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Hello, I'm Wolken, stories all the time.
The Ladeware here.
Let's get into it.
I thumb the battered recorder in my lap, my breath fogging the windshield.
The digital clock on the desk goes 2-3 a.m.
Everything feels sharpened, as if the hash-out side is just breathing in, waiting to exhale
something unexpected.
The lot is deserted to save my Corolla, the lone ghost of a visitor, hunched under the
del sodium lights that bordered the telecom service building.
I let the engine idle, the low-per-strange in the night stillness.
Inside the car, there is just me, my groan unease, and the clutter of my tools and notebook
bristling with flagged pages, a thermos cooling by the passenger door, and the heavy tinny
flashlight from my father's garage.
Across the lot, the buildings cross like a ship run aground, six stores of glaze brick
and reflective glass, window-based flickering with trot light, never fully dark but never
quite alive.
The top floors orange square of fluorescence floats over the glume, concealing the room
where Walter Finch was found last month.
I flip in the radio, knowing it won't suit me.
There's nothing on it that I accept static in a late night weather report, but it fills
the silence.
The real company comes from Finch, or the echo of him lingering behind every thought how
he was discovered slumped at his desk, had bent over a pension reconciliation he'd been
dragged into review.
No one describes it plainly.
When I asked, the official where it was hard to attack.
It's always the heart the paperwork says.
But in the pauses between answers, and Marisol's permanent worry and the text-tight lips
has sent something unspoken.
They found him alone, sometime after three, but no one claims to know who made the call.
The building's security logs had nothing unusual at first glance, a second there were more
questions than answers.
For weeks, coffee mugs have been left half-full at night, and the HR portal politely
reminds everyone to celebrate the legacy of Walter Finch, now replaced by a junior acting
supervisor who never worked past four.
No one stays late here.
Not anymore.
I tilt the rear view just as a shadow drifts across the glass double doses nothing, just
the swaying branch of a bear tree.
For a second though, I swear the automatic lights inside flicker.
The company logo allows an inch of low-poly blue ring stairs up blank-faced, backlit, humming
faintly against the eyes.
I should get moving.
My assignment, strictly speaking, is already late the city magazine wants a feature on how
admission is transforming backbone offices.
But my interest is personal.
The room is about this place of stuck with me since college since I first heard about
the voice in the system that haunted long tenured phone operators.
Each shift staff matter about a glitched intercom, sudden, brief outages at exactly 2.17
a.m. clockwork phenomena dismissed as circuit noise.
No one admits to fear.
But sometimes, in Marisol's eyes, I think I see something else wearing a sharp interpanic.
I reach for my back, double-checked a micro cassette still running.
It's an infotation, I know but I trust tape grain over my phone's cold and a dine recordings.
I want to catch what digital compression might smooth away.
Just as I brace myself to leave the car, the radio snaps from static to a crisp, stuttering
line.
At first, I think I've caught a dispatcher or tax cabs bleed over, but the sound sharpens
and a voice cracked high cussed through, put me through.
The words are caught chopped by a wave of static.
I freeze, hand on the dial, mind blank for a split second.
The voice's a mistake of pleading, human, and close so close you'd swear it was right
beside me, but the lot is empty.
The clock on the dash ticks over to 2.17.
Then, as quickly as it began, the air-shift's total silence so thick it blots out the city's
distant hum.
The world seems to hang in place.
The swallow roused across my dry throat.
I checked the recorder did it catch that.
The tiny wheel spin, the tapes red mark not yet at the end.
Well, I mirror my hand trembling over the flashlight.
Let's keep the tape running.
I crack open the door, letting the cold in, and step fully into the half lit purgatory
of the buildings and ending night.
My days are usually measured and small rituals are symphony of schedules rendered in hasty
pencil marks on pocket counters, half-remembered deadline scribbled on cafe receipts, and
the relentless tick of borrowed appointments.
I'm not, what most, were called a traditional journalist.
I learned the ropes chasing stories that don't quite fit the morning newscast.
The whispered skeletons and dormant boardrooms, a faded faces behind landmarks you see
once they're never again.
My fascination, my curse, maybe is binding patterns that drift beneath the surface, waiting
for someone to give them a voice.
On paper, my latest contract assignment is unremarkable.
I'm profiling this load, showing off staff turnover at Novel and Telecom's regional
headquarters a story meant to see a public anxiety about automation, gently highlighting
strong corporate culture despite shifting needs.
I move in and out of the antular, colourless structure by day, badge clipped from a lanode
of borrowed corporate blue, trying with little success to coax on his dancers from staff
still worried they'll be next to vanish from payroll.
The company's daytime rhythm is heavy with routine.
The atrium's blonde would reception desk his man by Marys Alvarus and failingly polite,
always dabbing the same mug with sugar packets, never quite looking in the eye for lawn.
The call centre, partitioned by sound dampening foam and the drone over-circle detract, is a kind
of purgatory.
There's so cluttered with bobbleheads and peeling family photos, silent reminders of
absent staffers.
Whiteboards display a came performance metric's average handle time speed of answer, and a rolling
list of agents of the courted interracable Blackmarker most faces now obscured by a congratulations
of magnet.
The office cafeteria deserves its own brand of existential despair.
No one talks above a murmur there.
Vending machines grumble, casting reflective strips of light across empty tables at nearly
all ire's.
After 4pm, the fluorescent glare gives everything and undersit into the whole place feels like
it's just waiting for a final shift that never quite comes.
I tried to gain trust, but staff avoid any question proving beyond surface level change.
This say things like, there's always new faces, or that's just how it goes.
Even among the more confident employees, nobody likes to linger, especially not as the afternoon
creeps toward dusk.
If you ask about Walter Finch, there's a brief pause, then a careful period appropriate
answer.
He was quiet a company guy, couldn't ever get him to come out for lunch, Marisol offered
once, eyes distant.
The long-term work is this left, anyway describe him as present but invisible, always the first
to put in for night shifts, never want to turn down an overtime request.
The week after Finch's death, I made a habit of sitting at his vacated desk.
There's a particular holoness that sits over the workstation, almost as if the chair
is still weighted down by a shape that never stands.
Finch's mug is still there and touched a faded souvenir from a regional staff picnic
dated 2000, boasting a cartoon-switchboard operator.
A desk calendar sits propped between two crack plastic picture frames, as they spring
flip to the last full month.
Each square is neatly exited and greening except for certain dates marked in black, almost
as if noting absences from something, or someone returning after an interval.
Next to the monitor, about a no-pud-list internal extension numbers mapped to neat rows.
Some extensions have double underlines, as to risk notes beside them short, cryptic
jobs like N9 wait for answer or SB-3 no-response.
The details look ordinary at first, but after a while I realize the pattern is buried here
a schedule in code.
It's hard not to imagine Finch late at night, methodically looking each unanswered call
like a confession.
Days are haunted less by fear than exhaustion.
Rumors scurry through the cubicles whispers about Burna, about people not lasting their
probation dismissals disguised as better opportunities elsewhere.
Ask about missing people and shoulder stiffen eyes in error.
It's just a job, one agent shrugs, voice stripped of effect.
You won't last if you mind the gaps.
It's not dread then, but the flat listless error of anticipation.
As if everyone, by habit, is preparing for someone's no one believes will come.
Nights are when the edges emerge.
It starts as a curiosity, a technical error, a phrase looping at the margins of perception
like a song caught in the next room.
The anomaly first nags at me from whispers.
