event that someone is suspected of, or reported for domestic abuse. With their website stating, Claire's Law, also known as the domestic violence disclosure scheme, is a police policy giving people the right to know if their current or ex-partner has any previous history of violence or abuse. The way Alex was presenting it made it seem like Alice was calling him a criminal, but the actual nature of the policy was more of a preventative measure. The next topic on the table was how Alice is supposedly fabricated, hid, and altered, many aspects of her story to preserve a one-sided narrative of him being an abuser. From changing aspects of her Google Doc to blocking people for calling out her inconsistencies on Twitter, Alex presented viewers with the idea that Alice was intentionally lying about the events that transpired in their relationship.

6:14When Alice's story was questioned by people on Twitter, she responded with threats to delete my phone number whilst also insulting me and anyone who pointed out these inconsistencies in her document. As would then block these people after arguing and insulting them, for applying to her posts as they were highlighting many of the inconsistencies and lies Alice had made. Alice changed her Google document multiple times to hide these criticisms and as crop messages that showed her using the same racial slurs that she had accused me of bringing into our relationship, as it directly contradicted her story. One of the more serious aspects of the story that Alex touched on was the notion that he wasn't at all abusive in the relationship. To support his idea, Alex shared screenshots and parts of Alice's Google Doc that show her admitting to physically abusing him on multiple occasions. He also stated that Alice had fabricated one of the physical confrontations. They had early on in their relationship and blown it out of proportion. I had told my friends that Alice had been hitting me. Alice denied this on text when she found out and threatened to sue me if I continue to tell people she had been hitting me for a relationship.

7:16Alice says that my story will contradict hers and that is because Alice knows that our relationship is not how she is portrayed it online. Alice says we had a huge fight where I dragged her, covered her mouth and put her in a headlock and that this happened on the 19th of October a few days after we had moved in with each other. There are no texts from this time that even suggests that we were fighting or had been in a fight and that's because this did not happen. Following this, Alice supposedly used those accusations of abuse to blackmail him into staying in the relationship or the while being the one that was abusive. However, Alex didn't admit to assaulting Alice on one occasion but tried to justify it with the following statement. Alice started by calling me fat and texting in person and this was because she wanted me to keep my shirt on because she did not like my illness and she didn't want to see it or be around it. We were in bed together and Alice told me when I took my shirt off that if I was going to do that then she wanted me to sleep downstairs. I told Alice I wasn't going to do that because I wanted to sleep and I bed that night and she complained that I spent too much time away from her.

8:19This angered Alice and she called me names. I ignored her and turned away so I could go to sleep. Alice turned around in bed and kicked me in my lower back and I told her to fuck off and then she kicked me even harder and then started to donkey kick me in my neck and in the back of my head. I had to sit down there so hard that I fell out of bed while she was still kicking me. I proceeded to get incredibly angry and I shouted at Alice and I insulted her and this is something that I deeply regret doing. When I messaged Alice about this on Facebook she said that she didn't just start kicking me hard. The argument had got worse and we both started insulting each other. Alice then pushed me and tried to hit me. This is when I grabbed Alice by the arms and I pulled her to the floor. This is the only time that I tried to defend myself after Alice had tried to attack me after kicking me in the back of the head. At this point it was evident that the relationship was reaching its boiling point and even the most minor transgressions sparked arguments between the two. Things as insignificant as the way he talked to their cat would upset Alice and restart their entire cycle of toxicity, something that Alex fully admits to both participating

9:22in and perpetuating. I would get upset after I was pushed slapped or punched. I was horrible to Alice on many occasions and I deeply regret this behaviour and nothing will justify that. But the order in which these events have been portrayed as false as Alice is once again ignoring that she had tried to hurt me when I was just talking with our cat. I was upset and frustrated that Alice hadn't apologized for getting physical with me and I lashed out at Alice over text which I regret. To end said cycle, Alex claimed he tried to end their relationship but Alice wouldn't let him do that and threatened to air out all their dirty laundry publicly. However, Alice was already partially doing that by claiming he was unclear's law in the comments section of a TikTok page. When Alex's friends found out about the situation, he tried to explain his side of the story, but acknowledged that none of it justified how he acted in the relationship. Alice said that it wasn't like she had named me in these posts or made a video about me but she had responded and deleted comments on video she posted saying it was about me and that I was on Claire's Law which again is a lie.

