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Hello, I'm Wilkins, stories all the time.
Glad you are here.
Let's get into it.
There are aisles you never want to be in, adios when the lights burst just a little
wrong, and you can feel the sense of bulk of the stat boxes, the impossible density of
candy canes or plastic pumpkins leaning over you in the seasonal of a stock.
My knees ache from the cold cement, shuff after shuff biting into my arms as I lift and
turn, matching burcoats to the inventory guns andemic beep.
If I sound tired, I am.
It's the third of a night and five days, and the store is always too cold after midnight.
I've been searching for a place free toot for the last I-O, cursing whoever double-stacked
and then abandoned the odd and clearance.
I push aside the box of shattered jack-o-lount and tumble, sweep a tumble, a plastic spider
would be onto my rolling cart, and that's when I spot it where it's behind a lust-crate,
half-loss and shadow, a brown paper-wrap package, edges crimp with yellow and tape, something
heavy inside.
The handwriting across the front is hard and neat, black marker bleeding two sharp initials
are air.
My throat goes tight.
The break-room of Skyview is a land of torn flyers, fated rules, and the ancient splintered
schedule tacked just inside the door.
Everyone glances at it, no one trusts it.
Two days ago, Sandra's careful block letters erased an entire row, initials blotted with
a smear of bluing.
Ah, that's the name no one says anymore, not since last week, not since the rumor about
someone not clocking out or just finishing after final sweep.
I balance the package on my thigh debating.
Drop it and lost him found?
Pretend I never saw it.
Some of the crew would that's how these things get left behind in the first place.
The tape peels off with a shuddering rip, thick and sticky as sound impossibly loud in
that stale, silent isle.
Inside, old paper, dozens may be forty of the laminated store maps were supposed to
hand out to shoppers.
But they're altered, marked all over with looping circles, lines and smeared crayon,
big-letted safe-fest squalls of black marker.
Some maps have time codes, shift 330, or scribbles a dock, 1215, no solo, stick two lanes.
One page falls along a ragged crease, the corner is stained, like coffee-age to the color
of dried blood.
As sudden boom echoes far down the racks the crack of plastic on concrete, metal brackets
flex into loud to be mere settling.
I jerk, scatter some maps heart pounding.
The fluorescent tubes flutter, false daylight punctured by the quick twitch of shadow twenty
yards up the aisle.
I shift the box as another set of fritz dips hurried, uncertain echoes somewhere between
lottery and greeting cards.
Someone else here.
Someone watching, or just trying not to be seen.
I scoop the scattered maps into my jacket, chuff the wrapping deep against my ribs.
The sweat on my palms chills in the air as I nudge my card out of seasonal.
I catch a glimpse just before running for the bakery of the battered board by receiving
r. m. it raced today, not a trace but a palimpsist of where his name used to be.
A sort of absent as if his irons and smile had never been accounted for at all.
I wish I could say I left it then, but I took the maps.
I guess part of me thought they'd explain something schedule won't.
My first weeks, they say, don't pay attention to midnight stores.
Easier said than done.
The usual stuff for a new overnight restocking manager forms thick with warnings about
ladders, about slip housers, and shrinkage about the impossible number of barkers who are
memorized by Halloween.
It's a graveyard world, sky view at night columns of product stretching off to where
windowless walls seem to seat their own suburban damp, faux sunshine from a million tubes
even at three in the morning.
There's a drone of Kanpop music leaping, the relentless beep of an attentive registers,
the lower of the H-track always colder on the inside of your elbows.
At orientation, the crowned five of us into the manager's glass walled office shove-down
pamphlets about guest experience, made us dare to promotional video where cheaper shop
was chaired for rollbacks.
The only names I remembered after day one, Sandra, my boss, then shouldered in Perskas
vinegar, Jarrah, a floor kid whose jokes always swung too loudly for comfort, and Mrs. Fask
was, a next-dodian moving with a quiet conviction of someone whose family built the store
with their own hands.
So the rest faces and high vests half asleep were hunched around vending machine coffee.
There's a weird culture that seats into your skin.
Sky view splits its night staff into little cliques.
A few staff lunge in the locked office county register slips, others linger by loading,
backs to the hissing dark doors, always in pairs.
When I joined, the older over and I crew looked me up and down, huddling as soon as I passed,
every phrase stitched with double meanings.
The jobs are straightforward as any giant stores meant to be, soans for every corner produce
up front, electronics boxed in by security glass, clothing lost in a maze of mirrors,
a backroom only half the maps agree on.
Each night, schedules print out supposedly random but already I see the patterns, the
swaps, two people never paired, someone always in dairy after four, the youngest always
given light duty near garden centre as a treat.
Even the breakroom has its own laws.
My first real lunch may be my second week I stepped in at 1.24, just after everyone
else had opened microwaves and vending machines and scattered into fader chairs.
Jared was cracking up about some candy bar conspiracy.
Sandra was hunched over her roster, mumbling about over ages.
The laughter dropped off when someone's phone chained.
Somebody whispered the name I am, the whole room still like a held breath, glances rotated,
a second of silence thick as syrup, and then nothing.
Sandwiches unwrapped, soda cans clicked the conversation jerked back in to gear around
me, eyes not quite meeting mine.
Some nights aren't so tense.
Late shoppers get lost to always an older woman and affers her asking where garden sieves
are after midnight, or tired dad herding a sleepwalking toddler who wakes up just as
he rounds for bulk snacks.
Those Irish player elite point try not to yawn too obviously.
This staff slide around me like I'm the new kid at a cousin's funeral cordial train,
but never quite letting me in on the jerk.
After a while, it starts to bother me, all those little things that never quite fit.
I think stick a shade like an X under the aisle free shelf, which doesn't match any
re-ordering system I know.
One night I turn over and mop bucket by the derrick cooler and find school marker out
by 244.
Sometimes I catch people swapping shifts at random just before midnight, for no reason other
than the flows off tonight.
The older hands all seem to know the seeker codes and the dry race map, silent about what
they mean.
Sometimes I talk myself out of it, sure it's only stress, workplace culture, the ordinary
unspoken rules you pick up anywhere.
But under it all, there's the sense of something expected of me, some unwritten role I'm failing
to play.
It's a Wednesday night quiet, only rain rattling to glust doors when I notice a huddle's
cluster of overnight regulars, Mrs. Vask was in two warehouse skies, moving in a tight
pack, silent as undertakers.
They walk in perfect sync past the home appliances, crossing to the registers, but when they
hid the toy section they veered, not a one of them stepping into aisle 17 after 2am.
It happens twice that week, stock assignment shuffled last second, reroutes issued by Sandra
for no reason given, always pulling people from certain aisles odd aisles.
Three times, I see a veteran walk briskly out of healthways, check a watch, then double
back to stand near another employee until the clock ticks a few minutes over.
None of this is in the handbook.
The zone rotations, the scheduled shifts in a mention never alone in overstock, is someone
always in garden, and never cut through toys after midnight.
When I ask, I get a blank look, or a quick knot my call top to the supervisor, or an
afk's under if she runs the circus.
I remember clear as glass, watching Sandra that first week of riser, am.
This name from the produce slot on the big green rotation sheet.
Her face was impassive, the action almost clinical and name gone, a sluck given to Jared,
who looked away.
At the time, I choked it up to turn over, but now it sits wrong in my memory, like they
were blotting out a mistake, wiping away risk.
The next shift I m shielding, a circle back, clipboard under arm, and try again.
Why did we swap all the late night assignments?
Sandra just shrugs looks past me.
Wethers a mess, shipping mixups last week, don t read into it.
I asked Jared later as we restock breakfast cereal.
He laughs way too loud, because aisle sevens haunted, right?
He keeps chuckling, but his eyes start to Sandra, who is pretending to organise receipts
near the time clock.
She shoots him a glare sharp as a blade.
