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From Suicidal Despair to Freedom: Awakening, Psychedelics and Owning Your Humanity | Saja Fendel

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What if awakening doesn’t save you from your feelings – but asks you to feel everything more honestly?


In this conversation, I speak with Saja Fendel, who went from a violent, chaotic adolescence and suicidal despair into a terrifying psychedelic collapse where he believed he’d caused all the suffering in existence – and then to a deep recognition that at a fundamental level everything is love.


We explore:


  • How unresolved pain and fear can masquerade as “spiritual seeking”
  • Why awakening is not an escape from your trauma or your responsibilities
  • The difference between non‑stick experience and spiritual bypassing
  • Taking responsibility in relationships even when “no one is doing anything”
  • Moving beyond the old guru‑student model into friendship, humour and normality
  • Why fun, play and adventure are essential on the path

This is a conversation about being fully human and fully awake – not one or the other.


My website: https://www.simonmundie.com/


Book a coaching consultation: https://calendly.com/simon-wgw/simon-mundie-intro-call


Free webinar on removing fear from the body: Tuesday 23rd @ 7pm UK time.

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