The Most Eye-Opening Conversation on Marriage & Love You Will Ever Hear (From #1 Divorce Lawyer)

Hey, it's friend Mel, and welcome to the Mel Robbins podcast.

Have you ever gone to a funeral?

And notice that as soon as you leave,

you have this deep urgency.

You're like, I have to allow myself to live my life.

Or you go to a wedding, and you are reminded of just how extraordinary it is to be in love.

These moments, it's as if the force of life is moving through you.

Well, that's going to happen to you as you listen to the conversation today.

It will have a transformational and profound effect on you.

Because you're about to hear the most important relationship advice.

Our expert today is going to talk about love in a way that you've never heard before.

He's also going to teach you the simple habits of successful relationships.

For me personally, this is one of the most impactful conversations I have ever had on this podcast.

And I cannot wait for you and everybody that you love to experience it.

Hey, it's your friend Mel, and welcome to the Mel Robbins podcast.

I am so excited that you're here.

It's always an honor to be together.

It's always an honor to spend time with you.

But today, I can't wait.

And if you're a new listener or you're here because someone shared this episode with you,

I want to take a moment and personally welcome you to the Mel Robbins podcast family.

Today, you're going to learn the best relationship advice that you will ever hear.

Today's guest, James Sexton, is a world-renowned authority on relationships.

But coming from a perspective, you may not expect.

He's the author of the best-selling book, How to Stay in Love.

But he also happens to be one of the top divorce attorneys in the world.

Which means for decades, he has had a front row seat to the reason why marriages fall apart.

And he's going to tell you, most breakups don't happen because of something catastrophic.

They result from the little mistakes over time that everyone misses.

Today, he'll teach you what those mistakes are and convince you that a few small changes

are the secret to creating, lasting, and loving relationships.

Without further ado, please help me welcome James Sexton to the Mel Robbins podcast.

James Sexton, welcome to the Mel Robbins podcast.

I have so many questions for you, but where I want to start is this.

How could my life be different?

If I take everything to heart that you're about to teach me today.

And I apply it to my life and my relationship.

What could change?

I mean, I think, you know, as a practicing divorce lawyer for 25 plus years,

I have a really unique vantage point.

You know, a lot of relationship advice that people get and people give.

It's coming from a psychology background.

It's coming from a hypothetical theoretical background.

And again, has tremendous value.

But it's not like in the trenches.

And it's not this really raw, candid version.

Because I think people lie to their therapist all the time.

But they don't lie to their lawyer.

Like your doctor and your lawyer are the two people you should never lie to under any circumstances.

Everything we're doing is to protect you.

And everything we're saying is subject to privilege.

So you can tell us the raw, candid truth.

And I think that's created in me a unique perspective on, you know,

if you wanted to figure out how to keep your car in good shape.

Don't talk to the car salesman.

All they do is deal with new cars.

Talk to the mechanic.

Like talk to the person who's seen every way a car can break down.

And we'll say to you, hey, here's the stress points.

Here's where I find this model of car tends to break.

And here's how you could shore that up and prevent it.

So a lot of what I try to give people.

Instead of like platitudes, like, oh, you need to maintain connection with yours.

Like, what does that mean?

Like, I need to know what that means.

Like if I'm trying to fix my relationship or keep my relationship on track and you say stay connected.

Okay, do you mean like a date night or more sex?

Or should we go on vacation?

Or should I be asking different questions when we're having breakfast together?

Or should we be having breakfast together?

Like, what do you mean?

Like, I need practical things.

Because as a lawyer, you know, like, it doesn't matter what I know, it matters what I can prove.

So I don't just have to think in these broad ways that, you know, maybe a researcher or a psychologist can.

I have to think, okay, what can demonstrate something?

What is evidence to support what it is that I'm putting out there?

So I think what you could walk out of this conversation with is a feeling of I have practical specific things

that I can now bring to my relationship that aren't complicated.

They don't require me to buy anything.

They just require me to buy into a task or a routine.

And if you can bring that to the table after this conversation, I think you'll actually see challenges in your relationship potentially improve.

Or if you're fortunate enough to be in a place where your relationship is strong, you'll find yourself kind of maintaining that.

Because, you know, it's a whole lot easier to maintain fitness than to let it fall apart and then try to get back on track.

Like those first miles are so hard.

And that's really what the goal is is to help people by learning from the mistakes I've now seen thousands of people make.

Just keep their relationship in a good place.

I am so excited you're here because I don't want to make those mistakes.

And what's interesting about that example of fitness, as you said, it can be easier to maintain it.

I think it's almost equally easy to let it fall off as it is to maintain it.

It's really whether or not you understand those little levers when you start to fall off.

Because just like fitness, there are probably areas in your relationship right now where you are falling off and you don't even realize this is a major mistake that will land you in front of somebody like you James.

Yeah. And falling feels like flying for a little while.

What do you mean?

It feels good, you know, like when things are sort of coasting.

You kind of go, because there's just so much coming at us in the world.

And so to go, all right, I got my person.

I got that locked down.

I can worry about all this other stuff, the kids work, you know, what's going on in the world, everything else.

Because I have this. I'm good. I'm good. We have each other. We're wearing a ring.

We're doing the whole thing. Like we're in. We don't have to worry about that anymore.

And meanwhile, like, no, that's that's that you got a water that plant.

Like that's a, that's a relationship that when you were looking for it, it was so important.

And when you found it, you were so happy that you found it.

You know, we make the mistake of thinking love is like permanently gifted to us.

It's loaned. Like every marriage ends. It ends in death or divorce, but it ends.

And it's one of those weird things like to say to someone, I hope it ends in death for you.

Like, but, but it's the truth. Like I hope your marriage ends in death.

Because the other way that it's going to end is divorce.

And the majority of marriages end in divorce over 50% end in divorce.

So, and that's just the ones that catastrophically failed.

Like think about how many people, you know, succeeded in marriage.

But, you know, they, meaning they didn't divorce, but they're unhappy.

They never really become the most authentic version of themselves.

They stay together for the kids, which is I don't want to give away half their things.

What is that? Another 10% 20%. Now you have something that fails 70% of the time.

And yet, we are like, let's do it.

We got to sign people up for this. It's a great thing.

It's like, even if someone says I'm getting married, if you were to say, really why?

It would be rude. That's a rude question to ask.

But meanwhile, you're doing something that fails roughly 50% to 70% of the time.

It's not unreasonable to say why? And I think the big issue is, and that's why I say, like falling feels like flying for a little while until you hit the ground.

Because sometimes by the time you realize, oh, this marriage is not a good place anymore.

It's real far gone. And it's real hard to come back.

And that's why when people say, like, what's the number one cause of divorce?

It's like, disconnection is the number one cause of divorce.

But there's a whole bunch of other symptoms that come from disconnection that are easy to point to and say, well, that was the cause.

But it wasn't the cause. The cause was the disconnection.

No single raindrop was responsible for the flood, but the flood's nothing but little raindrops.

Do you believe in marriage?

I do. Yeah, I do. I mean, I think that's an individual question.

I like to look at relationships, romantic relationships as chapters in a long book.

And I think like any chapter in a long book, you know, there's some chapters that are tragic and some chapters that are sad and some chapters that are just filled with nothing but joy.

You know, I think Orson Wells said that whether a story is a comedy or a tragedy depends on when you end it.

You know, and I think a lot of, you know, relationship stories that we sell to people, rom coms and things like that.

They're kind of the relationship equivalent of pornography.

Like they're just a stylized version of what actual relationships look like, you know, without any of the complexity, like with just the good part.

And I think, I think marriage, I don't think I can learn everything I need to know about myself from myself.

I think I need someone who'll see my blind spots.

And I think I need that person to be someone I can be really fearless around.

And I think like at its core, marriage should boil down to four words that I think I think are potentially the most beautiful words you could say to someone and mean.

Or have someone say to you and know they're true.

And that is you're my favorite person.

Like what could be more beautiful than being told and knowing like when this person says it, they mean it.

You're my favorite person.

And to say to someone back, yeah, you're my favorite person.

Like what would be better in the world than having that?

And so I like to think about kind of the end of things and then reverse engineer.

And to me, like at the end of your life, if you could look at another person and say, you helped me become the most authentic version of myself.

And you're still my favorite person.

That's the greatest wedding toast you could ever have.

Like that's the greatest blessing you could have in your life.

And I think it'd be the greatest asset you could have in your life.

But having represented cops, teachers, firefighters, CEOs, elite athletes, celebrities, we are all equally terrible at this.

What do you wish every couple understood before they got married?

So two things and their contradictory.

So I say that out front because as soon as I say it, I know it's going to sound like a contradiction.

But I think you'll as a long, long married person, I think you'll agree.

I think they make two contradictory mistakes.

One is thinking that marrying this person will change them.

So you know, he leaves his socks everywhere.

But if we get married, he'll stop doing that.

He drinks too much.

But if we get married to something, you know, she's not very physically responsible.

But if we get married, she'll, you know, shape up and get that together.

So thinking that if you marry somebody, they're going to become a better version of themselves.