His smile dies, and he tosses the next box with a bit too much force.
After my break, I run produce inventory.
The dairy cooler is always freezing, a tomb for half-spired yogurt.
I reach into just some cases and snack my sleeve on rough tape.
Below the bottom shelf, someone stuck it in blue strip with careful block ladders,
safe 315.
The fray is leaped out at me matches one of the colder times on our M.
S-map.
My spine tingles.
I don t say a word about it.
I just slip it into my pocket, slip off duty, and spend the next couple hours staring
at the mat crumpled in my locker, searching for the sense behind all these signals.
It keeps annoying.
Tonight, after clocking out, I stay late.
The break room is empty, faint scent of instant soups still hanging, humming to itself
as the ice machine cycles in the dock.
I unpack all the maps laid inside by side, compare notes.
Here, safe 315 overlays, dairy.
A caution 1230 marked in the loading dock.
No solo painted across seasonal with big alarming access to certain nights.
The patterns are obvious.
Once you see, someone tried to make sense of the right place at the right higher, but
the codes keep shifting names across off, new zones added in red pen, over and over
as if keeping pace with some schedule only they can read.
I overlay maps on the official blueprints printed during orientation, never used since.
They don t quite match.
Pathways deeter into phantom aisles, backroom boundaries never line up.
Several maps are heavily marked around a blank spot between seasonal and the docks.
On impulse, I gram my phone and find a staffer to a wall all poor, it s some faded to go
see outlines.
RM is gone, space empty except for a yellow thumbtack, but the map in my hand has his name
and a dock, 1215 circle four times, then heavily cross out in red pen.
What are all these safe times and places only on the custom maps and where did our
amp go if everyone acts as if he was never here?
I stole the package step from the breakroom.
I spot Mrs. Fastquaz slipping mob handles through her fingers in his low, steady rhythm
always with a low hum on her lips.
Mrs. Fastquaz, she glances up old dark eyes, sharp but kind.
Did you know RM?
I ask in a voice I want to sound casual but doesn t.
She hesitates.
That boy?
Has Spanish is clear, measured?
Don t ask about the ones who don t leave, people forget them for a reason.
She looks around, then mutters in half whisper, nunca sees elotimo and salio, never be lost
to leave.
Her eyes dart to the far end of the hallway, then she hurls her cartway, wheel squeaking like
an alarm.
The digital record system always ancient, often glitching should have R, M.
S. last shifts.
When I check, the name s gone from the night log, as if he was never on the schedule.
I ask Sandra, who keeps her eyes stock to the manifest.
Maybe you re thinking of someone else, she says, but there is a twitch in her jaw at
some flicker of memory she quickly smilers.
People come and go.
For the first time, I asked to see security taped quarterly, we re supposed to review
them for shrink, but most never bother.
The night are, and disappeared, I search the list there s footage for all zones, but
the delivery dock and seasonal display.
Both marked system error recording lost.
The night supervisor on shift looks up from his fallen shrugs.
When it glitches, it s always the same spots, he says, not quite meeting my gaze.
I start carrying a note by the secret, colour-coded.
I map stuff routes during my shift, noting always who walks with whom and where people cluster.
The veteran crew, especially, are never alone on the far side of house where s after midnight.
I jot down every blue ribbon I see tied to radio and tenors, every shelf with strange
coated stickers.
The night after, as I check inventory near pet food, Jared materialises at my side, eyes
darting.
To ask a lot of questions, he mutters, showing me a hand-trembling in his hoodie pocket.
Guess you better keep this on you.
He presses something cold into my poma rusty neotite to afraid blue ribbon.
He grins, weekly, the joke tap dancing away as I encolored the ribbon.
It s for luck, he says.
Don t use it unless you have to.
He backs away, whistling badly, but looks over his shoulder three times before ducking
behind baked goods.
Break room after 1 a.m. silence.
Only the gurgle of an old coffee pot.
I set in, and all conversation dies, three veterans during at the ceiling tiles, a younger
woman of sob in her phone like it s some kind of shield.
Eyes track me, faces turn to stone.
I busy myself with the coffee pretend not to notice.
The staff closes to me fold napkins, tap pencils, glance every few seconds at the clock
and then at the circle names on list tacked up of the vending machine.
Some nights, oddness sits into the edge of vision.
Twice I hear whistling, a thin, sliding tune echoing from the shadowy duck doors at
12, 30, when no one scheduled to unload.
Once, I walk the path myself and find nothing but a ripple of cold air and a stretch of
freshly polished concrete, as if a crowd justice burst seconds before I arrived.
Growing obsessed, I return over and over to the maps from our M.
As parcel.
Some pages have names times, and initials written in most crost off, but always match to faces
now gone from the h-cork board of staff photos.
The cross ups are thick angry, a trace each one to its map from safe time block.
In every case, solace shift always along the same border, the dusty gap between the seasonal
store in the back room.
It's raining harder, now, pattering against the exit base.
I call my hands tight to run to our M.
S-last clues and wonder which lot I'll fill on the board when my own names are raised
if I won't just vanish into the crack between categories.
One night, unable to let go, I stake out with the stuff called a loss though.
The shift has come rain, hum of engine sideling at the loading dock.
I tie my approach to line up with our M.
S-last known schedule, watching a clock drag past midnight.
No one is supposed to sweep the dock solo, on the official lock, two staff or schedule,
but on the annotated map, it's just one winner's name every time.
Lies overhead flick at dim, the concrete by the dock runs cold.
I hunker behind a display of Reese, hard in my throat.
The hush feels electric, like the silence after a power surge.
I see them, Sandra, Mrs. Fasko is two of us from the veck crew moving in a fluid pack.
Eyes fixed ahead, not looking at the camera cluster of the double doors.
They whisper too low to here, check their watches.
One tapes a blue rib into the dock handle, tying it in a complicated knot, then I'll
leave the door untouched.
And caught before I even know it.
Sandra's face swings to meet mine, eyes dark.
She strides over, Joe sat shoulder-squared.
You like to watch, is that it?
Her voice is sharp, low, daring me to deny it.
What's wrong with you?
She demands.
What could you just do your job?
Behind her, Mrs. Fasko's hands tremble, but she won't meet my eyes.
It's not about you, it never is Sandra Hiss's voice horse.
A press.
Why all this?
Why the zones of the maps, the rituals?
She flushes, frustrated, glancing past me to the warehouse clock, as if calculating risk.
If no one works alone, what's the risk, huh?
Her tone is so brittle I hear the words splinter as they leave her lips.
Mrs. Fasko's voice slow and rapid, says in halting English, we remember, someone not
to leave the maps forget.
I open my mouth, but the words twist and stick.
Sandra stalks back to the stacked cones by the exit.
Her lips down the schedule, wipes the clipboard.
I watch as she erases the last traces of R, M.
Name, time, initials.
Its ritual fast, urgent, mournful.
I catch the movement out of the corner of my eye, a backup clipboard, supposedly, for
emergencies, wiped clean of anything but the present, any pass mistake thoroughly skyered
off.
That's when it clicks.
The maps laid out on no-my-hands back in the breakroom.
The scratchy blueprints filed in safety's locked raw.
The backroom is wrong in every diagram, both official and hand annotated.
The doors don't match.
The pass curve differently on every drawing, no two routes quite agreeing on where they
should bend.
Each employee keeps a different map, a personal chart, some lines are raced and redrawn,
as if the store itself shifts beneath their feet.
I go home that morning unable to sleep, the whistle melody from the empty dark looping
in my head.
Art M.
Marked a duck, twelve fifteen, crossed out.
Every other vanished staff member mapped to a coded time and forbidden place.
Tomorrow night I decide I'll be there.
On the danger line, exactly on time.
If I'm supposed to obeyed on written rotation, I'll break it.
Someone has to.
