#442 | Light Being Shares Profound Message - "Follow the teachings of Christ for Humanity"

0:00That's no moon. It's a space station. Hey everyone, welcome back to Journey to Truth Podcast. I am here with Ryan Kalish, a former major league baseball player we interviewed a little less than a year ago. He's passing through Sedona and a lot has happened since we last had him on a show, but he has an incredible story. He was in the major leagues, had a number of surgeries due to some injuries and eventually led to a spiritual awakening to put it in a nutshell that kind of pulled you out of that realm as showed you the corruption of that corporate world. Even, you know, sports are really just another business.

1:02And you've been on this amazing journey of helping people around the world ever since. And I've been following you on Instagram and seeing what you've been doing. You've been like here in the Southwest. I believe you were in Chacokanian recently. Yeah, it was in Chacokanian. And then up in the... I'm Ridge, South Dakota, serving the Indian reservation there, the Native people, and just making my way worldwide on service. Right. Yeah. So there's a lot to talk about. Yes. And we're here in Sedona, which is sacred land as well. A lot of Native American history here. And it's just an amazing place. I'm so excited to have you here today. So let's get into what you've been up to. And maybe you can recap first of all for the audience who didn't catch the first episode. Maybe you can recap what your story, what it looked like leaving the major leagues and you had an encounter. Essentially a UFO encounter, a light bean, even that kind of

2:04woke you up and sent you on this path. So maybe you can tell that story. Yeah. I mean, it's... I'll summarize it as fast as I can because it's so long it could take a while. But yeah, essentially getting out of baseball, you know, kind of had no idea who I was. You know, I remember one of my best friends saying, like, what are you going to do after baseball? And I was confused. I didn't really know what I wanted to do. So I started, you know, messing around with psychedelics, really kind of like getting in touch with who I wanted to be, feeling very free, free flowing. I always... And this was kind of always there. I always had such a feeling of, I want to... Like when I saw a person sleeping on the street or living on the street, I just felt this like this pull. And that was kind of always there. And as I kind of dove deeper into, you know, whether meditation, psychedelics, exploration, travel, there was kind of always there. And so essentially

3:08the way I like to describe it in a nutshell is I've had like multiple encounters with the spirit of Jesus, which was very strange for me because I'm not religious. I never was. I like highly rejected religion my entire life. And my connection with Jesus was never religious. It was more of a feeling of like we are one. Like we're actually not separate. And so it was a very hard awakening to kind of ground and bring back to reality. And a lot of things went wrong over these like past seven years, but you know, about 15 months ago, after like four years of not having that contact with the spirit of Yeshua or Jesus, it came back to me. And I was very rejectful. I didn't want it. I didn't like it because it had thrown off my life multiple times. And I needed to

4:10like get some fresh air on a walk at night on the beach in Thailand. And I never usually go down to the beach at night. I have a daughter. I have a wife. So I'm usually reading books, spending time with them, whatever. And I was like, okay, I'm going to take this walk. So I went down to the beach. And as soon as I got to the beach, these two orbs came up over a mountain. And you know, my plan initially was to go get a beer and just relax. These orbs came over the mountain and kind of like did a little dance and came down over the horizon of the water. And I ended up deciding, I'm going to walk down to the right. I don't know if they're like here for me. I don't know what's going on right now. I was a little freaked out, but like very curious. And so I walked down to like the end of the beach, which was a very quiet area. And I put my feet in the water and like I was like, okay, what do you want? Like what do you want to say? Like what's going on? And it was a very empathetic,

5:16telepathic, vibrational sort of communication. And essentially the message was very simple. It was like follow the message of Christ for humanity. And I was like, what? Okay, like what does that really mean? And so the next day, you know, when I woke up, I was kind of like, nah, like that's not real. Right. Like none of this is real. But as I kept like walking the beach and like every day and kind of thinking about the history of my life, I was like, all these events, like they've been pointing me at this for a really long time. So I should like kind of look into it. And then, you know, I started to travel. I made my way to Austin and you know, kind of got my, you got this taste of the Christ consciousness talk. And I really like, there was parts of it that I loved, but there was this like

6:17feeling of like kind of like anger. And I couldn't put my finger on why, but I just didn't feel like Christ consciousness was like a comfortable place. It wasn't like, you know, in mansions, in like a nice party seen with Kekau. I was like, this, this is like these people are sleeping on the street. And I kind of got another of this was like the second real message I was sitting by a river. And it was like the reason why you feel so angry is because you're not doing it yet. And I was like, wow. And immediately I booked a flight over to the middle to Africa and Egypt. And I started serving Palestinians. And now like, to kind of like fast forward, I've been to, you know, Africa four times this past 16 months, the Middle East, USA three times, India four times. And I'm just like,

