The Ascension Has Begun

0:00Welcome to the Portal to Ascension Podcast, where we explore the deeper forces shaping our world such as ancient civilizations, extra-terrestrial contact, hidden history, metaphysics, the quantum world, and the true nature of reality. We look beyond the surface to inspire an evolution in consciousness and a new world that works for all of humanity. Join the movement at PortalToAscension.org, take a deep breath, inhale, exhale, and let's begin the transmission. We've been functioning at the lowest spectrum of frequency. It's a lot more rewarded in our society than being at the highest octave of what our divine human nature could be embodying.

1:02We're capable of it, it's wired into all of us. That's why there is sickness, that's why there's mental health issues. Because it's the human's way of sounding the alarm so that change can take place. When I was a child, I would say, I'm buried alive, we're all buried alive. There is no light in the underworld, so you have to learn to fall back on yourself and find your own internal light. So I have a last name, everybody does, right? Are you responsible for everything your ancestors did, both the triumphs and victories and also the failures or mistakes, or the possessions or the God only knows, right? So I can only be me, I can only be me. It's the most important. This is the crossroads that humanity is at right now. Are you going to choose your soul, are you going to choose your creative power, are you going to choose mother earth, and this ascension process? Because people are really cutting the cords with this dependency bond. So that's what I else is taking control. So if I could say anything, don't make them the enemy, understand the level of trauma and manipulation that they have faced. And if we can all come together, it'll absolutely create like a global exorcism. And our love is, if I had one wish, don't forget that your love done conditionally.

2:14Welcome everybody. This is Neil with portal to ascension. So good to be here with you all. And we are here with Laura Eisenhower today, going to get into a little podcast with her, but you can find out everything about portal to ascension at portal to ascension or send up on an email list there. We have 10,000 hours of content categorized by speaker by topic, typing the word a and you'll get everything that has letter A and like a lantis, you can type an extraterrestrial international so much awareness for you, please use it as a resource. Many thousands of hours are free. Also the new living expo new living expo calm our signature massive event every year, April, 2027, April every single year, check it out and you living expo calm. And today I'm really honored because not only do we have a great friend Laura Eisenhower who has been on portal to ascension many times, I really love and respect so much. And I'm also here with my my dearest closest brother and friend Matthew divine witness on on. And we get to do a collaboration today portal to ascension and conscious creator podcast. So Matthew, I just handed to you brother if you want to introduce yourself.

3:20Yes, so this is me Matthew James divine witness and we are hosting a collaboration today. This podcast, which is all about grounded consciousness, all about how are we actually building new earth, how are we creating the new earth, what have we built, how we embodying it and how did it come to be. So with that said, we usually open this up with a little grounding practice, a little attention. You guys ready to join me for that? Yeah. Just taking a deep breath, filling up the belly, filling up the chest, filling up the heart and hope. And really so, I know anything that came before.

4:24If you're with us at home, you can join us as well. Connecting to the heart, your source, your breath and bringing that back down to your hearts. And with this breath, going down to the core, mother earth, central heart, we're still in core and bringing that up to ours. Maybe speak with pure intention. In a way that connects to the hearts and minds of those that are here with us, to raise consciousness so that we can body deeper our souls and our missions in really. Learn how, remember how, you get the truth, point five out of the breath, breathe at the heart and sending that out to everyone watching this.

5:36And remember no wishes. And going back to this space. Beautiful. Now Laura, anyone I would be this up with? I have a question that I often ask. It's about what are you excited about in terms of what you've created for consciousness or what you're creating for the raising of consciousness? I'm just really excited about it just being so available and so in the now. It's not something we're waiting for. It's not something that we're granted. It's not something that we need to fear isn't happening. And I think sometimes people fall into that. Are we going to send, look at what's happening in the world, everything's like this or like that. Some people think like that.