Sunder rotated three zone cars in the master's sheet that next afternoon, her lips thin
line, hand-holding the dry erase bends so tightly it's squeaked.
I caught the moment, she switched me off clothing into seasonal slash dark support for
the midnight to three stretch, as flicking up, not daring to hold mine.
The change was random and she knew I'd know it.
I didn't mention it just nodded, pocketed my assignment slip, and played dumb through
to crosshift chatter.
Jared, catching the swap from the corner of his eye, milder don't and check his head
once, sharp enough I nearly laughed.
Kid didn't even try to hide it.
But if Sander wanted to keep me out of danger, she picked the wrong night.
I'd replayed that sick, trembling confrontation at the loading bay too many times to back down
now her voice echoing in my head, at brittle crackle of if no one works alone, what's
the risk?
The thing is, people here keep a hundred rules you aren't allowed to say out loud.
If they knew what risk was, if they could name it, they'd have to stop pretending
all this was normal.
I prepped like it meant something extra layer under my vest, thick socks, mouth crumpled
soft that the fold into my pocket, the blue ribbon nail in my grip whenever I was alone
in the stocker and playing it like a worry stone.
I checked it's twice doors unlatched, then locked, then tested again.
Brought a second foam fully charged if the store likes decided to play the usual tricks
I'd want back up.
My hand kept strained to the nail, the ribbon picking at my knuckles.
I wanted to chalk it up to nerves, but the old sick feeling in my gut said otherwise.
By 11, the store was a stretch of half-shuttered registers for cold draft wander in the entry.
Missess Fask was past me wheeling her yellow caution, wet floor sign, her mop swishing out
some ancient rhythm on the Pockwalk tiles.
She nodded one size grave, mouth then is embroidery floss.
No one had to say what night it was, not now.
Every gesture, every pause told it.
Even Jared, bounding over to a restock candy at the front, didn't try a joke.
I kept my kit close all flashlights from the maintenance cage snapped in my belt, battered
as hell but reliable.
Just another arm, mapping the bottom of my vest pocket.
I took a lap.
The staff tonight kept a pair of clustering at the ends of certain aisles, produced paired
with garden, housewares with seasonal, always skipping the overstock corridor after one
and less two pass through together, always a humm of whisper codes bounced along the
radio.
The song sweep at 1215, Sandra set it line up.
She didn't look at me.
Her eyes stayed on her phone, lips moving as if silently recounting headcount.
We're running short, so mind your roasts.
The words fell flat, practiced, everyone nodding and not listening, but no one volunteering
for dog duty.
I waited until just past midnight, fiddling with an empty box, watching the digital clock
flick pass 1204, 1210, 1213, the timer, I'm heading on half as ragged maps, thick, smeared
pants lashing at a duck, 1215.
The back corridor safe enough in days seemed to buckle at the edges after hours.
The shape of space shifted, what should be straight now curved, a scoffed expanse of
tile stretching and shrinking as you crossed it.
My own step sounded wrong, one echo too many, as if someone else's shoes trailed just
a pace behind, never catching up.
Store lights, already dimmed flickered in a sequence three pops and haswares, a buzzing
torch at the end gap.
That opens sign on the door outside, usually shut off by the night manager, stuttered to
life for a blink, then died.
Now everything in me screamed to walk away, break the cycle unless somebody else be the
fool.
But it was too late.
That's when the voices picked up just behind receiving a mirrormer, then harsh, then
this as fast quizzes low Spanish, rising in and out of English, solo seep here and only
there was a loan of the words faded before the end.
Her mob handle ticked an odd rhythm, syncopated.
Her voice chased the battered tile, syllable softest thread.
I dipped past empty carts trying to blend.
As I slept through the stalk from shadow, I caught a glimpse, sander, standing with two
of the older guys Mitch and Calvin, maintenance, both here since the store opened huddled around
the end of the seasonal aisle, heads close, lips barely moving.
One of them had an old security badge clipped upside down, a weird trick I'd never seen
before.
They watched the clock as if tining a ritual, glancing to the door every twenty seconds.
I counted the seconds, sliding into a pocket of shadow behind a pallet of unsullskate
curves.
A space felt tighter, the tile under for sticky with old wax, the air heavy smelt chemical,
astringent.
It was the sick, sweet time of stalemop water laid over a faint, musty note like old paper
and copper coins.
A clock rolled to twelve fifteen.
My phone vibrated, no alert showing as if it just wanted to remind me it existed.
The humming lights up of hiccup three times, then stedded.
At the very edge of the seasonal zone, the blue ribbon tied earlier fluttered in a draft
I couldn't feel anywhere else.
Movement sander's crew headed for the dock, always in step, always together like palbers
of a silent shift change.
The cess fast was lingered back, fingers flexing on her cart handle, her gaze flicking to
me, then away, like seeing through me.
The formality of the whole thing was unmistakable less shift change, more right.
I flattened myself to the bat its docker wall, half unloading, half an overstock.
Sander of passing clothes said nothing, but the line of her shoulder the edge in her
gate told me she knew.
She was letting me see, but wouldn't let me intervene.
The men opened the doctor.
The night elf screamed in a shrill of key shriek too loud for wind.
The metal braised up, then shudder, then fell silent.
The blue ribbon glinted in sodium glow three knots, a tag hanging loose.
I watched hot beatings to can slow, as they check watches exchange a few words I couldn't
hear, then all stalked back together, not looking back.
For one instant, just before the door shot, I could have sworn a shot of flickered on
the far edge of person-shaped shimmer, only there if I squinted sideways.
I slipped forward, counting exactly 13 pieces each mapped out in shaky blue ink by a
vanished hand.
The space was cold, not refrigerated cold, but grieve cold, sudden, filling my shoes
with pins and needles, making every breath burn.
I ducked to the right, crouched near the mock-close at hand-raptide around the blue ribbon
nail, scanning the dock's fire edge.
Entie.
The stack Christmas box was silent, wreaths sagging like wilted halos and the rex.
Only my own breath, and then, a scrape.
The low hiss of a shoe on rubber mat.
A froze.
The clock over the fire exit flashed 12-16.
In the security mirror, convex and cloudy, another figure blurred at the very limit of
shape, not quite a face, moving through the palli-chatter.
The air-shever then stilled.
For half a second, my body registered nothing but cold weight.
I could hear every heartbeat, every light flicker.
No footsteps, but the feeling of something coming closer.
My hand clamped tight in the nail, hard enough to bite flesh.
My mouth formed the phrase, safe, dock, 12-15.
Just to anchor myself, a whisper I didn't quite trust.
The form didn't move closer.
Instead, the cold air snapped to gust, all sudden, like a rush of wings or a body moving
past too quick with the eye to catch.
The ribbon twitched.
The door shivered, but stayed closed.
A voice not Sandra, not anyone I knew breathed in my ear closest blood, don't get lost.
It didn't feel like a warning.
I held myself back toward overstock every step doubling, before feeling twice as long
I half ran, half fell through the ladders of shelves and cheap plastic bins, breaking
into the strip lit bakery at sprint.
The world wobbled, her eyes enough kilter for a second, then snapped back.
All was silent, but for the wine of freezer fans and the distant scrape of a mop.
Cumbling, I ducked into the break room, shoulder pressed cold cement, pulse-throwing
wild in my wrists.
The maps were a bundle in my jacket hot, as if I'd left them in a sunbeam, not the frozen
cubby.
My hands shook as I checked the phone's, screen blank, battery half-drained or I'd barely
touched it.
Sandra and the others returned from the dock slowly, in a block, everyone looking anywhere
but at me.
I forced myself to get back on my assigned rounds, shifting toilet tissues in the silent
aisle, since it's prickling for every sound.
I'll forehouse where as felt tighter, like the space had silted in around the edges,
but still only me, a few creaking floor tiles, and the muffled beep of someone's walkie-static.