And they'll definitely change. This is not a great idea.

Like this is not, you're not buying a depressed company that you're hoping the stock will go up.

But the contradictory thing is also thinking this person will never change.

If we get married, that it'll prevent them from changing.

Oh, I see exactly why these are the same thing.

Right. Because it's the feeling of, hey, you know, like this is so good.

Like the sex is so good and our companionship is so good and our conversation is so good and our whole vibe together is so good.

Like if we get married, we're going to, it's like building a wall around this thing and it's going to keep it amazing.

You know, and that's, this is what we have to do.

We'll shore up all the defenses against the world.

And we'll, if nothing will change, we'll just be happy and having sex and having a great just like we are right now forever.

And like that's just ridiculous.

Like there's nothing.

There's no way to have me.

Maybe when people died in their 30s and 40s, that was possible because you had a short window of time.

But the truth is, like to say, how many of you would somebody 30, 40, 50 years in this very intense intimate relationship?

And, you know, it'll never change.

Like that's insane.

We're going to, our bodies change, our goals change.

The pressures, the society around us is constantly changing, technology is changing.

So how would you think that a contract we signed with the government about our relationship is going to prevent it from eroding

or having any of the like natural things that happen to our bodies, to our lives, to every other relationship we have?

So is there a better question to ask yourself knowing how much change is going to hit you?

You know what I'm saying?

Like so if you could grab every young couple by the shoulders, who's in that moment where they're like,

I think this is my person.

You're my favorite person now.

And I'm feeling the pressure or I really have always wanted to get married or all my friends are getting married

or I'm the only single one or I've been divorced for too long and I want to try this.

Like is there a question that you wish couples or people personally would just stop and ask themselves the true question?

I think everything is what little things can we do to stay connected?

I don't think it's that hard.

Like I think you can dedicate 10 minutes a week to the upkeep of a relationship and stay out of my office a lot of the time.

I genuinely believe that if you spend 10 minutes a week just saying to your partner,

what did I do this week?

Tell me three things I did this week that made you feel loved.

I think you'd be surprised at the answer.

Like I think you think you know the answer.

But you'd be surprised.

Like I think if your husband, if he said to you, what are three things I did this week that made you feel loved?

The practical actual answers, you might not be able to predict those.

Like he might not have been able to guess in advance what they are because little things make us feel loved.

And by the way, if you have courage and you go into this transaction saying,

hey, we're going to not hear this defensively.

Like we're going to speak honestly and we're going to hear in a non-defensive way.

Then you can ask another question which is, where did I miss the mark this week?

What are three things I could have done better this week?

What were three things I did this week that made you feel less than loved or less than seen?

You get a fun with it and say, what are three things I did this week that made you want to have sex with me?

Like what were three things this week that I did that turned you on?

The answer is bonkers, absolutely bonkers.

Like what?

As a heterosexual man, when I've asked that question, it's the weirdest things.

It's like, oh, you were, the dogs came in from outside and you were like, you know, kind of towering them off

and the way they were looking at you.

And like, that made you want to have sex with me?

Like, here are the dogs.

I'm trying to get it out.

I'm trying to get it out.

I'm trying to get it out.

And meanwhile, this is what makes you feel, but it really, like the things that they made.

I understand.

Because honestly, when you said what makes you feel, I was thinking to myself, oh, Chris has to be that.

While I was here working, he was with his friends skiing.

Okay.

And he took our two dogs.

And so he spent the day, you know, hiking up the mountain and skiing down.

The dogs were chasing him.

Yeah.

He sent me photos.

Right.

And I felt so loved that he remembered me in the middle of that and sent me that in the middle of the day.

And see, and you identify what that really was, which it wasn't just the thing.

It's what's underneath it.

Yes.

Like that he thought, oh, this is so good.

I want to share this with her.

Yes.

Like, and that's what I mean about you're my favorite person.

Like, all that is is just staying a little bit connected and conscious.

Like, what did that cost?

Nothing.

Nothing.

And we get so fixated on these grand gestures.

Like, you know, oh, love is about like these grand, I'm going to plan a birthday party.

And make it huge.

And listen, there's value in grand gestures, but like day to day things like that, that's the thing.

And by the way, it works in both directions.

Like, I guarantee there's some little thing you do that you may not even think is that big of a deal.

But that's the thing that makes him feel deeply connected, valued, seen, understood, safe, like emotionally and all.

Like, even just the fact that he's, you know, you know, he loves the dogs as much as you.

Because the shared connection of things you love.

Like, whether that's your children, whether it's companion animals, whether it's an activity, whether it's a friend group.

There's something about knowing like, oh, this person feels this as deeply as I do.

This person feels this depth of love and connection for, I mean, animals for me is a big thing.

I'm a dog person.

But like, there's something so beautiful about sharing that with someone and knowing, oh, it's okay, I'm away.

Because this person loves the dogs as much as I do and panders to them as much as I do and will send me photos.

And will, you know, do all the little things that I do when I'm out so that, you know, I know that the dogs feel safe and love.

To me, like, that, that is so easy to just articulate to each other and remind each other.

Like, I don't think it takes the magic away to know that and to hear that.

Like, I think if Chris heard you say, do you know how special that made me feel?

Do you know how beautiful that was?

Like, do you know how much more that makes me love you and feel seen by you when you did that?

You'd be like, I was just taking a picture of the dogs.

Like, but meanwhile, like, it's not the thing.

It's what's underneath.

It's what it's emblematic of.

And I feel like so many of us have so many of those things.

But we don't say it.

And they're good and bad.

Like, if you're the kind of person like me, I like all the dishes out of the sink by the end of the day.

And I like doing dishes because unlike the practice of law, there's like a middle and end and you're done.

And it's like, oh, everything's clean.

Whereas with cases, it's like I could work 24 hours a day and there'd still be more to do.

It's not about like leaving a sink full of dirty dishes.

It's about what are those symbolize?

That symbolizes you know that I like things a certain way.

And it's not that important to you.

You assume I'm going to take care of this thing and that, you know, you don't have to...

It's always the thing under the thing.

And if, if early on in a relationship when there's still all this abundance of goodwill and connection and optimism.

If that's when you say, hey, let's figure out how to keep this here with these little tiny practical discussions, communications.

Again, whether it's an email we send each other once a week with that list.

Or whether it's we go for a walk and it's like our walk and talk once a week and we do this.

I think those kinds of practical little things are the way you stay connected, period.

Well, just to make sure as you were listening or you were watching here on YouTube that you got just those two simple questions.

The first one was, what are three ways that I made you feel loved?

Did you feel loved?

Yes.

And the second one was, what are three ways where I missed the mark?

Yeah.

And you might want to throw in, you know, here are three ways you made me feel loved this week.

Like just to, because again, I'm a, I'm a believer in that positive reinforcement.

Absolutely. Well, you don't beat your dog into becoming well-behaved.

Yeah.

You love them into it.

You reward good behavior.

Yeah.

This is like basic, this is the basic stuff, what we don't do it we start with.

This is what you did wrong.

You know, I mean, you're like, ah.

Right. And the entry point in the conversation is so important.

Because there's so many couples, for example, that, you know, there's, there's something I hear all the time, particularly for men.

It's like, oh, we don't have as much sex as we used to.

We used to have so much sex.

Okay.

So if you walk into your wife and say, you know, we're just not having sex as much as you used to.

You know the response, well, you're not here.

And when you're here, you're in a terrible mood.

Well, I'm in a terrible mood because we're going, now where are we going?

We're going nowhere good.

Like no one's walking out of that conversation and let's have more sex.

Everyone's walking out of that conversation going, yeah, this is exactly why we're not having more sex.

Whereas if you entered that conversation with, you know, I was driving down the street the other day.

And I remember when we were first dating and we went away to that, like, cheap B&B, you know, that we didn't, like, have the money to afford.

And we were supposed to go to an all, we ended up staying in bed the whole day.

Like, remember, God, I was just thinking about that day.

Like, that was so, you know, like, when we were so connected physically, I just love that about, okay, now?

Now you're like, let's book the hotel.

Let's book right.

Like, because what am I doing?

I'm talking about something we're, we did at some, that this was us.

And it's a version of us.

Let's visit it for a second.

Wasn't it great?

Well, here's what I love about that.

Here's what I love about that.

You can use nostalgia and going back to a better time as a reference point to remind both of you of what you miss

and something that's underneath all these little things that have led to all this discontent and disconnection

and what therapists carry real calls normal marital rage and hostility.

What's it called?

Normal marital hostility?

Yeah, it's called normal marital resentment.

Yeah.

That is just about the disconnection because I think the resentment comes from knowing deep down.

You started in a different place.

And for, I think for a lot of people, you just don't know how to get back.

And you think since it feels so off, what's right in front of your nose is what you're pointing out.

Yeah.

Well, we've been told it's supposed to be easy too.

I think that we're constantly barrage in media with examples of just effortless love.

And I think that there is an aspect of love that's utterly effortless.

Like love is an emotion, but love is a verb.

What does that mean?