Marisol, one evening as she packs her purse, leans close to confide, I've heard it just
after lock up done by the lobby, the fun sort of spark up, you'll hear it too.
She looks over her shoulder, as if checking for a manager, before trampling up beneath
the closing gates.
The first time I hear it myself isn't even inside.
It half with through my non-nightly circuit of the lobby, my recorder in hand, the tag
badge from Marisol clipped to my breast pocket.
On my way to the far elevator bank, I pass the row of dormant desk phones ancient,
flat models with number tuggles and brittle plastic cradles.
The air prickles, my feet scuff overstate grey carpeting.
Even each fun comes alive in sequence, not ringing, but emitting a brittle line of
distorted sound, put me through so faint, so brief, I spin back, and sit in if it's inside
or out.
Another night, the custodial staff shuffled by, weighed down with lint coats.
I catch the janitor in all demand with a slow, deliberate gate grumbling as he fiddles
with the intercom.
Bad lines, he says, not looking up.
Always forgive this time.
It's not a plea but an observation, as if the building's quirks have grown a second
nature.
When I was determined, I set my recorder overnight by the phones and slip into the
cervical as it had tight, but a smelling junction tucked between two network panels.
At 2.14am, nothing.
At 2.15, slow homes and the rattle of ancient fans.
That at 2.17, clear as a code word, the tape catches it, put me through.
So short, I almost miss it, layered, as if a current struggles through tangled circuits.
I replay it in the edit bay, running the sample for spectral analysis.
On close as scrutiny, what once seemed single voice fractures into layers faint traces
of older voices overlapping.
Some plead, some simply echo the phrase, elongated into a derogatory failed connections.
The time stamps it square at 2.17am, every night almost ritualistically.
Baffled, I pulled the call logs for several nights, accessing them from a sympathetic night
technician in exchange for coffee and an armful of please upgrade to digital forms.
The logs reveal blocks for missing data at exactly 2.17 not downtime, not scheduled maintenance,
but blank lines in a table suggesting call started then simply vanish, never registering
a disconnect.
I match these to Finch's marked extension list.
Most numbers no longer exist pinging at the materns of dead, computerized hum.
Summarying on forever, the line never picked up.
But one, marked with a jagged underlying, connects to a warp loop of tinnyhold music a synthetic
melody I later recognize from an old novel and promotion on YouTube.
Each new piece deepens the unreality.
It's no longer a technical error, not something you put down to a stray cable.
Something is echoing beyond what the system says should be possible.
Every night, the building's line shudder with pleading voices aching for a connection
that never comes.
I type a final note on my phone, or return tonight, need to be here in person at 2.17.
The chills in my skin feel less like excitement, more physical warning.
The plan is simple, slip in just past midnight, carry my rehearsals bored keek out and try
to catch the phenomenon first end.
I tailcluster of overnight eye to workers through the loading dock, pitching my voice low
and confident.
The storage audit I offer, and the tallest gives me a thumbs up, convinced I belong.
The corridors of stranger at night, bent snarl, and the lighting coughs out circles of weak
yellow on scuffle nolium.
Every footstep brings louder.
On the second floor, the intercompuses to life.
I walk quickly past the mail room, hearts printing at each unexpected noise.
As I step aside near a half-open copy room, a metal grill of the wall intercomp snaps
open with a sharp click.
Snatches of conversation drift out of mail and female voices in her irid, distant exchange.
Biff shifts don't align, it's not my, I get project logs, SB9.
Blocked again, check with finch, heat.
The intercomp clicks off, leaving only the hum of the air handler and my quickening breath.
I deck into a nook off the stairwell.
I can't shake this since that, beneath my own movements, the building is listening, sift
in the air for my intentions.
Feeling too exposed, I take the elevator down, counting floors by the stammer of the
consoles that they display G1, 2 and then something peculiar.
They are a button labeled SB-1.
Below that, SB-2 and SB-3 those last two covered by cheap masking tape.
A quick glance reveals, under the faint outline, SB-3 scrolled in pencil.
I take the stairs and he's spurring me downward.
The sub-basements are colder, denser, the air criss-crossed by the metallic tone of dust
on cooling fans.
At SB-2, my car fails once, then the third swipe lets me through.
The hall is low-ceiling, chertruse paint chipping away in bake, uneven swaths.
The only door with a window-skate enrafters dast inside, mountains of acclaimed mail-sit,
mocked for personnel, operations, and infading incotranswers.
Heriosity hitches me forward.
Shifting through boxes, I find stacks of audio cassettes of collectors' nightmare, each
bulk labeled by date and call review.
The boxes bulge with index cards, finches name appears again and again.
Playing one tape, I hear him deciding, flatly, the credentials of an agent named McGintourers.
Her name.
I jot a note to look for file tomorrow.
I ease another tape into the deck, but this one is stranger.
There, barely above the tape hiss, a voice-gender indeterminate charged with anxiety repeats,
please, I need to, it's been Ayers put me through the police stretches, rising in full
length, the cadence familiar.
Extraneous voices crowd in, sharp, clipped at the ends like coal transfer has gone wrong.
I shut off the player, unnerved.
Later that Ayer, I bump into Jake and Knight Teck who keeps his security fastened with
a coated LAN arid and a handful of brass keys.
He chasing the lost souls around here, Kirk, he jokes flashing a Teck grin.
His eyes start to flickering whole lights.
It just goes to laughs, that's all, you dig deep enough, you'll find half this badge
code stopped working years ago.
His banter doesn't last.
He admits between glances at his phone that McGintourers his badge and file I just found
hasn't picked up a shift in weeks.
She clocked out two nights after Finch died, I think he mutters suddenly serious.
Her badge pinged for access after 2am in the basement, nobody admits to seeing her again.
He shrugs lit forming a line tooth into read.
Despite I check badge logs and find corresponding evidence, Macon's badge, last seen at 2.3
a.m., marked as B-3, the sub-basement of yet to access.
A memo on Finch's old computer left unsent in his drafts folder, references Project Concorde
with a single scrolled sentence, no further transfers until program evaluation complete.
Wife on screen wobbles were swept between my fingers.
The story is changing, the gaps are no longer just about burn-over automation.
Waiting waits below, encircling, cordoning off the ires between two, one and the unrecorded
two, 17am.
Tonight I make my way back to the elevator, Finch's badge now clipped beside narrowsols.
The building is perfectly quiet so much so that the low wine of the fluorescent bulb
seems deafening.
I doubt the SB-3 button hot shuddering in my chest.
The elevator lurches and stops.
I brace for the economy of truth, whatever waits here, I need to see it to listen with
the kind of openness my teachers used to call a dangerous candor.
The door grinds open under a hallway barely high than my shoulders, walls dotted with
faded placards for emergency evacuation.
The pink gives way to bear, cold concrete.
My foot-sips echoed despite the thick layer of dust.
Hasta rusted service cart in a wall of shut-breaker boxes, I reach a heavy, fire-rated door with
a magnetic lock Finch's badge fails, but Marisol's works.
Wobbles of past habit stick, I think, Finch was always covering other people's shifts,
sometimes those whose names no longer appear in directories.
The record's room is nothing like the clean, sanitised archives I've seen in city buildings.
Cabinets of transfer locks line each wall, thick with the yellow or aged manila folders,
colonic lamps twisted from years of overstuffing.
An arrow table runs the centre, shadowed beneath an old halogen lamp.
On its surface is a single micro cassette player, and beside a dusty black bind of stamped
and block letters, confidential performance triage.
I flip it open.