Half an eye or later, Jared shuffled up eyes enormous face pale.
He stopped at the end gap, never quite entering my aisle.
He knew to swap with me, he set weekly for his cracking as he fingered the edge of an
an open case.
His eyes swept nervously over the racks and the spindly camera in the ceiling corner.
I'll take dark, if you're spooked.
Not a trace of his usual sarcasm.
I shook my head unable to answer.
He nodded too fast and melted away, by two a.m.
I tried to piece together what I'd seen voice, shadow, cold, the tightening nod of the
cruise-moving always in sync.
I realized something, in three weeks on grave, I had never once seen any of Sandra's old
hands alone.
Always pairs.
Sometimes threes.
Never solo at the dock, never through seasonal, after midnight, never, ever at the margin
between warehouse and overstock.
The new highs didn't obey not because they didn't care, but because they hadn't survived
long enough to notice the larger beneath the rules.
The break room was half lit, microwave humming.
The cess-fast quest sat hunched over her thermos, lips moving in silent prayer, mop bucket
beside her.
I lingered in the doorway.
She glanced up, reading something in my face she must have known long before I did.
You got cold, she, she said, not as a question.
You never get the cold just from air.
I nodded through, tied.
Why to shelter?
Why to blue ribbons?
The schedules, why do you let it keep happening?
Her face crumpled.
For a moment she was older than her ears, her knuckles pale, the cords in her neck standing
out.
It's always been, since before me.
She chose her words slowly, as if tasting each for danger.
The place below is hungry, the lions, they just slow it, never stop it.
She turned her palm out, touching the surface of the break room's old, worn table, sigiled
drawn, and faded chop out half-scubbed out.
We're just keeping the order, the cycle stops the worst.
Sandra peered behind her, arms folded.
Leave it, she said, cold as the freezers.
You want to pull double shifts to night, go ahead.
Otherwise, stop pushing.
Her glare was knife-shop, and for half a second I felt the wild urge to apologize to pretend
none of this was real.
Instead, I held the stare.
What happens if someone breaks the cycle, if you end up alone at the wrong time?
She looked at the maps I held, lips twisting.
Why do you want to know?
You want to be like him.
She wouldn't say R, M.
Yes, name, but she didn't have to.
The implication hung between us like Vogue.
I said nothing, but I didn't look away.
She turned on her heel, shoving up in the office door with unnecessary violence.
Mrs. Vask was laid to hand online, unexpectedly warm.
In Spanish, she whispered to so soft only I could hear.
Do not be last, never be last to the line, not one step past the wrong eye or it takes
you, all of you.
She squeezed, then stood, hefted her mop, and rolled away, giving me a glance thick
with years of dread.
After loan, I laid out the maps hand-strumbling, piecing connections.
Each safe code was never more than two I.O. Islam.
Each danger zone matched the cross-outs in the staff board.
I never named that vanish was last seen in a mock zone outside the given I.O.S. always,
always alone.
I three, the staff had drifted toward the exit checklist.
Jared finished his rounds, ducking in and out of sight, always humming nervously, sometimes
glancing over his shoulders, expecting to see someone where no one stood.
I caught him by the soft drink, fruit as he stood his vest.
Jared, what is it with the duck?
I asked as casual as my voice would allow.
He swallowed.
You don't go alone, it's I don't know, like Sandra says, luck or something.
People go missing, not all at once, just gone, last year before you.
He stopped, realizing he'd said too much.
Don't work past your slot, don't play hero.
Heavy silence.
Didar, M?
He shook his head, face tight, mouth opening closing.
Don't ask me, ask Sandra she was here, I wasn't on that night.
When he bolted, leaving me with only the lobes of fridges in the oscillating fan, which
had started a new, clicking with him almost a tune, almost the whistling I'd heard by
the duck.
The shift ended, slow and sticky with exhaustion.
Sandra checked his own locks, her movements extra slow, racing and rewriting my name and
job in three different colors, as if daring anyone to ask her why.
She placed the finish she in the lock drawer, keys flashing in her face, then left without
a word.
At six, the glass doors near the front judder open, the online dripping pale across the
frozen tile.
The store filled with noise, day staff grumbling and clocking in, oblivious to the rituals
of night.
I slept badly.
In dreams, the aisles rearranged, shells yawning open, maps folding themselves into shapes
I could almost free if not for the buzzing static that drowned out every crucial symbol.
I woke before noon with the old, metallic taste of dread on my tongue.
The next afternoon, a text from Jared, shifts up dated Sandra, moved view out of dock
to garden, heads up.
Someone was watching my schedule.
Maybe for my sake.
Maybe not.
I arrived early, Blairide, firing off-plait nonsense to the crew drinking still coffee
in the lounge and tried to act normal.
My side-long glance is picked up the patterns three-older stuff always in housewares between
midnight and two, no one, not ever, walking alone by the freight elevator, even for trash
runs.
The schedule, fretfully printed, showed two people for every late shift in the deep
bays, scratched your pen notes and sanders hand-doubled up, then erased in hard slashes.
I cornered her by the returns cage, the air thick with lemon glean and the sun slanting
weak through the high, dirty windows.
However this is moving me, you won't stop it, I said.
What are you afraid of?
Her eyes were ancient.
Ask Vasquez.
She bared more here than you'll ever know.
You want to name things, you go ahead.
Then voice breaking, but I won't lose more, not because of you.
Now as the next midnight approached, I found myself again at the crossroads overstocks
island, clocks ticking too loud, the buzz of the open freeze of spatial warning.
The maps in my pocket grew heavy with every iron survived.
The staff reorganized yet again, no names on zone cards, only initials.
At the board, Mrs. Vasquez paused, looked straight at me, and drew a small x-infated blue
sharp out beside my initials, then quickly white did away.
The lines between places shimmered at the path from dock to seasonal was nice straight
shot tonight.
Walking it, I fell the whole store, lean walls pushing close, all the lights offered
a flicker behind me when I doubled back for the third time.
The PA grew in twice, then bladed a distorted version of a pop single clipped, jittery, as
a front backward, blurring a human voice into something serpentine.
This was the moment to decide, let myself be routed, or walk the forbidden loop.
I chose the latter.
Blue ribbon not a tight round the nail.
Match-comple soft as old money in my palm.
A dozen steps separated me from the border.
I checked my watch.
12-15 sharp.
The docks stood ahead, blue ribbon waving as if caught and breathless wind, the map in
my pocket burning hot.
I stepped past the line, feeling the cold, slapped my jaw, prison surging behind, almost
at my heel.
Something moved, just past vision, hugging the far rack, not quite light, not quite
shadow or shape in the ghost of an old uniform, faded blue, badge glinting under invisible
stars.
I breathed out, desperate, not to run, every inch of me tingling, vibrating with the pressure
of being observed.
The figure did not come closer, only lifted a hand, pumped flat as if to caution or comfort.
The lips moved to no sound.
My own mouth shaped the old words, stick to lanes, no soul.
My mind screened, but my body followed the cycle turn left at the end cap, right at
the bakery, back through seasonal tour where the safe marks last in the cheap tile.
The air snapped, lights blurring into a run of static, the overhead popping one by one.
The shape faded.
Something like a voice pressed into my ear, a single drawn out breath thin nothing.
When the light stared again, I was slumped against the serial end cap, the vest sawed
him with sweat, the nails blue ribbon scored deep into my palm.
At my feet, an old tag a safe free, 15-half torn, nearly washed away.
Ultra pass behind me as if on normal runs, but left the tight, hurried whisper at my
ear.
You're lucky, nothing loves a stubborn new hire.
She walked on, never looking back.
I realized for the first time what they'd meant by rotation.
Not just coverage, not just teamwork.
It was a ritual erudation of bodice to stave off something older and cruelly than overtime
policies and lost merchandise.
Every erase name was a broken link, a lost route, a failed ward.