6:36And others don't. They're very embodied. They're very present and they're very in charge of their creative energy. So what I'm excited about is really understanding how we've been functioning at the lowest spectrum of frequency as humans. It's very conditioned into us and doctrinated into us. It's part of just, you know, our experience. Not to say that everybody's like in this super low vibe and it's all ego, but it's a lot more rewarded in our society than being at the highest octave of what our divine human nature could be embodying. And so it's really to look at that consciously. And what I'm excited about is showing how this is revealed in the zodiac. These inversions that have become programming that get normalized that people don't even question. They just think it's normal. If we look at our culture and the way it's set up and the things that have been targeted and that fracture that people just kind of live with, they're just medicating themselves to deal with a deeper agony that really wants to get to the bottom of who we truly are and what our galactic history is all about.

7:51What's really taken place in our ancient history, you know, what sort of extraterrestrial involvement, what sort of technologies are being used that we're not aware of and which ones are staring at us right in the face that we no longer want to be in denial about. And I think this is going to happen on a massive scale. And I think the reason people avoided is because they feel a sense of helplessness or there's no way that they would be doing this to us and they being some kind of cabal or deep state or negative alien agenda. The beauty is is that we can overthrow it in our own consciousness because we're elemental beings. So inversion, siphons and harvests, elemental energy. When we override that, when we move beyond the lower spectrum of frequency and we raise it to divine energy, we raise it to divine essence back to its original tones and codes. We overthrow dark Saturn and we're in the highest octave of Saturn, which is self mastery. And so when people talk about doing the inner work, that's really what it is.

8:52What's causing the most pressure, what's causing the most pain and start to give it unconditional love and start to understand it, start to understand the things that you think are wrong with you and realize that's a sign that something's right because your body and your consciousness is trying to get your attention. So I get really excited working with people and helping them to see in their chart where these squares, which are attention and conflict and energy blocks and also dormant gifts and abilities, how to unlock all of this. It's like right here. And then all of a sudden you're changing the trajectory of your life path, you're changing relationships, you know what what you're truly worth instead of what you've been rewarded for and what you've been punished for because of being you. And anyway, I'm excited about seeing the pillars of society get rehabilitated and having healing centers arise where hospitals once were seeing the government structure fall and seeing communities rise in alignment with cosmic and natural law, seeing the Hollywood industry, expose all the darkness to really help, you know, the trafficking rings in the children and how that's all linked to the government.

10:03And every other pillar of society to begin to bring real talent and real art, which you know you guys are very much involved in. So there are children are growing up with activation instead of just entertainment, remembrance. And you know, we're also the use of dark technology with this override frequency becomes healing frequencies. You know, so I just see this whole world like turning around and and so many of us that are helping to guide the process. And when people feel really inspired, then all said and they're stepping into their, their divine purpose, their authenticity. And then we realize like this is the unified field, we all have a very important and unique role. And when we harmonize that together, there's no arc on or dark agenda that can feed in and poke that and feed from that because it only can feed on fracture and fear and trauma. That's why the siaps and false flags constantly want to put us in a loop. So I just see like people just being done with that and feeling very empowered and being able to see through the deception, seeing through all these tactics.

11:12And taking their attention away from that and into what's truly real, which is organic ascension. You have a lot of attention to the form there, the divine purpose. I see you speaking out on a lot of stages and spreading your authentic word around the world. What has helped you connect deeper with your divine purpose? Well, that authenticity thing being real with the self, you know, when something comes up, not judging it, not shaming it, this is a part of the process. I think sometimes we think enlightenment is a place that you remain. But in this sort of world, we're out there, we're dealing with everyday life, we're dealing with targeting frequency weaponization, recognizing that the whole human race is targeted. And maybe certain individuals to varying degrees, depending on what they're going to help remind people of and expose. You know, I'm kind of losing the question, but can you help me get back to the question?

12:19So your divine purpose, your mission to come to life? I just think being inspired, I'm very inspired by seeing the potential in humans and understanding how easy it is to get lost and forget ourselves. And how sometimes a false sense of security and confidence is given over to something that might not be sustainable in the long run. We go through that in relationships, we attach ourselves to things that we hope lasts forever. We have dreams and visions that sometimes get yanked away from us and we don't realize when those things happen that we're being upgraded, that our higher self is helping us to discover more and take us through an experience of rebirth. And so I've gone through so much in my life and so much adversity and challenge, just like a lot of people. Some of it has tested me to the extreme and I just feel my purpose is to rise above to understand it, to allow it all to guide me home instead of giving my power away or lose myself in the process.

