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The first time I played it back, I almost turned it off chalked up the spiking static,
distant metallic ruttlings, and the brief inexplicable snatches of a child's humming to bad equipment and worst nerves.
But on some late iron, alone at my kitchen table, I turned up the gain and pressed the headphones deep to my skull.
That's when I caught it, not imagination, not ambience, but the tuning, off key,
just a handful of notes some childish diddy, replayed endlessly under the hum of fluorescent lighting,
buried somewhere in the dead belly of the Northwimola to 30 a.m.
The wavering melody twisted with a scatter of metallic taps,
almost organized like someone running a coin along a row of steel lockers.
Mixed into that hum of voice's interviews I captured with my battered portable recorder,
strong loosely as a bed of whispers.
Shouldn't be wandering that back hole, not without two sets of keys.
Another lore trailing off, they move the walls when nobody's looking.
Ather pause then the tired confession of an overnight cleaner, I'll tell you, never go alone,
if you hear the humming, just leave.
Against electrical wisdom, I'd started layering these lines as a cold open,
imagining an episode people would actually remember.
If this story made it out before it bled me dry to be the most honest walk I'd done in years
and maybe the last real story Northwimola would ever yield.
Northwim, a name clinging to one of those gene-building skeletons
half-stocked between an era of abundance and the crawlspace of memory.
An endling, they say now, because it's not just dying,
it's the last of its kind in the city of winded monument to consumer optimism cuddling in plain sight.
There are gutted storefronts, locked out by key downbreakers,
advertising for brands that don't exist,
if I'd pre-benches perched under paralyzed escalators,
the occasional, spichously, energetic dollar store serving as camouflage for what, exactly.
As midnight, Northwis emptiness isn't merely physical.
Silence here feels like concussion, the echoing cough from security PA
or a winking bulb amplifies your pulse until you can't trust the boundaries between inside and out.
Even the fountains stopped running five years ago,
replaced by fake plants and an air so dry it hisses in your ears when you walk.
Rumour always outpaces the Leaky HVAC,
that's where the lost people hang on,
and where stores like this are born.
On that tape is the first real proof I ever got something behind those sealed doors,
locked for asbestos removal or pending remodel for a full decade.
The Night Manager and security shuffle explanations like playing cards,
even as more of Northwis quietly winks out,
kiosk by kiosk.
But always, always, the question remains,
what's under those service grates and battered doors on the Grumforce Far Edge?
And at 2.30am, what is it, exactly, that's singing.
I wish it started as a simple investigation and nostalgia piece,
maybe, or a newer urban legend to toss onto the heap.
But for a place as tired and gut-worn as this,
even asking the rogue questions meant trespassing on territory nobody bothered to claim.
Yet, every threat seemed to lead back to that locked atrium and the hungry dart behind it.
My days before all this moved in a slow, trudging circuit.
Most mornings, well past some rise,
I'd so for some I cracked phone to 304 and read voicemails each one and indirect reminder that,
in a world thick of freelancers, I was yesterday's news.
There were always more eager voices, clean resumes, no scandal, no risk.
Brickfast was usually a ruin as double as presso and whatever passed for food at the least patronized vendor
in north-west food court, now a kingdom of too many empty tables.
People don't need by retirees reading the paper or retail managers convulsively scrolling through one's ads.
I'd set up at the corner for this from the play area,
though that whole section was boarded up behind a sad,
vinyl wrap fence a swarm of coaton-cloud peeling at the edges,
revealing dull brown ply would underneath.
Like skews.
Mallness d'Alge.
The kind of grace note that may managers drop their guard and overshare,
fillin' in little, tired histories,
the old donut shop used to sponsor Santa,
the third escalators never worked right, and, of course,
we never close not until the locks ruster.
Between phone calls, yes, I'm still in the piece.
No, it isn't trending yet, and half-hearted resume updates
had developed the world's strangest, most repetitive reconnaissance circuit.
I'd lured any of the backouts at between the sell accessories store and the insurance kiosk,
Paul's nearer forgotten charity donation bin,
sometimes pretending to sort receipts.
The goal was to hear what the regular said when they thought nobody official was listening.
Most days, I checked him with some of the old guard.
There was Don Latman as seven days,
stoic in an ancient green mess,
pushing a squeaky mop down the whole like a mission.
He'd clean the same patch of tile for iOS rather than cross
into the far corridor by the sealed children's atrium.
Too many lights failed down there,
he'd tell me, smile thin, but honest,
malls a lot less friendly at night, you'll see.
I'd nod, scribbling into a yellow legal pad.
Crossed away, a rotating cast of teens barely paid to man the register's eyes on the screens,
always where it's always gone as soon as the security lights changed.
Tanya, who'd taken over the remaining big box store,
told me straight up not to mention her by name,
she made it clear she was only hanging on until her severance came through.
This place leaks bad luck,
shimattled, locking eyes with me only long enough to make sure I heard her.
Even the ever-buyant Wayne, head of security,
carried the particular fatigue of someone who'd measured out his life and break room coffee
and graveyard shift complaints.
He gave newcomers a whole pass in a warning in the same breath,
stay inside the security perimeter, don't go past the caution tape,
and whatever you hear behind the old atrium ignore it, might be raccoons.
Nobody laughed.
That was the surface life the routine, the drow on, a rhythm of avoidance.
But just beneath the crack showed.
I capped an abandoned back-back after closing eyes,
lockers into Saray, empty staff rooms with a single mug left
and a counter-arrillic of some former employee who quit
but didn't come back for their things.
Three months ago, the rumors stopped being just about slow business.
First, a pair of temp workers vanished, no formal notice,
just stopped showing up and left a harrowed out of office reply.
Then another a retail manager, who had confided to me about unpredictable noises
in the air ducts, vanished after a particularly rough night.
A textor assistant followed, citing health issues,
but her last message, relayed through a spook colleague,
was, can stay, no more whisper to Saray.
That grew into the new normal employees resigning abruptly,
keys abandoned, only the managers speaking politely in the past tense.
The tension smoldered in the background.
Some nights, the lights dimmed hard, the electric come thickened
and the air grew still enough you could sense more
than here someone shifting in the unseen next room.
On rare occasions, I'd pass and access great that foraddle,
even though a draft shouldn't reach that deep.
So I started recording.
Part out of habit, part out of desperation.
I spent time coming through the back holes and side doors
on pretenses both thin and inventive.
Asking Don about all break-ins, trying to chat up the rotating teens
about the closing shifts, and sitting long ions in the dead food court,
drinking cheat coffee, chronicling the slow and sprulyne of the place around me.
Always in the look-out for a break, the tick of something out of place,
a stray aruma that stuck.
Still, most days, normal was just a matter of endurance letting silence
wrap itself around you and seeing who blinked first.
It wasn't until I began matching the resignation notes collected
piecemeal from garbage bins, passed quietly from janitor to janitor
that I saw the shape of something stranger.
The pattern started small scraps of paper, emails printed crooked,
phone numbers and forwarding addresses hastily blacked out.
But the phrasing in them was too close to coincidence.
Sorry, can't do this, the humming won't stop.
Or, it's not the ires just the feeling, the sound behind door 14.
Some lines trailed off, as if interrupted.
One note, rescue from a pile of unswept wrappers
behind the employee entrance, said only,
I hear the tapping most, don't open after two.