7:19you know, putting out this message of like unity consciousness is Christic heart centered. Like, if you, if I see you and I can help you with this like package of supplies that I've prepared, whether that's food, clothes, beds, blankets, pillows, whatever, I'm going to go to that person. And I'm going to help them. And yes, documenting as well, which is kind of tough for me. And I also understand like, there's a reason why like it's the message, you know, it's this message that I feel like it's kind of needs to be seen right now. It's like, you know, how recently RFK kind of flipped the table of contents on the food. Yeah, the food. Yeah, the food. Yeah. Well, I feel like from what I can gather is like we're in a place in humanity where I mean, obviously humanity is

8:22important, but there's so many. There's like borders and race and, you know, skin color and religion. And it kind of feels like then there's humanity, but like love and humanity is like the pillar of the rest of these things. And so my message and then why I put it online is because like I don't see at this point, it's almost like I don't even see any culture, religion, race, anything. I just see a human who's struggling. And I'm going there with the language of love and humanity to kind of disclose what I think is like the true consciousness that can essentially bring us to the next level. Right. And I mean, that's really all there is, the other religion and separation. That's programmed into us. Yeah. So I want to rewind back to their initial orb experience on the beach. Prior to that, you really hadn't found the Christ

9:27consciousness within you yet, right? That was still like a journey. And it was these orbs that eventually I think I heard you say turned into like light beans when you followed them. Ah, yes. So when I had the I was staring out these orbs over the ocean and I had this distinct feeling that something was kind of watching me from behind me in the well behind me was the forest. So I did a quick 180. And yeah, there was this light being very white, bright, just like bright eyes watching. And as soon as it saw me, it kind of just stepped back behind a tree. And I tried to go find it. And by the time I got there, I couldn't find it. And by the time I turned around the orbs, the white, they were very white and bright, light beings as they felt. They were also gone. So I was just like, huh, you know, like what just happened. And like we even discussed

10:28before this, like, you know, there was a craving inside of my soul for something much deeper. And I don't believe that my mind manifested or created this moment. I think it was real. But even if I did, right, does it really matter? Like, right. The message was still there. The message was always within me. It never wanted to go anywhere. It always wanted to come out of the surface. And I always wanted to do something with the Christ consciousness sort of whatever universal consciousness, like message. And so through just clarity and time, you know, finally, like just putting it out there that we, I just think we need like, you know, we talked about this as well. It's not necessarily like the most exciting thing of all time, you know, like most exciting message, but it's the message. Yeah, it's the message to like connect back to the fact that like,

11:32we are all the same species. We are all here like, and I feel like we're just on this like runaway train of like abuse of idea ideologies. We are on a runaway train of like technological advancement at the expense of humanity and people. Right. And nature, you know, that I want to do something about it. So like, I'm kind of like building my foundation around this like, I'm going to like, you know, I'm a baseball player. So what I know is hard work, consistency, and proving myself. Right. So that's what I'm doing. Like, you know, I'm just like every single day putting out some sort of video, mostly surrounding service. You know, I'm starting to like articulate my voice a little bit more, although like, I, you know, it's like I have so much love that I don't want to offend people, but I also have like really strong opinions that would offend people if I share them.

12:40That's the times we're in right now, though. Like we can't do anything online without triggering somebody because you're right. Because everything that you say or I say somebody's perceiving that as a threat, actually. And that's why they're getting angry because it's threatening something that they've identified with or believe in or whatever the case is. Sure. So yeah, that's where we're at there. Yeah. Now, so it's like, you know, and it's starting to happen. But yeah, I mean, like, you know, when I think about, when I think about Jesus and the Bible particularly, you know, actually before our last podcast, I hadn't actually read much of the Bible. I was using AI to get a lot of my info. And like, I mean, it's so it was so helpful. But I like read the Gospels, especially the just the four Gospels of his life. And I was thinking about it. I'm like, man, if like, imagine humanity, like, just read those four books without any institution, kind of like

13:44telling them what to take from it. Like, I think the world will look so different because there's no instruction of building buildings and churches. Right. There's no business model instruction involved in Jesus's message. In fact, it's the opposite. You cannot work. You cannot serve God in money. Right. So like, and there's no like, hey, when I, please make like Jesus Christ jewelry with me hanging on it. And get the least of us, the poorest people on earth to mine them, you know, the gold and the diamonds and the silver to like make this. Right. And so this man who was like, fighting tooth and nail and gave his life out of love for the least of us who didn't want to be a business, who just wanted us to ascend our consciousness to the level at which he with hell was holding. It's backwards completely in our day and age. And I've decided, this is my fight now.