Love is a verb.

I mean, love is an emotion.

It's a feeling.

But it's a verb.

Like to love someone is to act with love for them.

Like it's a verb.

It's a thing you do.

So it's not just something you feel it's something you act upon and to act with love towards someone.

And so the acting with love towards someone, loving someone, actively the act of loving them,

requires a some understanding of them and their blind spots.

Like what would be wrong with sitting down with your partner at the start of a relationship and saying,

look, we're going to get in a fight at some point.

It's probably going to be my fault.

I'm going to say something stupid.

I say dumb things all the time.

So we're definitely going to have an argument at some point.

When we do, what kind of person are you?

Do you need a minute?

Should I let it kind of like air out?

Because if I try to force the conversation, we're going to have a big argument.

Or are you the like, we cannot go to bed angry.

We got to work this out.

We have to talk about this tonight.

Because the time to learn that is not when you're in a fight.

Like the time to learn that is when there's this abundance of connection and optimism between the two of you.

And then when that moment comes to have the presence of mind,

when you have a conflict to go, okay, we knew this was going to happen.

And this is how we talked about we're going to try to navigate this together.

Again, like everything I'm proposing anybody do in their relationship is free.

And it usually doesn't take more than a few minutes.

And by the way, what you said about nostalgia, I think nostalgia is a powerful tool.

But it's not just nostalgia.

It's also framing because there are ways to effectively manipulate the emotional state of your spouse for their benefit.

What do I think of as a lawyer?

My job is to manipulate people's emotional state.

That's my job.

Like I want the judge to like my client.

I want my client to feel safe.

I want the other side to feel scared.

I want the court reporter to like me.

I want the court officer to like me because they're going to go back in chambers with the judge.

And I want them to go, sex is a really good lawyer.

I don't want them to go, that's sex is so arrogant.

So I got to be real.

I want everyone, not everybody can help me, but damn near everybody can hurt me.

So I'm going to do my best in that courtroom to manipulate everyone's emotional state and have no one think I'm doing it.

Well, here's the other thing though.

When you're doing it, you're very authentically intentional.

100%.

Because that's what you actually want.

100%.

And by the way, because people hear the word manipulate.

But what you're actually being is you're being super strategic because you do want the court officer to think you're an excellent lawyer.

Listen, I manipulate the screw because I want the thing to be screwed into the wall.

Yes.

Like manipulation is not in and of itself anything nefarious.

Yes.

Like what went, you know, an example I've given before is, so I, you know, I'm a trial lawyer.

So I try to be like clean shaven.

I don't get to have that like oops.

I didn't know I was sexy stubble.

It's so popular.

So I have to like be clean shaven.

But on the weekends, I like to not shave.

Like it is a couple days off from it.

I don't have to be in court.

So it's great.

I don't wear a tie.

I don't shave on the weekends.

But I like the second day by Sunday.

I have like scruff and it's kind of coarse.

And I was dating a woman who had very sensitive skin.

And anytime I would like go to kiss her, she would go like, oh god, like your beard is so scratchy.

And immediately in me, I went like in my head like, you know, like, all right.

So now I got a shave on the weekends too.

When I see you, that relationship didn't work out.

Not surprisingly, not for that reason, but it didn't work out.

My next relationship, she had the exact same issue.

She had sensitive skin.

But her response, her way of handling it was, I would shave.

And she would invariably come up and go, God, I love it when you're clean shaven.

Like it's like you remind me of like John Ham, like a Don Draper and madman.

Dude, I would shave three times a day.

I would, I'm constantly, I would shave.

And I'd be like, oh, I just shaved today.

And she'd be like, oh my god, I love it.

Okay, what did she do?

What did she do but manipulate me in a positive way?

Like all she was doing was saying instead of framing it as something I'm doing wrong.

She framed it as, here's this opposite thing you do that, oh, I love it.

And now I want to please my partner.

I want my partner to feel good about me and think I'm sexy and think I'm...

So of course, I'm going to want to move towards that.

Right.

And not pull away from it.

So a lot of it is about framing.

This knowledge is a very powerful tool.

But it's really like how do we frame what it is we're trying to accomplish here?

And really focusing often on the things that are going well and that you like and tripling down on what they're doing well.

Because I mean, let's be honest, the world is like constantly criticizing us.

And even constructive criticisms, criticism.

Like it doesn't feel great to have this person who's supposed to be your favorite person

and you're their favorite person and they're criticizing you.

Like everything is criticizing you.

Like what's right in this connection very often is the cure for what's feeling wrong in it.

And criticism is rarely the path there.

If you really think about kind of all those little mistakes, kind of like a mechanic

that can tell you what's going to go wrong with the car, what do you feel are the list of mistakes

that people make in long term relationships that lead to divorce or lead to all the problems that we may not realize.

And I realize that you've already said that underneath it all is disconnection.

But what are those mistakes that we need to really know about?

Yeah, I mean, I think if you start with where are we when we meet and fall in love?

We fall in love super fast.

I mean, we really connect with the person so instantaneously.

And then we fall apart the same way we go bankrupt, which is very slowly and then all at once.

You know, it's like this little tiny little bit, little bit of whoop off the cliff.

And so I think it's the same thing with falling out of love.

And so the big relationship killers are infidelity, financial impropriety, you know, outright deception.

And that's huge.

Like I would say a good 85% of the divorces that I'm involved in, infidelity has some role in it.

Why do you think that is?

Because I think we have a human, the same reason why so many people want to get married.

We have a human desire to connect to another person.

I think we're social creatures.

This is something in us.

Like we want to connect with another person.

We need desperately to be interested and interesting.

And we want to feel loved.

We want physical connection with another person.

We want the attention that comes with physical connection.

You know, we want the, I think we, whether it's marriage and the early days of marriage or dating or the early days of infidelity.

It's not just the other person that we kind of fall for.

It's also who we feel like when we're with them.

You know, like you stand a little taller when someone sees you as so beautiful or so handsome.

Like you, you feel like a version of yourself.

Like everyone I talk to in my office who's had affairs.

Very often they'll say, like, look, I love my spouse.

I never stopped loving my spouse.

But like, my spouse doesn't find me beautiful or handsome anymore.

Like nobody, you know, like, and I've stopped.

And then I met this person and like, I'm fascinating to them.

They tell me how beautiful I am or how handsome I am.

And I actually feel that.

Like I feel that way because it's so lovely to be told, you know, you're so wonderful.

I'm enjoying being, even just the two of us right now talking to each other.

There's something so beautiful about like, oh, what you're saying is so interesting.

I'm enjoying talking to you.

Like that's such a lovely exchange.

So it's a natural human.

Like if you think about like the seven deadly sins, you know,

all they really are is like seven very normal human things taken to the wrong level.

Like we want to eat.

Okay, gluttony.

We need intimate connection with another person, lust.

You know, we get angry when someone hurts us, wrath.

Like if you look at those things, all it is a normal human thing weaponized.

So I think that's where we, you know, we lose the plot in that we just forget.

Like the most common thing again is just that disconnection.

And that disconnection can be in the form of, I'm disconnected from the me.

You made me feel like.

Yes.

Which is a me problem.

Which typically by the way, I'm sure you see this is that when you have a relationship

where there's been infidelity.

Yeah.

And the person who's cheating is being is feeling seen and feeling like they can stand taller

and feeling like they're interesting.

The person who's being cheated on is like, well, I wanted that to in our relationship

you ask, whole like what?

Like I was missing that too.

And so you can see.

Yeah.

That the disconnection and the lack of feeling cared about.

Right.

Is that probably is happening for both of them?

It's happening for both of them.

And there were all of these moments where you had like a last clear chance to steer out of that.

But there's like an opportunity for people if they'd communicated early on like, hey,

I'm not feeling like I feel like my eye is wandering.

I don't want my eye to want.

Like I want to be good at this job.

Right.

Like when you marry someone, you're signing on for a job.

Like it's wonderful.

It's bliss.

Oh, there's been so much job.

It's got a job description.

You know, like I'm.

And by the way, it's an insane job description.

Like you're going to be my best friend, best co-parent, best roommate, best travel partner.

Bet like, wow, really?

Like that's a big list.

You found one person that can do all of that.

We've convinced people that no, no, this is your person.

And they should be the best at everything.

And if they're not, by the way, maybe your soulmate's out there and you missed the boat.

And you got to go find that person because life is supposed to be like a hallmark movie, you know.

I feel like anybody that's in a relationship right now is leaning in because it's easy to feel like roommates.

It's easy to fall into a wall.

Yeah.

There's other people all around you.

You actually have a chapter in your book, how to stay in love chapter 19.

If we were designing an infidelity generating machine, it would be Facebook, Instagram, YouTube, social media.

This is page 114.

If you're vaguely unhappy with your relationship or marriage, and especially if you're more than vaguely unhappy with it,

stay away from social media.

The vast majority of what you'll find there is unhappiness, massed as happiness.

It will fuck with your head, your heart, and your relationship.

And you talk all about how social media is a single, greatest breeding ground ever for infidelity.