Curiosity gave way to cold prickle of dread
when a night manager pressed for an explanation on camera
refused to speak up of a whisper.
I weedled access to her exit interview,
which someone had briefly archived on a thumb drive
and newly erased.
How voice on tape quaver, as she said,
it's always close behind door 14, right after the music ends
can I leave now?
She would not elaborate.
Minus later, she signed the clearance log and left
for that human resources so much as asking how to reconsider.
I started roughing out the details and the margins of my notebook,
who I've left or gone missing, and which area they'd last been seen in.
The results pointed not just to one location,
but to a cluster, a rough triangle to old servers
corridor was near the sealed off children's play atrium
and a bad of maintenance door labeled
keep its last last condemned repairs pending.
A new pattern was emerging not just the employees,
but the times as well.
Each incident happened between 1 a.m. and 3 a.m.
Security logs and even time cards lined up.
Three notes referenced the same phenomenon, though tapping,
like coins or keys on a pipe,
mingled with someone humming from the far side
of another wise empty utility corridor.
On a lock and against all internal warnings,
I borrowed a security jacket and walked the length of the service
wing after one last door shut out for the night.
At the far end, next to the dog at a boarded play zone,
a grey utility grit stowed cleaned so recently
the dust ran in streaks.
Pausing, I leaned close, pressing my ear to the chill metal.
From somewhere behind it, deep into ducts
of the substructure just audible above the air compressors
drawn came that same uneven humming.
It, by the way, replaced by three brisk metallic taps,
like a coat I hadn't learned.
My heart was hammering, but logic prevailed I told myself
it was a trick of vents and old pipes,
them all itself settling.
Yet by the time I left that night,
the sound would not leave me.
The next road of interviews toned up nothing simple
and nothing expected.
The logistics coordinator from last years
went to market's cut the call short until I pushed gently.
Her voice dropped.
Look, I quit for a reason,
you can say whatever you want,
but I don't work after hours, not for any money.
I tried asking why.
She hung up.
Face to face, most of the staff thought shrugged and deferred.
Some, whose contracts were nearly up,
only glowered and quickened their pace.
When I asked a long head teen at the last food court counter
if he'd ever heard noises off to closing,
he shook his head and mutter.
My boss says I can't talk,
just don't go past their cage, okay.
He would do, hunching over a sticky counter.
The only exception was dawn,
gruff but open, who told me,
back in the day, they'd open new spaces for a sponge
and every time a construction project hit a snag,
management just sealed it up, cheaper than building.
I asked how often.
He counted on his fingers.
Maybe six, seven times, old walls, new walls,
they can't create over what they don't want fixed.
He watched me for a hard moment.
You find anything dumb, anything bad,
you call myself, alright.
Manny, the day security,
gave his standard brush off
when I cornered him for background one lunch higher.
Some real strange shit on the walkies last winter.
Never stuck around to check.
We go in twos after midnight.
Always have.
He squinted over his coffee
and pointed about it finger at me.
Promised me no solo patrols, not done that end.
He grinned, but his eyes were flat.
And dug.
There's nowhere I wouldn't go to help someone
customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual.
Even if it means sitting front row at a comedy show.
Hey everyone, check out this guy and his bird.
What is this, your first date?
Oh, no.
We help people customize and save on car insurance
with Liberty Mutual together.
We're married.
Ah!
Me too, a human, him to a bird.
Yeah, the bird looks out of your leg anyways.
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Hey, I'm Josh Spiegel, host of the podcast,
Lunatic in the newsroom.
If you enjoy journalism that drifts into mild panic,
wild overthinking, and a guaranteed nervous breakdown,
Lunatic in the newsroom is for you.
It's news like you've never heard before.
The only newsroom with a panic button.
You're left, you'll cry, and gasp and horror
as the show spirals completely out of control.
It's not just news, it's emotionally unstable.
Lunatic in the newsroom.
Listen today.
My next angle was the storage archive
a dim rental unit attached to the southern loading bay.
It held an expanse of half-labeled tubes, battered boxes,
and a thick chemical leak from eternal water damage.
Four eyes yielded an incomplete blueprint dated 1988,
sections marked in faded blue, a memo paperclip to the corner,
unforeseen incident temporary closure of New Atrium
did not restore floor until full cleanse.
No one had bothered to pen in a date of restoration
and the map showed the Atrium connecting at odd angles
to both service corridors and an emergency exit tunnel,
not in public use.
There were contradictions everywhere,
code violations that had become irrelevant,
warnings about wiring that didn't match
the panel number on the breaker.
The only consistent thread was the unbroken line
of Redix's corridors, Terrance,
and one particular rectangle in the mall's heart
always noted as play atrium sealed.
Walking through the back hole late that evening,
I was startled by a nervous janitor
I hadn't seen before maybe early 20s,
with spring alleges and heavy hands.
He hesitated longer than most,
than nodded toward a battered panel,
half-bricked, one corner showing a few inches of old cold space.
That's where I heard it,
the music that doesn't move used to run all the way
to lower supple vols,
or so the old man said,
play scout break top last year.
He scraped at the dust with his boot,
revealing loops and oaks in the powder
in the stink-butt deliberate.
Sometimes, it's clear back here by morning,
like someone's using it after ire's.
By now, I hardly needed convincing.
Several nights in a row, I sat in my parking lot sedan,
watching who came and went,
logging flickers in the exterior lights,
watching for security rounds
that never followed the same pattern twice.
When I finally snuck in after closing the gate guard,
let me pass for a crumple-twentied
and a sob story about an abandoned backpack.
I sat in a dead food court and let the recorder run.
After 1am, the usual hush thickened,
but at 147, the humming began,
a child's tune, stammering along,
and gone before I could pin down the words.
I stood, stepped toward the sill doors,
and let the mic drift-fippered.
The tune restarted, rising in pitch,
quickening with an insistent clatter,
as though something was shuffling metal coins across an unseen grate.
I stayed just long enough to tag the timestamp and dash out,
nurse-redded.
My phone was full of half coherent notes,
high-pitched tone, matches blueprints near door 14,
whistling stop when I sat down keys,
the man he says leave it to, no exceptions.
What began to slip, I stopped logging in with freelance clients,
Mr. but they call for my sister,
and found myself drifting off odd eyes,
and sure if a thin metad is in,
my dreams were left of worse from them all,
or something deeper.
Even at home, I caught myself posing in quiet moments,
convinced I could hear echoing hums in the radiator
or the neighbors' drawer.
The confusion only grew when another janitor,
pressed by curiosity,
a guilt tossed me a luminous key-tag to MK3
with a warning,
don't bring it back,
not unless you want what they got.
The key felt heavier than a shoot of cold,
as if it hadn't been out of a freezer all day.
What had started as a story was curting into obsession.
It all came to a head,
the weak man he didn't sure for work.
At first, the rumor was a family emergency,
but I knew man he a man who brought two sandwiches
and clocked in early, for 20 years.
When I circled by the security desk at noon,
his station was in touch,
jacket draped behind the fade of chair,
half drunk, travel mug still steaming.
The night manager was brittle as glass.
The official line came quick,
many stick in personal leave,
no calls for alarm, he'll be fine.
No details were forthcoming,
and nobody would meet my gaze.