14:47Right. Like, I mean, I had a pastor in in Tanzania. Yeah, a church, but it was a tent. And he like, all the like, that was his, his like, you know, he was preaching out of tent, but during the entire week, he had an orphanage in a school. Like, he said to me, he said, I think you're here to represent Christ. And I was like, yeah, I'm, and like, when he said that, you know, I got like the tingles and like my body felt light. And that's the, the eye of my soul, kind of knowing like, this is my Dharma, this is my journey. So like, whatever I can do to be a part of that, you know, I'm going to do it. Right. Yeah, that's amazing, a beautiful message. You know, they saw the message and took the opportunity to inject themselves and become the middle man for that message because that's what a dark force trying to control a population would do. Yes. And that's where we're at in this spiritual war. You know, going back to these orbs again, and I'm only going back because I feel like this

15:49is very important. Yeah. One of the main things with this alien disclosure right now, a lot of these pastors are being briefed on, you know, I just trust your life. And they've been here and we're working with them in some capacity. And they think it's an attack on Christianity. And they're, their conclusion is that they, these must be demons undermining religion. And sure. And but in your case, these UFOs, these orbs, these light beings, which could be considered extraterrestrials actually led you to Christ. So I find that very interesting. What are your thoughts on that as far as, you know, all aliens are demons type of narrative? We know there's duality in every everywhere, right? Sure. Well, as far as we know, there's never been like, there's not really been too many attacks on humanity from extraterrestrial life, at least in recorded history that we know of. Right. Or that's being led out to the public. And, you know, it seems like they, if they're real, which I believe are

16:52their technologies far advanced. So if they wanted to hurt us, I think they could. What I feel like more so when I hear what you're saying is that at humans are very dense to the level that even if humanity would do better without religion, people would rather fight and claw at tooth and nail to keep that rather than for it to kind of start dissolving out and just bringing in love and unity. Right. And this is mind boggling to me because at the core of religion is supposed to be love. So if you believe in love enough, you could and should be able to let something go to allow more love to come into the consciousness and create a more peaceful and equal world for all people. So it's kind of, yeah, it's like, you know, again, it's another, it seems like it's divisive more than

17:52it is good. And you can see it. I mean, how many wars have been fought over the name of religion? Like in the early days of Christianity, there were the crusades where they wanted to go around and burn books about mysticism and magic and love to create this like fear-based thing. But like yeah, yeah, I mean, killing in the name of God, you know, the pro-who are the prophets of war. So it's really interesting to look at that way. I mean, at the end of the day, I think that, you know, people are fighting to save the very system that's enslaving them. They're fighting to hold on to something that is quite literally keeping them in a box and they don't understand that. And that's what we're doing in the show. That's where we're having these conversations. Hopefully this message will reach somebody, you know, if you believe in something, we're not saying it's wrong. But there is more to look at whenever you are able to zoom out and break yourself from those chains that

18:54are quite literally holding you down. And those chains are a belief system. Yeah. And so, you know, I think like there is no choice. Like for me, like I said earlier to you, I don't like, I have very, I have opinions that are going to trigger people and I'm like getting ready to start opening up about them more, not out of anything but love, you know, and if you read the four books, you know, Jesus says, like, I didn't come here to bring peace. I came here to bring truth. And like my message will actually like kind of break up your household. Like he names it specifically. Like you will kind of like not be friends with your sister or your mother. If you follow me, you know, because he's saying like none of what I have to say is going again with the stream. He was trying to kind of also the same pastor from Tanzania told me that Jesus came here to try and destroy religion.

19:55And in fact, what happened was he got turned into religion on the back end, which, you know, yeah, again, it's like if you just read those four books, Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, and you didn't have anyone to tell you what you're supposed to believe you just had those books, it would be like, right, such a different world that we have right now. Or if we had the books that weren't removed from the original material, for sure, that, you know, I just talked to a man out here who worked in this shadow government, private sector for lack of a better term. And the very first thing those guys have to do is learn all the world's religions because they travel and they have to fit in. The spy would have to. And I've talked to two people now that said that's the very first training they do. They have to memorize each religion, like the back of their hand. So wherever they go in the world, they can fit in. But he said that what part of that training and tail was allowing them beneath the Vatican. And they got to read some of the original text. And he said, blow your mind.