10:25My friends saw the TikToks Alice had been posting online and she had gone through and followed them all after I break up. Me and my friends had a call where I answered questions about my relationship and I told my side of the story where I explained that Alice had been physically abusing me for our relationship. I made it clear that I did not believe that this was an excuse for my behaviour and that our relationship was toxic and it was not good for either of us and that I was ashamed of how I had behaved. A friend of mine at the time, a YouTuber who goes by the name of INABA, have messaged me in our group chat encouraging me to share more stories and all the evidence I had of Alice's abuse. He told me I could trust him and that because we were friends they weren't going to share any of it anywhere and that it would remain private after I made it clear that I was worried that it would be leaked. Alice messaged me with direct screenshots from the private conversation that I had had with INABA and my friends. Alice had been sent screenshots from our private conversation and it was clear that if I talked to anyone she would know if she was following as many of my friends as possible. Sadly the toxicity didn't end with their relationship, as Alex admitted to trying to patch things up but was met with even more manipulation and alleged lies from Alice.

11:30Although we had been broken up for months at this point Alice was still messaging me about the girls I had followed on Instagram or friends I had refolaled. Alice sent me this message saying that any girl that I speak to would be ugly anyway and proceeded to insult them after claiming that she hasn't tried to stalk me or try to control me in her document. I refolaled my friends when it became clear to me that I was being manipulated and blackmailed by Alice. This is because Alice had unfollowed them on my phone. I did not follow many girls I had had relations with and we had not been together for months at this point. Alice has posted texts and videos of me begging for a back and apologising to her. I understand how a rational my behaviour looks as I was going from one extreme to another emotionally. I was desperate for any form of solution as it is clear from the voice notes and videos that Alice has shared that the constant emotional manipulation was having used to veer effect on me and I was saying whatever I thought I had took the time to end the constant arguing fighting and blackmail. For the rest of the response, Alice outlined several misinterpreted events, lies and manipulated narratives that made up Alice's document. From demanding access to his phone to finding incriminating evidence to emitting her own

12:34mental issues but focused on his, Alice wanted to show viewers that she wasn't as innocent as she claimed. However, does Alice allegedly being manipulative or malicious absolve Alex of his own abusive behaviour, viewers didn't think so and bombarded the video with dislikes and critical comments such as, all I'm going to say is that you're in no position to cry about the internet not giving you a chance to respond fast enough. When you threw your friend's slasper under the bus the moment you had the chance, with false claims, you guys are both wrong here and that you were both part of a severely toxic relationship, as well as, I don't think anyone will ever know the truth apart from those two and the cat. While Alex had cleared the air on many of the accusations, he hardly touched on his own faults in the situation and barely mentioned any of the videos that showed him being manic. Things like the long section about the cat came off as unnecessary and misleading, since it wasn't important to the allegations. Either way, viewers had heard his side of the story, but it wouldn't mark the end of

13:38the controversy. A few hours after Alex's video went live, Alex made a series of tweets refuting his claims and reinforcing her accusations, starting with the police report. Alex shared screenshots of her conversation with a police investigator and the report she filed. From her perspective, this was enough to frame Alex as a suspect in an ongoing case, but in reality, none of the images indicated that charges were being pressed. All together, it looked like the law enforcement was just following up on a report, and it wasn't as dire as Alex made it out to be. Following this, Alex pushed the idea that there were equally as toxic to each other, with statements like, All you've done is tried to paint me out to be a liar, instead of owning up to what you did and taking accountability. And not once do I manipulate him to stay with me. I 100% was toxic back after being in the relationship, with the abuse I endured from this man for months on end. Should I have left sooner? Yes. But I was scared to. It took him being physical a second time to do so.

14:41While Alex was focusing on the intent behind Alex's response and how it betrayed her, fans were more concerned with the facts of the matter. More specifically, they wanted to know why she seemingly lied about her ex-partner not having any diagnosed mental illness. In response, Alex stated that Alex was diagnosed after they broke up. Alex adds up, since the diagnosis came on the 3rd of July 2024, a month after her exposure to a document was released. However, the fact that she was still running with the narrative months after the diagnosis raised some serious concerns and questions. Was Alex unaware of the diagnosis, or was she just trying to muddy her ex's name even more? Either way, Alex wasn't about to let Alex have the last say, as he released yet another response. The stories that are in this report have been fabricated. Alex falsely accused me of pulling her to the ground and putting her in a headlock. On the second day of living together in the report, despite her writing in her document that it happened on the 4th.