13:25And I just feel like I'm just going to be honest with the challenge of dropping into that at times. And I just feel just a passion for what we're capable of. I mean, it's wired into all of us. That's why there is sickness. That's why there's mental health issues. Because it's the human's way of sounding the alarm so that change can take place. And I worried everybody on my father and my siblings or my sisters. And so the societal hijack is pharmaceuticals or labels. This is what's going on with this person. They try and define it and it very much keeps a person in a box. And I found my purpose when I refused to live in that box and I refused to allow those labels to define me. And that's when I started to pursue wilderness expedition leadership. That's when I really delved into the astrology more, connecting it with DNA and the planetary grids and things in our galactic history and understanding how our genetic code has been.

14:36Tampered with and that there's an overlay on the planetary grid, this reversal grid network that is very similar to what has been installed in us to digress and not advance ourselves as humans. So I saw all the things that people were worried about as opportunities to get to know myself and set a lose myself. Even though it's been a bumpy road of losing myself a little bit and coming back, I found my purpose when I took it seriously, when I gave it the respect it deserved, when I touched pain instead of going to the doctor and feeling what it had to say to me and feeling into the messages and then integrating it and then having miraculous results. And knowing that every single one of us has these abilities. And so when I learned that within myself, I started to notice it in others. And when I give readings to people and things begin to get unlocked and people feel a safety, they're doing it, they're discovering it.

15:36And once we do, all those elementals are purified and they're now functioning at their highest level and they're no longer being inverted into misplaced anger, depression without any solution and anxiety with no place to go. We're actually understanding the downloads from our higher self, we're understanding the physical vessel and its capacity to regenerate, we're understanding the merciness that water element can hold and how important releases and purification for the waters to be clear. And in a place like Glastonbury with the Chalice Wells and the waters and the aquifers and just the power of water and the frequency carrier that it is, it's just amazing to see what's going on in the outside world and how what's inside impacts it. And what we change within us, changes what's outside of us because the earth responds to us. So whatever they've done to the planetary grids to put it in reversal, all the pollution and toxicity is so that we suffer and we're functioning at far less capacity than we're truly capable of.

16:41But it's in our hands to actually clear it and awaken what's dormant. And then the earth responds to us and we move into a higher version of ourselves, we move into a higher earth. And that's the trajectory that we begin to reflect back. But a lot of us in service, even if we are already there, are choosing to remain for whatever reason. And I'm not saying that we have it all figured out, but I see this bifurcation has a bridge and it turns into a heart because nobody's going to be left behind. And every soul has a life experience that gives them exactly what they need to get home to source. And it's only the system that is rigged to hijack that so we can own it, siphon it and use that creative energy to battery up and keep these artificial timelines alive. So the minute we get that, it's a whole nother story. And every single soul is experiencing exactly what they need, even if it's traumatic to remember themselves. And the most important thing is that everything is designed to bring us home. The system is rigged to make you afraid of yourself and to give it away to somebody else to fix and solve. Same with the Savior, same with every single aspect of every pillar of society is even disclosure, some alien race.

17:56And that's all great and all. But when we switch on what's dormant, we realize that we have those ET genetics and we are higher benevolent beings that are helping to upgrade this human vessel and this earth. You know, you kind of touched on the whole element of like the chaos of things happening in the world and how the whole opportunities for us to grow. And just knowing you for a few years and myself included that there were times where I was really angry at what was happening to us. And now I still am completely aware of these these conspiracy realities and what is going on on the deepest level. But the level of anger has dissipated, but I still am aware of what I'm speaking about it. And I see that in you as well that you're speaking about speaking about the darkness and the challenges. So could you maybe speak about your journey from like, you know, being awakened to these things and how it affected you emotionally to the point that you're at now. And because I see when you speak about this now, you're like this so this so much like compassion in your voice and an understanding that these dark elements are now just coming to the surface and have been around for so long.