20:56What's in there? It's so unbelievable down to very specific details of schematics of even different technologies and stuff that would help free the planet, you know, and it's all an original text according to him. So just fascinating to think about because we don't know what we don't know. Yeah. Yeah, just to your point, like even, but also, yeah, we're being told what to believe about this and how to interpret it. In fact, some of the churches now, specifically the Catholic church that I know of, they actually don't even give you the full Bible anymore. They give you a pamphlet that week of what you were going to be practicing. And so, and then they decide each week what you get to learn. It's not like a self exploration thing. It's not, you know, you're, it's no different than going and signing up for a teacher training in Pilates or becoming a certified trainer. Like you're going to learn something that was passed down. And in this case, when it comes to

21:59religion, you know, we're talking about Catholicism, Christianity, Islam, any of them. You know, at this point, like you're not being, like really, you're not, in my opinion, you're not being taught the words of Muhammad or Jesus. Because if you, I mean, based on what I know about these guys, if, you know, big churches, treasures, gold, they'd be like, what did you got? Like, you've made these buildings and you didn't take care of the people. Because that's what I really wanted. You know, so it's like, right, right. It's pretty, it's like so simple. I guess I said, it's kind of boring to most people and humanity seems to be like really addicted to the drama. Right. They put more pride in the temple than they do in the message of, you know, saving humanity. Oh, yeah. I mean, I've seen countless in India, especially I saw countless, like religious buildings having like these massive renovations while there's people like,

22:59literally just begging for food right outside. And I'm just like, this is not the message. In the other, like, you know, Jesus also, he makes countless things versus about oneness. He says, like, some things like, you know, I'm in the Father as you are in me and I am in you. But like, you know, that nobody is talking about that. They're always talking about like, Jesus is like, I am the way the truth in the life. Well, if he's saying, I'm the way the truth in the life. And I am in the Father as you are in me and I'm in you. He's kind of saying, like, you can do this too. And then he goes on in the book of John to say, like, you will do greater things than me if you follow my ways. Right. So that's a coach offering you to step into his embodiment and take the reins. You know, that's not somebody who's saying, like, you can't do this. Right. It's the difference between a controller and a leader. Yeah. Exactly. And you

24:02lead by example. You know, so you've been traveling, like we mentioned early, you were in Chocob Canyon. And he spent some time with these native elders, these indigenous elders. And so they've given you some wisdom based on what they've learned over the years. They shared that with you. What, what is their message of the world? What is their message like? Well, I would say that their message is very similar to Jesus, you know, like they're talking about serving the people, thinking about seven generations beyond us right now, which that's one of those ones that really strikes me. I, when I read about Jesus and learn about him, he wasn't just thinking about enjoying his life. Sure, he was present a lot of times, but he wanted to inspire people down the line. You know, one of the, the Coda chase ironized was saying, like, think about seven generations ahead. This one is like so prominent in there, in their teachings, like to try and think about,

25:06like, how are my decisions right now going to ripple out to affect the generations ahead, you know? And then, you know, one of the, one of this was such a brilliant line. It's great that we're here on the journey to the truth podcast. The guy said, you are walking unknowingly into the unknown to know. So like, and then of course, I like to think like at this point now, I'm knowingly walking into the unknown to know because I don't know where my journey is actually heading. It's unfolding day by day. And like, when you maybe, you know, let's say we are reincarnating beings, which feels pretty reincarnating souls. This feels pretty good to my, my body. Okay. So if we unknowingly come here, and then we are walking into the unknown, once we kind of wake up from the matrix to know the truth of like how to free us more and more through every action and at each

26:13lifetime that we do, that's like a big message to them about like, you're going to take actions, you're not going to know what each action is going to like bring, you're not going to know where it's leading. But like, that's how you really live a life well spent. So yeah, that was like so such a big, a big message for me. Yeah, I was just interviewed the other day and asked a question where I came up with a similar answer. I was like, you know, asking about my future and what do I see down the line. And I was like, you know, I actually don't live my life that way. And I used to, and then someone told me, you know, you're cutting yourself off from other opportunities when you have an end goal in mind that you won't stray off that path. So you become in flow with life whenever you live in the moment. If you're always thinking about the future, you're never experiencing life, you're, you're only, you're experiencing anxiety because the definition of anxiety is worrying