Staff reviews from the late 90s and 2000s the earliest before I was even in high school.
Early all-over employees with inocuous job titles, Operator Roman II, Knight Analysts,
transfer support.
Files bear the same tri and heal a stamp, extended duty experimentation block.
Notes are cherished clinical, but as I skim the word sharpen at the edges.
A tape already in the deck is marked for review, a Lois F's last apartment 9.
I press play and the room seems to contract.
A voicemail formal begins, thank you for participating, Lois, your resilience under communication
sequestration is commendable.
He drones on, opening a file.
The Lois's replies are hesitant, trembling, tripping over words as she's prodded about
misresponses, errors in shift coverage.
The fear in her voice grows as the review continues, until finally she can't contain it.
How much longer do I have to do this?
I don't hear anything but the lines, I can't tell what's real, please put me through.
There's a splice of static as the supervisor ends the tape and carries.
I sit back, mouth dry, pulse racing.
Project Concorde was never just about call handling.
It was a study a human experiment to test the breaking point of isolation to stretch
the concept of communication until the person became the connection itself, ground under
the pressure of endless, disconnected voices.
I rife a la cabinet.
At the back, a modern file, Megan Torres.
It shouldn't be here.
Her recent badge photo, clip to a stapled pocket, stirs back at me, I glant at a log entry
her personnel details already appear and transfer logs dated nearly two decades prior.
My head swims.
It's collide.
Either Megan has existed in the system for a generation where the building's history
is folding in on itself.
The air thickens.
The overhead light dims replaced by the glow of the emergency sterile.
I pat the tapes and Megan's file, moving quickly.
As I make for the exit, the intercom hiss is to life.
A dozen pleading voices break through, not just one, not just a loyse, but of course repeating
an exhausted harmony put me through.
The tone is more desperate than technical error.
This can crawl, a cold flush igniting across my scalp.
I clutch the recorder so tight in my knuckles ache.
I move, every nerve alive, feeling watched.
The notion tickles my mind, the building isn't haunted by ghosts in any spiritual sense.
Rather, it's an edifice saturated with forces caught in an endless transfer leap, victims
of an experiment whose staff are erased, rewritten, and renamed with every upgrade.
Tonight for the first time, I know what I'm truly listening for.
I return to my cat's surface as I see what do.
My fingers dig for the tape cartridges.
I play the freshest one back.
On it, the desperate phrase repeats, layered under my own breathing, we were never transferred,
we're still on hold.
In the background, a sound like static shapes were as I can almost understand, but not quite.
A fresh dread clenches my insides as I review Megan's agent record side by side with
ones from a 20 year old archive.
The names are recycled, the extension numbers repurposed.
No departure's only replacements.
I try to sleep, but every time I close my eyes, the plea follows me.
At 2.17, I wake, certain the phone at my bedside is ringing, even though the line is dead.
I have to go back, to the root, to whatever so maintains these connections in the sub-basement.
What if no one ever leaves?
What if, somewhere inside noveline's blinking switchboards, every failed connection is still
waiting to be completed?
Every instinct tells me to stay put to let daylight dilute to panic knowing at my edges.
But numbness isn't immunity, and there's something about the sensation and the pressure
at the back of my skull, the crisp memory of those coarse voices that makes waiting unendurable.
I rummage through what I scavenge, finches calendars, Megan's archive file, an envelope
of badge co-sfilched from an out-of-date char binder.
This sprawl out across my passengers seat like a paper can to the fagoton.
I jot notes by hand, my pen stuttering under the dome light, SB ministry, recurring
time stamp anomaly to transfer logs, unknown recipients.
The flashlight in my lap thuds, to the floor as I lean over, catching the edge of an internal
directory half-torn from a wall near Finches desk one of the old, chewed up from back signs
listing departments by floor.
A jagged bit of the label remains where a department nine was once stuck, but someone tried
to peel it off, leaving only a faint rectangular scar.
My phone buzzes with a new email.
It's from a city record request last week my hair Mary for all telecom blueprints and
employment rosters.
A low-res PDF sluggly loads, diagrams of the building's original construction.
My eye scan for any sign of the third sub-basement.
Sure enough, wedged into the sheet's margin as a faint, hand marked box, SB ministry.
No function listed.
No clear egress.
I send a quick message to Jake, gambling on his anise as leverage.
He ever been to three below?
I type.
The dots flicker then settle.
He replies with a single emoji the car's exit leaps.
On a hunch, I dial his extension from the car.
There's a hollow ring then Jake's voice slow and close.
You should drop this Emma, I know you won't, but you should.
He coughs as if short of breath.
Basement for his off-limits, official line is archival storage, it's not.
He stops.
If you find Paran down there, let me know.
His words are as much warning as confession.
Was Megan looking for something?
I press.
A heavy exhale cruckles through the line.
She wasn't, he says finally.
Maybe that's why.
We hang up.
The recorder is red light spins out another thin band of tape waiting.
I pocket finches badge, double up my layer of jackets.
The night won't wait on inside.
Crossing the lot again is surreal and it's normal to see just the software to gravel
the distant word of a generator and the faint ever-present hums slipping through the utility
wires.
I let myself and pass the badge reader by the loading dock.
The scanner hesitates, then shows a friendly green, access granted.
I move with purpose, scraping up old habit from years of inners after Iros research, got
in my nerves into action.
My feet map the route, done the service tunnel, left past the faded vending machines
into the secondary stairwell.
The faint scent of industrial cleaner stings the nostrils, overlaid by the subtler, older
notes of paper rot and ozen.
At the SB-minus two landing, a dull light over a convex mirror shimmers with bugs drawn
in by warmth.
The air is just a little too still.
I press on, one floor deeper, feeling the concrete pinch-heat from my face.
There's effort in ignoring how my breathing quickens.
The SB-minus three door looms, heavy and situational, and come with old scratches with the bad readers
it's a skew.
I swipe finches badge nothing, then try marisels this time, a cheerful double beep in
the lock yields.
I shoulder through flinching instinctively as darkest have lanches in.
The door saddles behind me with a hesitant sigh.
My beam slices the black.
Down here, the usual rust and dust are joined by the smells of machine oil and stale coffee
dense, deeply embedded, as if decades of shift work have soaked into the floor.
Hipes overhead track the dimensions, but hang lower, crowded by thick insulated feeders,
the building's secret arteries.
After a utility cart loaded with dead fluorescent tubes sits a battered wheels cabinet.
In its open bottom shelf, I catch the sickly glint of magnets, extension tags from old
badge lanyards, some engraved, many more hand labeled in waterproof marker.
Nina R, the Dana H. Key Minus 2, the G, Taurus.
My thumb brushes Megan's faded badge, goose flush rises.
Down the far hole, a reddig sign flickers weakly before going dark again.
At the T intersection, dulled signage points may knock out to the left and communications
note to the right.
Last all reason, I choose the latter, heart jack emery.
At a pastor sagging, wire mesh gate, they are precious subtly changes, the electrical
field prickles along my wristwatch.
Every footstep grows heavier.
A bank of ancient analogue retis lines, one wall, they indicate their light stunned
in cycle, blinking in perverse coordination once every few seconds the color light-candid
apple, only rom.
In the center of the room, a metal table faces a panel of breaker switches.
The table top is smeared with encircles, as if someone habitually set their coffee
down then spun the cup in moments of tension.
A stack of yellow transfer locks tells off one side the new-estated, only days before
finches death.
Behind a partition, a spot another door, it's identifying black peeled away.