Nothing that has come before, not swingers clubs, key parties, chat rooms, workplace temptation,

Ashley Madison, Tinder, Grindr, no, no, no, not even porn, comes within a thousand miles.

Yeah, I stand by that.

Why?

Because it's just a perfect storm of attacks on the institution of a monogamous marriage.

Like it, it, A, you have a innocuous reason you should be using this technology.

Oh, we need to cover.

You're like, I have to work or I wanted to see what this person's up to.

Oh, the Facebook group of blah, blah, blah.

Is, you know, for our kids thing or like there's a million reasons you'd be on your phone that are totally innocuous.

Right.

Unlike a strip club.

Unlike a strip club.

Or if, for example, I think that one of the women at my, one of the moms at my son's soccer practice is attractive.

If the only entry point I have for talking to her would be walking up to her at practice.

It's not as threatening because you can't really do that without it being.

But now, well, we follow each other on social media because we both are part of that group that is a group chat that, you know.

And now I also see her vacation pictures.

And now I might innocuously say to her, oh, I saw you guys went to Tulum.

Where did you stay?

We're thinking about going.

And now I'm talking to you.

And I'm talking to you, by the way, privately, like I'm in your DMs, we're talking.

So it's not only like not, it's not like approaching you at the soccer game.

It's like approaching you alone in a restaurant.

Like, and we're just the two of us talking and no one can see what we're saying.

You're just creating this perfect storm for people.

And by the way, the performative self, like all of anyone posts is the best pictures of themselves.

And when, and when are you on your phone looking at social media?

Is it when you're having like the greatest day or the greatest moment?

You're on the subway.

You're on the toilet.

You're bored.

Right?

You're just bored.

You're living your gag reel.

And you're looking at everyone's greatest hits.

And you're supposed to walk out of that transaction, feeling deeper connected into your real-life relationship.

No, it's a total distraction.

But it's a distraction that is going to create all kinds of enticements and connections that really are not going to be good for your marriage.

And you have total plausible deniability if your spouse has any question about why are you on your phone.

And there's a million reasons we'd all be on our phone.

So yeah, it's a perfect storm.

Like as divorce lawyers, we owe the people who made these platforms a debt of tremendous gratitude because they have given us job security.

So if you're in a committed partnership, what is the kind of ground rules around social media for yourself and for your partner?

I like how you framed that question because I think a lot of this has to do with what are you doing?

Yes.

Because I think most people who are married would like to have a happy marriage.

So just like most people would like to be in good shape.

The question is not what do you want.

It's what are you willing to trade for it?

Like what are you willing to give up in exchange for that thing?

So I think the first question we have to ask ourselves is, am I using this technology in a way that if my spouse was standing here, I would use it differently.

Like would I be following these people if my spouse was watching who I follow?

I'm not suggesting we have to monitor each other's social media.

That's I think a very personal decision couples have to make.

But I think the best entry point is yourself, right?

Because I have much more control over myself than anything else.

So I think starting with would I be having this communication with this person in this specific way if my spouse was part of the conversation?

And sometimes it's very obvious that the answer is no.

Like I genuinely think the cure for the entry points of infidelity is monitoring your own behavior.

Like if my spouse was standing next to me, would I be talking to this person this way?

Would I be looking at them this way?

Would my body language be what it is if my spouse was standing here?

And if the answer is no, okay, then just notice that.

I'm not saying you have to do it differently, but notice that.

Because you realize, hey, this is a problem.

Like I know I keep bringing things back to like food and fitness.

But you know, like I can't I can control my food environment better than my brain.

Like if there's potato chips around, I'm eating them.

So I know, okay, I can't have that in the house.

Or if I have it in the house, it's with the understanding that, oh yeah, I'm going to annihilate those potato chips at some point in one sitting.

And that's okay.

Like listen, life is to be enjoyed.

But if you go as discipline is trading what you want now for what you want most.

And so what do I want most?

I want a long term satisfying relationship.

I want to be happy in this relationship.

I want my partner to be happy in this relationship.

I want both of us to feel fulfilled.

I want both of us to feel loved.

Like that's what I want.

James, I am so grateful that you're here.

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I want to send this to everyone of my kids.

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So James, the next thing I want to talk about is this.

Let's say that you're at that point in your relationship

where as the person who's here with us right now is listening and having a panic attack

because you realize you're in that phase of the relationship

that every long term relationship goes through.

You've had the fairytale.

Now you're in maintenance.

Now you're noticing the resentment is hitting.

You're disconnected.

You're not having sex.

You're annoyed at your favorite person all the time.

You're wondering if there's somebody better.

You wish it wasn't this way.

But it's starting to feel like, will we ever get back?

What are some of the things that you should do immediately?

I mean, I think in 25 years of practicing matrimonial law,

what I'd say to you is you're where most people are who are married.

That's where you are.

You're where most people are.

And you probably got there by this succession of small choices

that created this, what I would call like a downward spiral.

This spiral where, you know, well, why should I do that?

You don't do that.

Well, why should I do that?

She doesn't do that.

Well, why should, and the good news is wherever you are,

whether that started just recently,

or whether you are down in the valley, right?

It has just been, I don't remember what it was like

and what it felt like when we were in that great place.

You can reverse that spiral.

It works the same.

It works the same in the opposite direction.

How is the same way that it went wrong?

Small.

Small actions.

Like start small.

Start with leave a note.

Leave a note.

You're leaving in the morning for work leave a note.

It was really fun hanging out with you last night.

I married the prettiest girl in the world.

You know, hey, thanks for, you know,

thanks for taking care of that, you know,

thing for me yesterday and calling the cable company.

It really means a lot when my big strongman does things like that.

Whatever, like some little courtesy or kindness

cost nothing, takes five seconds to do.

You know what you also did?

Because you're really good at manipulating and being strategic.

You reminded me in that note of how I felt when we first met.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Pretty as girl in the world.

Strongest guy.

Best person on the planet.

Yeah.

And why not?

Why not?

Like that's so easy throughout the day.

Like I tell a lot of my male friends,

if you text your wife in the middle of the day with a song

that was like a song important to you and you send a link to that song

and you go, I heard this song in the coffee shop today and I thought of you.

Like that's an incredible feeling.

Like it's an intoxicating, wonderful feeling.

Like, and it doesn't take much to just bring someone back to that place.

And by the way, the person's initial reaction might be what inspired that?

Like where?

Because if you're down far enough in the valley, you kind of go like,

but it's not hard to just say, you know what?

I just, I feel like I have to do a better job of like telling you these things.

I think a bit a lot, but I sometimes don't say it out loud.

Like who would not want to hear that?

Like how much would it take?

And how much would it cost?

Nothing.

We cost nothing.

To write your spouse an email, here's 10 things I love about you.

10 things.

And by the way, it's not just for them.

Like they'll love reading that.

But also like it's for you.

Like remind yourself, why did you choose this person?

Like there's still so much beauty in this person.

There's still so much beauty in you.

Like why wouldn't you take a moment and just enjoy the warmth of that?

Like it's right there.

It's like no one's going to advertise this to you because it's free.

You don't need to buy a book to learn it.

You don't need to take a course.

There's nothing I can sell you here.

Like this is just, you have it.

It's right there.

It's right in front of you.

You have to actively steer away from it at some point.

And again, it's never too late to change that side.

Well, I'm thinking about the person who hears that.

The writing, the email of 10 things.

And I think we can get so sequestered in our corners.

That your immediate reaction is either I can't think of 10.

Or why aren't they writing it to me?

Or what if they don't respond?

Yeah.

So those are three separate great questions.

And I think I would answer them separately.

So the first one is, what if I can't think of 10 things?

I love about this person.

Then maybe you should consider getting divorced.

What?

I mean, if you, if you're telling me you're married to a person and you can't think of

10 things you love about them, there are 8 billion people in the world.

Maybe you're married to the wrong one.

Like sometimes happily ever after means happily ever after separately.

Like I'm divorced.

My ex-wife is one of my favorite people.

She's amazing.

I love her very much.

There are a lot of people I love that I wouldn't want to be married to.

Actually, all of them.

All of them.

Right?

Right?

Because it's a very specific kind of relationship.

If you're telling me, I can't think of 10 things.

This person I chose out of 8 billion other options to be my most intimate partner in life.

I can't think of 10 things I love about that person.

Maybe you should consider a divorce.

Because that's an insane reality.

And by the way, okay, maybe you've grown so far apart.

My ex-wife has been remarried for 15 years to an amazing guy who's absolutely nothing

like me personality wise and perfect for her.

And I have to tell you, I love her.

I love him.

We're like a weird family.

But the truth is, like God bless.

Like God bless.

She found the lid for her pot.

Amazing.

Amazing.

I'm so glad.

I have to tell you 10 things I love about my ex-wife.

She can tell you 10 things she loves about me.

Like I can tell you 10 things I love about almost anyone in my life.

So if you're in a place where you're looking at your spouse and going,

I can't even think of 10 things.

Then I think go to therapy and really try to answer that question.