That evening, a mode on a ching,
I finally risked a close-up pass through the staff lockers.
Nobody stopped me as I slipped down the half-let-hole,
using the janitors' master key on anything with the stuck latch.
In one battered locker belonging
to a vanished cleaner initial selfie,
I found hastily folded cheat pencil lines gold-thick.
It was a map, but not from the mall's archive.
This one was rough and frantic,
showing a looping sequence of maintenance tunnels
beneath the current blueprints,
arrows and exits multiplying around the lost atrium.
In the margin,
blocky writing devolved to frantic scratch,
noises constant after,
when pass lights thinned down and not alone down here,
they moved the walls at night,
every word underscored,
the last set nearly legible.
I hunched over the drawing,
sweat beating,
letting the silence in the corridor amplifying
to lock the team my pulse
between the flickering fluorescence.
That's when my phone buzzed to 45 AM,
far past my comfort or reason.
The screen showed a blank,
unlisted number,
nothing but a known and a spiking call length.
I almost let it ring out,
but habit and dread took over,
a hit record before answering.
No one spoke.
For a long stretch,
only static reigned,
then faint and dreadful,
the child's humming-bladed fruitot
off key harmonies,
parry and thickening,
the same metallic tapping,
keeping time,
as though someone seen hand was playing
on steel pipes in the dock.
I pressed the phone to my ear,
barely breathing,
until the line died in sudden silence.
The next night,
I carried the janitor's mat,
the forbidden master key,
and a batter resolve.
The trail was clear,
and every instinct screamed against following.
But the pattern was obvious,
people didn't just quit,
they escaped,
if they could.
And now,
with the god missing,
a sealed building,
and all my evidence aligning,
only one story mattered.
I resolved,
whatever the cost,
that I find a way
inside the locked atrium,
alone if it came to that.
For what haunted,
the mole now was
ready to let go.
And of part one,
I resolved,
whatever the cost,
that I'd find a way
inside the locked atrium,
alone if it came to that.
For what haunted,
the mole now was
ready to let go.
By noon,
the next day,
the escalation was palpable.
Northwood's daily
ritual's grey light
struggling through the
gromy scar lights,
the cough of a
sputtering announcement system,
security rounds,
and the half-air
were wopped by an
underlying tension.
There was an
edge in every conversation.
Employees circled the
stations,
judicily avoiding our
contact.
No one talked about
manny, not in the open,
but his absence was felt
like a missing keystone.
Even Dawn,
usually unflapable,
seemed worn
at the edges,
keeping his voice lower
than usual.
I spent the afternoon
reviewing what
little I'd managed to
understand.
The
scrupled arrows,
now smudged with
anxious handling,
pointed rats from
silk corridors to
forgotten side passages,
culminating at a
ragged rectangle.
Atrium,
silt-slash,
did not double-back-slash
150 minus 240 B.A.D.
Nearby,
ancient blueprints
and northways
originals from the
archaed sat-tattered,
annotated and covered
in a welter of my own
chicken's scratch,
Christian Moxett
in the sections,
dotted lines were
the real mole diverge
from official maps,
locations where people
had left, I'd been lost. The increasingly frantic penciled excess in the janitors map created
a nervous symmetry with my own. His notes walls moved, men, two keys, and music only
stops if you stop a scene more manic with reading. I realized I was tracing the movements
of people who rarely returned. Attention headache built behind my eyes are steady, intrusive
pulse. It felt like being underwater, scanning for direction by what didn't belong. I
clandestop to see Tanya, weary but watchful, dropping a bag of trash into bin. She caught
my gaze and tilted her head, as if to ask whether I found what I was after. I considered
asking her outright about the rumors about the noises behind door 14, or the security
rounds that never lasted past two but her eyes said no. There was a truce here, and
pushing it might end my access to the territorial together. As thus settled and the straggos
filtered out, I circled the mall's periphery, checking for live cameras. A single dome still
blinked red in the corridor by the condemned atrium. That section, once bright and boisterous
with the shrieks of children and smells of soft pretzel dough, now lay behind layers
of construction hazard tapes capped with withered warning tackards. A battered cleaning
sign wobbled and a current no one could feel. It walked past it so many times that even
it's warping out lines grew familiar. A new sound startled me, the tinny ring of
security radio, distant but cutting. Acrepped toward the source, steps muted on the
crazy linoleon. Running the coroner, I found the spare security desk abandoned, monitors flickering
aimlessly. Two radios, one cracked at the casing, crackled with static and an undeciferable
redneck murmur. I leaned in and a flick the humming flickered through for mere seconds.
It stuttered into woven with what sounded, and possibly like the surge of breath. I reached
for the radio, but it fell silent. It was then I remembered manny's ritual rotating
through four separate radios each night, so nothing can follow the signal back. My scalp
prickled. Even the equipment wasn't exempt from whatever rules no if we had established.
With day light almost gone, I stepped outside into the garish sodium pole of the loading
dock to clear my head. They attested like dust and ancient popcorn. From where I stood,
the mall's hulking mass looked less like a consumer palace than a bunker built to a
stand siege. I phoned a former employee Jeanine who had once run the ice cream stand
the closed just weeks earlier. I tried her number before but always landed on voicemail.
This time to my surprise, she picked up the connection shop with nervousness. You want
to know? She said, after I'd apologize for bothering her out of ire's. It's not
one story, it's a hundred of that building each time, but everyone's heard the music.
She has stated. What no one says is that people get. I'll disorient it. You find yourself
waiting for a song you haven't heard since you were six, and then you realize it's coming
from somewhere you can't follow. That's when you need to leave. She hung up mid-sentence.
The line went dead and tried as I might, she wouldn't answer again. I added her worris
to my stack, the sheep of the mall growing stranger with every memory I borrowed.
That evening, as the last employee badge swaps gand green and the external gates rattle
down, I stich in myself beside the vending machines near the silt children's atrium. The
corridor was already colder than the rest of the mall, the feintime of meldewaring with
an artificial citrus cleaner. Like poured only half-ward down the hall, the rest faded
into a bruise-colored bloom. I checked my supplies obsessively, recorded a taper on, back
batteries, cheaper LED flashlight, notepad, and pencils, phones switched to airplane just
in case. In my palm, the stolen janitors key felt like a lifeline or an invitation. Everything
waited on the next move. As the clock rolled past midnight, movement down the corridor
set my nerves jangling. It was the young janitor from the dusty crawlspace, shuffling
mop and hand. He seemed older in the bad light gait flicking over his shoulder more than
over the floor. He working late, he muttered, eyes not leaving the floor. I nodded more
a reflux than a decision. He paused, leaned in as if confiding a black market secret.
You know, you don't have to prove anything, man, everyone who tries, they just they stop
showing up, place his rules, that's what dawn said, rules get broken after closing.
His grip whitened on the mop. Have you ever followed it? I kept my voice low. He laughed
without humor. Once, never again, no keys only got as far as he looked down, shaking
his head. Just don't, leave that sigh for the dickroo. The exchange left a residue
of warning. I paced the length of the service corridor, pressing my ear to each metal
panel, feeling for a brick in the steady flow of recycled air. I ducked behind the snap
box near door 14 nothing but a slow, solid vibration, almost.