Around a handle, the paint is worn to metal.
I reach for it, pausing to listen.
Beyond, I catch the hot cold chill of motion something, or someone, shifting weight.
The air thrums with a muted, cyclical noise, almost like the whirring of a tape that continually
queuing up a blank.
I breathe in, staring my hand on the recorder.
To take continues, it's faint hiss, a white noise backdrop to the erratic creek behind
the door.
I knock, gently half hope, half dread.
Silence thunders back.
No further warning comes.
I turn the handle.
The room is stifling, lined with cork soundproofing stained with deckies of nixhane and spilled
coffee.
On a battered metal stool sits an ancient reel to real tape record at its plate dotted
with button labels that have long since crumbled away.
The reel spins slowly, endlessly fredding out with spritthin fibers.
A light on the console pulses in time with the rotors outside the regular, desperate.
Tipped to the wall, black and white ID photos and an even grid, most faces scribbled out
with red pen.
Some are too faded to see, one or two look recent, the slick finish and congress amid
the yellowing edges.
One face caught mid laugh could be megan, but the smile is odd, as if captured in a moment
of defeat.
On the small workbench beside a crack mark sits megan's badge and a miniature tape recorder,
the kind issued to call sender trainers a decade ago.
I tham it on.
The tip plays back in megan's worst at first hurt than quavering.
A testing, testing 214, think I saw lights down the corridor, but when go further till
I record this, not sure if anyone will get this, if they say I'm out on leave that's
not true, not unless Lee means you never get called home again, something someone keeps
picking up, they don't respond, just listen to 16 now, hear the music again.
If anyone finds, her breath catches, then a sudden burst of static entruffs the tape.
Silent, except for a whispering undertone that could be a dozen voices hissing, put me
through.
I snap the recorder off, pulse thudding irregularly.
On impulse, I check my own recorder, the tape inside is spinning, picking up every scrape
of my jacket, every ragged exhale.
I reach for the operator's console.
The old phone at its centre bears no branding, just a dial pad so worn the numbers of sunken
to ghosts.
I brace myself.
Each finger traces the crack plastic, a lighting on the zero and pausing pure muscle memory
from childhood calls to directory information.
When I left a receiver, I see static rows in my air, then abruptly it clears.
On the other end, a brittle, layered soundscape emerges not one voice, but what feels like
a stacked echo from every abandoned extension, crawling it way through the system.
Some voices are newly audible, others drop into slow, kaleidoscopic glitches.
They overlap until all language nearly collapses.
In the midst of the cacophony, a phrase emerges churned through machinery and time, we're here,
we can't get out, please connect us.
The words coil through the earpiece, desperate but strangely distant, as if struggling up
through fathoms of static.
I try to speak a who are you, a bit as soon as I voice the words, the static cuts down
my, hammering my eardrum.
A deep distorted wine begins to rise, pulsing with every syllable spoken on the other end.
Finally, another voice breaks free this one chillingly close to wall to finches' steadications,
worn in hollow.
Line never clears, can't complete the call, you have to transfer us.
Behind it, a dozen other voices, some newly children, some gravely big, plead whispered
the same.
The air in the room grows frigid.
Suddenly, a metallic click echoes from deeper in the sub-basement.
The smell of burning plastic threads into the air sharp alarming.
My nurse short me back.
I later receive a gently on his cradle and scramble together what I can, the reels,
meckens badge, three cassettes, about a folder marked department, nine legacy, do not
file.
I rush out into the hole, passing the mesh divider, nearly stumbling as the building's
electrical system groans and the routers begin to surge with power.
It bells and waves a deep, or a vibration less harrowed than fell, like attuning fork
against bone.
Overhead the PA system snaps on.
The entire sub-basement is suddenly filled with a familiar echo, not a single voice this
time, but a chorus.
Put me through, put me put me through.
Each repetition grows richer with overlapping syllables, the rhythmic pulse of every stuck
call, every midnight plea that never left the line.
My chest feels crushed.
The full-rescent lights overhead stutter.
A break into run, boots splashing through standing water near a sagging set of floor tiles.
A faint blue glow, like a whimper in the dark, leaks beneath the closet door labels which
room vaulted access.
For a moment, reason succumbs to obsession.
A crutch, forcing the jammed door open with my shoulder.
Inside, amid a tangle of punched unblocked and vintage PBX hardware, the world contracts.
Small red bulbs flicker and fade along the banks of wiring.
Every patch cord is labeled, but most are so on the plastic sheathen crumbles at a touch.
Against the wall, dozens of extension files, each with a photo, high date, and a chillingly
last-equivity time, all stamped at exactly 2.17 a.m. from years past, 2001, 2008, four
more just last year.
At the front, my own badge photo has been hastily printed and pinned, fresh and bleeding slightly.
A single word, pending.
Panic knolls at my throat.
I back out, knee shaking, and fumble through the pocket for my phone, but the screen is
black and unresponsive.
The only light comes from the door I left a jar, where the building's mones and whistles
resolve into a single and broken cord.
Returning to the hallway, the main operators room now pulses with blinding light, router
is arcing.
A shadow glide along the firewall, a shape flickering between bodders.
Features rearranging, finches draw, Megan's brow, all blurred, all watching.
The face blinks out, then resolves, the effect like a film melting and splicing its
self-medrial.
Every instinct is screaming to run, but some part of me journalist, chronicler, full-hold
steady.
Don't hang up, the figure gasps, voice slicing through the cares, a chorus blintering
through the face, the room, my bones.
The plea multiplies, branching and echoing, pulling at something elemental in my mind.
Blinded by panic, I flip open the mouthpiece of the operator's terminal and jam the
connect switch and desperation.
Spock sizzle.
An immense pressure bears down on my skull.
The console overloads, flooding the room with the tangled, drowning at sound of infinite
hold music.
First low, a measured interval, I'm nowhere in every word of sensation clipped by static,
memory flickering between places and times.
Above it all, the voices converge, whispering and sharding over one another.
Not transferred, on hold, don't disconnect, don't disconnect.
The machinery seizes, lights black out, and always deep silence accept for the metronome
pulse of a single line, live, nowhere, never reaching completion.
A final mechanical wine rides the air, flattening the boundaries of the world.
My recorder drops from my grip.
For an instant, a shock of cold air sweeps over me, pristling with the pressure of countless
shunted off-connections.
I glimpse my own face, reflected not in glass, but in the blank glow of the console screen,
time stamp, extension, color ID, he, Kirk.
I try to scream whether in fear or outrage or a plea for logic.
I don't know.
My mind scatters with the circuitry.
The system hisses, wraps the world in white noise.
And then blackness, cold.
Not just the creeping basement shell, now this is something deeper, the sort of cold that
belongs in white memory of the last edge of a nightmare before waking.
It's in my skull, saturating marrow, numbing the aching my jaw where I must have clinched
my teeth so hard they're still frob.
My mind scrapels at the edges of itself, hunting anchor points time, please, body breath.
I'm here.
I'm somewhere.
I'm not dead.
That's as far as I get before sensation bleeds back with a rushing, blurred intensity.
The smell of burnt wiring hovers in the air, thick and oily.
My cheek presses into a textured vinyl surface sticky with spilled soda and ground in crumbs.
The faded echo voices real ones, insistent, present filters in from a corridor outside,
muffled radio static, the rising intonation of a question, a slap of hard soul chews
on tile.
There's a hand on my shoulder, shaking me just gently enough not to be alarming.