Every pause, code, and swap was an act of survival, barely holding the place together.
The real map wasn't the paper in my pocket, or the blueprints in the office fold.
It was us, a moving network of breath, sweat, fear, and determination, weaving our own perimeter
against whatever pressed him from the subfloor, or the blind spots of the cameras, or the
endless cold hash where discarded names tumbled and the air-weighted hungry.
I was part of it now, like it or not.
Next shift I'd know which steps to skip, which ones to double, went to never be the last
alone.
But the dread didn't lift, not even as the lights came back, and the morning crew filtered
in, laughing at all jokes, oblivious to the names vanished under the siren wrap of ritual.
Dawn never meant safety at Skyview, just reprieve.
On that night, I went home clutching the blue ribbon nail, the maps not ragged at the
edges, and a head full of questions no one on the schedule would answer if I valued what
time I had left at the stacks beneath Skyview.
The dawner comes after it is thinner, more anemic than usual, it slips slack and
form us through the high glass doors as if afraid to pull on the tire.
No one says anything about the night before.
The treasure just leaves its own sheet hanging, faintly trembling where someone's hands
mudge the ink.
Around six, the cleaner shifts wheel and faces slack, sweet puns and clinging to uniforms
and it feels like a trick, like watching ghosts freehouse someone else's routine.
I lift boxes in the front block, hands still shaking, not from tiredness, but from the
memory of stepping beyond the safe clustering of bodice out into that corridor the others
won't name.
Every sound is too sharp, the snap of shelf plastic, when keening through the dock weather
strips, the faint and sink tum of the light ballast overhead.
On the way out at end of shift, I glance back at Sandra.
She stands by the schedule borders of godting a tomb.
There's a scoured bruise swirling at the base of my thumb where the nail and the
ribbon cut the worst in my palm.
When I move my head the wrong way, echoes rebound through my urge from a faint snippet of music,
nearly a whistle twisting under the bone.
The nails blew ribbon phrase into threads, sticking to my pocket lining.
I keep it curl tight anyway.
I want to ask to demand answers, but the air is full of the unspoken, not just rules,
but guilt, old and fresh as osam.
The routines change fast.
Second night, the locker room is reorganised, everyone's gear is stuffed into new cubbies
as if spursing sand.
The only ones who seem unbothered on Mrs. Fask was, moving slow but watchful, unmitch,
the barely minting in sky, who carries himself as if the walls themselves might shift if
he doesn't keep both eyes on them.
The stuff sheet is all initials now, sharp ice wipes so deliberate it looks hostile.
Sandra's curt.
Pair up by three, check in on radio, rotate the zones, no solos at the dock, not even
for trash.
Her voice covers, I can hear how brittle it is under the routine.
Jared void me the one-time hour rotations overlap, he grouts two boxes for every step I take,
eyes never lifting above knee height, whistling a tune not quite the right tune too fast,
too tense.
He unloads a case of jangrass with more force than needed, one shattering in his hands,
sticky red pulling with a faint metallic shimmer.
He curses, but it sounds rehearsed, and it feels like neither of us are actually there
for a moment, just two shapes acting out an ancient routine.
I want to talk about the thing in the dock of the shape, the breath against my skin,
the cold that didn't fade even after the light stedded.
Instead, I asked Jared about the rotations, he shrugs, face pinched.
He got through, didn't you, just stick close, nails are for luck, fast quest says the
cycles all we got.
He glances around as if were of the aisles themselves are listening.
The cycle loops tighter now.
Five, six staff in the break room after 1am, all hunched and weary Paris, even the
cleaks collapse together.
When Miss Athasquist sits beside Sandra Nees touching, arms creedling about her thermos.
Their memory in Spanish, sometimes English, all words too soft to decipher.
The rest of us crowd the bad vending machine, snack rap is crinkling while the sound system
judges out the same lint playlist, always skipping at the same track between two and three
in the morning.
I tried to plot it, pencil to note, but.
The schedules never align, on paper, coverage is random, in truth, it's the same as before,
only more desperate.
No one is allowed alone, even for the shortest interval.
They have safe marks bloom on the new maps every night, and you blew strip on a new shelf,
sometimes so happy as it looks like panic.
I walk the boundaries, count in steps tracking where the marks leap in skip.
The layout is different of a shift.
I swear, one night I'll 21 bends deeper toward the loading ramp than if or to, the next.
It's a straight shot to dry goods.
Boxes appear in stacks where no register receive claims them.
Box flicker between prices, but when I bend to check, my own handshake too badly to
trust what I see.
The air feels thick, as if the walls have swollen inward.
Twice, I catch a glimpse of a shape in a convex mirror never more than a trick of the
light, gone as soon as I step close.
The official blueprints are no help.
I sneak into the office careful and unlock the safety file with a manager code.
The diagrams are laughably simple, boxes for back room, little squiggles for a seasonal
and overstock.
Who does it show the impossibly deep dock I know, or the warp dial, the batwork boundaries?
Every staff drawn map says something different.
I non-agree with what my own body remembers.
Near at the end of the shift, a memo is tacked by the clock, staff rotation must be observed,
all incidents to be reported to night supervisor, do not enter where has a loan.
Underneath, Sandra's signature, then a scroll of reply I know is Mrs. Vazquez's, seen
progintos, always together.
The paper is fleck with salt at the edges ground and by someone's trembling fingers.
Two nights later, the air thickens and breaks.
It starts with an alarm shilling from the dock and old system, loud enough to pierce concrete,
but there's no blink on the security panel.
I grab a radio, barely tuned, and sprint for the bay alongside Mitch.
The dock lights are flickering, faster than before along shadow pulses, than a humming
buzz-like subwoofer feedback.
The temperature drops three degrees, then six.
We find nothing but the battered blue ribbon, now torn loose, flapping from the handle in
a wind-ass shindig system doors.
The security camera above is dead, the feed and the office static, why did I?
Sandra meets us back and break, face a mask.
Nobody goes alone, she manages, clutching the keys so tight I hear the teeth grind.
Pair up every sweep if you see anyone near the back, you call.
Her knuckles are pink where the keys bit.
We do as told, double shifts, no one venturing even to the washroom alone.
I spot Jared organising snack kicks with one hand, other staffed into his vest pocket clutching
a blue nail tight enough to turn his fingers wide.
The tension never lifts.
Staff rotation is now nervous, public spectacle, at the end of every eye, at the break and
fills for a roll call, everyone accounting for their whereabouts.
Names are ticked, initials match, to mats that have been marked and remarked so many times
the laminate is wearing thin at the corners.
Mrs. Fask was keep salt in her apron, flicking it in a nervous rhythm under her breath as we
passed through to breach between aisles.
I trace my own route in the dust of the mop closet, not trusting any schedule made by
other hands.
But the danger isn't only in the schedule.
There are other things, smaller things, that begin failing.
The freezer in the bath starts malfunctioning, ice blooms in strange fractal patterns that
melt and re-freeze every iron, never matching the thermostates claim.
I'll centre's trip with no one near them.
The chime at the customer entrance triggers it to 22 each morning, no one is in the threshold,
but the glass wets in the rubber mat stinks of cold pond water.
Foxes in the back house mysterious staff solve us, keys without labels, staff discount cards
from years before I started.
I find one, faded blue, initials flaked off in the old mop pale, it bends when I touch
it, snapping into with a sound like dried bone.
Each crossing into the wrong zone chones my insides, nausea, a pressure behind my teeth
as if all the stores they are wanted to force me out.
It's not just me.
Sandra snaps at every small infraction, moving with choppy, uncertain gestures.
Mitch sets up new locks in the dock doors, only to find them rattling loose an eye all
later, as if picked from the inside out.
A week ticks by split and splintered iris.
One night, during what the maps claim is the safest window, Maccess Faskers vanishes
for four minutes between mop sweeps.