And Doug, there's nowhere I wouldn't go to help someone customise and save on car
insurance with Liberty Mutual, even if it means sitting front row at a comedy show.
Hey, everyone, check out this guy and his bird. What is this your first day? Oh, no,
we help people customise and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual together. We're married.
Need a human, him to a bird. Yeah, the bird looks out of your leg anyways.
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The subsonic. I checked a time 1.8 a.m. Then, above me, from behind the heavy,
padlocked utility door, a single, a moustacheable trill of humming, drifting then stopping as my
hand closed in the lock. I turned the master key slow, careful into a coffin cold kiwi.
The tumblos clicked, the mechanism begrudgingly yielding. The door reluctantly creaked open.
Inside was a narrow maintenance hall, low ceiling, insulated pipes treading above.
I stepped the flashlight bouncing with my pulse past broken down cuts and a patchwork of fire
alarms from different decades. The air carried a sickly, preserved sweetness, like spilled juice
fermented over years. Halfway down, another grave, this one loosened and it frame emitted an
intermittent, synchpated tapping. I pressed close, recorder aimed breath held. The sound started,
stopped, started again. I couldn't tell if it was random or deliberate, but the rhythm paralleled
what I captured on the night of Manny's disappearance. As saddened, metallic bound from deeper inside
sent me sturgering back into the hall. I froze. The flashlights beam seemed to bend the pipes overhead
groaned. I forced myself to continue, only pausing when I reached a junction matching a school
dex from the janitors crew map. To the left, the stairwell, blocked by stack of yellow and
where floor signs to the right, another locked doorway again, the master key fit. This one
resisted, before allowing me to slip inside what must have been an access closet. The stainless
ulye choked me. My light pan overstacked boxes of children's play equipment, AGLOAD foam shapes,
unaccombed with dust. On the back wall, a child's drawing, faded marker on ancient wallpaper
crayon figures with their arms outstretched, all facing a large, leaping scribble. My chest
heightened to the realization, the picture mirrored the leaping corridor wraps from the janitors map.
I knelt and lightly pressed on the wallpaper. It gave a little, almost spongy, as though something lay
behind. During restuptivity, I pressed harder and felt the unmistakable give a fit in space,
the stairwell vibrating subtly under my palm, and if reverberating with those persistent syrupy notes.
I felt a sudden urge to leave, as visceral as thirst or hunger. Instead, I would
drew cattle looking every step by memory, cautiously, re-locking as I exited. Back in the main
corridor, my phone vibrated, and unknown number again. This time I let it ring out, feeling my
pump sweat. When I check foes mel against all sense, it played only a short shot burst of static,
trailing into silence, ending not with a dial tone but a distant, precise humming a few broken
bars of the child's song from the tapes. In the parking lot, I stared at the black windows,
the moles saw it now more muscley in the monument. Every story I'd ever heard about lost places,
about buildings that resist their own erasure, seemed to have funneled, somehow into the dark
between those shuttered doors. The next day, the atmosphere had changed again. Security doubled
tape went up not just around the children's atrium, but at the entrances to three adjoining corridors.
A new sign, fresh printed, read hazardous materials emergency closure authorized entry only.
No one made eye contact as they worked, only glancing whirly at the sealed doors as if something
might emerge at any moment. I spent the afternoon stalking the few open corners of the mall,
trying not to look as hunted as I felt. I overheard rapid conversation spilling from the remains
of the customer service desk a harrowed young woman, whispering into her phone. Yes, again,
he went to check on the alarm and didn't come back no, not police just said to stay out of that
side. He breathes shuffled and a clipboard snapshot. I caught Don in the breakroom,
staring sigh of face into his instant coffee. He went stiff what I sat across from him,
but didn't object. Don, you've worked here the longest, be honest, did anything like this ever
happen before. He looked past me, eyes tracing ghosts in the opposite wall. After a pause, he spoke
foiselo. After Irish, who knows, lost my best supervise of 15 years ago, nobody ever found her
bag and the locks changed after a week. The site manager said to leave it alone. He ran a
trembling hand along his jaw. We're not built for secrets at this place, sometimes it just
fills up with him anywhere. He got up, coffee and touch, and left. It was growing undeniable,
something in North was bones had shifted, not just with time, but with conscious
defense the staff, assuming the posture of people under siege, management layering, just
enough predicts to avoid blame. I took a final run at the mall's public wrecker,
scrolling through property tax rolls, city council notes, and battered microfee scans in the
public library basement. In 1989, Northway was subject to an expedited closure for a 23-day window.
The calls, infrastructural incident, no injures reported, minor electrical fire. Yet,
the insurance note told another story, pending claims against in school as party slash one
fatality not reported in press. The paper trail dissolved into a fog of nondesclosure agreements
and hurried signatures. Back at Northway, the food court abandoned early for the night,
a checked in with the only person left willing to talk, a part-time man named Cole closing up
the last beverage kiosk. He looked high, uniformed, stained, as they approached. Why do you think
people are scared here? I asked, not caring about subtlety. Coach rugged, stacking cups.
My mom used to bring me here as a kid, back then it was music in light all day, now. He carved
his head as a flistening for something. Sometimes a clean up, and there's toys outside the
barricade old ones, not from our stores, nobody admits putting them there, sometimes
you hear like a kid humming through the grates, but there's nobody here but us. He paused,
eyes dockening. You should leave, before they lock it all up for good. His woe's echoed as I
passed the shuttered stoffence, each one a portal to blankness. I tried to piece together a timeline
a mistake of fear, coincidence, and deliberate forgetting. Every time someone disappeared,
or left in haste, management imploded the path was behind them with tape concrete or disavowl.
The walls themselves, it seemed, were complicit. That night, at her home, I tried and failed to ignore
the leftover hums playing at the edge of my consciousness. I jumped at the knock on my apartment door
and no one. Phantom impressions. The patterns hunted my sleep, endless corridors, the same childish
song threading through duckwork, doorways folding and none themselves. When the morning came, I found
myself circling them all on before opening. The parking lot was deserted, but for a single security
vehicle idling at the far end. Blue morning, frost-selected the windows. I mapped out ruts on my own,
matching the janitor's frantic scrollings with what I could remember from every lit passage,
every forbidden twist in the mechanical ducks and stairwells. Some led nowhere, some were
routed in impossible loops. The ones marked with two or more excess oil ended where barricades now
stood, thick as if a shuffled overnight. I caught Tanya on her break, resolved not to waste her time.
Manny, they're saying he took off that true. She shook her head jaw trembling just a little.
He wouldn't, not like this, most loyal guy I've ever met if you find out something. Her words
trailed off, weight-shifting toward unspoken fear. Just watch yourself. In the service corridor,
the air was almost syrupy with damp. I pressed my ear to the latest patch of brick-to-over wool.
Instead of the usual hum, something new, the layered echoes of oval lapping forces
childlike but incomprehensible, like a round-song backward. I jerked away, hard-jacquered in.
At the phenomenon escalated, followed my interference, or had I simply trained myself to hear it,
like a tune you can't learn. My sense of equilibrium felt thinner with each passing
eye. I found myself for checking the janitors map again and again fixated and the permutations
of shadow and density, the way routes seemed to multiply with every attempt to pin them down.