Hey, Emma, come on, you with us?
My eyelids drag upward.
Overhead for essence, blink on, glare tracing cold blue white through the walk, plastic
diffuser.
I'm slumped on a battered plurder couch in a forgotten break room, it's clocked down
at 336 a.n.
The scoff table in front of me blooms with the detritus of bag and shit-septicep bags,
what a bottle's half-filled with something syrupy, a copy of a safety pushed a culling
at the corners.
On the edge of the Famica, my jacket lies crumpled, Megan's old tape recorder barely peaking
from the pocket like a nervous animal.
I push up right on elbows numb with pins and needles.
In the doorway, a uniform security office appears in radio clip to fusely to his belt.
He's joined by another older, gray stubble, arms crossed, facet and cautious neutrality.
Asquint, a memory rally slowly, tape recorder, cold rack of rudders, the line the voices crawling
up through ancient phone wires.
My skin is coated in stale sweat.
Sorry, adjust it.
I croak, voice famished for water.
The older god steps closer, where we try to reach you by radio, someone spotted you
on a sp2.
You shouldn't have clearance for that, need to call it in whenever you're here after
hours.
All right.
I nod dumbly.
My watch where is it?
I gance at the dent in my wrist, but only a strip of pale skin answers me.
My phone, shoved into my jeans pocket, blinks a furious 341.
I try to unlock it the screen stays black, battery inexplicably dead.
My hands tremble as I clamp them around my recorder and Megan's device checking for
damage.
Still whole.
The tip wheel barely moved.
He stirs at the badge strapped on my collar.
The little digital reader on the wall above blinks red, and you string next to my name and
block type, status deactivated slash departed.
I miss with the class of two rattle to mount a reaction.
You got someone picking you up, the younger one asks, not unkindly.
I mumble something about my car outside, in the lot.
The break room is warm, dry, bland to the point of nullity, but suddenly I need distinct
of air, the kind of space only wind and moon allar.
Can I?
I start, and he nods waving me forward.
They escort me, not watching closely as I gather my things.
Megan's tape recorder, heaven now, fits too neatly in my palm.
The hallway is blank with forgettable colors, and the humming quiet behind my steps is
merciful, no strange forces, no shivering into calm, just the company of unblogged vending
machines and employee health pamphlets curling in their plastic rack.
In the lobby, Marisol stands at the far desk here in Hastinah, face row with worry.
She doesn't approach, just mad as, call me.
Behind her, the wall clock jumps between 345 and 347, the men in hand shuddering, unsure
where to belong.
The officer's mirror mirror hand me off to a waiting dormant, and that's the time on
the street, the door is sealed behind, already a liability.
My fingers fumble inside my coat for the recorder.
Its window unspooled, flickers back the last seconds, static, and unfamiliar voice, and
then nothing.
Try as I might, every play but only returns the same clipped audio, or whoop syllable
that isn't mine.
My own voice is gone from the machine, wiped out or overwritten.
The rest of black hole in memory, a sequence of hints with no substance.
In the parking lot, my car waits, dusted with dew.
I climb inside, staring at the silent dashboard.
Outside, the building looms, exactly as before, as if the events below ground around themselves
to secrecy.
Above me, the floor shine there in different fluorescence.
From the street, there is no sign of trouble.
No lights flicker in alarm, security moves to Rukkoriya gruff rounds.
No one looking over this shoulder.
Is it the greatest cover-up I've ever uncovered?
Or am I coming on strung?
Just another casualty of iris too long and questions too heavy.
Its only when I adjust my grip that I notice the tape inside Megan's machine.
Its new labeled in her herds grip to the last word and finish, if found, don't let
TH.
I lower my head to the steering wheel and laugh quietly because in this moment the absurdity
hovers imbalance with the dread.
My badge is dear, my evidence garbled, but I'm breathing.
For now.
For tonight.
Later, the clock in my car jumps three, 17 to four, 18, as if time itself is as directional
as a transfer call waiting for the right operator.
I can't explain how an iron went missing.
All I know is that the world outside remains unaltered.
Only I, and maybe a handful of others, stagger above ground, feeling a cavity in the night
that reason cannot feel.
I keep the recorder running.
I listen for anything that might reach me in the feed.
And for the first time in this hole, knowing this, the end of the street feels like a mercy.
Ideally, reality tries to put itself back together.
It's a performance, artificial, freeing at the seams, but a fallen line.
Back in my apartment, I set the stack of recovered files in Megan's badge, the cassettes,
the brittle folder of a department, non-legacy beside my desk, promising myself I'll come
them for logic as soon as I've rested, shirred, eaten something with nutritional value.
Sleep never really lands, it just circles and fit full swathes of static and clip phrases.
When I finally rise, it's well past noon, city haze pressing at every window.
My laptop hums with a backlog of scheduled interviews, emails I should answer, a burning
reminder that actual deadline's await.
I chip my phone to formist messages.
Marisol, Jake, my editor.
Each is a single line, clipped the kind of brevity bred by anxiety.
Marisol, are you okay?
Call me but don't use work extension.
Jake, heads up security wiped overnight logs, Megan still listed as unleave, be careful.
My editor, would get in company, push back, stick to your original angle, or I can't
run the piece, call me ASAP.
I scroll through the digital voice recorder hunting for any clean audio from the night before.
Most of blanks are nothing but a tidal wash of static, punctuated every so often by a word,
sometimes mine, sometimes someone else's.
The only usable segment is a brief loop.
My own voice clipped off, replaced by a desperate, static laced whisper that doesn't sound like
me or Megan closer, instead, to something laid beneath both.
Please let me through it.
The urge to smash the machine percolates, but I force myself to catalog the files, labeling
what fragments I can salvage.
As I begin to chart the names from the biologues and folder, patterns reassert extension
goes repeating every decade, whole patches of personnel wreckage mark departed but never
accompanied by files or exit forums.
The lines are only ever replaced, never ended.
Names cycle back.
The system, like a corrupted organism, loops itself to feed.
My inbox chines a new message from Jake, subject only up there.
Text is short, but not cold.
Legal's deleting all late night badge records Megan's desk is empty, her name's off the
shift roster unless you scroll back by date, if anyone asks tell them you're working
from home, another desk filled already know overlap, good luck.
Somehow that's worse than silence.
Good afternoon, I listen to the new statement from Megan's final tape.
Her voices then, knuckles rubbing metal, likely recorded in the same wire mesh partitioned
room I found her badge.
If you're next, she says, don't follow the call, don't let them connect to the word
tapers off, overtaken by a tinny, crawling whole melody, so old and what it becomes a
parody of hope.
My own phone, on vibrate, rattles once at 2.17pm, too early to be a true echo, but I check
it anyway.
Unknown extension.
No caller ID.
No voicemail, just a blank space, as though the system itself is still trying to push
through.
I tried to reach Megan's personal number, only to hit a message that the subscriber
is no longer in service, followed by an unbroken minute of the same using hold music, now
too familiar to mistake as random.
Frustration mounts with every technical dead end.
I shift to people calling former agents, I'd interviewed in earlier weeks, some of whom
had offered half answers about night shifts, transfer protocols, strange call routing.
Most don't reply.
Those who do pick up false silent when I mention project concord, then hurriedly beg
off, claiming new jobs, sick weltives, or pure forgetfulness.
One older ex-operator, Janet, keeps my call just long enough to confirm the etiquette.
Ima, I know you want the real story, but that company sometimes it's worse not knowing,
it follows you, understand.
Her voice shakes.
