Vinney Tolman: Exploring the Afterlife with My Guide Drake in a Powerful Near-Death Experience Today

I did choose to leave.

And so I was in the process of leaving and journeying away from the physical space.

But the doctors, my own family, they're witness to, and I've got plenty of, you know, photos

of me on life support at this point, where it's touching go.

At first I was in a medically induced coma, but then I wasn't coming out of it.

And they're very worried that I wasn't coming out of it.

They worried about all sorts of systems not coming back.

Neurology is one of those that they're worried was not coming back.

And they had all these thresholds that the body had to perform at to come off of life support.

And I wasn't doing any of those.

I was barely doing any of the breathing on my own.

I was even on assisted breathing.

So the heart was the one thing that was working on its own.

Everything else was on assistance, everything.

And so me at this point, I'm not even looking in the rear view mirror.

I'm like, I don't want to go back to that.

Keep going, keep going.

You know, and when this first started happening, my guide, he introduced himself as Drake.

This was long before there was a popular name of Drake, but I didn't know anyone

at the time back in 2003 by that name.

And so I would just say, like, K Drake, I'm ready to go, I'm through the understanding

that we're all fingers on the same hand.

And that's when he brought me into this place.

And it's a physical place.

I could see it far off as if it was like a store.

And as we got closer and closer and closer, I saw this beautiful mist all around it.

And we talked about that mist another day.

But as we get through the mist, I see this beautiful country, this tremendous planet.

This planet looks larger than 100 of our sons, which are sons way larger than our Earth.

It is a vast space, so much larger than what we could understand.

I get closer and closer and Drake brings me in to where I feel my toes touch grass.

And I didn't even think for a second, oh, I have toes.

I thought about it later, I was like, why did I have toes?

Like my body was down here, why do I have toes?

But I did.

I had toes.

They weren't the same as our physical toes, but they felt like energetic appendages.

When I felt the grass like reach up and meet my toes, and I felt it wrapped in between

my toes, and it felt as if I finally found my cordless charging plate that I had been

looking for my whole life.

I felt like I was finally plugged in, and I felt the love that was unlike anything we have

here.

I felt a love that I couldn't ever deserve.

I could be a saint a hundred times, and a hundred lives, and never earn the amount of love

you get from one blade of grass.

And I have a field of blades of grass hugging me and holding me.

And I can feel that every blade has consciousness.

I can feel that every blade is saying we love you, and I'm just thinking like, why?

Why?

And they kept always saying the same thing, because you are, because you are, because you are.

And it didn't compute, but I was, you know, lapping this up.

I loved all of it.

Number one, the grass has music coming off of it.

Every blade has a tone, and each blade has like, it's like, you know how on, in the desert,

there's like on a hot road, you can see that vapor thing coming off the road.

The elicis.

Like the marauds.

The marauds, the marauds.

There's like this ripple effect going off of every blade of grass, but it's in rainbows,

like every blade had it, it had a, it had a smell, it had an aroma, it had a flavor,

and just touching it, you would taste the flavor of it.

There was all these senses that I were, was experiencing that we don't have in our body.

I was seeing the entire spectrum of light.

And that was when I first noticed that in this place, there's no outside source of light.

There's no sun.

There's no star anywhere that this is the star.

Like the place is the source light, and the light was coming from inside the grass,

not from outside the grass, and reflecting.

Now someone who's into like colors and physics, they would understand that, but this is source

light.

And that's a, a big deal, and from within, instead of limiting from without, and that's

when I looked to me and saw, I was a little baby source light.

I was like this little tiny baby source light, less than like a tenth of a blade of grass.

But here I was plugging into the grass, and my light was getting brighter and brighter

and brighter.

And then Drake came over, he was laughing in a loving way.

He was laughing, and he goes, if you like the grass, you should see the flowers.

Here's what I love, bro.

Amrit, the color of your background behind yourselves is like one of the shades of this flower.