15:43There is no evidence to back up these claims in Alex's story. While it isn't possible to access Alex's original Google Doc, what Alex says about the dates is true when you compare the police report to what was said in the doc. Alex talked about how Alice was still lying about not being an abuser who claimed she never kicked him in bed. Reading, Alice says there is no text evidence of her kicking me. Despite the screenshot she has responded to, clearly showing Alice admitting to kicking me and that she had a reason for why she had done this, as it was due to me sleeping shirtless. Alex continued by highlighting two other times that Alice had lied publicly. One was in a deleted tweet where she claimed none of her statements were fabricated, but that's already been proven false. The other was during the aftermath of their relationship when Alice tried to frame Alex's gifts and pleas to get back together as harassment. When she was the one who asked him to do it, reading, Alice also wrote in her report that I was harassing her despite me trying to end our relationship

16:44multiple times. Alice told the police I was harassing her by sending her letters and a bear. Two things that she'd asked me to do, which she then used to build her story to the police and document. Regardless of what happened between them, Alex made sure to acknowledge his faults in the situation and promised viewers he'd be a better person. This isn't an excuse for my behaviour, which I made clear in the video and in my psychiatric document were openly discussed being verbally abusive towards her with my psychiatrist. I apologized many times privately to Alice for how unacceptable it was, which can be seen throughout the video as I tried to sort this out privately on many occasions. I am deeply sorry for things turning out this way, it is my responsibility to be better. While Alex was doing his best to repair his image and put everything behind him, the controversy was far from over, as his response to Alice brought with it a whole new wave of allegations and evidence he couldn't deny. On the 31st of March 2025, Alice published a massive 750 page document and several recordings

17:49detailing the full context of her relationship with Alex. For the sake of this video's length, we'll only examine the essential parts of the document and compare them to the narrative Alex presented in his response. The first issue Alex tackled was the claims made about the police investigation, specifically that she lied about Alex being convicted of a crime and that said conviction would be a requirement for being listed on the Claire's Law website. Reading, To say that I lied about going to the police about this, claiming that to be on Claire's Law you must be convicted is false. I reported everything I could to the police with evidence, I posted and more. That does not mean he was convicted or contacted. I was given the option to take Alex to court and to get a restraining order because of the threats to kill and harm me. I didn't and don't have it in me to go through court. And looking back now, I should have. Everything Alice was saying here fully lines up with how Claire's Law works, which leaves a massive Holland Alex's initial argument. Either he didn't know how the policy worked or deliberately tried to discredit Alice

18:52by misinterpreting it. Unfortunately for Alex, the only one being discredited was him, as Alice shared several screenshots of him admitting to being the primary aggressor in their relationship. With texts reading, You keep saying this like I abused you. No, I actually have never said you abused me. I said it was toxic, but I understood why it had gotten there and I heavily regretted it. As a reminder, Alex's words in these texts directly contradict the points he made in his response video and show that he will fully misrepresented the facts of their relationship. Instead, Alice has fabricated a story entirely and has accused me of being physically abusive to hide the fact that she had been slapping, punching and kicking me throughout our relationship, something that she had tried to hide from a document and has lied about on Twitter publicly. As if that wasn't bad enough, Alice also revealed that the only reason she released her first Google Doc was because Alex was pressuring her to stay quiet about their relationship. Reading, I'd like to mention at this point, I had zero plans on making any statement or going

19:53public. It was the messages of him telling me to keep quiet about it that influenced my decision and the raw fact that I wanted to clear up why I had been tiptoeing around on TikTok at the time. Above that statement, Alice included a collection of screenshots of Alex reaching out to her about posts and comments people were linking back to him. Reading, Hey, Alice, a lot of people have started to read into the posts you've made about us. I understand you're venting and I don't want to invalidate that. The posts are putting me in a really difficult position, especially because people are talking about how I haven't addressed any of it. I don't want to have to talk about it or risk making this bigger or worse for both of us. We both made mistakes that I know we regret. I'm not happy about how any of it ended and I wish every day it was different. From the very beginning, Alex knew how much damage Alice's statements were due to his career and was desperately trying to keep it out of the public eye. Sadly, his attempts to keep everything secret would be the very thing that revealed them. Following this, Alice touched on the claim that she kicked Alex in bed for being quote

20:57fat and pointed out how it didn't line up with what he said in their texts. Reading, He then says I kicked him in the bed a few times for being sweaty. Again, a lie that has now changed into another story claiming kicks in their head and calling him fat. This was the situation where I pushed him off me in bed. Yes, him being sweaty played part in that. And the fact I didn't want him near me after being mean to me in an argument prior, I didn't kick him out of the bed physically. Again, this directly contradicts the story Alex presented to viewers in his response. Originally she seemed supportive, but it quickly became something that she would use to hurt me. Alice started by calling me fat and texting in person and this was because she wanted me to keep my shirt on because she did not like my illness and she didn't want to see it or be around it. We were in bed together and Alice told me when I took my shirt off that if I was going to do that then she wanted me to sleep downstairs. I told Alice I wasn't going to do that because I wanted to sleep and I'll bed that night and she complained that I spent too much time away from her. This angered Alice and she called me names.