I was lucky, got out early, some people well, they never get called off break.
She hangs up before I compress further.
In a last attempt at logical sense making, I triaged the folder from the record room dates,
a third-bar history of a performance triage reviews.
All lead to the same narrative, employees reassigned mid-project, files vanished, the
only record left being hands-growing logs and anonymous audio tapes left to rot in the
dock.
Every clue points to an erasure not just of career but of history.
In a legit existence of noveline, there's no space left for even a memory.
It's after sunset when the next bin drops.
My phone plugged to charge, shutters with an incoming call from a hidden extension, local
team in S9.
I let it go to voicemail a minute later, there's a new message.
When I listen, it's not my editor or coworker, but only the tinny loop of that now-downed
whole music, then a whispered scrape, still waiting.
The shiver that runs down my back isn't so much fear as resignation.
Even at home, the system is chasing me, dragging its net over every device I own.
The music, wants a sub-orific background company training videos, now feels predatory,
it's melody-knowing at the notice of anyone attuned to it.
With rising dread, I come through old save voicemails, and realize several have been
overwritten.
In their place, three-second audio glitches at exactly two, so vantine sometimes, my name
walked into his, sometimes only the phrase, put me through.
I check the badge locks once more, paranoid that if I refresh, my own digital trail will
vanish or worse, respond attached to the wrong face the wrong year.
It becomes a compulsion.
Night after night, bordering on ritual, I patch my audio recorder into the line outside
my window.
Each time, at two, vantine, a surge of silence, just long enough to cover hollow in the
belly, is followed by static sonetowns I have to rip out my buds.
Again and again, the system by its moment, choosing entry points I can't shore up or predict.
On the fourth night, a package arrives in my mailbox plain brown, no return address.
Inside, a generic, blank security badge, not yet encoded, and square-white envelope marked,
in blocky, red felt pen, Emma.
There's no letter, only an old microc set loose in the fold.
I slot it into Megan's recorder, handshaking.
Click.
The tape and frills, a sluggish, bruised melody, then annotated a warp version of the
whole music, punctured it with what sound like urgent and go here at whispers.
I slow it, hoping for clarity.
At the end, a human breath, then a voice only barely distinks, still waiting.
The urge to torch the lot rises, warring with a part of me-wired frances.
But what good does an answer do, if the system erases the question the second is spoken
aloud?
The next night, a foreign rings a two-seventine this time.
My own number, I could in the caller ID, I answer against every surviving instinct.
Nothing except my own voice plays back.
Emma Kirk, please put me through.
A glitch, an echo, a warning.
I can't tell if the story is following me, or if I'm already its latest extension.
The world outside Noveline becomes blurry, indistinct.
My life still stitched together with a mundanity of meals chores, sleepless nights, gradually
degreeed into a desperate search for proof.
Marisol's message has grown frequent, always warning, never stayed in.
My editor, pressured by legal backs away.
We're boxed in, Emma this story isn't safe to run.
The company wants assurances of confidentiality, although pull ads.
The city is normal rhythm's market noise, streetcars, the casual laughter of acquaintance
is veer into the unreality of someone else's routine.
The only signals cutting through the haze are the increasingly erratic behaviors of Noveline's
call center agents, replacement staff arriving.
Never meeting those whose desks, they fill their own extension numbers now echoing with
slight digital twitches every night at 2-17.
I piece together the reality is best I can in physical evidence, first memos, photos,
archives, testimony until it's clear the system will not tolerate revelation.
In a fit of half-mouthed hope, I assemble everything into makeshift audio documentary
as serialized episode from a small, stubborn podcast, laced together with the few clean
fragments of my own investigation, spliced with Marisol's early admissions and snippets
of recorded interviews now overwritten by Static.
I send the file, encrypted to national outlets, online archivists, a few trusted friends
who once believed me infallible.
24 hours pass.
48.
There's no reply.
I call those I've trusted longest, they don't pick up or else answer and quickly claim
not to remember who I am or what I'm talking about.
That third night, walking past Novelines had quarters under a bruise, pre-rains guy, a
see figure in a second floor window, face in distinct, posture familiar Megan or someone
wearing her outline.
She's not looking out, but in, as if glimpsing me from some other frequency.
The sight chills me in new, granular ways.
Even in the world above, the recursion flows unchecked.
In a final gambit, I stake out the telecom office one last time, audio equipment wedged
in the backseat trunk bristling with borrowed directional mics, parabolic dishes, a battery
of charged recorders.
I position myself in an alley behind the wires listening.
The wind buffets the car, a drizzle telegrass minor static into the dash.
At 2, 17, the trunk phone lines surge within an earthly, compounded course fragments of names,
not just mind but Walters, megans, even slowed syllables of operators from three-decade
prior.
Each voice screens the same plea, as if the system can bear the isolation it inflicts,
connect me, connect us please, let me through.
A sit motion is paralyzed with the oculus identity that, no matter how many times I circle
back, the feed will never resolve, the coal will never clear.
The course contracts compressing somewhere between hope and oblivion.
Loneliness now is no longer a personal affliction.
It's industrial, the enforced, mechanized suffering of hundreds, a memory race, all
left to wait for the line to pulse open if only for three seconds every night.
There is no safety in stasis.
The company revises its documentation, implements tight-to-badge protocols, be wires the elevators
system, and retrofits badge logs to eliminate errors.
Agents cycle through the digital trails blotted and blended beyond the point of pattern recognition.
The new, smiling supervisor takes Finch's old office, the lobby vending machines are updated,
their hum fresh and cheerful.
When I walk in at dusk, blending for one last time with an outgoing shift, Maris all
meets me with eyes rimmed in alarm.
We speak in code, our word shape for the recorder I tuck against my rib.
They're looking for you, Emma, you need to go, they're rewriting the logs tonight.
I slide the battered micro cassette across the desk to her.
If something happens if you hear the coal don't answer, don't go down, don't ever go
down.
She nods too quickly, too late.
Outside the storm builds.
In the city's blue-lit grid, phone lines whip and hum with and scene, unending traffic.
My own number, on a device somewhere in a depth's pulses, is present into the night.
I promise myself this is the last descent.
I can't run this.
If I don't look the system in the eye, it will find me for every wire, every eye until
the world thins beneath the weight of its secrets.
It's not courage that brings me back, just refusal to be raised without seeing the
shape of the erasure.
A gap in defense, a bypass code memorized from Jake's old text, a brief outage scheduled
for 2 a.m., two upgrade server racks.
The building is all raw nerves, security out of sight, rain hammering the roof, the
electric send of ozone in every step.
Down, down to the sub-bisament.
My route almost automatic by now, each darkened corridor, each battered sign, soaks into the
body until I'm a ghost in my own investigation.
At SB-3, the reader accepts the override.
I pass the mesh gate, senses crawling, flashlight beam buckling against shadows thick as blood.
Tonight the router's pulse brighter.
The loop of whole music is faster, the panic in its undertones heightened by the cutting
end of new, unrecognized pulse signals.
The main operator room opens up, my badge no no longer deactivated but label pending transfer.
Inside, the amplifier is brought light stutter.
The antique operator console is a live screen flickering, wires hissing.
The wall monitor, updated since my last visit, flickers frames of names and faces as if
a sloucher has been set to rest the shuffle.
At the bottom, mine appears, overlaying finches and miggins, each frame snagged on the same
time stamp 2-7-T-N-A-M.
The system welcomes me text green against digital black, voice cold and impossibly familiar.