19:03But now the opportunity for us to actually realize a deeper truth. So you're completely aware that these these things are actually without these elements, we maybe would have just maintained a status quo and never had the ability to ascend out of it. I love it. Well, anger and all those feelings, even not being grounded or just feeling just discord and discomfort, these are all like incredible things that have been labeled and misunderstood. And it just needs to be heard and understood. Children need to be guided into just being the best versions of themselves, guided into their passions and their interests. And if people actually knew a chart of a child, they would know they wouldn't try and force them to learn something that doesn't come natural or isn't calling them. You know, what about the mystics, what about the shamans, what about people that are meant to play a particular role in order to complete the whole 12 tree grid. We all come in with this kind of uniqueness, but the system makes it, you know, we're measured by one type of intelligence or just one or two or three types of intelligences.

20:10And all these other intelligences are being projected upon, being medicated and being sort of even laughed at. And so I went through all that. The system completely rejected me. I rebelled against it, but it also rejected me. Bad grades, zero understanding. I was at the attention a lot, even if I wasn't doing anything that bad, maybe because they saw me, you know, walking up the hill and out the door far, far away. So, yeah, I mean, I felt anger and a lot of grief. I was crying all the time. That was just my thing. I just cried and cried and cried. My mom was like, oh, you know what? Yeah, I just threw out my whole life. And it was always about the mother. It was always about humanity. And my mom would say to me, you know, when I was a child, I would say, I'm buried alive. We're all buried alive. And she would tell me this stuff. And I would say, all I want is for us all to be free. And like, you know, these kind of things my mom would just tell me. And I was such an intense kid. I was such an intense kid. And I was very ungrounded for a lot of my childhood. And I was really trying to come in.

21:15I was trying to get into this physical plane. And it just was too painful. And every time I did, I would just cry and cry and cry. And so everybody thought something was wrong with me. And they're always trying to, you know, try and figure it out. And I would refuse to go back to any doctor or any professional. And I would get really upset just at how they were going about it. And just that, like, who do you think you are to know me more than myself? And I was very vocal about these things. There's something that didn't make sense in school. I would raise my hand. And then I would just stop going. I was obsessed with the concepts of, like, sacred union and a lot of the stuff that I talk about. I was already, you know, talking about. I was, you know, into the e-ching. I was into, you know, my encalender and astrology and tro. And there was no class for me. So I would, you know, I would never go, but I would go to the library. I would go, you know, into nature. And I just kind of educated myself or I reminded myself of the things that were really important to me. But it didn't necessarily make the anger go away.

22:19So, deception hurts, you know, when you're in a relationship and relationships don't work out and the things that we go through when it comes to heartbreak, that always hit me hard. I'm a mega-libra. But I was always talking about the Christophian sacred union. So I think I scared most of my boyfriends away. It's just like, I just wanted to just go to a movie. And we did, but, you know, I was, like, pretty over the top with all this. I had really hard relationship with my mother. I still have deep mother wounds. And it's not about any blame. It was just the way it was in circumstantial. It wasn't anything really personal. But sometimes we just don't get our needs met, right? And that was just the personal stuff. It was so much bigger, though. I was angry at everything that I saw in the world that was so wrong. I mean, everything that we fight for and advocate for. And abuse of, you know, children just pharmaceuticals, you know, everything that stares us in the face. And then you begin to peel back the layers and then just gets worse and worse and darker and darker.

23:25So it's like, I was bedridden for years at a certain point. I just couldn't handle how dark this world is. But I knew coming in. I knew coming in. But I knew I had to just process through it. I have a lot of strong Pluto energy near my personal planets. So a lot of what I talk about in my book has to do with the underworlds going into the underworlds. And you are stripped of everything. There is no light in the underworlds. You have to learn to fall back on yourself and find your own internal light. But it was grueling. And there were many, many underworlds. Just when you thought you were done, it was like, here's another one. And we go through that all the time. The thing is, the system is rigged for us to avoid it because it's too painful. So people easily grab the drugs, easily silence the emotions, easily just want to stop all of that. And that's understandable because how are we going to make a living? How are we going to feed ourselves? You can't just go into underworlds all the time. It's like, I can't go to work today. I always joke about it. Even spend 10 years, I joke about that. You just can't call into work and say, this is what I'm doing.