Spaces in the mall flowed differently after dark, as if the geometry subtly mutated whenever
no one watched. Coles warning came back to me, you should leave. Yet the pressures of the story,
the raw need to get justice from Annie and for myself held me rooted. I forced myself to remember
the original facts. Five people gone, some vanished, some left with no trace, room sealed,
security-round stubble, staff's fair and open secret. My skepticism was being rooted by the
accumulations of evidence audio, documentation, direct confession. All real, all observable,
all-deniable. That evening, with nowhere left to retreat, I packed for a longer stick-out
two burners of coffee, backup recorders, two sets of batteries, the janitors map, the master key,
cheap groceries, and a battered walkie-gifted by Donna just in case. I was ready to embed until
Donif need be. As coes an iron ripple through the mall half the PA speakers already dead,
no announcement beyond the tinny store closing soon, I stationed myself just out of
unia the barcaded corridor. My hot pounded. The ambient hum of the dying building leaped away,
slowly replaced by vibrations best felt and heard. At midnight, I was still alone
1230, the quiet was so complete that I began to doubt my own presence. My legs ache from crouching.
At 1am, something shifted the door far away banged, somewhere a cleaning carto-pended.
It felt staged, a distraction for other movements. I checked the map, plotting which doors
should now be accessible in theory, wondering who are what designed the buildings after
aeroslogic. As one 30 approach time performed its own rearrangement.
Hamming always humming rose, ovalat by ten air, sharper rhythms, metal on metal,
a coat of steel couldn't break. Without thinking, I pressed record and advanced to the
locked atrium, key num in my gloct hand. I took a single, stedding bath and reached for the seal
lever. In that final moment of anticipation, on just the edge of the next revelation, a cold
certainty settle. This night, alone or not, was the pivot. The story had ceased to be material,
it was now contests, not between me and the unknown, but between what the mall would reveal
and what it would take away. The atrium waited. The darkness inside was not empty.
And when I pushed up in the door, the walls themselves seemed to breathe an expectation.
The door resisted against my first push, its rubberized jam catching, as though the mall itself
objected to intrusion. My knuckles widened around the battered handle. The hinges complained,
giving way with a glacial solonus. The stair loaf of lawn-dead air crawled across my skin
like memory, thickened with synthetic fruit and the musk of ancient mold. I only realized how
shallowly I had been breathing when I stepped past the threshold and exhaled a shaky breath,
guarding in the close, cold dark. Inside, my flashlight struggled to make sense of the space.
It was narrow at first. The expected depth of a standard serve as whole of run-off insulation
wrap pipes, utility meters blinking in their torporous cycles. Then a slight rightward jog.
The floor dip unexpectedly rubberized house replaced by concrete scoad with seams.
The door shut behind me on its own way to faint, I couldn't click the feltest finals
to seal. I paused, letting my eyes chase the quivering beam which wavered as my hand did.
The light grace over a mess of old signage that crooked against the wall. Play atrium
grand reopening scene, read one, its letters cartoonish and faded. Others only bore arrows pointing
toward lawn bearer promise. A muffled thunk vibrated along the pipes. The familiar, inescapable
sensation of being observed returned to both pressing and asquitingly intimate.
I was aware of my own footfalls like an intruder might be. I thumbed the recorder switch,
the red LED blinking in my trembling fist.
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non-term as cramped as a supply closet. Miss match doors bracket three sides,
each with a set of locks and obsolete, corroded brass and makeshift chains.
I run my hand along, the script stenciled up of the central portal, staff only, do not admit
without key. My fingers found the keyhole before my eyes did, my hot thumb pin out warning.
With a trembling hand, I slid the master key into the slot. The lock yielded, a little too
silently, and the next panel glided inward. Behind it, airlessness magnified.
A second to record or arc to the left, running downward under the mall's girders,
its length was interrupted by glimmers, a scatter of glass beads, or perhaps lost game tokens
compressed into the dust. They tracked away like breadcums toward the dindler of forest and
half light far down the slope. I pressed forward. My shoe scoffed over hard, sticky patch,
something mineral, old and an organic. The humming returned, so faint that a first
I took it for the course of blood in my ears. But the melody was distinct wavering,
mine a key, the rhythm behind a grower and previously confident as I advanced.
My free hand found the comforting heft of the recorder, the device a talisman as much as a tool.
I steadied, whispering a note for myself, entering secondary corridor descending,
following unless debris walls appear recently cleaned, evidence of use.
There was comfort, somehow, in formality. I reached a brick-lined alcove to the right,
said deep in shadow. Its cinder block stood out holder, Krayer,
jointed with crumbling mortar that carried, a looping, childish print, the same pattern as
the Krayon mural from the equipment closet. Circles upon circles, all fredding toward a
hollow center. Above me, pipes creaked, the vibrations modulating in time with the deepening
song. It almost felt deliberate as there's something within the structure itself,
saying its own harmony. Compulsively, I checked each panel and threshold for movement,
prop and doors open with coin to impossible scraping notches in the dust for reference.
My mind spun through the warnings I'd been given, never trust the hall's direction,
never move alone. I advanced, anyway, compelled by the notation and the janitors,
mapping eggs that the corridor was hard with three frantic underlines.
Passed to final crooked bend, the space wide and abruptly. I stopped, heart thundering,
at the threshold of what had once been off was prior to two-story atrium,
domed in cheap glass, wrinked by the funk-lighting and raw, unfinished steel.
The recarp did the floor and zones, powers of child-sized, fun blocks,
cracked right on toys, a toppled carousel horse lying at a sickening tilt.
The lack of more of ribbon across the far wall, its edges dippled with handprints so small
they defied my assumption that any of this was accidental. The humming echoed here,
followed but distorted, amplified as though the atrium itself functioned as a resonating chamber.
A series of metallic taps ricocheted up support poles, merging into
rivet patterns impossible to mistake for random infrastructure noise. I swam my light in careful
arcs. The room was not entirely empty. At the atrium's far end, the dust was disturbed.
Mark's showed where something someone had been dragged. Small footprints overlapped with heavy
shoe prints, looping in confused, repeating circles. As printed a bank of doors under a black
outakes its sign, one had fresh gouges around the frame. As I founds, the humming for a bladdest
year, the static from my recorder hissing like breath, then another sounded desperate, irregular
scratching. Louder. I rolled to the source of service closet, half concealed behind crates.
The handle jiggled. I hissed who's there, voice cracking. Inside, silence then a voice ragged,
horse unmistakably real. Help please. I wrestled a door open. Collapsed against the back wall,
mound discarded uniforms, and brittle safety cones was manny. His uniform was in shreds,
face streaked with grey dust, eyes wild. He stared at the light, shrinking from it, then
lunged, grabbing my sleeve. They locked me in walls kept changing, couldn't get out of it.
Willief and terror collided in my chest. He was alive, but ever shaken his body told me he'd
seen more than just a dark. Can you walk? I rasped. He nodded, unsteadily, clutching my hand as if
I might evaporate. I hoisted manny to his feet. The air shimmered with humming now a hostile storm,
no longer distant but swirling around us. Lights flicker, vent above us casped out coal,
fetted air. The edges of my vision danced with imprecise movement shadowes siding in with
an animal patience. Together, we staggered toward what looked like an emergency exit in the far wall,
my gripped threading through manny's desperate clutch. But the passage ahead warped.