Welcome, I'm a Kirk, pending inbound connections please remain in the line.
I've let the mobile hotspot live, praying for signal.
My laptop sharpens as it picks up the outside fee, broadcasting raw every crackle, every
connection plea, every hideous undertone made audible.
The first listeners or bots, sweeps, perhaps only me and the absent faces of the call centers
history but it's out now, somewhere the camp be deleted by shift supervisors keystroke.
As of on cue, the speaker system kicks in.
The familiar litany, a single voice, then dozens, then a hundred wheels for connection,
each syllable freighted with panic.
Don't leave us stay in the line transfer me connect me.
The voices glitch in echo, such that some of the plea sound almost like laughter, others
like threat.
Every fifth line mute hits 2, M at M, please don't disconnect.
The room's temperature plunges.
The rudders crackle, cycling in and out of phase.
For a moment, a console glows a solid blue, transfer a request inbound.
Why own photograph fills the side monitor.
Then, a rising buzz I'm at once present and archived, voice out of time, memory blurring
like a skip tape.
The system speaks now in chorus.
Transfer the call or state of manage, only one can clear the line at each cock cycle if
you hang up, this day if you connect, you join.
It presses at my temples, but logic gains a last hard edge.
I rifle through memories of what I've heard, Megan's warnings, Finch's final log, the
ghost of Janice's advice.
What if…
I croak, outlawed what if no one answers.
The system stalls.
Images flicker, faces upon faces, hands at ears, or stirring out in sink screens.
In the lightning flash, behind scratched glass, I see Megan and Finch, side by side, their
expressions neutral, wordless pleading without hope.
Don't leave us, Emma, the machine begs, don't disconnect.
From somewhere far away my own broadcast, feed I hear my own voice loop back, warped
and insistent, do you have to finish the transfer?
You have to.
I slam the operators which hard-leaf, enter over out, clipping the entire room's audio,
rebooting every road excading from left to right.
For a single, hot, stopping instant, the system falls into absolute silence.
The digital display dies.
The room darkens.
The world, if only for a breath, is empty, clean, free from the non-chorus.
But then, out of the terminal darkness, a new voice surrenders itself soft, simple
and threaded with the tamper of birth Finch's weariness and Megan's panic, now it's your
turn.
The router is cycle up again, the emergency lightning ignites, an alarm shriek from a
dozen hidden places.
Security claxons, the shouts of approaching staff, the disjointed grumble of other, and
scene figures fill the sub-basement.
I force the door, half-crawling, hot choking itself into ragged gallop.
In the corridor, I see twins mirrors of movement faces flickering between old supervise
sister, vanished agent, and finally, unmistakably, my own facing me with the desperate, searching
grief.
I run boots blushing through puddles, fruit locked and tear up the stairs, past the mesh
cages, through a muck's service doors, into the storming night.
My phone in my pocket convulsors every few steps slaughtered by a waterfall of new voicemails,
each marked by the same time stamp the identical phrase is header pending please answer.
Outside, the siren of reality fails to drown the surge at two, 17 as every device I
carry, every borrowed tape, every piece of audio equipment I'd left rolling chirps
and coffin as unison.
The plea chases me all the way to my car, to the edge of the lock, to the red light of
the dash, put me through again and again.
I drive, rain-lushing glass, until the building shrinks behind me to an anonymous black square.
Only later do I check my call logs trembling.
The log enters loop.
There's no exit, no disconnect, only an endless line on infinite hold.
The aftermath is a matter of slow erosion.
I move, taking a subleth and edge of the city, erasing my name from every directory I can.
I close accounts, ditch old equipment, however my cook set, every badge, every copy of
my audio logs into the river, certain for a moment that water can wash away what wire
is burned in.
But I am not alone.
Every night, weather by phone, radio, even the digital readout of a hotel alarm clock,
the same phenomena occur.
At two, 17, my world tilt static, segmented please spilled through the ether, sometimes
my own voice, sometimes megans, sometimes of course blended from dozens of prior years.
I answer nothing, but the weight of expectation never relents.
Emails vanish from outboxes.
Messaged contacts bounce, or else thread back with vague, almost automated answers.
Attempts to pursue the story, spark media interest, only result in warnings from company
cancel new language, legal ease writ large, leave this subject, no further comment will
be entertained.
I work our jobs, looking out of every system before midnight.
When I hear from Marisol at last, her voice is a fever shrattle through ten seconds of
a burner line, they're asking for you, and I have to go, I counter the cold fractures
then cuts.
When re-diling, only static answer is.
I burn what's left, but the system is more insidious.
Sometimes a phone left unplugged still rings high and tight.
Sometimes a whispered plea filters through white noise unbidden.
Always, always the same phrase the line at the chorus put me through, just one more, please.
I keep the last entry of my diary sequestered, carved out at 2, 16 AM, one spring morning,
the parting shot against the cycle, I don't know what will reach you, but if you're hearing
this don't answer the call.
Months pass.
The city is grid hums and changing, a living circuit.
Most citizens never wander near the telecom headquarters at night, never noticed the
flecker of off schedule for essence or the silent turnover of unfamiliar faces.
Hable repair crews come and go, marking boxes, re-routing traffic.
On a windbitten evening, an anonymous technician yells to repair a street cabinet outside
noveline's metal fence.
Inside the mesh, half-barred beside the coils of looping wire, he finds an unmarked microcapset
recorder still huffing through a depleted battery.
Idly, he presses play.
The tape turns a three-second loop, a woman's voice, distant exhausted, a final red of
hope or despair that was almost eaten by static.
A police put me through.
The technician shakes his head, shrugs, leaves the recorder running.
Closing the grey steel door with a clack, he's lied a new lock over the housing and set
a soft down the block, thinking nothing of ghosts, nothing of circuits that lit beyond
the grasp of manuals or maps.
Overhead, the city's phone lines hum nourished, perhaps, by their losses, never quite silent,
never quite loneliness the legacy of connection weights, unresolved, for a chance to answer
itself.
A bus trundles past the telecom block, breaks squealing, a ripple of amber inside as passengers
doze a scroll oblivious.
In a nearby alley, exhausts a lawn-water street pavement and then diffuses away up into
the scrap of sky.
The night is a wash with minor city currents, distant car horns, elevator murders, the
faintware of electrical grids resuming their midnight work.
For nearly everyone else, normal life ticks a lawn, each small connection routine, each
voice met with another on the other end.
But for me, even away from novel ends looming prisons, every interaction feels precarious
charged assistant poised to glitch at any moment.
Some nights I lie awake in my narrow room, counting the heartbeat between the subtle growing
static in the walls old wiring, my mind cataloging shadows.
I try moving the furniture.
I switch off power strips, pulled the battery from the smoke alarm, but still a two-seventine
8-nam, those disturbance the taught expectation that somewhere, some device, some invisible
circuit, is about to shudder to life and ask for me by name.
One Tuesday, I bury myself in daylight work, transcribing interviews for a mundane city
project, willfully forcing an ordinary cadence into the morning.
My old phone is bricked, replaced by an anonymous, prepaid brick.
Yet when noon comes and I decide to risk a walk, sunlight shop against tired eyes, the
sensation trails after something unfinished, always looking at the edge.
A neighborhood cafe provides relief, chatter and music, a mechanical espresso noise covering
my nose for an hour.
I watch bars to steam, milk and practice smiling at strangers, trying to convince myself
I'm not always one light click away from collapse.