When she returns, there's a hand printmarked and grime along her lift sleeve.
The print is too large for anyone employed here.
She wets a rag, cleans it often slow, circular strokes, not meeting anyone's eyes.
Sandra is the most changed.
She paces before each shift, triple checks her rotation, and never lingers for small talk.
Her hair is slicked back, Joe clenched.
In the new hire, Brian asks for advice moving pallets, she snaps too quickly, never
linger near the dock, no matter what you hear, clock says you leave, you leave.
Jared is no longer funny.
He mutters, occupers shadowed corners, returns from every aisle with hands masked into fists,
ribbon twine tightly, knuckles pale and angry.
He avoids the board and me, glancing up only to check the time.
I keep records.
On the third night after the first real breach, the PA system glitches burst of static, then
that same bastard eyes melody, the whistling tune from the dock, mangled and blurred, leaking
in between advertisements for end-kip sales.
It's there for 12 seconds, then a staff voice, please disregard technical issue.
No one in the booth will admit to having touched the controls.
The main consequence of the cycle breaking is simple, no one trusts the space anymore.
Every aisle becomes a trap, every corner and ambush.
I see the wear on people's bod as shoulders hunched eyes read from chronic vigilance.
Trash compacts slow now.
More shudder hinges creek without rhythm.
The cold in my palm is almost constant.
Sometimes when I grip the ribbon nail, I swear I feel a heartbeat not my own.
Pensions wells larger than the staff can hide.
Conversations are quick clipped.
The old memorials sticking notes by lost work boots, faded maps tape that forgot and
cub is grown daily.
One day, a torn vest left on the loading cart, initial scribbled out, blue ribbon folded
carefully in a zip lock, left at the edge of the cross zone.
I understand it now as a sort of funeral.
In the office, I rifle through the deep files after ires, codes and claim forms from
before the sky blue logo era.
I find references to special incidents, confidential logs marked to legal, do not circulate.
Each list staff member, a time stamp, then incident resolved, some rotation updated.
Names I have never heard, but there's always two columns, shift companion.
Every line crossed out in a way that looks less like bureaucratic reduction and more like
an exorcism.
The sense of observation of being catalogued grows.
It was a replace, but their feeds fuzz and pop.
The shape in the mirror, half glimpsed, becomes near tangible the night I walk through over
stock at 148.
It stands at the end of the aisle, not moving, not quite occupying the space like drawers
for it.
The chill is sharp, a warning, an error treat without thinking, without picking up the
cases I'd come for.
But now paranoia breeds error.
There are fewer staff on each shift, cut by scheduling tweaks.
On Friday, Brian disappears 10 minutes before the Irish steps out to check the cooler, never
returns.
His badge is left, beads of moisture collecting along the plastic as if chilled from within.
Sandra calls a shift freeze, everyone stopping where they're until she fask was, Mitch,
and I sweep the store twice, calling his name.
He never outsose.
His zone is mocked through with heavy red taped over with a blue ribbon and two nails
driven into the edge of the cooler.
The board erases him the next morning, not with sadness, but with mechanical speed.
This time, the dread doesn't pass.
People hurry now too fast, risking sloppiness for the chance to cluster together, even if
it means protocol breach.
The noise in the walls comes itself up, sometimes a clock on my phone blipped backward, the minute
repeating itself, or the time registers as 12, 16, 3 times in a same higher.
Jared, when I catch him, is not quite in self anymore.
How long do you think he'll last?
He says once, half mocking, half panicked, voices shrill as breaking glass.
Everybody's just waiting to see who goes next.
He wipes his brow clutching the blue ribbon.
It's what the place wants, you just slow it by staying in the cycle, people who break
it go off alone, they're the ones that takes now.
I try all the logical stuff, swapping sweet partners, marking time, tracking every coded
scrap on all the maps, but nothing lines up.
Every time I think I've sussed out a loophole, a new break appears another ribbon in another
impossible place.
I ask Mrs. Vask was, how do we stop it?
She just sighs a long, with a gust of air, and says, we never do, we bargain, each night.
Late one shift, map in hand, a spots underhunched over the clipboard by the dark, dry erase
marker trembling in her hand.
It moved, she whispers, low enough that only I, closes her breath, hear it.
The boundary is shifted again, I think I think there's something left of them in a dark,
it's hungry tonight.
Thereteers at the room of her eyes, but her hand keeps moving, updating the zones, initials
are made, lines spun tighter.
It's not enough of course.
Nothing feels enough.
I'll leave the next morning, and alarm bleeds through the PA, but only for a fraction
of a second of boast of gobbled static, then silence.
The time on my phone reads three, three, then blurs, then flickers back to 242.
I group the nails so hard my knuckles ache.
Pressure builds every minute.
There aren't enough warm bodies now to fill the rotations.
The risk snaps at the edge of every liner, the harsh between each stone pass growing frantic.
When I suggest calling off shifts, Sandra only shakes her head.
Absence makes it worse, gaps make it notice, you want to see what happens if we stop moving
it all.
Nobody volunteers to find out.
When the refrigeration guy comes to fix the backline on a Monday, he's in and out before
dawn, eyes never lifting from his boots.
I spot him later by the entrance, pausing, studying his hand on the exit bar as if to confirm
the threshold is real.
He shakes his head, locks his fan, and never comes back.
Everyone is tired.
The ritual of soul brings and blue ribbons is almost automatic now.
People switch jobs, mid-shift and spoken agreements humming between glances.
No one, not even Sandra, hovers at the edge of forbidden spaces anymore.
If the gap opens and another closes it without being asked.
The air presses as if the whole store itself gathers its patience before pouncing.
I decide wrong or not to force an answer.
I spend all of Tuesday's preps scanning the arc out blueprints and the annotated maps,
overlaying them over the older staff schedules I can find.
Every instant shines with a shift at a cycle a night when someone covered an extra aisle,
or run late off shift, or tried, as brinded it to linger just one minute outside the routine.
My names are gone, safe for the slips ribbons knotted with notes, initials crammed into
odd corners, vanished on official paper but alive and trembling on the things we dare
not show the district manager.
The more I see, the more I know that the back room is wrong in ways blueprints can't
touch.
The spacewalks sharpen out on my third cross, which should be 70 paces as nearly double
the shelving at odds with the daylight configuration.
Door is spread where I never saw them, then blink out by noon.
Mirror domes swallow reflections and spit them out in the wrong corners.
I force a path back to the heart of the dark, driven by the mounting vanishings.
All the maps all of them, even the veterans hidden diagrams, showed the same angry ex in
the centre of the bay.
The night I make my move, the weather turns, abandoned fog slitheres up against the doors,
streetlights pulsing weak and uncertain.
There's an electricity in the air, the whiff of oes and sharp as bleach.
I slip the blue ribbon nail-food loops of my vest, double knot the ribbon, and pack a
flashlight, two sets of keys, my annotated map, and a solid shaker into my jacket pocket.
The staff what's left clustered by the register bay.
Sandra pallid in exhaust to cause the rotation, no matter what, you walk together, anyone
got more than five minutes, you call us, do not answer if you hear your name alone,
only in pairs.
Mrs. Fask looks at me, and I see it she knows what I'm planning, and she doesn't like
it, but she lets her eyes linger, as if to steady my hand.
If you're going, go before the irres turn, she whispers, pressing a palm of salt into
my palm.
I tie my incursion on the turn minute 12, 12, the clock on the edge of rebooting.
The dock shadow looms, lights flicker out in a clean, sequential sweep, housewares, then
garden, then the freezer case in the back.
The cold rises in a sudden wave, and my breath frosts in the air.
There's no one at the edge of the dock.
But something is there.
The whistling starts, too low for real tunes, getting up and down the scale, as if seeking
the right no.