27:17about the future. So it's, I think that's where the magic happens right here and here and now. Yeah, we have to plan things and do things. You know, we understand this world, but there's a way to let go and detach yourself from the outcome, which is I think kind of what you're talking about. Yes, yes, yes, exactly. You kind of detach. You are living in the present moment, but like for me, like, what are my actions here going to do for my daughter's future? And like until we stop going from the top down, like working from the wealth top and serving that class to deciding like, let's go down to the bottom. Let's take a look at the mess we've created because it's not like, it's not necessarily like all our mess. This is something that's been going on forever. Right. You know, until we have that like shift in consciousness to come down to the bottom and work our way up and create a more equal playing field for all. I just think humanity is going to continue to

28:22suffer. And what I really hope is that we won't end up in a cataclysmic event that kind of ruins this beautiful place for all future generations ahead. Right. Yeah, I mean, you're right about the top down thing. There's always a think tank somewhere that's making these executive decisions somehow and then that's imparted on us. But I definitely agree that hopefully we don't have to get to a point where there's some cataclysm, but that could be a catalyst also that might shift humanity. You know, there's always casualties and war and more in spiritual war in my opinion. And if you do believe in reincarnation, then you're not really dying anyway. You're so can still carry on that mission. So in the event that there was something that we would perceive as a cataclysm, might just be the catalyst that we needed. And hopefully we don't have to get to that point. I know what you're saying. But I do see if you look in throughout history, all those major significant

29:26events, they did leapfrog humanity to the next level. But there's still people at the top trying to control how that next level plays out. Yeah, it feels it feels as if there is some proper evil dangling strings and pulling things pulling things around from the shadows. And you know, I don't know how that looks as far as like true freedom for humanity. But like one of the things from my lens is I'm just never going to accept the ideology that it is. What it is, is will always be this way. God believe like that is kind of what, you know, you know, I keep saying this. Have you ever seen an alien with a Gucci bag? Right. No, you've never seen them with anything at all. Right. Not really. Right. Maybe, you know, maybe the depiction of the Nordics, they might have some clothes on. But most of them are like, they're just, they have nothing. You know, and when you, when we actually perceive the ones that like you and I might come into contact, they're lights,

30:31they're, they're spirits. They're, they don't come here with much. Right. Because I think like, I mean, I think there's a beauty in humans and like the, you know, we, some possessions, okay. But like we've, I believe we have got to transcend this like consumer capitalistic society that we live in. At least balance it out to a place where like, you know, I mean, I'm a sports guy. So salary cap, like there's only so much money that you actually need here. Right. And what you would like the spiritual part of it is like, most human, like even me still, with all the service that I've done, there are days when I wake up and I have plans to go out on the streets and give food and clothes and, you know, help people. And I'm like, I just want to go to the spa. I just want to go to sauna today. And I have to like say, no, no, no, like you're committed

31:32to this. Go do it. And the feeling afterwards of like this, like the wholeness and the fulfillment of my body feels, it's like, but like even still with like 17, 18 months under my belt of doing this like all the time, I still kind of like need to give myself that push. And that's going to be for like all of us. But like if, if people that were super wealthy could have that feeling of like, oh man, like I just turned that abandoned building into like, like low income housing with like mental health rehab for people and people are going in and like coming out like rehabbed and like that's what I did while I was here on earth. Like, yeah. And how many people with extreme amounts of money are suffering right now in their minds and hearts? Right. Because there's like a calling happening right now, man. It's happening. Like people want something more. They just don't know what

32:34it is yet. Yeah. And you know, this reminds me of Michael Jackson. What he did with his money and statistically in the 90s on paper, he solved World Hunger. I've just watched their video on this. He made, you know, if we would have stayed at that percentage and kept going from there, we would be no World Hunger, right? But he donated to a record number of charities. He was one of the few that was actually taking the money his wealth and doing something like what you're doing. But in a very large way, because if we're talking about it, yeah, it's like, yeah. Interestingly enough, his movie is in the theater right now. People that are watching it, I've talked to a few people that have seen it. And they're coming out feeling incredibly inspired to help the world. So it's like that message is still there. If you know where to look for it. And it's a beautiful thing. But I love the fact, you know, leaving behind like you can say,