The wall we'd entered through was gone, replaced by smooth, a mock concrete. New door was flickered
into beings, deal fire doors, each labelled in stencil, upside down letters. The map was useless now.
Keep going, manny weast. Don't stop the music follows. I guided us around an abandoned cash register,
its buttons crusted with childhood fingerprints, the screen flickering to display nonsense characters.
Static erupted in my recorder of blasts, then fragments of overlapping voices.
Children's laughter. Solving. Echoes of radio traffic. The humming, once soft, rose in a
joint crescendo now several voices into a leaving. I caught, at the very periphery, the outline
of moving shapes squat, and distinctly like children blurred under bad glass. I forced myself not
to live directly a primal memory telling me such attention would only draw them nearer.
The service lights died in a series. Every 30 seconds, the another zone blinked out.
The last of my batteries drained fast, flashlight bulb gasping orange.
I wrenched up an amintenant cupboard for supplies spare bulbs all dead,
an ancient crowbar and, unnervingly, a child's shoe, fresh in a way nothing else in the room was.
We kept moving sometimes circling, sometimes progressing, then looping as a room reconfigured,
architecture as enemy. I scraped marks into the wall with the crowbar each time we passed a known
point, once we crossed our own trail not once but three times, each loop reversed.
My muscles burned with tension and fatigue. Many grown, half conscious slumping against my shoulder.
The humming doesn't belong here, or he whispered almost himself. They built over it, tried to
muffle it, never worked. A metallic clatter rang like a belt to corridors back. Then another closer.
My heart pounded adrenaline-thinning logic. The beings, or echoes, converged not quite visible,
only sensed as displacement flickers in the corner of my eye. I pressed my free palm against the
wall inexplicably soft, yielding as if the dry will had never fully cured over what squirmed within.
Suddenly, a door yawned open, a gaped somewhere unfixed, lit only by sickly, jaundous light.
Instinct overrode everything, dragging manny, I plunged into the opening. First blit instant,
every wall in north we sang. The humming became a roar hundreds of children's voices,
tuneless, entwined with the percussive edits of metal tapping. We staggered through a rotting
vestibule as wallpaper still faintly marked by rainbows, clowns, and impossible numbers.
At the center stood a translucent mirror column coated in the grime of decades but a naturally
polished a chest height. I caught the blur of my own face then hovered behind the imprint of another
a child expression blank, mouth open. I world, but nothing was there. The atrium,
awakening, pulsed around us. Suddenly, blinding lights popped across the ceiling,
and every wall shuddered with a subsonic growl. Overhead vent howled, sending loose
scraps of paper into a cyclone. Doors we'd never entered now unopened, shivering in a wind
that couldn't exist in a close space. Manny's grip failed, he collapsed to his knees,
sobbing, arms over his ears. His two loudlets right here can't make it stop her.
Shit broke free from the darkness behind us. Not children, not quite but approximations,
hunch, multi-limbed, stuttering through the room, their movements somehow both frantic and robotic
as if learned from broken video. Their presence car fixtures in the air each step started,
they're just swimming with flickering static. My courage, or what remained of its land against
pure panic. I wrenched Manny up by his collar, dragging him through the swirling debris.
A red exit bulb flickered at the end of a corridor a single promise of direction.
The path was narrower now, obstructed by a collapse display rack and swelling drool.
I ran the crowburn to the gap, levering open enough passage to shove us through.
Behind, a voice echoed flat, infantile, almost mechanical, yet a musically human.
It recited a fragment of a nursery rhyme, words reversed.
Still wrapping track toward us close, then closer still. I shoved Manny through the last
emergency door, nearly breaking his wrist in my haste and launched after him into blending
at door light. We tumbled onto loading dot concrete, air shot with winter. The door
it impossibly shut itself behind us. In the moment before it slammed, singing stopped,
stipped off as those switch had been thrown. For a minute we sprawled gasping.
The sun rising in the east seemed absurdly banal the world gone ununaltered as
there nothing more than a badly run fire drilled had occurred. Manny's eyes fixed on the slab
of door that had tried so hard to keep us in. He whispered, it doesn't want to be found.
I nodded, hands numb, spun chivering. Sirens blared in the parking lot.
Fashlights cut long beams across the loading dock.
Two police officers in a clutch of more management converged.
Someone shouted, get down as if we could be dangerous.
They separated us at once. Manny dragged to my conscious toward an ambulance,
me hassle to the cope and bothered with questions.
Who had done this? Did we see anyone? Did I break in? On whose authority?
The more managers face glowed with more rage than fear the only thing visible behind
the mask of procedures and protocol. A struggle to answer in sentences, wordless and shuddering,
scarcely believing we were still above the surface. Manny, already fading into shock,
repeated only, the humming still there still moving. By noon police had cordoned them all.
Tape and armed uniforms formed a living barricade around all the condendors.
Whatever they didn't understand, procedure overered curiosity.
More executives circulated statement, a misunderstanding,
our security staff experienced a minor medical event during routine overnight rounds.
By evening rumours co-lest. Social feeds rumoured everything gas leak,
nervous breakdown, attempted theft. The next day, the mall manager herself swept through
the food court, clipboard in hand, barking orders to the last remaining staff.
Notices for accelerated closure went up every remaining store would shut out within 48 hours.
Employees were handed checklists of things to claim keys to return and,
and officially, a warning not to bring up incidental troubles to outsiders.
The cold tight smile assured everyone that the situation was well in hand,
even as people packed up without a farewell. I have heard at the cusp of legal
trespass, funding every predicts to remain. My back-up battered duffel packed with
leftover evidence from the night before seen heavier than lead. I caught Tanya on her last
lunch break, cheering her wary sandwich with Don. They offered little but sad, tangle farewell.
Not your fault, Don said to voice an even. Some buildings never want to let go.
That day, new contractors in a marked coveralls appeared,
hauling pallets of bricks and sheetrock. I sundown the condemn section was impossible,
layered with improvised obstacles. I tried to pitch my story first to my old network,
then to fringe news podcasts, even to city report hungry for scandal.
Most, as expected, ignored or dismissed me. A producer at a notorious true crime
pod took a meeting, but only to ask any photos, video, proof.
What evidence I could offer barely amounted to one clear audio file a file which,
by the time I dragged it into a shared drive, had turned to static. The janitor's map,
gone from my bag, leaving only dust and an oily smell I could never quite name.
Overnight, even my back-ups files, forced memos, transcriptions, vanished from my drives.
My old phone, left charging one careless eye at north, was makeshift staff office,
flinked storage full, files corrupted and would not reset. It was methodical, almost cruel.
I took to reading the boss forums, ghost story threads, even rumour mail websites in case
an echo of my story survived in the wild. A trio of anonymous tips emerged, each describing
comparable patterns at other derelict malls around the region, brought prosignations,
phantom music, staff lost and quickly written office one day wonders.
I tried, truly, to return to my old routines.
Sleep was a joke, the rhythms of forgotten music playing at the margins of silence,
trailing me through every empty apartment I tried to call home.
Memory rower of itself, tiny details plucking at my sense of safety, event groaning in a
stowel, a child was sing on the next block, the whole clank of radiators even with the heat off.
I couldn't imagine staying anywhere past arc.