I think, absurdly, about how I would explain all this the ghosts in the system, the artifact
voices, the cycle of erasure to someone else, a possible friend, someone remarked by what
I found.
But as I fish for change at the counter, the radio on the shelf croaks are not a song, but
a sudden peel of static, shoppers shattering glass.
It's over in less than two seconds, and nobody else reacts.
The bar is still leans into fix a sticky button, but my gut twists.
The next moment, the cash register freezes.
For just an instant, the digital readout stutters 2-17, then back to the correct hour, like
a blink you almost miss.
I leave my coffee cooling on the table, step out just hot and tied under the cold.
It's relentless elitzy in the air, a sense that no matter how far I drift, the search
continues.
This city is supposed to be a place of anonymity, but here, I'm known by a machine that remembers
too much and refuses to let go.
Back at the sublet, I open my laptop, fingers trembling as I slide headphones over my
ears to review, for the hundredth time, the corrupted audio from my last noveline descent.
There is my own rapid breathing, the distant whale of alarms, then, beneath it, the layered,
polyphonic plea each voice spliced with mine, a sequence of please please put me through.
Sometimes, when I concentrate too hard, I can almost tease out new syllables, utterances
that I've never belonged to me, and yet, now, cleave to my name.
It haunts my sleep too.
Each night, the dreams arrive with the interest of weariness of memory, but none of the comfort.
I wander endless, blinking corridors, hunted by the pulse of an unseen transfer call.
I wake again and again, in the roast-honoured certainty that a lion is ringing somewhere
in a fancy, I might never return.
One night, a new wrinkle.
A letter posted in tight, nervous prints lied beneath my apartment door.
No return address.
The note inside is only a sentence, they're hiring again, replacing lines, I saw your name
in a new cycle, be careful.
Folded in the paper, an old noveline visit a badge, the lamination peeling, put a mistakenly
stumped with my most recent ID photo.
I hurl into the trash, then immediately double-bagged the cannon-carrier to the curb, feeling
watch the whole way.
The next morning, the badge has gone from the garbage, but a scrap of it a corner, just enough
to recognize the rounded shape turns upon my kitchen windowsill, as if scooped by the
window or forsaken by the cleaning crew.
Now I can't shake the conviction that things are moving, recombining themselves, setting
new steages for a confrontation I haven't chosen.
I try not to involve myself further.
Her last message sounded frayed, a rehearsal for farewells neither of us trust.
Still, one night, I risked dialing the old backup number of flip-followed stars to my
desk drawer months ago.
The call rings through and for once, she answers.
Her voice crackles low, worry.
They are watching all up-going lines, Emma, I can't talk long.
They say the sister needs fresh extension codes, the new hires they're not real, not
all of them.
I saw someone in the basement I thought was finch, but I don't know, please be careful.
Have you heard the calls?
I ask hard in my throat.
She hesitates.
It's worse now, after you'd off to eat left, some nights, no one on the shift answer
is a phone, not even their own, we just let them ring.
A call drop suddenly no click, just eating static, the kind that leaves their hungry.
I stare at the phone for minutes after, as if expecting speech to resume.
By now, paranoia and perception warp together.
The story is a close circuit, heat rising would every attempt to break out.
I keep trying documenting everything, uploading encrypted backups, printing hard copies of
every hands-crawled note and stashing them in an anonymous storage locker across town.
One evening, digging for anything that might explain why two of a team became the moment
aboard through old blueprints, staff schedules, and city utility routing manuals, cross-referencing
patterns.
It emerges, lowly, like an image rising through a developing tree, that time-stomp is
not arbitrary.
Every system maintenance window every planned outage and overline documentation hinges on
it.
2.17 a.m.
The one block of timeware and account activity may peak.
A warning, not a fluke.
Even as an outsider with no access, the company's internal digital newsfeed finds me tucked
between spam and system error reports, congratulations to our new transfer supervisors, thank you for
your commitment to seamless connection.
Channieric, but I recognize the face's one as Megan's, but the name is not.
Another Finch's jaw set beneath another employee's eyes.
The system is actively replacing identifiers now at the lines between identity and functioneraced.
That night, my phone lights with one new message at 2.17 a.m., precisely a single, empty
audio file.
When I play it back, there is only silence the kind that thins the air, mixed a room
culture as if something just failed to arrive.
The next day, I find a physical reminder, pushed under my apartment door about it on the
look containing a network cable sliced at both ends.
It's labeled in cheeky ballpoint, safe when disconnected.
Beneath, a fredded photo of the old operator's console in the sub-basement, the very place
I last saw on my way out.
The notation beneath reads, sb ministry, rotates names every system cycle.
Even erase it's still there.
After this, my resolve thins to the bone.
I begin keeping travel bags packed, cycling through cheap hotels, always booking under a pseudonym
never for more than two nights.
Still, wherever I sleep, the same phenomena static from the TV are ringing from the hotel
phone that the front desk claims not to have rotted, I hiss under the ice machine at
2.17.
Finally, on a rain flush Thursday, the compulsion returns sick, annoying, undeniable.
I drive to Novel and one last time, this time not to the looming brick and glass structure,
but to the hub where the city's lines converge.
I park under a low concrete overpass, gripping the umbrella and the single analogue tape that
survived the last perj.
Walking out, rain drilling my collar, I watch utility trucks idling in the distance text
in reflective jackets whistling, carrying coil after coil of cable.
I can't tell if I'm watching them or if they're a part of a watch set for me.
The main distribution box sits against the retaining wall, locked but easy to bypass
with a firm twist.
Inside, noise and warmth pulsed together at the hum of millions of connections braided in
steel string.
I hold the old tape recorder up to one port, press record and let it run.
For a long minute, there's nothing.
I stand drench, breath rising in clouds.
Then, unmistakably, the really clicks and through the spool tape, I hear the chorus
now fully manifest, no longer bound by sub-basement walls.
Voices in turn mingle, not just pleading, but laboring to construct some larger shape
of sentence courage.
This Megan's fracture tone, Finch's careful control, and beneath them a ground layer
of others, all stitched by the same tachycardic hope.
Are you there?
One decent fred asks.
Can you hear us on the line, still on the line?
I don't answer.
Instead, I rewind and play it back, the plea, the harmony, and finally my own voice woven
among theirs, not as a warning, but as an invitation.
For a while, I stand, rinse licking my hair, trying to warn you connection into being
a kind that emits escape, not recursion.
If there's a way out, it doesn't arrive.
Just the same insistence, same institutional heartbreak, and endless hunger to be recognized
by someone, somewhere.
In that moment, there's a flicker of release not of understanding, but of acceptance.
I cannot clear the line.
I cannot patch the call for who.
The system has said my name too long, knows my habits, my holes, the wrong where my
voice belongs.
But outside, in broad daylight, I make a choice to leave the recorder running in the utility
box, tape spinning, not as exorcism, but as a record.
Maybe one more technician, one more well-meaning operator, will listen and hear not only the
plea, but also the refusal to answer.
The tiny act of resistance woven into the hum.
Walking away, the rain erases my footprints, the city's circuit's been on.
And for one final night, when the clock ticks to 2.17am, a sit awake, hands pressed over
my ears, as every device in the room buzzes, every wire trembles with the strain of unfinished
business.
This time, I do not reach for the receiver.
I do not answer.
Outside the window, the lion's hum infinite, insistent, never quite silent, never quite
letting anyone through.
And that is the end.
Thank you for listening, and I will see you in the next one.
Darkest Mysteries Online — The Strange and Unusual Podcast 2026