A shimmer at the corner of my eye is also for by the downturn cuts, a figure hunched, face
flickering in the light, formally uniformed in a vest like mine but old, faded, badger
aest.
The features are not right, a drifting softness, mouth open as if to warn.
The lips move, but the only noise is cold.
The map in my pocket vibrates, twitching against my thigh.
I hear my name my full name call, but I do a dancer.
Instead, I circle to approach straight at the ex-grouping the nail in the salt, and the
ribbon so tight my pumps blitz at an old scene.
As I step into the mark spot where every map, every old shift looks go a day danger
across the shape hivots.
There's a slab of darkness at his feet, black holes and pooling along the dock edge.
Another pulse of cold, then a push not a wind but a weight, driving me to my knees.
The air fills with blurred images, faces from old stuff photos flickering through the
spectral dock, all murk but no voice, eyes wide and warning or grief.
I try to back out, but the world falls the dock becomes impossibly long, the shelf contract
lights pinwheeling away.
The shape opens one impossible palm blue ribbon spiraling from its wrist, a nail balanced
in the center.
I hear static, swallowed up by a voice, not quite male, not quite female, not quite alive,
the cycles broken, the air is rum, no companion, only you, now.
Each word is a blade.
The blueprints pulse inside my skull, fighting for a logic that doesn't exist.
I brandish the nail, spill the salt in a shaking arc, repeat the coat phrase as a safe,
a dark, the time they're never alone.
Each syllable tastes like battery acid, but the figure spasms, factory uniform flickering
as if it's losing shape, suppressing or storing infinite pain.
At the edge of collapse, I force my gaze up.
What do you want?
I croak.
The entity, if that's what it is, flickers, human, not human, then nothing.
The cold remains.
The time shutter is back to 1215, the light stutter and the voices in the PA overlap, static
chasings snippets of the old whistle tune.
The shape hovers palm open in supplication or threat.
In desperation, I throw the nail blue ribbon trailing dead center at the X.
The cold recedes an inch, the air screams, every box at the dock cratly in protest.
I see, for a hot, stopping instant, all the faces of the lost RM, Brian, are doesn't
faded names.
Their mouths work at the same silent warning, never alone.
Then the PA wraps and feedback, a shriek that bleeds the air dry of oxygen.
The shape collapses, ribbon uncurling, the nails skittering across the concrete, dissolving
into shadow.
The darkness shivers then implodes, the cold sucking backward into the aisle's heart.
I stagger to my feet trembling.
As a light restore, I see what's left the X-rays, the dock empty, but for the glimmer
of salt, the echo of something grief, warning, hunger humming below the floor.
I limp into the break room.
The sysfask was wraps a fresh strand of salt, cord around my wrist.
My skin is clammy, patterned, and cold burns where I clutch the ribbon.
Jarrod sits slumped in a batter-chair, white-knuckled, eyes empty than loss.
Sandra, at the head of the table, surveys the fresh schedule, zones merged, everyone
paired, no solo blocks.
For a while, no one speaks.
The air is miserable, grateful.
We erase the board.
All the old X's buff out, the cycles then where the danger was thickest.
For the first time, I can remember, the mats are left untouched for a shift.
My sysfask was slides me about a locker-key hero entrust finally nodded between us.
Sandra hands over to clipboard and a dry erase pen, her grip loser than it's been in
weeks.
That's the sum of it.
I find myself tracing new patterns into the dust, tracking the echoes of footsteps, it
was prick for the p-a-clitch, the stray snatch of whistling from nowhere.
The staff gather tidied his night-spod as clustered, heads bent together and shared vigilance.
The cycle is not fixed just thin, broadened, path gently into all hands.
The store is quieter, but the hush of the dock is deeper.
Some things do not return, the vanished names are never spoken, the old X never remarked.
The wound and the schedule never fully heals, but the pulse behind the walls is less urgent,
less hungry for now.
They once shifted, as I clean the mop closet, I find a torn page under the pale, a map,
this time with my own initial circle to the dock's heart, ribbon marks spiraling from
the X.
No no, but I know what it means.
Undergives me one soft anjake as the shift takes away.
You held it together, she says.
Not everyone does.
Her smile is sad, but something in her shoulders and lines.
I linger in the aisles that night, shoving boxes with gerubeside me, the two of us humming
nothing when the p-a-folders.
The call presses from a distance checked, but not banished.
The cycle continues.
The store breathes heavy, but the hunger is patient now, sleeping beneath the racks.
Late in the shift, as the fluorescent lights flutter, I pass the battered board by the
breaker.
The blue ribbon tattoo blood tinged at one edge hands from the zone lock.
The schedule is ruined again, my initials paired beside those of everyone left.
I sweep the final aisle with Mrs. Faskoiz, both of us careful not to speak as we edge pass
the still sharp cracks in the tile where the X used to sit.
She grips my arm, just long enough to transfer a little warm, then slips away with her mop
bucket hissing a chromatic scale.
Final action.
After last sweep, I kneel at the dock's edge, sole core burning my wrist, and press
my open palm against the concrete where the old X used to live.
The cold is weaker, shrunken to a whisper.
I trace a new circle nodding next with my finger, and speak aloud, rotation holds.
We walk together.
The store air tugs up my words, but does not reply.
I let the map fall into the nearest trash, its lines already blurring, then rise to meet
the others under the so-hum of the lights.
Closing.
In a high-newn silence after, I stand behind the locked glass doors as the last of the
shift files out.
I hold the new keys, the old ribbon tucked in my palm, feeling the floor beneath me settling,
breathing patient as ever.
For a long moment, nothing moves the store in perfect order, waiting for our next rotation.
For a long moment, nothing moves the store in perfect order, waiting for our next rotation.
But I'm seconds away from the back doors and still watching for movement.
After shifts like this, it's routine for staff to gather by the entry, clustered their
bodies for warm, keys and bags mashed tight, I scanning every mirrored aisle behind.
Only now, as we file past the carts left scattered at the exit, some things change in the
huddle not relief, not safety.
We all look too long at the blank spots, the patches, and the schedule that no amount
of cross-outs can disguise.
Sandra's posture wants to drill sergeant sharp slumps.
She hesitates that the security keep sits her thumb to the scanner, then flinches her static
buzzes off the pain.
Even in silence, the tension crackles a static charge before a second storm.
She doesn't try for her usual wrist send-off, just martyrs, doors now, and keeps her head
angled as they're afraid to see the risk of us outland wrong in the early sun.
The cess-fask was lingers by the mop-rack, watching each of us in turn.
She traces a circle on the battered tiles with her toe, then robs her palms against her
skirt, maybe shaking off-salt, or maybe something else.
Her eyes settle on mine.
Sola-nunker, as she says, barely above a breath.
Never alone.
Everyone files out in calculated order, gerrit and mitrelder to shoulder, steps too quick,
the breath misting despite the summer air outside.
I'm lost, forced to sweep my arms through the cold patch that nests, stubborn as a curse,
but it's still battered doctor.
When the click comes from the dead bull, it's too loud a gunshot.
Not a mechanism in a duel, fist tied around the locker key I never asked to inherit.
The brick-room is deserted, the coffee-burned tar.
Schedules are hacked into shreds, initials blurring in the weak-don-light.
There's no cess-faction in it, just exhaustion.
I rest my forehead against the staff board, that the cold-press sweep the sweat off my
skin.
Outside, a garbage truck rumbles up, oblivious.
Inside, the building vibrates with the tiny, subtle shifts of receding for it.
Hopefully it comes quick that morning, dream-shellor and frantic, maps that spiral out in labyrinths,
my own footsteps are going, multiply, twisting in patterns, and no longer understand.
I wake before the alarm from an impulse-fear, memory, hunger hardwired now.
My phone's clock ticks to cato, then resets.
No miss calls, one blank Texas sender and num.
Chiffed again.
Now the pressure's tighter, not lessened.