Sometimes, at dusk, I fancied I had faint humming just out of ear should impossible,
but persistent enough that I never quite discounted it.
Manit, last I heard, was moved to a distant hospital.
The official story, exhaustion, minotronma, complete rest ordered.
His old locker at north with staff room was cleaned out by strangers.
Tanya and Don, both avoiding details, left numbers that went to voicemail,
then disconnected of right.
The mall's closure accelerated.
By week's end, north was set for demolition,
permits rush through committees with neither protest nor ceremony.
When I returned, I venturing the lot, heavy equipment stage for the final job.
It was all set to be erased a wound scrub from the map.
Yet, on a late afternoon when the clouds pressed low, I lingered a final time.
The air, warm spiked the season, stood still around the great blank fissile.
The echoes of afternoon sunflashed in the cracked outroom don't where no child would play again.
I circled the perimeter, clutching my recorder out of habit more than hope.
I paused neuroloading to a half obscure by stacked pallets.
The device, silent for weeks, began blinking up its own accord.
I hesitated, then pressed record.
First stretch, only the groan of distant machinery in the pulse of my breath.
Then, deep under the static, a coarse fragile childlike and mistakeable.
The humming, but now laid, richer harmonized and uneasy intervals.
It filtered up from below the foundation pipes picking up rhythm,
since amplifying their own resonance.
It was not a technical glitch.
It did not belong to memory or fear.
It was real and deliberate and growing.
I crouched low, peering beneath scaffolding.
In the dim tangle of cables, I found a new utility hatch one that never appeared in any plan,
new or old, nor drew mention in any resignation note.
The steel bracing was shiny and faded.
I pressed my pontuit, a vibration low and persistent,
coerced up my wrist.
The humming swelled to now a beckoning, inviting voice,
as though something within waited for the next visitor willing enough,
or foolish enough to answer.
I rose, stepped away, snatched the last recording.
My mind tumbled.
The story hadn't ended, it had simply withdrawn behind regan figured walls,
waiting for new patterns to form.
The doors would close, the bricks would fall,
but something would remain patient as hunger,
a client is a half-remembered tune.
As the last daylight faded, I looked back at them all one final time.
The recorder, still warm in my coat,
shut out softly in my hand,
the humming now so loud beneath the surface it seemed to pulse with my heartbeat,
as if the walls themselves had learned to sing.
The recorder, still warm in my coat,
shut out softly in my hand,
the humming now so loud beneath the surface it seemed to pulse with my heartbeat,
as if the walls themselves had learned to sing.
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That night, unable to rest,
I took refuge in a chain motel near the beltway
the kind built a buffer trance and accounts in arrears.
The rooms air conditioner churned weekly
in different to the season.
I set my back within arms reach in the bed,
the record of silent, aledia vigil.
Above the city's blur outside,
northway silhouette pressed against the clouds,
both barrier and lure.
Sleep fractured into patches
of street lamp blinking insistently past the blinds,
rapid footsteps overhead,
muffal forces from behind drywall.
At some dusk lit eye,
I realized I was humming a few warp notes of that familiar melody
and consciously summoned and just as quickly strangled back.
I pressed my hands to my temples in the dark,
unsure if the tune belonged to memory
or if it had been embedded in me during that lawn,
suffocating night beneath them all.
Morning bled in to neon before a venture dare.
My first stop, the city record's building,
a blocky civic bunker with poor insulation and stubborn bureaucracy.
I cued up, offering apologetics miles to the tire of clerk at the desk,
pulling every pyramid annex, inspection,
and complaint agave to northway from 1985 onward.
What surfaced,
beyond the expected list of electrical mishaps
and urban renewal applications,
were abrupt gaps, pages cut off mid-sentence,
signatures whited out,
a faded fatality,
sea supplementary file missing under the early blueprints
for the doom play atrium.
I photographed what I coed knowing from bitter experience
that institutional systems closed in unabsence
as just as fiscally as the advertised transparency.
I reached out to the last of the ex-employees
whose whispers or resignation rippled through the earlier investigation.
Some lines were disconnected.
Others let their phones ring until voicemail relented,
they're outgoing messages professional, deflective, final.
A handful answered late at night,
a cadence of the speech jacket with caution and shame.
One, a woman named Elise who attended the cleaning schedule for years,
agreed to meet me at a coffee-caught outside her new job.
Her hands shook as she stored cream into overheating cheap drip.
She peered at me under a windblum lock of graying hair,
one hand press protectively over her wrist.
You're still chasing that message, she asked.
Her question wasn't derision more grieving exhale,
the relief of keeping a distance.
Some story is, he learned to drop.
I was a fool for going back that last night lost three bags
and two weeks' sleep they told me I'd moved on.
Truth is, only my badge did.
A place can decide not to let you go.
I offered her one of the blue-inked resignation notes,
the sort that belonged to her former colleagues.
The least can it, then folded it along the original crease.
It's the same every time someone breaks the route,
convinces themselves they're just tired,
the humming is worse when you've heard it before.
I played her 30 seconds on my best recording the balls of the child's tune,
the irregular bursts of metallic tapping.
Elise wins shoulders curling inward.
That sound, she moddered, is not all there is.
The cracks are bigger now, the way the walls were set to trick,
like the mall rehearsing its own death.
Before I could press her for more, she slid from the table,
tossing the empty cup and disappearing toward the bus stop.
I sat alone, scribbing half-legible notes in my pocketbook,
replaying Elise's warning.
The more I pressed, the less clear the boundaries of the story became.
What clung to Northway was less a secret than an evolving contagion memory
and fear embedding itself into new hosts.
The following afternoon, I wedged myself near the demolition site's perimeter,
coffee cooling in one palm, phone in the other.
Heavy equipment gathered, operators standing idle, glancing toward the barricaded wings.
I noticed two men in suits observing from under the portico clipboards hidden beneath long coats.
At intervals, they looked down, comparing phone screens their heads closest can.
Occasionally, one would make a mark on a complex, folded document.
There was an alchoreography about how they hovered around the utility doors,
almost as if waiting for a cue listening for something underneath
rather than overseeing anything above.
Across the street, long haul truckers unloaded sheetrock and bricks
the coming months of urban revitalization
already lacquered over the prison's haze to erase.
I snapped photos, despite the futility of documentation when facts could be
rendered void by the right hand at the right desk.
That evening, in the privacy of the motel's cracked tile bathroom,
I inspected the recorder again.
Its file index was blank.
The LED blinked twice, then locked into a steady greenest status it never displayed before.
I opened the battery compartment and found where batteries should fit a thin layer of fine
grey dust. When I tried to shake it out, some stuck suddenly as if electrostatically
fused to the plastic. It left my fingers tinge for the scent of lemon cleaner and rust.
I set up a new account on my laptop, but plotting backup files to a car drive
then sniff tested the audio, 5 out of 6 segments returned to static, punctuated by brief,
cobbled cords. Only the harm warped and slowed, punched through in the first and last
seconds, the sonic equivalent of a pinhole through and a ver expose negative.
A new email pinned in no subject, no sender. The body contained three words, not your place.
I reread it doesn't times, heart juttering in my throat before deleting it and emptying the trash.
It reappeared in the archive minutes later.