And then try to answer the question, why would I be married to a person I can't think of 10 things I love about them?

So that's question number one.

Question number two is, what if they don't do it back for me?

What if it has, okay, that's where it's scary.

But what's scarier than that is what we just won't even try.

Like I understand so well as a human being, how vulnerable it feels to express need.

And it's hard for me.

I don't know if it is for you, but it's hard for me being that kind of person to say,

I really need help.

I can't do this myself.

Yeah.

And it's humbling.

It's getting easier as I age.

It's one of the things I actually like best about aging is that it's okay for me to say,

like, oh, I need some help with this.

Or, oh, I'm not so good at that.

Are you good at that?

Can you help me with that?

Like, and maybe there's things I'll be able to help you with.

Which by the way, at its best is what marriage is.

So true.

You know, it's about like, hey, how can we become like complementary pieces to each other?

And to create this beautiful hole together.

So I think that's an amazing opportunity is to really say to yourself, like, hey, I'm

going to try.

I'm going to try.

And it's brave to try.

And it's scary.

But like, if you're not scared, it's not brave.

Like it's only brave if you're scared and you do it anyway.

So I think that most of us, if love is on the line, if our marriage is on the line,

like we can be brave.

Like you believe in Santa Claus for seven years.

You can believe in yourself for 15 minutes, you know, like just, just, just really like,

you know, five, four, three, two, one, like go.

Yeah, like just do the thing, you know.

So I think try.

And at least that way, you'll know where you stand.

Because if you've now made a concerted effort where I, you've tried a few times to really reach out to

this person in a consistent way and create some connection between, and it's been rebuffed every

time, then I think you're going to have a much clearer understanding of where you're really

at in that relationship.

And that might guide you in a direction like my office.

I believe some marriages need to end.

I genuinely do.

I've seen some people very successfully divorce, many of which then go on to find love that is

more deep and connected for them and real joy.

They're better people and they're better parents after their divorce.

And I think we do the world of disservice to view all divorces as failures.

I don't believe it's a failure.

I don't believe my divorce was a failure.

It produced two amazing children that are now amazing adults.

I became a better man by virtue of my connection to her.

I'd like to think she would say the same about herself.

She went on to find tremendous love in her life.

I have two.

There's tremendous value in connecting well, disconnecting bravely and maturely if you can do it.

What did you learn about yourself and about relationships by going through your own divorce?

My divorce was very boring because we're both very reasonable people who can see the possibility of our own error.

We fell in love as teenagers basically.

We met in college and we got married at 22 and had a kid at 24.

We were babies.

What I learned is that there are a lot of people in the world that I love that I wouldn't be appropriately married to.

I also learned that the job description of a husband and of an ex-husband are two different things.

I'm a really good ex-husband.

I'm a really good father.

I'm not a great husband.

I don't have the patience.

I don't have some of the skills that I think are really good in a husband.

I think a husband is very comfortable sort of accommodating their will to that of the other

and their patient in some important ways.

As an ex-husband and a co-parent, I was great at it.

I was consistent, reliable, dependable, good communicator.

I'm a good dad.

I put my kids first.

I was still even as adults.

I love them and I make time for them and they're always my priority.

As an ex-husband, I had a tremendous love and respect for my co-parent.

Every mother's day would make sure my kids had gifts for her every birthday, every Christmas.

I'd make sure they had things for their mom.

When she got remarried, I sat down with her new husband at the time and said,

okay, do you want to get her birthday gift for the boys now?

Because I don't want them empty handed.

They're going to feel self-conscious, but I also don't want to overstep.

I'm going to still do mother's day because that's what she is to me for my sons.

But maybe you'll get the boys' Christmas gifts with her.

We had this discussion.

He was a divorced guy himself.

It was really lovely.

How are we going to shape shift this dynamic?

I learned a lot about how you can disconnect in a very beautiful way and have a non-traditional family that is joyful.

I learned a lot about how divorces don't have to always be the kinds of things that I was handling even at that time.

I was already a divorce lawyer at that time.

I really thought divorce was always this knock down drag out battle that you need someone like me.

You can do it with a scalpel.

You don't always need a chainsaw.

I'm kind of a chainsaw.

It was really lovely for me to learn.

If you think about divorce, the ones you hear about, if I go to a cocktail party, I'm going to like cocktail parties.

But if I went to a cocktail party and said, what do you do for a living?

I saw a divorce lawyer and they go, oh my God, you must have stories.

I said, oh my God, if I got one, there was this couple and they got married when they were quite young.

The then diagram of their interests didn't intersect as much and they grew in different directions.

Then they amically divided their property and they continued to co-parent their children that they both love a whole lot.

You'd be like, that is the most boring story ever.

I've talked more about my divorce in this conversation than I probably have in the last five years because it's not that interesting.

I actually think it's super interesting because it shows that there is a different possibility in terms of how you can conduct yourself.

Both during it, during the marriage, at the end of the marriage, during the divorce.

It's all about normalizing.

So much of what I think has gone right in our culture in the last 10 years is normalizing certain things, like normalizing therapy, normalizing mental health issues.

We need to normalize prenups. We need to normalize what a civil divorce can look like.

What a cooperative co-parenting relationship can look like.

It does not have to be because the kind of people that talk about their divorce constantly are people who were terribly wounded by it.

I understand. It became a formative trauma in their lives and it became something that everything comes back to.

I get that. I've seen a lot of people who've been victimized by that kind of a divorce.

But that has now become culturally what we think divorce looks like.

And that is the unbelievable minority of divorcees.

The majority of divorces are the high-conflict people are destroyed for years after.

What is the majority?

The majority is two people that at some point were deeply connected to each other, lost the connection and now have usually children in common or extended family in common.

And they need to end their relationship, but they don't hate each other.

Or if they're angry at each other, their love for their children is much greater than their dislike of each other.

They always tell people that divorce is like a table, it's got four legs.

There's you and your lawyer and the other side and their lawyer.

All you need is one of those legs to be off.

Then matter how nice and straight the other legs are, that table's falling down.

Like one irrational person or one person with bad faith intentions is going to make this into something much uglier than it needs to be.

I want to finish up the topic of the signs.

And really giving the person listening the just resources or the awareness so that if there's a chance for this to spiral back up, you can.

Based on all your experience, what are the signs that you are headed for a breakup or for divorce?

What are the signs that you actually see?

Like because I bet you go to a party or you can walk into a room and you can literally be like in a year, five years, they're in trouble.

What you have to do first is look at your baseline.

So like look at what it was you did when you were still connected to each other.

Like how did you interact with each other?

How often did you have physical intimacy?

How often did you spend time together just the two of you?

What did you do separately and what did you do together?

Because until you look at your baseline, you won't know how far you drifted from your baseline.

Relationships change, people change their bodies, everything changes.

But the question is, when did it change by default or by design?

Have you ever thought or talked about as a couple why it's changed and are we both okay with that?

Or is it something that one or both of us feel like, hey, we might have lost something in that process.

The baseline is a really important thing to be thinking about.

Then one of the first things I observe when I'm seeing the cracks in a couple,

like when I walk into a room or I'm watching one of those housewife shows

and I'm like, oh, they're definitely getting divorced and they're definitely getting divorced.

Like I often tell people to me, the surest indicator of a divorce is not anything anyone says, it's a sound.

And it's this sound.

Just that, like, when the other person's talking and there's just this like,

oh, yeah, what it was?

Yeah, okay.

Why are you bothering me with what you're saying?

Or that kind of eye rolling?

It's just those subtle discertices and disrespects.

It's the tone, it's the body language, that's a huge piece.

So when you're looking at signs, look at how you physically relate to each other.

You've seen couples, I'm sure.

I'm like, why are they married?

Even when they touch each other, it's like, you know, when you're first together,

like you touch your skin and it's like an electric bolt through you of like,

oh, my God, this person touched me.

There's like, oh, my God, our legs touched.

Like it's just that, I mean, and thank God that passes.

Or we just never get anything done.

You know, but it's supposed to sort of pass and become like still something comfortable and connected

because all that person, maybe you don't like holding hands, that's okay.

But maybe they're trying to connect with you.

Yeah.

So do you want to connect with them?

Like, and if it's that I don't like sweaty hands, okay, so put your arm around me.

Like, you know, lean in and do something like, like meet each other halfway.

There's a lot of these little tiny physical and verbal disconnections.

Like even just the act of when your spouse is talking to you, if you are on your God damn phone.

Like that to me, like watching couples sitting there, one of them is talking and the other one is sort of going through the phone.

And you see them doing that.

Oh, yeah, yeah.

Like all I'm saying to you is you're not important.

You're not important.

You're not as important as this.

And then what do you meet that with?

Very often people meet it with like, they'll either keep going and condone that behavior.

Or they'll stop and go, well, I'll let you finish.

Go ahead.

No, no, finish what you're doing on the phone.

And now that feels accusatory because that person's like, well, no, I was trying to look at this thing.

They weren't trying maybe to insult you.

The two things I say that everybody accuses me of being unromantic.

That I actually think are two very romantic sentiments is one, marriage is a job.