It was like a liquid lavender lilicky flower, and he put me, he took my, like my effigy

or my consciousness, and he put it on the petals of the flower.

And I was like running around, I could see that the flower had liquid light in it, and

everywhere I touched it, saying, and like our brains can't comprehend what this is like,

but I'm telling you, when we're experiencing it, we're like this is why we can't remember

this place, because if we remember it, we'll do whatever we got to do just to get back.

We don't want to leave this place, and I know that now.

I'm sitting or experiencing just the flower, I'm freaking out again,

and then Drake says, you should check out the trees.

And so then I check out the trees, and I'm looking at this, this huge organism,

it's like the, it's like one tree, but yet it's mill, it's like millions of trees, or thousands

of trees. You know, I don't even know how, what the difference would look like, but it was a

tremendous amount of trees, and it was all one tree, but yet they were separate, and the trees

looked at me like I was a hummingbird. They're like, oh look at you, you're, you're acting so

fast, and they're like, we act like you, but we're in the proper speed of time. We're not in fast

motion like you hummingbirds, you know. It was just kind of a funny thing, and I'm sitting here

experiencing all this, and then the next thing I know, I noticed there's this little creek,

like a little tiny creek of water, and the water had come up out of the creek, and it had touched

my toe, and when it touched my toe, it scared me a little, but in a good way, like surprised me,

and in, in a little voice, I could hear, do you want us on you? And I am, I'm gungho,

give it all to me, baby, like I wanted it all. So I said, yes, I want that, yeah, I'd go for it.

So the water came up over my feet, came up over my legs, my knees, my hips, went up me, went down

each arm, both arms, until it encapsulated by whole being, but I didn't need to breathe. You don't

need to breathe there. And so I felt this water, what it was doing is it was, it was repairing.

I got a really, really rough upbringing with, with substantial amount of abuse, and this was

repairing a lot of the terrors, a lot of the rips, a lot of the cracks, a lot of the damages

that had been done. And then I realized that the, the water wasn't, wasn't just part of heaven,

it was part of receiving me into heaven, and that that water was there to help, help me raise my

energy so I could be there a little bit longer. And so it did that, it purified me, and I,

I felt it as soon as it was done. It felt warm, it felt cool, it felt energetic, it felt alive,

like electricity, but it had just this comfort to it, like, like a grandmother who just loves you

and like, holds you in her arms, that's what it felt like, like a really lot of grandmother.

And, and it was just going down off of me and going back down into the little creek,

into little stream. And as it did, I'm just in awe. I, I'm beside myself. And you know, I worked

in construction a long time. And the next thing I noticed was a building. And I started getting so

jacked up about this building because I could see people entering and exiting rooms, but there was

no doors. And you know, I didn't think Star Trek or anything like that, but I was like, all this

is like the sci-fi movies. People can phase in and phase out of rooms. They just have to match the

frequency of the room. And then they could walk through the wall, like the wall just opens up for

them. They walk through and then it's solid again, but it's solid marble, but it's living solid

marble. And there's, there's a living light inside the marble. And the entire building was one

piece of marble. You could feel it. And you could feel that you could talk to the building if you got

close enough to it. So I'm starting to get excited. I'm thinking I'm going to go to this building next.

And that's when Drake came around to me and he goes, Vinnie, this is going to be really hard.

But it's going to be worth it. And he just like came in for a dead stare and like brought me in

for a hug. And this hug, it was, it was nothing like I've ever felt before. And I feel that when

we're striving for intimacy here, we're trying to imitate what a hug is there. Because when we

came together as a hug, the light in me joined the light in him. And there was this pulse of energy

off the two of us. And I felt, I felt completely loved in a way that I had no idea was possible.

No idea. And I'm just sitting here not understanding this. I'm thinking like, why me?

I was such a imperfect person, such a, I was a bad kid for many years. But why me?

And then I heard it again, Vinnie, this is going to be hard, but it's going to be worth it.

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