24:29And to underworlds, do you mind? I'm going to need another week or two. It's just not something that we see as anything legit. But indigenous cultures, ancient cultures, understood this. A place like Glastonbury. I mean, the whole labby went into the mother woman being reborn was what this whole culture was revolving around. And on that note, also don't forget, even when it was the moon cycle for women, they would have red tints or they would have experiences with women had one to two weeks to be or another woman to help them heal and process it because it was really much shedding and an emotional experience for them. So even that was a part of society. Yeah, and there's none of that. So I just couldn't have it. And I was in DC and I went to high school there and I just couldn't take it. I really was a mess in other people's eyes. But I knew something else was stirring in me. And I was going to love it. I was going to take it seriously and I was going to let it guide me. And that's when I went into the wilderness. And I did courses there for a couple of years. Then I lived on the road. I went to Native American Ruins.

25:39And all of the national parks and just everywhere I could possibly go and lived out of vehicles and went to Baja La Paja has a second age, like really important place for me, Baja Mexico. And that saved my life. I mean, that was like my sanity. And then raising two boys twins, even though it didn't work out with their father. And that was a devastating situation. I was in a lot of survival. You know, it's like there's so much anger and emotion. You're just it's like whatever vision and dream that you had for a happy family, a good sacred union partnership. Your children's needs being met. I mean, that was like, I was going crazy. But from the minute I really came in, it was much larger picture stuff. And then processing Eisenhower and his administration, second world war and what happened in his administration and all the ET stuff and Val Thor. I mean, I was so busy that like, how could I go to school? And everybody's like, you're kind of space. I'm like, you have no idea what's going on in the space of here. Like how much I'm processing. It was so overwhelming.

26:42So I would write and I would just find spaces and outlets. Instead of shutting it down and silencing it, I just listen to myself. And this is what I help people with because sometimes you're so ridiculed, you're so judged, you're so misunderstood that the pain of not being seen is enough to give up and give in. And that's okay. Many people do that for years of their life. And I did in relationships. We all have our categories where we just want to put our rose color glasses on and just see it through and hopefully we'll be able to be ourselves one day. But it's been just a lot of choosing that at the end of the day. That's the most important. This is the crossroads that humanity's at right now. Are you going to choose your soul? Are you going to choose your creative power? Are you going to choose mother earth? And this ascension process? Because people are really cutting the cords with this dependency bond. So that's what I also got angry at is why are they so dependent on this? It's like it's cool. It's deceptive. It's it's awful.

27:43And anyway, so this is the crossroads where I was cutting the cords, pulling it back, having it all not be something so awful even though it is as far as what does it mean? We're all doomed. No. It's all falling apart because it's time to fall back on you. And it's time to fall back on each other and learn to really work together because all these fragments should not be fighting with each other. They should be unifying and coming back into restoration. And nature is designed and encoded with that power. Naturally does that. The mind control and social engineering work against what's natural. So people have to realize they don't have to learn something. They have to let go and allow because the correction moves through us. It doesn't happen to us. It doesn't happen outside of us. It moves through us. And we have a choice between our higher self and intuition and understanding the pain and the disease and all the wounds or giving that away to something else.

28:44It makes sense. And it sounds like throughout your childhood there was a lot of trauma. There was a lot of challenge. And even into adult life you've researched the depths and the darks of humanity and further afield. And throughout that you talk about a choice point. What really made you make that choice that you're going to live your life in alignment with your soul and share that mission? I would have died. It's like my nervous system is not wired to be able to go along with anything else. I'm too explosive. It's too strong in me. Maybe there are other lifetimes where I just kind of had to add a survival who knows. But we're remembering something so deep within us, which is pre-fall consciousness, which is the Christ Sophia. And the overlays and everything that kind of happened from that point on is not negative or terrible, but there are aspects of it that absolutely are because we're in this free will universe and we're experiencing duality.

29:49And I'm saying it's not all negatives. It's even though there is negative, it's part of the experience. It's part of something that we need to understand in order to work our way back. So your question was, how did I choose my? Yeah, if you could break it down in a few steps and what you did to really make a choice and commit to your path. Just moving through the pain. I have addictive tendencies and sometimes it's very easy to just want to make it go away. So I might not go for the pharmaceuticals, but I definitely might grab something else to help me work with it because it's debilitating. And then in those moments, I just really learned to love myself, to give myself something nurturing. And I ran an organic shipping and delivery company when I was in my early 20s. And I would, I was a truck driver and I would take it to come a clean sensitive people that were housebound that couldn't leave their house.