It has a set of roles and responsibilities.

You signed up for it.

You didn't have to take it.

There were other positions available and you chose this one and you can quit if you want to.

You know, and you can go get a different one if you want to.

So it's a lot like a job.

And it's a job that theoretically you want to be good at because you want happiness, right?

In this exchange.

James, you are incredible.

And I bet you're thinking the same thing.

James is not only incredible, the timing is incredible.

This is exactly what you needed to hear.

It's what you needed to be reminded of.

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It's simple.

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Thank you for sharing this with people that you love.

So James, let's get back into this.

Is there something that you recommend in the middle of an argument to just defuse it or defuse yourself?

I think the worst time to learn how to fight is when you're in a fight.

I think in advance, there should be some, you know, it's almost like what's a safe word.

Like there should be a word that we've agreed in advance is we're ejecting from this conversation

and we'll continue it at another time.

Like we both know where the other one lives.

You know, like we'll find each other.

So like if you have like, you know, a phrase, like how about them Mets?

Like something that just has nothing to do with any discussion you're having.

That should be the phrase that like I don't think this is productive

and I think we're going down a road that's dangerous.

And you should agree on it in advance and you should make a commitment to each other

that listen, I'm not saying that that ejects us out of this conversation for good

because that would be a great way to just, you know, it's like a, like you get a,

a whole pass in the conversation will never bring it up again.

Right.

What we're saying is listen, this will be deferred for 24 hours

or this will be deferred for a maximum of X number of hours or days or whatever it might be

because you both, the corners you back yourself into,

you've got to figure out ways to get out of.

I mean, think about the commitments you've made to this person.

I'm going to love you, you and only you for eternity.

And you can't make the commitment of, hey, listen, if we're in an argument

and one of us feels like this isn't productive or we're feeling really hurt,

we're going to say this phrase and that phrase will mean we have to call a time out.

And two, you know, you can't really love someone

and more importantly, like you can't really feel someone's love

until you show them a really honest and vulnerable version of yourself.

Like, I'm a great performer in a courtroom, you know,

and I can present however I need to present.

But if in my relationship, I am playing the character of like the best version of myself

and I don't let this person see any of my soft spots or any of my vulnerabilities

or any of the shit I need to work on, any of the things I get wrong,

the things I'm afraid of, I'll never feel their love.

Like, I'm depriving myself because I'll always have in my head.

Oh, no, no, if they knew me, they wouldn't love me.

They love me because they bought the character I'm selling them.

So I'm depriving myself by not showing this person these weak, difficult,

challenging parts of myself.

But here's the thing, if someone is brave enough to show you those things

in a fight, if you weaponize those things,

that is a despicable and almost irreparable thing to do to someone

because when really what is divorce at its worst but intimacy weaponized

because intimacy is not sex, intimacy is the ability to be completely yourself

with another person.

Like, you're honest, authentic self with another person.

And so to take the vulnerability and the soft spots that a person has shown you

in good faith so they could feel connected to you

and you guys could trust each other and each feel like you can show each other

the soft spots to in a fight, in a moment of anger, to weaponize that

is a really, really awful kind of betrayal.

So I would always tell people like have some round rules, like no low blows.

Like listen, I like the UFC.

I like a good fight.

I train Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu for 20 years.

Like most of my best friends have broken my nose at some point.

I'm telling you, like have a fair fight.

Like if you have to have a fight, have an ability to call a timeout

and keep it a fair fight.

Yeah.

There's a couple of sentences you have somewhere in the back of your head

that you know if you said them out loud to him,

you would reduce him to a pile of tears in the corner.

Yes.

He knows those sentences to about you.

He has some sentences he could say that are all of your scaradest, most vulnerable pieces of you.

And I know that because you love each other and you've been together a really long time

and you can't love someone for that duration with that depth and with that much affection

without having been vulnerable to that person.

Or shitty to them.

Right.

But the truth is, is having knowledge of what that is, having that ammunition

is an incredible responsibility.

And it's something, it's like having the nuclear codes of the relationship.

And like keep them locked, like don't use them.

Because just like nuclear weapons, like you get to use them once

and then the whole world blows up.

So like don't do, I've seen people who in a moment of anger let that fly.

And you can't take that back.

You can't, you can't bring that in, you know.

And so really give more thought in advance to when we disconnect.

We do.

We disconnect.

Like as a parent, you know, who do you love more than your kids?

And when they're in middle school, you're telling me you didn't want to kill them?

Like I tell my sons all the time, I'm like I've never disliked anyone as much as I dislike

both of you in middle school.

And by the way, I know you disliked yourself more than anything in middle school.

Like you'll never meet a human being in their life who goes the best years of my life

or middle school.

It's always the happiest person in middle school is miserable.

But the truth is, like you, you love your kids, but you also are like,

okay, I have to have some ground rules and how I'm going to interact with them.

Not in moments of love, it's easy.

It's moments of tension that you have to think about in advance and figure out

how to not back yourself in a corner.

That's a great framework thinking about kids or even work.

Like there are those days you want to just go on a tear.

And if you did, you'd get fired or you cancel yourself.

But isn't it funny how many things about marriage?

Like we put marriage in this weird category and it's just really another relationship.

It is.

Like, you know, I often use the analogy of dogs because I love dogs,

but I have two senior citizen dogs.

I have a 15 year old and a 16 year old dog.

And I know I'm playing with the houses money at this point.

I'm on borrowed time with these guys and I've had them since they were babies.

Or seats are due.

Yeah, and I'm enjoying every minute I have.

But I have to tell you like, I've never once looked at my 15 year old dog who's deaf and thought,

dude, I got to get a puppy.

Like these are just dogs so old and like hardly can hear and I got to carry it downstairs now.

Like puppies are so cute and they're fun and they run around and we play ball and they can jog with me.

Like, this dog so old.

Dude, I love this dog more than every day.

Like this, the scent of the dog.

Now, but yet with love like our romantic partner, it's this constant feeling of like,

well, there's a younger model out there and there's a more compelling model out there.

So it's like, how do you do anything is how you do everything?

Like if somebody said to me, I'll give you, well, you have dogs.

You have two dogs.

Okay.

So let's try this.

All right.

If I told you, I'll give you a hundred million dollars for your dogs.

You would say no.

No.

Okay.

Well, I can pay my bills right now.

That's that.

I applaud you.

Right.

So if I said to you, God forbid, not going to happen.

But you have 30 days left with one of your kids no matter what.

Okay.

You only have 30 days.

Would you take a hundred million dollars then for those 30 days?

You're going to lose them in 30 days anyway.

Would you give me a hundred million dollars if I give you for that?

No.

Because why?

Because the time would even be more precious knowing that it was so short.

Okay.

That's love.

That's love.

That's as good of a definition of love as I could ever come up with.

Like that, that there is something beyond any other kind of value that you attribute to

the connection you have to this, no matter how finite it is.

Because a hundred years from now, no one you love will be here and no one who loves you

will be here.

So this is finite.

We're losing everything all the time.

And I say that as a divorce lawyer for 25 years and I say it as a hospice volunteer

for 20 years.

Like we're losing everything all the time.

That's what makes it precious.

That's what makes it beautiful.

That's what makes it worth paying attention to because I don't have unlimited time.

Guess what?

We don't have unlimited time with anything in our life.

So why wouldn't we just commit to like this much preventative maintenance?

Well, you do have this really beautiful chapter later in the book, How to Stay in Love.

That's all about writing a letter.

Oh, okay.

And this is on page 238 and you talk about the power of writing a letter to the person

that you're in a relationship with, a really deep personal letter.

Would it be weird to write a letter to someone you've shared a bed with for years, whom you

see and talk to dozens of times a day, even for those who can find the right words when

speaking, writing things out may help you to better organize.

Why am I getting emotional?

To better organize and hence understand what you really want to say.

Even if you end up not writing the letter to your partner, I know mediators who encourage

their clients to come to the first meeting with the letter to their acts to be because

it quote, lubricates communication as one put it to me.

If at least some people in the midst of divorce can do that, it should be way easier for

those in love, knowing that their partner is receptive to maybe even hungry for communication

and intimacy.

Anything that might ease communication and a divorce should apply far more effectively

in a loving relationship.

Write a letter to your partner.

List at least five things they do that you appreciate.

Tell them a few things they do that upset you.

Tell them what you are craving, but not getting from them.

Tell them a few things you are getting and are incredibly grateful for.

Tell them a story from your shared history and as much detail as you can that you remember

fondly.

Maybe write a mini-cronicle of your marriage.

It's been said that the unexamined life is not worth living.

My experiences taught me that the unexamined marriage is not sustainable.

So write your spouse a letter.

Make it simple or make it detailed.

But make it authentic and honest.

You love him.

Right?

Yeah.

Yeah, I stand by that, you know, it's what I didn't say in there and I think it's worth

saying is even if you don't give it to your spouse, it's worth writing that letter.

Like I'll share with you when my mom passed away 10 years ago after a long battle with

cancer.

We had a complicated relationship.