33:35like, I did that. And you can't also, you do have to go to the spa sometimes because you can't pour from an empty cup, you know, but I get what you're saying because the fulfillment you give from helping somebody probably feels better than a day at the spa. Yeah, exactly. It really, really does. So yeah, man, I mean, and I do take care of myself actually like a more hungry and energized and I've ever been before. And I do like, you know, when these, you know, 16 months ago, when you kind of get, yeah, and anybody who's watching this, who's been through a big spiritual breakthrough, it kind of can get energetically out of hand for a while. Like you lack of sleep, energy is so high. And then after time, once you, you know, especially if you come into the, to the world with like a glass half full mentality and like, I need to, even though I feel so spiritually awake, that doesn't mean I have all the answers. That means that like, like I said,

34:36you're walking unknowingly or knowingly into the unknown to know means you have got to be open always, no matter how good you feel, no matter how like how, how high your consciousness you think you've reached, you've got to be hungry to go even further because the service kind of ends with, you know, your ego. Right. And if your ego is fine, but you have to have it in check. And so that's one of those things that I'm always like, I know that like I might learn something right here, right now, here on the hike we're going to do later. When I go home and I watch my daughter, but like, yeah, man, it's like, it's really, we still have a lot of work to do. Humanity is like, you know, when I, I have a big sweet spot for Africa. And Africa is the least of us as far, and, and place like Gaza. These places, you know, they, they're getting mistreated in my opinion

35:40so deeply. And like, for me, it's like, it's not enough until we figured that out. Right. And of course, right here in America, there are plenty of people being mistreated. So until every single soul on our planet has it like enough, feels like they've been taken care of, they've been heard. Right. And there's been an adjustment made for them. Like, I'm not satisfied. Right. And it really does, and it's a complicated mission because a lot of what we're seeing is actually engineered. It buys some people that don't have our best interest in mind. So you can help the people on the street all day, but until you cut the head off the snake, whatever that looks like, it's going to continue to happen. But it doesn't mean don't help the people. Because it's not a waste of time. Because each person you help could, you don't know where that will, what trajectory that will put them on in their life. And you know, those places I've traveled down to Belize have been

36:41Africa have been places you have seen that poverty. In fact, Belize was some of the worst I've ever seen. And I wasn't expecting that because in my mind, the Belize that I'm thinking of is like the vacation package that you win on Wheel of Fortune. You know, this pre-package, resort, beautiful island breeze, whatever. And I got down there. And I saw the worst third world country I've ever seen. And I haven't been everywhere. But up into that point. And I was shocked by that. Sure. The flushing their toilets into the ocean quite literally. And I was just like, what? You know, it kind of glitches you out for a moment. And you understand that this is, this is a byproduct of hundreds of years of mind control honestly. And poison. Yeah. Yeah. And that's like, you know, even with the people, let's say, who currently are

37:43holding those evil forces and doing the evil things, you know, I kind of sit there and I'm like, okay, where where did that come from? Who passed it on to you? I don't like, I would want like, rather than just like hate them, I would want to like understand like, what happened? Tell me what happened. Right. How can I help you find the love inside of you? You know, and that's kind of where like you kind of have that like love your enemy. Yeah. Christ vibration. And like, you know, I don't know if that would be the the thing, the answer. But like, I'm kind of think of it that way. I'm like, this has been being passed down for thousands of years, you know, and they've been taught like, you know, when you think of this as a, what doesn't matter, an energy place, a computer simulation, whether it's, yeah, like an energy or a program, like, we're all programmed with either energy or programs in a computer, basically. So like until, you know, we kind of can,

38:43I don't know, take a look at like, who did that? Right. What happened to them? I don't know. I mean, like, again, it's like the answers are, they're, they come as you live. But like in my own personal experience, like, I'm fully committed to love. I'm fully committed to freedom of humanity. Like, right now, like, like we said, you can't change it until you, like, kind of go for the, the head of the snake, but like, I also, you know, you need a voice. And for me, before I express a voice, I like to show like how committed I am to something. And if you were to really take a look at my Instagram page and scroll down and if, like, you want to question my commitment, I'm sorry, but you're wrong. My commitment is like intense. I know. Well, that's why I reached out to you for another interview. I do follow your Instagram and I've even donated some to your cause.