30:54And this was before like health food stores were around. And I really tuned into their energy and their sickness. And they can only have like the cleanest of food. But if you packed it incorrectly, somebody might die if they got the bubble wrap, somebody else, if it was brown paper versus blue paper. And it was very difficult to keep up with. Then I'm like, wait a second. Is it really, are they really sick? And I remember even AIDS patients when I was taking microbiology, sitting on a panel, it was part of the wilderness stuff we had to still get a science degree. And I just remember seeing through it and seeing the programming and seeing just all these different things about choice and about belief systems and programming. And how that makes you really, really sick over the course of time. And of course, yes, it weakens our immune system. Yes, we go through TSA. There's all sorts of reasons for our immune system to be weakened. But what about the laws of alchemy? I know we're more powerful than this. I don't like to see sick people and believe that they're sick. I know they're struggling, but I see a breakthrough in their life that could turn it all around. And I committed myself to that with clients. And then I learned to love myself enough to do that for me.

32:00and not maybe overly medicating myself or overly celebrating with substance, just ways to come into balance, ways to come into more harmony. So, and raising kids, I loved them so much, loved them way more than I could ever love myself, and then I learned to give that to me. And I'm like, if I can do all this for others, why can't I do it for myself? And that was the huge breakthrough. So, I'm doing better all the time and taking better care of myself, but it was always about what's outside of me. And I didn't even think that there was time. I'm like, I'll fix myself later. This is more important. My kids are more important. Humanity's more important. And then I learned, that's not gonna serve anything. I have to work on making sure I'm taking care of me. And this is not like I figured this out, you know, 20 years ago, I did, because I know that's the plateau, but I've lost it over and over again, because of breakups, because of targeting, because of too many trolls in a day, just kind of like, because of worries about my children.

33:02And just things that just create cracks and fractures that are very, very hard to stitch back up when you're on the road and you're needing to earn an income to feed your children, right? So, I'm finally doing better, but I just have nowhere else to go, and that's all I know. And it's my passion for humanity and this earth. And now I'm making it a passion for myself, even though I've had months of fasting and being in this exercising every day and taking, you know, it's easy to lose that. And now I feel like a consistency is gonna set in that I haven't had much of, because I don't know. I've learned to really honor the love that I feel for humanity and to, yeah, to make sure to give that back to myself. And every challenge that we've been given

34:03is to experience where it needs to get our attention in order to bring it into correction. That's why we walk through underworlds. That's why we go into inversion. That's why we incarnate into incredible challenges. It's why we came. It's not a punishment, it's not a curse, it's actually why we came. So, as we peel back the layers, we see the true organic nature of our DNA, the divine blueprint, the 12 tree grid, the cosmic trinity that was there all along. We're just peeling back the layers, breaking down the programs, dewebinizing the weapons, becoming the override frequency. Now, before I hand it back to Matthew, to close it up for a second, I'll just let you one last question from me. If there's one wish you had for humanity, what would it be? Just everything is designed to help you remember. And the system is rigged to keep you forgetful and disempowered. And it's not all bad. There's so many well-intentioned people in the system, but you're gonna benefit them when you walk your truth,

35:05when you live authentically. You embrace all your inner elementals, and you allow it to speak to you, no matter how painful, no matter how heavy it gets, give it a voice. It wants you to understand it, because that is you and it wants your love. It wants the unconditional love of source. Our source parents are encoded in our DNA, these overlays and the duality that's created are not our true parents that overlay, that causes us to worship or lose ourselves. It's a stepping stone, but if I had one wish, don't forget that your love done conditionally and everything in nature and in cosmic and natural law is designed to bring you into the most advanced version of yourself. And there's nothing that's really getting in the way, but your belief systems in any form of mind control that you might have allowed to get into your system