We rotate staff like playing card fewer of us to film our zones, the protection of
ritual thinning at the edges.
The cold patch is wander, one night the danger hovers over housewares, and another it dogs
the baker's cooling racks.
The blue ribbons multiply.
At first, Sandra bristles complains the stores miss, but she ties the ribbon tightest to herself,
catches my wrist, and nots one for me.
Consequences now, alarms triggered nightly, falls positives bleeding into real ones.
The staff board bristles with taped salt lines are pressed onto mop handles, and jurors
laugh through something cracked half-missing.
Once, during an equipment sweep, I find a new mark gouged into the edge of the dry
goods and capiscratch, desperate be just below a blue knot.
Brian was quiet, careful, and now he's out of the schedule with the same decisive strike
as the others.
None of us admit what vanished.
We talk around the absences, did you see Brian a clock out, and no, must have gone early.
But every question comes with a second, silent question, did you check the cameras,
did you go back to look?
One night, Mrs. Vask was lasing you line of salt not just at the mobile mop bucket,
but across the employee entrance.
It won't keep everything, she mutters, but it might remind them we look back.
Someone has hung a tiny set of bells from inside latch, the chime only during the last
round of rotations, never at shift begin.
Everyone pretends not to hear it.
Sandra schedules a split, breaks into three clusters instead of two, zones more overlapping.
There's a awareness now in the way she quits the back office, her steps less sure,
clipboard press so hard it cuts the skin at her thumb.
When I ask her when will this end?
She skips a beat, blinks hard, and nearly says something before swallowing it.
Just keep the schedule moving, as all she offers.
On my latest walk, the task recunder new traffic.
I track each blue safe mark, updating with nervous, half-legible script skipping stretches
the others avoid.
Sometimes I look up and catch my own face stretched out in the dumb mirror mouth open,
eyes panicked, head up again and making loops behind me.
My steps refuse to echo alone.
As if someone somewhere is pacing perfect to my rhythm, hoping I'll fall out of line.
Sandra is in his ceiling now.
Gerrard's friendliness is gone, replaced by tense and shoulders hunched, fingers always
working at the nail in his vest.
He doesn't trade shifts anymore.
Instead, he lingers at the boundary, waking from a nod before charging through.
How do we win?
He manages one night, voice rust by loss sleep.
I don't answer because I can't.
Sandra's eyes, catching mine at the next hand of her, are wet and furious.
Stop asking, she hisses.
We don't.
We just last.
Staff rust blitz.
No quitting, I try it nobody dares, but absentee calls spike and a back to thinner than ever.
Now we queue for break from coffee even in pairs.
No one risks the bathroom's alone.
The supervisors desk Alexa's ignition knows no one will admit to writing, always ensigned,
initial scrolled in a script they start to recognise.
One night I find three notes ball behind the radiator, sorry, I couldn't stick the
iris, it waits they couldn't keep the cycle, they don't let it name you.
Still, we do the work.
As the cycles fray, the consequence is sharp and a red card appears on Sandra's palm
after a minitali, she wipes it on her jeans, says nothing.
The freezer shelf shudders every third eye or not from power surges, but from a four
stabbing outward as if something is jostling for exit.
I can't tell on I-12 and come up one short, but says fast Christmas prayer and refuses
to cross it without me at her side.
Together we were cross, and the tally corrects a breath of relief for both of us.
One lock on the dock shatters, spontaneously during sweep.
The new night guy I'll tune you for terror almost steps into the breach before Sandra
shoves him back, shoulder sharp.
Never alone, she barks, and never at call.
He looks ready to quit on the spot, but by shift end, he's copying the ribbon circle
onto a scrap of receipt paper, tipping it to his vest.
Through it all, the sense grows at the store watches us as carefully as we watch one another.
But been settled at hot angles when we enter.
The ceiling speak as verbal static for a few beats before launching into sound.
During deep cleaning, I find a trail of wet footprints running from the back room to
the bakery, narrowing as they go no one dry enough or wet enough or tall enough to have
made them.
Inside, the residue stinks of rust.
At this point, I accept if the schedule isn't just logistics, it's a barrier.
He chandeth another ward, every page shift to patch on an ancient wound.
Every time someone drops a misshift, a panic quit the wound opens.
It's not just guilt or routine of here now.
It's need.
None of us are sure who's need.
But it's growing.
Then, inevitably the confrontation.
It happens on a night when the boundary is obvious.
Every safe line for a salt streaks trampled, blue ribbon nodded and novice bunches on every
third shelf.
I come in at 11 to find the staff huddle not just in Paris but threes.
Mitch is pale, shaking.
Massace Vask was as lit bleeds where she bit it, and Sandra's aunt's flutter uselessly
unable to close the clipboard.
The night we stretch, Sandra croaks her voice a wire about to snap.
We're out of bodice.
Don't stop the rotation if you hear anything whistling and name and just keep going.
We nod because arguing is pointless and no one wants to acknowledge the risk too few
of us too many gaps.
There's a tear in the joint silence, a dread you can taste aluminum, sweat, and ozone.
The dock is the epicenter again.
Lights there are twitchy flicking and shut bursts.
The temperature drops bleeds out each time someone crosses the line.
Shift cycles now and triple times roundling to fill each shadow.
At one point the PA pops start accruing for 12 seconds, then spits out a garbled echo
of the tune only ever whistled in the dock hole.
Then Sandra disappears.
One minute she's at the freezer tally hair pulled back, Joel set.
The next the radio is stutter her initials flash on the roster.
When Esprinter the tally point, there's only her clipboard hanging loose, ribbon flapping
from the hook, a blute into town prince mirroring the whiteboard by her abandoned post.
Mitch, wild eyed, rushes to the dock, ignoring Mrs. Vazquez's scream, an ove solo, but
don't go alone.
He's halfway there when the light of a flicker the old sequence down the line, each fixture
a dominer.
For a second, there's that same shimmer at the dock's hot the shape flickering, somehow
both less and more than human hunched as if in grief.
Mitch hot sees its stumbles backward, so then cold wrenches through the air.
All of us, even those in the PA, feel it a burrowing numbness that never belonged to solid
ground.
We scatter to the edges clustering in defensive knots.
Gerard clutches my arm.
For once, neither of us pretends we can explain it away.
Sandra's radio pings from somewhere deep in the racks of voice to clip and sibilant
to be hers answers to her name, then cackles a thread of the old tune before the battery
dies.
Deep fall lets bridge quick no one dares chase the voice, but no one's willing to flee
either.
Mitch crutches by the frozen goods, breathing shallow, face glazed.
Mrs. Vazquez hers us into circle chanting old words I have believed for the first time.
The circle holds barely until her own radio blurt the single syllable her name stretched
and echoed is of cold from a very deep well.
We clutch hands, rest marked with salt, blue ribbons wrapped hard enough to sting.
I's locked on every shadow waiting for the shape or Sandra to show.
Sandra's rattle and the dock, then still.
No sign.
Only the ache of cold not fading and her initial scold on the zone log in someone else's
writing.
I don't let myself process it.
I just memorize every movement, file every change, the way Mitch scowons corners with
eyes gone hollow, Hamaces, Vazquez titans, assault cord between cycles, how Gerard refuses
to let go of my arm for even a second.
I reach for the zone log and shaking and with black marker, per every remaining initial
doubling up even if it means breaking protocol.
Our voices are thin but we make the next cycle any way hands join bundles of nerves forced
into motion as the stores hushens itself tighter and tighter around us, refusing to break.
Nobody goes alone.
Not again.
And the boards, the bells, the salt and blue ribbon none of it feels enough but it's all
we have as the dock await and the iris till hungry hollow patient as the dark beneath
our feet.
And that is the end.
Thank you for listening and I will see you in the next one.
Darkest Mysteries Online — The Strange and Unusual Podcast 2026