39:43And I really genuinely feel what you're doing. It's not even about what I'm seeing. I feel it. Yeah. And it is inspiring. And that's, you know, that's if anything, if it's, if it's inspiring other people to do it, then it's a win for the people that you're not even physically helping, right? Because you're helping other people that are seeing that. And it's a very interesting thing to break down psychologically, but it's what people need sometimes. I would say I get like 95% love on Instagram and people are inspired. People are like, my heart is so full. Thank you so much for what you're doing. And then, you know, you do get people who are like, I'm going to go out and do something now. And it's just like, if that's 95% of what I'm receiving, it's a win. Right. I'm not going to stop because, you know, growth is exponential after a certain point. And I also like, I feel like there's, I have big aspirations in what I'm

40:47doing. Like I, I want to get loud. And I want to be heard. And I want to step up here as a leader. And sometimes I'm like, it's a little like frustrating that I have, because I have expectations as an athlete, like, you want to hit the home run fast. Right. And then I'm like, now I'm kind of like coming into my own of like, there's a reason this is divine, there's divine intelligence at play here that's keeping this where it is right now for a particular reason. And like, just trusting in the love. And like, there's been certain people I want to connect to. And it hasn't quite happened yet. And I kind of get frustrated, right? And angry. And then I'm like, no, no, no. Just let it all play out. Just keep on the mission. You know, like one of the things, you know, you kind of, you, what you do in the shadows, like pays off for eternity. Right. And not, it's not necessarily all in the shadows. So to speak, there are people who see what I'm doing. But like I said, like, I want to leave a big impact. So yeah, I want it to get bigger faster. I'm just like, no, no,

41:53just right. And you, you're not even two years into this. That's what I mean. Two years into this new journey. You're only at the beginning, you're scratching a surface. And who knows what could come from this? And, you know, but if you have that intention and it's coming from the heart, then those, those pieces will be put, those favorite, those stepping stones will be put in the place. Yes. And you'll know exactly where to step next. You know, I recently did a breathwork session. I don't do a lot of breathwork, but there's a very specific type of breathwork. It basically activates to DMT that's in your body. And you can have a psychedelic experience. Sure. I'm thinking I'm going to do it for, you know, just what, I don't know, spiritual work, just work on myself, some shadow work, which is what I was, my intention was, but I had such a wild trip that was self-induced just from breathing. Sure. I met Jesus. I literally, like, he came here into the slipping room and it was,

42:55you know, through my third eye, obviously, sure, but it was as real as looking at you right now. And I was in tears and my, my, my dad and others showed up as well. And she was with him. And she looked beautiful as well. And it was fundamentally life changing. And I just created that with my own breath, you know, and there was a whole message that came with it. And he said, he said, you, you are me. I am you. Like, he was like that message of one this, right? Yeah. But there's more to happen. It's a whole long story. But I walked away from that first of all, I holy shit. Like, I was just like, I'm going to lay down and do some breathwork, meditations. And then here I am, I can countering Christ and having a life changing experience that I couldn't have ever asked for. Or never saw coming. Yeah. And it was beautiful. And I up into that point, I was never a skeptic, but I had never, I've heard many stories with people in counter. Yes, sure. Right? Yeah. And it was

43:56my turn, I guess. And it was very beautiful. Yeah. And it's put me on a new path. Yeah. And it's like, you know, it's the Christ energy. It's like, I think we have, obviously, we associate Jesus with this human. Right. He's much greater than that. Yeah. He's not even a he. Right. It's a combined masculine feminine. And the beauty of Christ, that like kind of him, he Jesus went around. However, he did it. You know, there's the 18 last years. There's a whole bunch of theories. But whatever he learned and whatever he infused here upon his exit has lasted here. And that's what I think is really waking up in most in a lot of people is that we are not separate from from Christ. But it also still is there's a lot of people that do feel separate. You don't feel like worthy. There's the original sin. There's what like sin actually is. And you kind of when you actually look at the Greek aromatic definitions of sin,

45:04it's like mistomark. And then repent is to actually change your alignment, change your way. So it's it's completely different from this like repent by believing in Jesus as your Lord and Savior. Like Jesus in the gospels, he doesn't say anything about like all you have to do is believe in me and you get to come to heaven. He actually says like the opposite. He says like, you don't call me like most a lot of you call me Lord, Lord, you won't enter heaven. And he like talks about like selling possessions and your treasures being in heaven. So he's like really it's the opposite. And you know, we could get into all the theory, but then there's Paul. And basically most of the religion is based on Paul who never met Jesus. He had his own experience that held him in his life. And the church kind of made it about a salvation through faith sort of

46:04thing. But when you met him in this room, he was basically, you know, initiating you, igniting the flame inside of you to like do something with that energy. And it takes time, you know, like for all of us. Like it took me eight years to kind of understand what exactly I was supposed to do with that. And more and more of us are coming online. And that's a good thing. Right. Yeah. And to wrap this up, whereas have a little fun story from you, you know, you were just in South Dakota. And you met this man who had a Sasquatch and experiences, I believe. Well, it was so his name was Izzy. And he's very, he's quite old, but he's like, you know, he does a lot of amazing healing work for people, you know, connecting them to their, like I said, already, Dakota wisdom is so connected to the Christ because it's about service of the people. But yeah, he was telling me of these stories