36:05or generational patterns, ancestral patterns, trauma loops, some people that have survived projects and programs and MK-Ultra and SRA. People are waking up, all of that is coming to the surface. Let's understand it all so that we can begin to overthrow all the dark forces that are leveraging trauma in order to maintain control. So if I could say anything, don't make them the enemy, understand the level of trauma and manipulation that they have faced. And if we can all come together, it'll absolutely create like a global exorcism and our love is like everything. And the laws of alchemy can literally turn bio-eapons and all this toxicity into gold. It literally just wants you to raise the frequency out of all the fear and all the divide and conquer, all the self-doubt, all the confusion and just want you to raise these elementals to their highest capacity. And it's in the food you eat, it's in the water you drink,

37:07but it's in the thought forms that you have. And it's in your ability to let your ego be a vehicle for your soul, a vehicle for your heart and the higher multi-dimensional dreams and visions that you hold, that your soul longing wants to manifest for you. The only reason these difficult emotions come up is because you don't think you can manifest it or you don't think it's possible and that's a lie. So it's time to celebrate and remember who we are. For sure. And that's it. When it comes to remembering who we are and what we are not, you talk about labels. And I know that you have the name of the eyes and hour. And in some way, there's a label there attached to that of what people expect you to live up to or hope that you might live up to. What would you say to someone that has had labels put on them to really let that go and to remember, actually who they are, that core and not what other people think. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I mean, like, live up to or have to be responsible to because of what happened even though, you know, it's a lot.

38:11Whatever label people carry, they end up defending even if it starts to turn dark. They'll still defend it. They end up becoming the label. This is why it's called 3D because the ego has become compartmentalized. A compartmentalized ego will carry a label and shut off the soul, the intuition, and the higher self because it's constantly answering to that label. It's keeping up with what that label is doing. It's going to advocate for what that label is saying. It's going to defend it even if it's like way off. And the thing is, are you sovereign enough to put the label aside and align with the positives about it, but have boundaries to elements that might not really resonate? Do you have that discernment? You have to ask yourself, you know? So I have a last name everybody does, right? Are you responsible for everything your ancestors did? Both the triumphs and victories and also the failures or mistakes or the possessions or the God only knows, right? We're dealing with major, major diversity and extreme dark and extreme light and everything in between. So I can only be me.

39:11I can only be me. I have a very close relationship with my great grandfather and I just answered to my soul in that connection. I'm not going to live up to any labels. I'm not going to live up to what other expectations are, but I expect for myself to self correct when I make a mistake to love when I'd rather maybe, you know, run away from a situation, but to see it through, to have that commitment, to have forgiveness, to, you know, work it out, to be devoted to that process, and to know when to walk away because it's vampiring off of me or it's not really wanting that either. It's just, it's just dark. So, you know, the best label we can be is a divine human, a authentic human, the best version of you, including the darkest parts of you, because that is the best version. Getting to know it, understand it, and clear it out because that is the creative cauldron of creation and it wants you to birth reality through it.

40:12Do not fear it, you know, allow the light to penetrate it with the seeds of your highest consciousness and your dreams. Let it be the womb, let it, it's fertile. It wants to grow life. Problem is is we're, we're taught to fear the dark and somebody else is running the show and using that creative energy and it's hiding in the dark and it's, and it doesn't have our best interest at heart. So, I guess I'll leave it at that because I could keep going on, but there's so much more that we can talk about. I know. We've warmed up lots of warm halls here and this is beautiful, but I know that, yeah, we're coming to the end and super thankful for having you on board at this one. This is being the first wonderful co-creation of the Contra Screezes podcast with Portal for Ascension. And you can subscribe to both our channels to watch more like this. We'll have more Contra Screezes episodes on Portal for Ascension Channel and more on my channel as well. Anything else you want to say?

41:14I'll just say that it's an amazing time on Planet Earth right now. I feel that when you know Laura touched on this a little bit too, when I see chaos, you see opportunity, you know, when I see things coming to surface, I see things that were hidden for so long coming out to be clean. And I will say we're going through a collective spring cleaning that lasts more than one season, okay? And so just like dropping your seat belts, perspective is what matters in this moment here and see how we can maintain singularity while we walk in duality, you know? So, check us out, Portal for Ascension.org, lots of content there, and you livingExpo.com, divine witness, you'll see his podcast will be putting in our comments. You're on his channel, come to ours. And Laura, I'd like to hear our cosmicgaya.com. Oh, okay. cosmicgaya.org, so thank you everybody. See you later. Thank you.