Something somewhere was retracing my steps of warning or placeholder it issued by an
intelligence with no concern for my private boundaries. Two days after Norfolk's closure was
expedited, demolition commenced in earnest. Crews wielded pneumatic hammers against decades old brick,
the sound reverberating up and down the empty, fenced in lots. Even from two blocks away,
I could feel the percussion, as though the echo tunneled into the street itself.
I bumped into dawn near the city-central library a chance meeting, both of us still orbiting
the gravity well of Norfolk's collapse. He looked paler, the residual sunburn replaced with a
sickleicast. His first words, just above a whisper, they're covering it with concrete again.
I nodded, unsure whether he meant a fresh foundation for a new anchor store or something deeper.
We talked for less than five minutes, sharing memories that threatened to come apart under scrutiny,
arcade nights, the mullsanta, the edible glitter on holiday pastures once sold near the
engines now buried under several feet of new fill. Neither of us brought up the last night,
not directly. Memory had started freezing into its own geometry defensive in a bleak.
Dawn shuffled away, hands deep in his coat pockets. Only other blocks ended he glanced back,
as the checking to see that eye, too, could still move under my own power. A week after demolition
began, prospects for the podcast were there. Produce is now reply professionally polite,
always vague about fit and angle. What little new evidence surfaced of operated second after
being uploaded to audio recording seeded with digital errors, time stamps mismatch, metadata
scrapped. Attempts to recover the janitor's map yielded a broken server window in a lost
permissions notice that spread, virus-like, to every backup I'd set. The heavier realization
was not that I was beaten, but that erasure itself was the enemy out of quick, untraceable.
I would do from online forums, slip my post and schedule down to utter silence,
and, when the worst of the insomnia hit, fell into late night drives along the winding ring
rows that marked the periphery of Northwiz former reach. On one of his sleepless circuits,
I caught the faintest rhythm bleeding through the cars, battered speakers, a few drifting buzz
of the parental lullaby melody, the same one walked an echoed in every late night recording.
I snapped the radio off, pulse hammering, then last minute decided to pull over near an
old undeveloped cul-de-sac, the view still opened to the city's north end. For several minutes,
silence rained, except for the occasional crunch of winter ground beneath receding soles,
the echo of my own steps, an omnipresent aching heel of my left shoe, a memory of where the
locked atrium once nested, now flattened and gone. The following day, just as winter's edge
threatened to coat the city in glass, I woke to an erasured been suppressing. The map,
the evidence, my own account all compromised, all unreliable. But my mind,
lays with the patterns of the past months, map, one last path into the truth, to understand
Northwiz demise, I had to stand again at its grave before it vanished for good. I returned,
walking brisk and quiet across the sidewalks grateful for the construction cruise midday break.
The shell of the mall had already been split at several seams. The atrium dome, once so vivid,
now hunting bent girders, naked to the sky. It was by the east wing that I found real change.
The grade had been dug shallow and not deep enough for basement, but enough to expose the
substructure. Rebar bristled at odd off-kilter intervals. I traced shoe through loose gravel
and out near the foundation sedge. The days light catching slick on a patch that shed rain
differently than surrounding slub. There, somehow marked by spray paint or orange flag,
with the new utility hatch the one that had never appeared on any plan, never shown up in
making archives geared. This seam was best steel, unused, the barest hint of the icy resonant alive
under my palm. I pressed my deer to the metal, digging cold into my cheek. The world beyond shrank
in that moment the cities were receded, breath drawn tight as if they were itself thickened inside
the space. There it was the humming. The layered now, yes, but coral. Three, four, five distinct
motifs harmonizing in an unstable orbit. Below the pitch, ticking, the metronome of pipe
were bone and change, but augmented. This was no echo. This was rehearsal, a test, maybe even
invitation. The prospect left me numbed. I yanked my head up, linking hard into the sunshine.
I retraced every step away from the hatch and across the temporary lot.
Harsh air rushed into my chest and hard, graded burst the air, no sweeter, but different.
I spent at night, my head congested and ringing, shuffling through my sparse notes and
the hobbled evidence of a vanished story. What was new, what was missing, what had only been
shifted out of reach all seemed to spiral toward one unavoidable axis, north way, even as a
ruin endured as a wind beneath the new skin of city development. In the days that followed,
the patterns stalked me. Whenever I called an old contact, if the cold went to voicemail,
there was always a moment to break in the mechanical greeting when the lines seemed to catch,
a hush humming with threat or warning. My inbox, as if intentionally seated, began to pepper
itself with more wordless emails. Some blank. Some with lines of music and irritation,
I couldn't read but whose rhythm conjured the memory of drifting pipes and half recalled
lullabies. I took to walking at midday, convinced that only in sunlight could I keep the story from
routine deeper within. Still, every sidewalk vent, every storm grate, every maintenance hatch on
the city's artery seemed to pulse with a rhythm and hush that didn't quite sync with the world above.
The final escalation arrived not by sound, but by absence. I stopped for an errand at a new,
hastily constructed food mark dropped onto the edge of the former mullgrams. As I made my way
to the rear refrigerators, the music piped over the speakers broke pattern. Broccoli,
they ran out of tape and was replaced instantly by a char's voice humming, as soft as moth wings,
overlapped by piping metallic clicks. The moment passed before I could react.
The clerk seemed not to notice. No one else in the tight space shifted as if I was alone in the
perception. Put my hands shook as I paid and I bolted out without my receipt or change.
I recorded the trips every detail at night, desperate to turn its mute a sense of meaning onto
what otherwise threatened to become neurotic compulsion. The tape ran long too long,
a monologue where even I heard the fruit of the circling of obsession.
Memory fail, where evidence matter of faculty evaporated.
I returned home exhausted, the hum's internal echo sinking unintentionally with the beat of my wrist.
The city yawned wide, inviting destruction, calmness, routine, but I declined.
By now, the message was clear what northwikentain sustained hadn't not been fixed to its bones,
nor bird by the day labor of demolition. It had grown root systems into the very channel's
designers and architects once called surface conduits and mechanical plenums acoustic dead space.
The city above had already become host the pattern mapped.
One last time before winter proper settled in, a stroll back to the perimeter,
recorder and code, chemist switched off. The last corner of the old mall, now concrete and
rebar, loomed and profile, already erased from official renderings. I pressed record anyway,
speaking in a whisper. If you hear this it then stopped, con just of the echo.
Am I feet just above a barricade pipe a faint pattern tapping began, lighter than a finger yet
deliberate, like knocking hands or in. I would not be the one to lift the hatch, not tonight,
not this side of sanity, yet through my bones the anthem vibrated, built from yearning and ache
and finish, waiting for another round. The recorder ticking, a back-to-way step by step into
the bright and ordinary day, promising myself to pause just a while while the city's course waited,
walls primed for assembly, the unenthumming not quite contained.
Hi this is Alex Cantrowitz, I'm the host of Big Technology podcast, a long time reporter and an
on-air contributor to CNBC. And if you're like me, you're trying to figure out how artificial
intelligence is changing the business world and our lives. So each week on Big Technology,
I bring on key actors from companies building AI tech and outsiders trying to influence it.
Asking where this is all going, they come from places like Nvidia, Microsoft, Amazon,
and plenty more. So if you want to be smart with your wallet, your career choices,
and meetings with your colleagues and at dinner parties, listen to Big Technology podcast
wherever you get your podcasts.
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