And I remember talking to my therapist about it and saying like, you know, there's so

many things like I wanted to say to her that I didn't get to say because it just wasn't

we just, I don't know, it just wasn't, you know, she was so ill and there was just no

opportunity to have that conversation.

And he said, you know, write our letter.

Like write our letter and say all the things that you needed to say.

So I did.

It took the time.

I wrote this long letter saying all the things I needed to say.

I brought it into therapy and I read it out loud, weeping.

And then he said, I'm going to give you another piece of homework and I said, okay, he said,

write a letter back from her and say all the things you needed to hear.

That was much harder because it forced me to think about like, what is it?

What is it I needed from this person?

Like what is it I needed to hear it to heal?

And so even though like she never got to read that letter and even though the letter I wrote

from her was from an imagined version of her, it was one of the most powerful exercises

I've ever, and I've since then used that technique in my life when I'm having a really

difficult time with a person in my life where I'll write a letter of all the things that

I feel like I needed to say to them, often not that I would ever give them.

And then I'll write back like what is it I needed to hear from them?

What is it I want to hear from them?

What would be their perfect response to this?

And very often like it reminds me that the answers to these things are sometimes inside

me.

Like the wisdom you find on mountaintops is the wisdom you brought up there because sometimes

you just find yourself thinking like, you know, what is it I needed her to say?

Because I know I don't have to hear her say it.

I knew it.

You know, when I wrote the letter back from my mom, a lot of it was, hey, I wasn't mad

at you.

I've been sick for a really long time like, and I was in pain and it wasn't you.

And even though she never got to say that, I thought, oh, you know that.

Like you know that or you couldn't have written it if you didn't know it.

But just writing it, the act of writing it and giving it voice and reading it out loud,

even if there was no one else in the room.

So writing a letter to anyone in your life you're having a challenge with writing a letter

back from them with what it is you needed to hear from them.

Even if you never do anything with that, you never edit it and give it to the person

or anything like that.

You're just framing in your head what's really going on here inside of me because I'm

in here.

Like this is what's amazing to me about marriage is I feel like after 53 years of walking

around on this planet and 20 in therapy, I get myself like 75% and I'm in here.

Like I'm in here and I get about what hope do I have of understanding 100% of the person

sitting across the table from me or laying in the bed next to me.

I'm in here and I get 75% of it and I'm going to get mad at myself because I don't understand

this person 100% and get them what they need 100% I don't get me what I need 100% of

the time.

I don't get me what I need 50% of the time.

I screw it up constantly and they go, why did you do that to yourself?

Give ourselves and each other some grace and just realize that listen, this is just about

understanding ourselves what we need, what we want.

This person helping them understand what they need, what they want and then figuring

out how to do that dance.

If you had to save a marriage with one thing, what would it be?

I think the most important way to save a marriage is to pay attention.

I think we just stop paying attention like whoever discovered water, it wasn't a fish.

When you're in it, you just stop seeing it and I think there's so much going on that

you just don't see and I think if you pay attention, you might see like you might step

out of the water and see and I think because marriage is very often about this deep kind

of proximity, it becomes the water, like it just becomes this thing that's around you

all the time and you stop seeing it and I think if you paid attention to what's going

on inside of you and to what's going on with this person, I think most things, the solution

comes from that first step.

That's I think the most beautiful answer I've ever heard about a marriage and of course

I love David Foster Wallace.

Yeah, so good, so good.

I actually reread that essay quite often because I actually think it's fascinating how

often I have to be reminded of that.

If you don't know the essay we're talking about which became this very, very viral graduation

speech that David Foster Wallace, the writer, gave before he died.

A Kenyan University.

Yeah.

Yeah, it's out there.

I think it's called This Is Water that published it as something called This Is Water but

you can actually watch a video of it.

And there's this poignant moment the essay hangs on where two fish are swimming and they

pass another fish and one of them says the other, he has the water and he says what's water?

That it unravels into this unbelievably profound essay about how much of life you're missing

because you're just not present.

And the thing that was beautiful about that essay is I think he realized something that maybe

not every person who's writing the story in their head realizes which is you could just

as easily cast the characters as villains or heroes.

And he talks about in the essay how the person in line in front of you who's in a bad mood,

you can just say, oh, they're an awful person or maybe they have a sick relative at home.

And this is the only minute that they manage to get out and they're so stressed.

And he's like, and if you just refrain, it's just as easy to tell yourself that story

as it is to tell yourself the story where they're the villain and you're the hero.

If you judge me as a parent by my greatest moment of parenting, you're giving me too much

credit.

And if you judge me as a parent by my weakest, worst moment as a parent, you're not giving

me enough credit.

I'm really kind of the aggregate of all of those things.

Well, that's a lesson to bring to your marriage because in your marriage, anytime someone

tells me the story of their life and they're the hero of the story, I'm instantly skeptical.

Well, that's a really good insight because we all have that friend, particularly the one

going through a divorce, where the narrative is evil, evil, evil, evil, evil, evil, evil,

evil, evil, because you're hurt, of course.

And there's no self-awareness to say, well, you know, I haven't made affection at three

years.

So I can kind of see how the door opened up for them to walk away or find somebody else

or I really have some reflected.

And what I'm just going back to that essay and the moment in the essay of not seeing

the water and also you can choose to write a story about the rude person.

It goes back to the original thing that you said, you always have the opportunity to

remind yourself that a really good relationship is one is where you can be in the narrative,

this is my favorite person, even if they're pissing the off right now, even if I have

a lot of evidence for the things that have gone wrong.

Even if I'm scared we're headed for divorce, I can still stand in a narrative that this

is my favorite person, at least remember a time when they were.

Yeah.

And what are the core components of that beauty that you saw in them?

Yes.

That are still there.

If they've changed, what changed them?

Because it's rarely like a nefarious thing, right?

Like, you know, if I let myself get out of shape, it's not that I was like, oh, I really

want to be in bad shape.

You know, like when my mom was actively on hospice, I gained 30 pounds because I took such

like pleasure, like everything hurt it felt like.

So I would eat dinner every night and I would just eat anything.

I would eat like delicious because it just gave me like a moment of sensory pleasure.

And I remember like people who I knew, but only knew casually through work, being like,

oh, Jimmy, then you put on a couple of pounds.

I remember like it hurts so badly because I wanted to say to them, like, do you understand

this is the only thing I have right now?

Like is that food tastes good?

Like everything else hurts right now.

And I feel like if we looked at our partners and went, okay, this, even if they're not

currently my favorite person, they were.

I think it's a really important tool that I want to make sure is you're listening

and watching you land the plane on that one and understand that it's a tool which is

if you're in a patch in your relationship where things are really challenging, okay?

Or you hear that phrase, you're my favorite person because I ran to the bathroom and

bumped into somebody that was coming out of the bathroom and I'm like, oh, my God,

James.

And he can boil relationships down to one sentence, you're my favorite person.

And the person coming out of the bathroom looked at me and said, oh, my God, that's hard.

I think it's hard because I think it's scary to think that no one could love us that

way.

And it's also scary to think that anyone could.

I think those are equally terrifying.

As a human being, I find both of those things terrifying.

I find the prospect that I could ever feel that way about another person and I would

know I'm going to someday lose them is terrifying and to consider the possibility that someone

could actually know me, all of the stuff in me and go, no, you're my favorite person.

Like to me, like that's, I mean, there's nothing more incredible than the possibility

of that.

When I look back at my life, every single thing that meant anything was some connection

to another person, someone I loved, someone who loved me a moment where I felt loved

truly and deeply for who I am, where I felt joy for being in the presence of someone

who loved me or who I loved, when I felt joy of just being in the presence of love,

like as a hospice volunteer, I will tell you, nobody I've ever done hospice visits

with wants to talk about the fact that they're dying.

It's not that interesting.

It's something that they're confronting all the time.

They're aware of it.

They don't want to talk about it.

They don't need to talk about it.

It's their present reality.

They want to talk about their life.

They want to talk about the people they love.

They're not that interested in the things they owned.

Like they're, they're interested in the connections they made, the impact they made, and when

they were loved.

Like feeling loved, I think, is the most powerful thing in the world.

And there are a lot of people who don't feel loved ever in their life.

And sometimes that's their circumstance.

And sometimes it's that they, they haven't had the real courage it takes to let someone

see the truth of you.

From your bestselling book How to Stay in Love, this is page 248.

What is the last time you and your spouse discussed what it specifically means to be happy?

And how you each define that term.

What was the last time you discussed in specific terms?

What a satisfying sex life is for each of you.

They should be conversations you look forward to.

They're about being happy and about fucking for fuck's sake.

You're married.

That means you're in the same car driving on the same road.

Logic says you should be headed toward the same destination.

Are you who selected that destination?

Is it where you both want to get?

Is it one of you crawling out the back window while the other one plows ahead blindly?

Yeah.

Yeah, I think we, we don't ask enough questions about what's going on in our relationships.

I mean, in terms of where are we going?

Like what's the story we're writing together?

You know, you'd never, I live in New York City.

You'd never get in a cab and just go drive.