21:59I ignored her and turned away so I could go to sleep. Alice turned around in bed and kicked me in my lower back and I told her to fuck off and then she kicked me even harder and then started to donkey kick me in my neck and in the back of my head. Alice had done this so hard that I fell out of the bed while she was still kicking me. I proceeded to get incredibly angry and I shouted at Alice and I insulted her and this is something that I deeply regret doing. When I messaged Alice about this on Facebook she said that she didn't just start kicking me hard. Not only that but the other instance of abuse over the cat that Alex tried to pin on Alice was wholly discounted by both parties in DMs. With Alice stating, I never hit you or punched you in the face. With Alex responding, I only asked because it's been so much recently and I've been really trying not to message you. Sorry I didn't accuse you of like actually beating me up and I didn't explain it like that. With another message stating, I think we choked it down at the time to a misunderstanding. I'm looking at now. Obviously, it's just been hard with so many people asking but I swear I only replied once

23:01then cut everything off. What's even more concerning is how nowhere in the messages did Alex mention a history of Alice physically abusing him and only seems to bring it up when he was making a response video. Lying about being abused and exaggerating parts of their relationship was becoming a very distinct pattern with Alex as he also lied about not breaking her monitors in his response but admitted to it in their messages. Alice has also gone on to accuse me of smashing up her belongings which is a lie. At no point had I broken anything of Alice's during our relationship and as you can see from these messages that Alice has left out of her document, she sent me pictures of her monitors a few days after our argument where Alice have forced the accused me of assorting her and threatened to report me to the police because I'd asked Alice to stay away from me because I no longer wanted to be in a relationship with her. Despite Alex claiming he wanted nothing to do with Alice after their break up, is being seeing crying about it and baking her to come back. I was selfish in the moment and thought every time that you just apologise with me, I'm

24:07holding this phone away from you and I want nothing more than for you to just come out of this picture and just be here. I just want where Alice is back. God I want you back more than anything in the fucking world and the way that you feel about me what I have done, I'm never going to be able to change that. These contradictions were only the tip of the iceberg as Alice's document points out numerous other examples of Alex either misrepresenting facts or outright lying about the course of events. However, whenever that fact was pointed out, Alex tried to pin the blame on someone else. You just fucking misrepresent everything and tell it in a completely different order is fucking sickening. Like I'm actually still fucking fed up with the way that you're on privacy, like mis-fucking-tell events. It's like driving me up the fucking wall.

25:10I was trying to speak to you, you were being a bitch. I'm sorry, I know you don't like that word but you were being a bitch, you were being fucking rude to me. I don't understand why. I then was like can you not fucking set everything up once and then you start fucking insulting me, calling me fucking autistic. Like as if that's fucking acceptable, as if that's okay. He even goes as far as justifying his horrendous behaviour because Alice was quote rude to him. When I tried to, I literally said calm down, everything's fine, this doesn't need to be a big deal. And you were like it's not a big deal but you were like clearly fucking being rude still. Your whole attitude was fucking horrific. Like I mean I tried to calm you down and then you started being weird, like fucking not talking to me, walking past me, not looking me like, and like I'll purposely try to antagonise me at that point. Is at that point you decided that you want to fucking annoy me for some reason. Like I was just telling him to calm down because I didn't want to have to clean everything in the miserable fucking mood. I was what I was telling you to do.

26:11I was like stop doing this because it doesn't have to be like this. You fucking always has to be like this with you. It's always fucking miserable. Everything's always like it's always fucking miserable with you. I don't understand. I got so much shit on. And you know it. Like I tried to prepare everything for tomorrow, what was trying to figure out what I had any fucking money, but it's been fucking stolen from me. 70 fucking grand. You couldn't even fucking imagine. Well Alex did a majority of the harm in their relationship. Alice wasn't going to ignore the fact that she still played a part in their toxic cycle. Reading, I retaliated badly in this relationship and I will forever be apologetic for the words I used that offended others. But it is the right thing to do. After he is lied about the whole relationship, to just put everything out there from both sides. I will not hide from anything I've done because I truly do want to move on from this, heal and better myself. It's safe to say that Alex didn't expect any of this to become public knowledge when

27:12he initially released his response video. That's why he felt so comfortable twisting the story to make Alice look like the abuser. Now that it's all out in the open, there's very little room for misinterpretation. When Alex made his response video, many thought he'd be at least able to bring new evidence and a fresh perspective on his relationship with Alice. Unfortunately, all he managed to do was wreck his reputation by lying, manipulating, and obscuring events and effort to accuse Alice of things he was guilty for. Yes, many aspects of their relationship were blown out of proportion or unverifiable, but the parts that were still true cast a long shutter over Alex's career. Threatening to bash her head in, degrading her in texts, and physically assaulting her aren't things that can be overlooked, especially when you consider how harshly Alex criticises other people for lesser offences. Whether or not Alex will make another response to the 750 page document remains to be seen. What is certain is that the internet will never let him live this down, and will remind

28:15him of the lies he told for the rest of his online career if he has one.