47:07multiple times kind of being taken by beings from above. And also, have you ever heard of a sweat lodge? Yeah. He also told me of a story where a ship came down and the extra thresholds joined him in a sweat. Right. And now he is a channel. He wrote a book. And he says the book is in his, which is a very similar experience and thing that you hear from so many of the channels in our world that are having these beings work through them. But I just, and during the dinner, he kind of went into his channel. It kind of just happened naturally. And he's being guided by, you know, these extra thresholds. He mentioned Bigfoot came in. But like, I personally have listened to many channels. And he also explained like a lot, sometimes a lot of people get freaked out by what he's saying. For me, it wasn't weird, you know, because like the wisdom that was coming through

48:14for me was so like, it was so three-dimensional. It was so like guiding in my own journey, talking about keeping it very simple, you know, continue to serve the people like you're here to create a long-term message. So don't, don't like you already said, like take care of your own soul. Make sure you keep putting out your videos, doing your things. So I felt like he was passing on information from a higher dimension and a wisdom. And it was just so beautiful because it was totally unexpected. But, you know, yeah, no, I love that. You know, that wisdom coming through the elder is, you know, whether it be channeling or just their life they've lived. It's impactful sometimes. And I think that when we find ourselves in the presence of somebody like that, it's not an accident. Yeah. Yeah. And I feel like what I really, we talked about this before, disclosure

49:14is the disclosure of consciousness, right? It's disclosure of that like unity, purity, consciousness. Like we have all these races and religions and borders and we're so spread out and we feel so far away. And then that's also what those evil doers are doing. They're trying to keep us separate. And the disclosure is like we can unify and we can bring this love back into the world, whether it's Christ or the Buddha or Krishna, all these like we're all, we're all one. And the more the more of us that continue to tap into that frequency, the better. And like, yes, disclosure could be this event where the extraterrestrials show themselves fully and wake us up to that. But like until that day, I think the focus, you know, on all these stories is the disclosure of true purity, unity, Christ consciousness. Like that for me is what's really alive right now. Yeah.

50:20I think that's the mic job moment we're going to end it on. All right. That was beautiful. Thank you. I couldn't agree more. And that's a, you know, prominent message here on our channel. It's the disclosure within. You know, it's not the external world. But it could help. And it's all how you perceive reality, honestly, at the end of the day. But let the audience know where they can find you, how they can follow your work and donate if they would like to. Yeah. So my Instagram is I am Ryan Kalish. My YouTube is Ryan Kalish 5511. Both of them have links to my to my give butter page. And you know, like all of that money goes to people on the street. Like I've never even used it for flights or hotels. Like that's all on my own dime at the moment. Of course, at some point, I'd love to change that. But like if you do donate to what I'm doing, like you really, your money is really going directly to humans. And also like your money is also going directly

51:27to the greater message of purity, awareness, consciousness, which is like, you know, it's for me, it's the most important thing right now. And I'm open to that changing. But like, it's just real life. So yeah. Yeah. And I know I knew that. And that's why I felt like giving some money to that because I genuinely, I'm very cautious about giving money to any charity. Sure. Because we know, unfortunately, some of them are, you know, these black rock corporations, it's just an extension of them. And that's not really gone where you think it's going. So I like to donate where I know the money you're used for good cause. So yeah, thank you for what you're doing. Thank you for stopping by. It's been great talk with you. Yeah. Awesome. And thank you. Any final words to the audience before we wrap this up? Any final words, you know, every, every act of love right now actually matters. You know, we think we have this thing we all kind of

52:27like, I don't know, there's, we always are looking at a TV or somebody who's super famous and think like we can't really do anything that matters. And I'm not saying like go to the extent that I'm doing and putting it out online. But even just like thinking consciously, like how can I do something for somebody else? It really ripples out into the universe. If there are multiple dimensions, there is, there is those ripples count. So even if it's just one small thing that you can do with your day, go hand out a meal, be nice to someone that you might not like normally be nice to just like try and expand that love out for maybe your children or your loved ones to somebody outside of that immediate family because we've got to realize that like we're all in this together. Right. That's it. Absolutely. Beautiful message. Thank you so much once more. Yeah. Thank you.

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