You know, you say where it is you want to go.

And then you can have a conversation about what's the best way to get there.

But you know, to some degree, we learn about relationships by watching our parents or

the environment we grew up in and by watching popular media.

And now by watching curated images on social media.

So those are the three ways to do it.

I don't think any of those is a particularly honest or great teacher necessarily.

And you know, marriage is very much rooted in tradition.

And tradition, I think, is really two things in varying measure.

It's the wisdom of the people who came before us and what they have to teach us.

And it's peer pressure exerted by dead people.

When you're doing something because it's tradition, like, why did you get married?

Well, my mom and dad got married and my grandparents got married and my great grandmother

got married.

The reason your great grandmother got married is because her mother got married, right?

So your great, great, great grandmother got married.

Okay, your great, great, great grandmother used a buggy whip.

Do you have a buggy whip?

Like, are all the technologies that means did she have the entire sum total of human wisdom

available in a device held in her hand that comes from the sky?

Because that's incredible.

Like, she lived in a different universe than the one you navigate in a daily basis.

Why would you think the technology of marriage that worked for her will work for

you the same way with the same tools?

And all you need to do is watch how this was done and this apprenticeship model

of figuring out what marriage looks like, your relationship, your rules, the two of you.

So only two people that matter is the two of you.

Are you happy, the two of you, do you have a rhythm that works for you?

You know, I posted something a couple of weeks ago where I was talking about how

I personally don't understand why people sleep in the same bed.

Just for me, I just don't get it.

Like two adults and two dogs.

It's a lot in the bed.

Like I'm not saying, well, you also have a broken nose, so you probably are big snores.

I'm not sure I want to be in that.

I'm not sure I want to be in that.

I think you do not want to be in that bed.

And the truth is, like, if you think about it, like, listen, like spend time in bed, have

fun in bed.

All this is because they go sleep in your own bed like a civilized person.

Now again, this is my personal feeling.

People had a lot of feelings about this.

It had hundreds of thousands of comments.

Why do you think people had a lot of feelings about that?

Because I think people hear anyone saying, here's what's important in my relationship

as you're doing it wrong in your relationship.

And all I'm actually trying to get anyone to do is just let's all come out of the closet

a little bit.

Like let's all come out and say, you know, my spouse and I do this.

It works for us because it, once you start doing that, everybody at the table starts to

go, oh, yeah, we do that too.

To me, that's the best stuff in life is that, that intimacy is those little tiny shared

private joys.

Like, that's the coolest, most wonderful thing.

We don't share that with each other.

And by the way, it's not for public consumption necessarily, but just sharing that, like, give

it a shot and see, like, that might be the cure for the disconnection between the two

of us to be silly sometimes together.

Or maybe, you know, what really is, like, well, we have to sleep in the same bed.

Who told you that you have to sleep in the same bed?

Maybe more the kind of people that would be more comfortable sleeping in separate beds.

Or maybe one of you, or both of you think it's really important to be in the cave together

curled up holding each other.

Like, all that matters is the two of you coming up with rules that make sense for you.

Who cares how many times a week I have sex?

How many times a week did the two of you feel satisfied with having sex?

If it's good enough for the two of you, no one else's business.

It's no one else's business.

Well, I think the reason why people get so offended by that opinion is that if you're

honest with yourself, you're clinging to very surface level pieces of evidence of connection.

Yeah, we're doing great.

We're in the same bed.

We're in the same bed.

Or the fact that we're in the same bed that that means you're connected.

And when somebody erupts, it's because you're showing us all that connection is actually

something else.

And again, like, I love that because the truth is we live in a symbolic world.

As humans, we're constantly making meaning.

We live in a symbolic world.

Like, why do I wear a tie?

Why do I wear a suit?

Like, why couldn't I just go to court in jeans and a t-shirt?

Like, I wear this suit for a read.

When you wear a suit, why do you wear a suit to a job interview or a funeral or a wedding?

Because you're saying this suit is a statement.

The statement is, I take this seriously.

This thing I'm doing, I take it very seriously.

And what you taught us today or what you taught me is that the symbols of I'm sleeping in

a bed or I have a ring on my finger or we've been together for 32 years, that's actually

not the symbol of connection, though.

Just do you show up and treat somebody as if they're your favorite person.

Yeah.

Yeah, because here's what I'll tell you.

And it's a hot take and it's an unfalsifiable premise, so it's safe.

I genuinely believe that the connection that you have with Chris and that many of the

very happily married people that I know.

If you took off the ring, if you took away the government's involvement, they would still

be two people who were each other's favorite person and loved each other more than anything.

And wanted to stay together forever not because they were afraid of giving away half their

things or because, but because their life is better because this person is next to them.

And to me, that's worth fighting for.

That's worth building.

That's the thing worth protecting if you're lucky enough to have found it.

Like I say sometimes, marriage is like the lottery.

You're probably not going to win.

But if you win, what you win is so fantastic.

Why wouldn't you buy a ticket?

Why wouldn't you try?

Why wouldn't you?

And unlike the lottery, there are very specific, practical things you can do that will increase

the chances of you succeeding at this thing.

And they're not difficult.

They don't mean require you to buy anything.

They don't require grand gestures, which is, by the way, why you're not hearing about

it from advertisers because there's nothing to buy.

There's no course to take.

There's nothing.

Like it's all stuff you already naturally know how to do and what to do because it's

all the same things that if someone did it for you, it would make you feel seen and

loved and heard and important.

James Sxton, what are your parting words?

Oh my gosh, you need to be speechless.

I think my parting words are, you know, love each other fearlessly.

It's the bravest thing in the world.

I think it's the bravest and best thing in the world.

And I genuinely believe that we're worthy of love.

I genuinely believe almost everything we do every day is to find love, be worthy of love

and keep love.

And I think it boils down to two words and four words.

Pay attention and you're my favorite person.

I cannot tell you how completely flawed I am by you.

I feel so grateful that you are doing the work that you're doing.

I'm so moved by everything that you shared and even just pay attention and you're my favorite

person.

Those are two things that are going to immediately improve and deepen my relationship with

Chris because it's a skill that we have to contain.

It's the rep that you do in a relationship.

But I think, you know, what you're standing in like awe of and moved by is what's inside

you.

Like it's the feelings inside of you for Chris and for the people in your life that

you love and the love that of the theirs that you feel towards you and how that makes

you view yourself because you know it's authentic and real that love and if you can love

yourself the way that those people love you, like that's the greatest superpower ever.

And so like I think this is just what love is supposed to be is that we bring this out

in each other.

We bring out in each other.

Yes.

What's in there?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Well, thank you for absolutely everything.

Thanks for having me.

It's great to see you.

It's great to stand in the presence of it when people like there's so much that I have

to learn from people like you and Chris who have maintained that connection and I feel

like for me there's tremendous value when I get to talk about these things because I'm

learning it.

It's moving me in the same way, you know, like this is all I could say this every

day and I would still lose the plot sometimes.

So.

Well, I'll tell you one thing that really struck me is when you said ask yourself if you're

in one of those moments in your relationship what's changed and if I look back on the period

of time where Chris and I really struggled and you can point at the stress of life and

the financial pressure we were under and just everything that was going on, but what we've

now really realized is that a lot of what changed was his father died in the middle of

it.

And it's only recently, and this would have been 19 years ago, I mean, that he really

understand how that just changed him and I didn't see it and grief, you know, sneaks

up on you.

Yeah.

And especially too when when like Chris, you you navigate the terrain of that like it's

a familiar terrain.

You sort of feel like, oh, I'm exempt from it like a physician who's like when they

get ill.

Yeah.

You know, but it's like, no, no, no, like this is different, like experiencing it outside

of the connection of self and family and it puts yourself in that where you stand in

the history of things and, you know, it's all sort of impermanence at the end of the

day.

But I have to say I think again, if you pay attention, all of that is there.

Like I've learned firsthand as a divorce trial lawyer for almost three decades now.

How much ugliness and anger is in all of us?

And I've also learned how much beauty is in all of us.

And I, I try in my relationship with the world to bring what I think people bring in a

good marriage, which is they cling to the possibility of the goodness and they try to overlook

the possibility of the fool in us.

And there's nothing to me more beautiful than that.

Well, James sexton, thank you for showing us what to pay attention to.

Thank you.

So we can experience all the possibilities that love and relationships have for us.

And I also want to thank you.

Thank you for making the time to listen to or watch this conversation.

I know you feel so moved.

I hope you will share this generously.

I hope you've already shared it with your favorite person.

And in case no one else tells you today as your friend, I want to tell you,

that I love you and I believe in you and I believe in your ability to create a better life.

And I know based on everything that I was reminded of, everything that James taught us today,

that I have tools to create a better life.

Because this is going to lead to more love, better relationships.

And we all deserve that.

Alrighty.

I'll see you in the very next episode.

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It's some, is it your favorite person?

What do we know?

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See, I'm such a workaholic.

I have to live three and a half hours from here.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's good.

Can you imagine Tracy if I was, Tracy is a block from here.

Sure.

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